to be honest when i was 10 i would show my body on omegle and then as i grew up i would cry anytime i saw omegle videos on youtube or even become triggered from the word - and now again i see on tiktok people talking of experiemnces on omegle and it makes me break down and cry. if it was so common to do those things as a kid i dont know why it makes me cry but im too embarresed to talk of it at therapu. anyway.
>>84759864so what exactly caused the meltdown today?
>https://youtu.be/jyu9SuSj7pY?si=hJLdhwVlC4v2wXax
>>84759877on tiktok i see a person say"when they believe in God and blah blah But God let me do stuff naked at 10 on omegle""and then i cry,
>omegle is actually totally bumpin you wouldn't believe the shit i've seen. haven't you seen the memes that made it famous?
>>84759882my favourite movie.and howls moving castle
>>84759891why are you barely able to type coherent english? do you unironically have some sort of brain issues? Not even trying to be mean
>>84759896>the shit i've seenoh lucky you.
>>84759903I think it's a girl
>>84759903hit him.
>>84759903>he doesnt realize hes posting in a jadie threadcmon now
>>84759903nope - i just prefer typing in a way that expresses my emotions - hence the seriousness of this text - and also typing fast lets me type ouyt everything im thinking fast enuf and i dont carte to correcr itamen
>>84759920I dont keep up with all the camwhores who post here anymore. I know op is one of them, but I don't know their whole backstory.
i had the same experience but don't feel any sort of way about it, it's not as though i was oblivious to what was going on. i was a sentient being by the time i was in middle school, especially since i had internet access. what about it makes you cry?
>>84759864I am glad you are still aliveI understand you have traumaLife can be so difficultI hope life gets better for youI enjoyed chatting with you brieflyI can see your innocent pure soul
>>84759864Your actions are behind you. If you're stuck in the past, you're better off forgetting it.Maybe you should stop using TikTok if it's making you unhappy
>>84759934i knew what was going in too whcih is why i feel stupid to cry -mostly i cried when i was younger because those men complimented any girl there and it reminded me i was never special to any of tjhem despite believeing i was or crying when they would talk about their familiesor that they had wivesi cry that they cheatedi would always make them stay aftwrwards and ask how i could keep my husband from doing the same thingbut i cry when i saw the title of videos on youtubei know it is stupidbut i thought""THOSE R MY PEDOS! ERMMMM""!but they love anyoneand so anywayi guess even the word started to make me cry from all of those emotionsand i stopped for a while because i sensed God was mad at me but i always went backi cry nownot even because i believe i was obliviousbecause i knew what i was doingbut at the same timepart of me wishes i can go back and feel loved again and another part cries over the things i sawor that ill never be normal againand even i was never rapedso i dont know why im so broken and ruined from those kind of thingsi have a bad mindest from it all and it was all on the internetand it happened to everyoneso why am i so weak that it ruins everyday
>>84759972You arent weak you are just more sensitiveYou have to remove the internet from your life and you will find more peaceYou are a fine friend
>>84760032dont fall for her shtick, anon. she does this every time she wants to gather new orbiters. she knows what she's doing and isn't innocent by any stretch of the imagination
>>84760032i like the internetbut 75 hard will save me. gonna walk and syarve and play vr chat.
>>84759864You should talk about it during therapy.You need to talk this out with someone, have them help you break it down and walk through those experiences and feelings.You were just a dumb impressionable kid, it's okay, you can move past this.
>>84760048so she is underage, right?
>>84760048Ok ty friend
>>84760062no she's early 20s
>>84760076she's in her 20s, posts nudes, but doesnt sell porn? Weird
>>84760076What's her twitter handle so I can see her naked?How the fuck do you guys even find these vapid whores?
