how do i gather the courage
>>84759137Alcahol is how most people do it. Although if you have to get wasted in order to build up the courage, it means you don't really want to and so you shouldn't.
>>84759137That pic is wrong, he was gay so he would be surrounded by shottas
>>84759150Not the first time I've heard the shotacon thing but when I looked through his stuff I only saw some lolicon stuff
>>84759150Those are shotas.
>>84759149best way is to drink a bunch of alcohol and take a bunch of pills to OD. Shooting your head off is a bit barbaric and must be a hassle for people to clean up
>>84759266Isn't it kind of gay and cringe to kys for a man to kill himself via overdose? That's generally a method that women choose.
>>84759291dunno lol. I don't care what suicide method is woman or male brained, why do you care?
what is a male brained suicide method, so im not seen as cringe (don't say gun cause I can't get a gun)
>>84759291if absent other options pills can be the most painless way to go, heavily dependent on the pill ofc. if its like xanax if you od youll just lose consciousness and your heart will stop beating, whereas if you do something like jump from a tall building then opportunities could arise where things could go horribly wrong and / or painful like losing contril in the air and landing feet first or some shit
>>84759321control* originally
there is no reason to kys and you should brainwash yourself into survival to fight the devil
>>84759321jumping is one of the worst methods
>>84759315train (reality is most people don't really care how you do it)
>>84759315putting your head in front of a moving trainif you dont want to traumatize the conductor then maybe hanging yourself with a belt like robin williams, google it
you just do without thinking
>>84759137you don't need courage. you need determination and sheer willpower.
>>84759315here's an example. demonstrate your engineering skills
>>84759321>if its like xanax if you od youll just lose consciousness and your heart will stop beatingbenzos dont stop your heart nor affect breathing. are you retarded?
>>84760029junkie calling others retarded
>>84760019when i first found out about this it made me so happy. i had always envisioned such a device.
Suicide is a bad gamble. For all you know you might end up in some kind of gigahell, the same existence you're in now, or something somehow even worse.The rational choice is to live life the best you can and as long as you can. If you're posting slop on /r9k/, your life can't be that unfixably bad, you're not kidnapped by some psycho with all your limbs cut off or something. You still have agency over your life, and therefore you can make it better.
>>84759266What kind of pills though? I'm legitimately considering killing myself too with overdose this friday. (I am a faggot and I don't have the courage to try any other method)
>>84759149If you are actually considering it you should do pure adrenaline death risking fun shit first
>>84760940maybe antidepressants
>>84760965I have done that before with a bunch of Tylenol and it did nothing, just made me horribly nauseous
>>84759137I remember seeing this live and his mom screaming "who's rak??" because he couldn't write /r9k/. Then the cops came in and laughed at how messy his room was and the anime mercy all over. What a day
>>84759137Maybe try doing it without thinking about it and just do it. It's gonna be absolutely terrifying though so you can try benzos or alcohol to ease that. By the way death is nothing to us so by dying you get nothing back and don't solve anything. But then again death removes the subject that desires a solution in the first place so the whole search for a solution becomes meaningless upon death.
>>84760616If you're in a lot of emotional/psychological pain you can't really think like this and you just wanna end it. A lot of suicides happen because of that, not because suicide solves anything but because the mind doesn't see any other way out.
>>84760616>what if bad thing which is still a possibility no matter how you live your life
