l'm annoyed to hear that. Even as a teenager, i was aware that life wouId lose its flavor with time. I knew that the best and only truly exciting experiences could only happen during adolescence. I was terrified of being an adult; I knew that even if, by some miracle, I managed to achieve something, I would already be dead inside. Now, give me biIlions of the most beautiful girl in the world, and at best, you'll only ease my pain, but I'll never be happy.What I wanted most was the freedom of an adult with my teen body and soul, and a cute girIfriend who would aIways love me, no matter the difficulties. i gave you two criteria for happiness, but I aIso gave you two impossible criteria in this world
>>84757113It's not just love it's all the stuff your parents and grandparents got to do when they were youthful. Generation alpha will be 50s before they ever hit the DIY store. If they even own a home. That's just depressing.
>>84757113You know what's worse than being 25 and in your condition? Being 35. Being 45. Being 55.Youth really is wasted on the young. Get over yourself, before it's too late.
>>84757113You make a whole new thread instead of responding to the other two threads you made in the past hour. Nobody wants to hear your retarded shit
all that's left for you is to work hard so your children have a chance
3-12: childhood friend sloppa and the parents of the frien dmove far away so you never see them again and ar eleft guessing with regard to how they end up12-14: middle school sloppa where you're either over or underdeveloped so you don't relate to anyone and you live in your head with a bunch of escapism14-16: either you're still developing and living in your head or you're going through your awkward phase where you're mostly on your own and rebelling against your family 16-18: things settle down and you either rape or prosper academically 19-21: you go through your pretentious phase where you give up on all yours old shit and pursue what you think is a mature identity21-24: massive dunning kruger where you think you're even more mature than your newest identity. you're either getting no pussy your getting your first taste of "adult pussy"25: free space where you either came out on top or need to keep trying or give up
>>84757113lmao you were fed a fairy tale nigga and you believed it, life is incredibly mundane even if you got what you think you want you'd still be unsatisfied.
>>84757154>Being 35fuckf fuck fuckf fuckfuck
>>84757177I've done absolutely nothing since 20 when I became a shutin neet. I've sat in my room for 5 fucking years and just killed time. God damn it hurts.>>84757154I'm trying to do something but honestly I feel like the best outcome is me still doing mostly nothing and just working some dead end job. I've tried to stay alive for my parents but what's even the point. I'm going end up doing it at 30 or 35 out of pure despair anyway.
>>84757113Mindset issue. Either you are gaslighting yourself, or you've been brainwashed by the internet. I am 29, I'm a useless NEET retard just like you, and guess what? I don't give a fuck! I still derive autistic joy from all the things I used to because I just don't care about the things that are expected with normal people. I don't care if I'm a weird, retarded gooner NEET degen gamer manchild. It's just how I am and it's okay. Just be okay man. Retardmaxx.
>>84757113I feel the same way. Now I got ED, and it makes the entire idea of sex totally boring and awkward and not an experience I wanted. I'm old and jaded and no girl will ever heal all those years of isolation I've endured.
>>84757113i had a crisis at 25, got over it, didnt change anything, now im 32 and dont care. none of it matters. this life will pass in the blink of an eye.
