>Be me>Make dinner>Keep fucking it up (spilling stuff, cleaning stuff up)>Bear through it and bring my plate to my room>Turn on my show>For the first time of the day it feels like a massive weight was lifted off my shoulders>Slowly came back in a way I didn't even notice>By the time I had finished eating I felt the same way I felt before I started eating>The first time out of any day I can have that feeling of reliefIt's not even the food, just the feeling of being comfortable watching something I enjoy and having something to comfort me. It only happens when I make pasta with tuna or tomato sauce for some reason
>pasta with tuna or tomato sauce for some reasonPasta with tomato sauce is a huge comfort food.