I ain't antisocial, very much got a life, but yesterday I went to my first con with friends and basically cycled through fight or flight, being on the verge of crying and dissociation with "zoomed in" fragmented vision wedged somewhere in-between for several hours.Bent my home keys in the pocket, chewed all lips from the inside, etc.etc. Grad shelling us and Pions just shooting 1 or 2 km away nonstop were several times less traumatic than this shit5 cigs and some overpriced food later I felt much better but still felt mildly in danger and didn't interact with anyone, couldn't even bring myself to take a couple of pics-which is really weird because I have worked on big music festivals and had no issue running with a camera like a fool in front of several thousand peopleDid anyone experience something similar? How do I fix it?Oh and today is day two, and I bought tickets for both. Should I go? Like yea I cried several times at home the moment I saw a reel with a cosplay or a furry but I think I feel better plus I already paid
>>84758642Nigga have you been raped? Wtf
>>84758689Nah just walked around with friends, trynna not to look at anyoneAnswering not too coherently good 10 seconds after being addressed was fun too
>>84758642you sound like a faggot maybe you should kill yourself
>>84758642Should I do shroomz before going today?
its ok bro me too
>>84758642Wait did you go sober? You're supposed to pregame that shit or bring a water bottle of vodka or something.
>>84758642>pions....it's "peons" you ignorant boob
>>84758642that's not what antisocial means. the word you're looking for is asocial. antisocial means sociopath
