I feel retarded. Sometimes people call me smart because I have a superficial breadth of knowledge but then I'm completely unable to follow and understand basic instructions. Or when I read a text containing an explanation or a logical chain of events that would make sense to anyone, I'm completely unable to understand any of it unless I have it thoroughly explained by someone else, or with a lot of examples.I'm also completely unable to follow the flow of basic debates and quickly get lost and run short of words and explanations, even when trying to defend a point that seemingly makes sense
