Just a few hours ago I felt so depressed and empty that I choked up with tears in my eyesBut now I suddenly feel extremely happy and I can't stop laughing and romping around in my apartment for no reason at allI should have every reason to be curled up in a corner and sob away at my comically unfortunate life insteadIt's almost 5AM here and my neighbors prob would've already called the cops on lil ol' me if it wasn't for the weekendI don't get why I am suddenly like this, but I really hope I can ride that high for a few more hours since I don't think I'll be getting sleep anytime soon desu
>>84756946Do I know you OP because someone I met seems to get like this quite often
>>84756967Nah, probably notI don't have many acquaintances
how disconnected from other humans are you that you don't know about manic depression?
>>84757012Well, in the last 6 years I only went out like 4 timesbut I do know about manic depression, mostly bc many online people told me I have it! ...but I never bothered getting an official diagnosisAlso, aren't manic depressives prone to psychosis? I don't think I ever had a psychotic episode tbdesu
>>84757051high highs and low lows are very tiring especially for the people who have to consistently deal with youyou're fine now but you'll struggle to make and maintain relationships while being so chaotic and that will slowly devour your soul
>>84757006Well I meant online
>>84757069Might be so, but luckily I don't have to deal with that crap right nowLike you said I'm fine at the moment and don't these oh so wise normalfags always tell us to live in the here and now anyway?Did you have a family member or close friend who has manic depression by any chance, anon?>>84757077I don't have many online acquaintances either desu
>>84757108oh so in addition to manic depression you're also an unapologetic narcissist
>>84756946https://voca.ro/172NIX2FaIbS
>>84757108wow, im bipolar type 1 so i experinec mania and depressive episodes and also hate normalfags and on top of that zero two is my waifu since 2018. i dont know you stranger but i am now wildly in love with the idealised version of you that i have created in my head even though youre probably fat and balding irl
You're unique and special. A good boy. You get dagnosed and just enough money from the government to not starve to death. See we take care of our good boys.
>>84757134>you're also an unapologetic narcissistHuh???>>84757148Woah, that's really profound anon, I thought you were trying to psychoanalyze me like buddy over here >>84757134>>84757153>i am now wildly in love with the idealised version of you that i have created in my head even though youre probably fat and balding irlAHEM, I have a full head of hair and a healthy BMI for one!Also don't confess your love to me while mentioning your waifu in the same post anon! >:(>>84757167Thxx nonnySadly, I don't neetbux
>>84757286its okay! being in love means more than just romance! i am very glad you are skinny and have hair though....
OP is such a cutie
>>84757725i agree, i love them
Oh shit, the thread didn't die>>84757566rabu u 2! I'm guessing you aren't here anymore but have a nice day/night, anon!>>84757725>>84757750Ladies... ladies... one at a time
>>84758245i am still here :D it is only 23:43 in ma time zone...
>>84758275Something's keeping you up? Go to bed1!>he says at 9AM without having slept in 27hrsWelp, at least I'm finally able to be productive and... clear my anime backlog... and... play vidya maybe even read a book later
>>84758378im playing modded minecraft and its the weekend tbdesu... if anything YOU should sleeb nonny :d
>>84758394>if anything YOU should sleeb nonny :dMaaaybe, but life is short and sleep is a psyops so we will continue down our path of total sleep abstinence to achieve true enlightenment
