Yeah I have been hospitalized many times and put in psyche ward and jail its literally hell all because you just want to avoid this shit hole society ran by sociopaths

>>84757582
>ignore ops post
>immediately talk about yourself
Based lol

>>84757582
I had clear proof of what was going on too, the doctors were dismissive and didnt care and said I just dont believe in science

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>>84757560
you're likely larping, but ime weed paranoia does kinda give you a decent glimpse of what life is potentially like for the common schizo, it's just probably magnified 100x for them and doesn't end, pretty terrifying

>>84757592
I literally had 2 people follow me behind my back and stick a knife to my neck

I'm going to do this image to everyone of you in this thread.

I'm confused. Did the stalking and harassment go on for 5 years or did you cycle in and out of a mental ward for 5 years?

>>84757689
They had me on pills for 5 years and threw me in a mental ward and I was generally regarded as a mental patient by everyone around me

>>84757704
During those 5 years you were on pills you were locked up?

>>84757724
Only once for like a week. But I was still genuinely miserable and looked down on

>letting neurotypicals gaslight you

why were you retarded?

>>84757598
You're gonna make us cum?

>>84757795
Yeah at some point I should have never told anyone because I knew it was an attempt to make me look crazy but at some point the ice broke and it was too late

>>84757752
Firstly, people who judge you for being mentally affected (if it's true or not) are assholes.
If it's not real, then I really don't see why you can't have positive interactions with new people and move on.
If it is real and you just don't want to admit it, then it would make sense that people are sensing something off about you and staying away.
I don't know anything about you but if you were smoking weed and taking antipsych meds or whatever it is, it's generally a bad idea and you shouldn't do that. Not because it's "right" but because you shouldn't want to fuck yourself up like that.

>>84757810
Like the moment I told my parents about what happened it was basically over. Should have just kept my mouth shut

>>84757815
It manages to follow me around even when I try to meet new people. I get branded as schizo simply because

>>84757828
Speaking as me, generally past events from 5+ years ago don't follow me around. Everything and everyone from that long ago has long since passed me.
Seems like you have obvious "tells" because random people are picking up on you being symptomatic of something.
Whatever the case is, there is hope for you to live a relatively normal life. You need to seek help on your own and come to terms that maybe you need to treat a handful of conditions for the rest of your life.

>>84757869
Clearly am not. I dont know how it happens but itll get to the point where people call me shcizo straight to my face. They spread rumors behind my back. Etc

The problem is not that you are persona non grata for being once hospitalized for "mental illness".
The problem is that you are ignoring symptoms and not getting the right treatment.
It isnt wrong or unhealthy to be mentally ill. It's only wrong not to seek treatment.
If you or someone else would identify your symptoms correctly then you could get on the path to the correct treatment and live a normal life.
Until you get over the stigma of not accepting your situation, then you will struggle to identify your symptoms and live a life you want to live.

Sorry for your shitty home life, sounds like your parents don't understand what you really need. None of this stuff is forever and there is always tomorrow.

>>84757990
I never had a voice in my head nor hallucination. I was gaslit by shit coworkers and had shit parents . Simple as is.