>found my soulmate>literally perfect to me in every way>talk for an entire year before meeting up >when we finally meet up i was too nervous and tweaked out alot (or maybe I was just chopped idk)>he then proceeds to understandably ghost me because my first impression was a disaster and blocks me on everythingWhat is the most painful way to kill myself
this method seems to be up there
>>84757788I guess ill be heading to Home Depot
Sudoku desu
>>84757788The easiest way to get around that method would be to break a layer of the sand paper off so it is just the moving conveyor
>>84757780You'll get the next chad. I believe in you.
>>84757780>heyou're either a faggot or a woman so kill yourself you fucking nigger
>>84757780>tweaked out>choppedGet the fuck off of my board
>>84757780>What is the most painful way to kill myselfgetting over it, then finding another "soulmate" and not messing it up and getting married and having a wonderful life, and then they get stage 4 cancer and die and you develop severe alcoholism and then you die from cirrhosis
>>84757780Same happened to me once>girl I had a massive crush on >unavailable, but one day she approaches me>end up going out together, smile and laugh. Hold hands. >I come off as too socially awkward and weird >try to go for the kiss>she rejects me>ghosts me later
>>84757780>gay malekill yourself>troon malekill yourself>foidchadsexual nigger, kill yourself.>whats the most painful method to kill myselfself immolation. stream it for us.
>>84757812he was more than just that he was incredible at drawing, into pokemon and some kinda furry stuff (which was hot to me cause hes cutest guy ever), he looked kinda emo and was into edgy sexual shit, we were literally twins in about a million ways and messaged eachother constantly on like 4 different apps at the same time. now knowing what im missing out on for the rest of my life i can FINALLY kill myself without feeling bad
>>84757780The same thing happened to me, really, around the same time length as your situation as well. I still don't know what to do or how to react. I was incredibly anxious and stoic the whole time I went to see him. I think he really disliked my appearance, and we had more conflicts, and now he won't speak to me at all. I try to distract myself with mundane things to get over the shock I felt, but it hurts a lot. Maybe it's not appropriate to vent about it here, but I just hope your situation and mine improve. You're not alone. I don't think you did anything wrong, and there are many people who might like you or I hope things with him get better..either way you'll be fine.
>people still fall for the NPD/BPD love bomb and discardlol people are patterns. someone who loves you wouldn't abandon you even if you accidentally killed a puppy in front of them
>>84758346Did he not know what you looked like before meeting in person?
>>84758355I thinkI anglefagged too muchOr I dont know, never asked what he thought about me, I think the answer would kill me
>>84757801The easiest would be open the door and leave
>>84758346thanks anon that means alot maybe I won't rope tonight
>>84757856>incredible at drawing, into pokemon and some kinda furry stuff (which was hot to me cause hes cutest guy ever), he looked kinda emo and was into edgy sexual shitThere's millions of other fat ugly 40yo chuds like that
>>84757780I've felt similar pains. I don't even like venting about how much it hurts either because it feels like admitting it just makes me a bigger failure. like if I type out "I was dumped for not being X enough" it just makes it hurt even worse because now anyone who reads it is going to know I'm the one who wasn't X enough even if it's an anonymous post.