>>84760093shes an e-begger. she has no qualms with "letting" people buy stuff for her from her throne wishlist. she knows what she's doing and this is all manipulation in order to get new simps and paypigs. proceed with caution
>>84760109i like gifts i think most girls doit is not like i have a dm fee for people to give me 100 dollars to talk to mei sell naked picturesor i used toiam too chubby now so i stoppedand i spend 24/7 on the interneti just like to make friendsnpbody has even bought me stuff in over 6 months
>>84760102shes posted here and on soc and discord for years. mouse, mousey, jadie, yunners. check the archive for those names and you'll find more
>>84760128>iam too chubby>weighs 99lbsI truly despise the retarded egirls that decide to speak online.I would bludgeon and rape you given the chance.
>>84760128>6 monthsLMAO oh no you poor thing hope can you ever survive six WHOLE MONTHS without a stranger buying you something????fuck off.
>>84760109>proceed with cautionI'm not going to ever interact with her outside this board i was just wondering because from the little I have seen about her, it seemed like she was some 14 year old or something. Guess not.
>>84759864if anything would make you breakdown and cry, wouldn't it be falling for extremely basically manipulation tactics and then giving your virginity to some total loser than even the average r9k inkel would point and laugh at, dear yunners?
>>84760149she is severely malnourished and uses that in order to appeal to the 'child molester crowd', shes early 20s but likes to larp as younger for more attention from pedos but occasionally also larps as older because the aforementioned malnourishment makes her tits look sad and deflated so she pretends to be in her 30s as a way to compensate
>>84760180>the aforementioned malnourishment makes her tits look sad and deflatedGrim.I always feel bad for being a deranged shut-in, but it could always be worse, I could be one of these nutcase egirls.
>>84760180erm so everything i do is wrong now i guess
>>84760215>nowDont know much about you, but it seems like you have been doing stupid shit for a long time
>>84760215its always been wrong, wdym? you used to post your nudes when you were 10 as a way to get attention, lmao. also, you stopped posting on soc only to move over to r9k? what happened to "taking a break from the internet"?
>>84760211she is actually hot though, i would easily ream yunners with the full force of over 2 decades of virginity. not that she'd let me.
>>84760239why is everyone so awful to me.
>>84760251you will ignore people who aren't awful to you at any opportunity to feel bad about yourself, yunners. you like feeling bad about yourself.
>>84760251because you're awful to yourself. you let us treat you this way because you treat yourself the same way. it's too late to save you or start over it any of that, you're a lost cause. that's why is so funny to see you posting here like you're going to get your life together soon amd then you'll be normal. you'll never change, why don't you accept that fact?
>>84760249I looked her up, we should calm down with the use of "hot", Anon.She is okay, and there's nothing wrong with that.
>>84760285i like mentally deranged girls, it definitely adds like 3 points to her in my mind. IMHO she is more attractive than a lot of the le r9k girls have been.
>>84760285this guy gets it. there are too many enablers on here who think a malnourished woman with ruined body is "hot" because they like ruining and degrading women and this idiot is more than happy to ruin and degrade herself
>>84760251>why is everyone so awful to methank you for entertaining us today jadeyou're way better than netflix and I mean that wholeheartedly, just saiyan>there, happy?
>>84760305im not menbtally deranged i literally am more sane than all of you.anyway.quote i made.
>>84760329yes you are, and no you aren't but you are cute.>>84760312>who think a malnourished woman with ruined body is "hot" because they like ruining and degrading womenit's not really about that, but i'll take a stick like yunners any day over a fatty. simple math.
Is she the one making all these rat gifs?
>>84760358tomorow wake up and start75 hard
>>84760362on my period tomorr.w i feel it coming.
>>84760370Good, post your blood pussy here
>>84760370>>84760374that's absolutely vile, do not post that please.
>>84760364>75 hardyou don't need to do that, yunners. you are already the thinnest girl on r9k, you know. if you weren't you'd have someone posting themselves in your thread to one-up you. you know how girls with eating disorders are i'm sure.
>>84760404i alreayd decided.also noty being perverted for 75 daysanyone want watch movie we watch Shutter Island starring Leo DI Caprio.https://hyperbeam.com/i/Zj1H6Ihi
>>84760404Would you shut the fuck up, just let her kill herself so we don't have to see her posts again.