>tfw wake up too early>get out of bed for coffee & cigs>give our cats their breakfast >make my bed>change into work clothes>be ready for work>it's time to clean around in some factory >here we go again>I wish I was dead already
>>84775789Why do you smoke the cigarette are you not concerned about the sped up aging and lung damage along side other health issues
>dad lets lil bro to stay asleep at home>tells me I get to stay at home tomorrow >I won't expect it to happen>asks me if he should call his cousins in vancouver>"to have a funny phonecall" on our way to work>tell dad nope>cause I asked one of the cousins to check out a company in Vancouver for me>to tell me if he feels like they are legit>or want to scam people with their stocks>apparently he won't make time for it>he is very successful n busy>but if he likes my dad so much>he could check it out instead of going out for some poutine snacks>I could multiply my paychecks of they are legit>and send dad over to them for a vacation>dad tells me he is highly paranoid >cause everyone is begging him for some money since the iran war started >all I did is to ask him to visit a company for me>I don't wanna sell him anything reeee>arrive at work>more coffee n cigs befor I start doing things here>kill meeee>>84775815Idk how else to survive workand I would prefer to not become too old anyways
>clean around downstairs >dad tells me to go to their office building>do so>call dad>now what?>"ask our client if he needs help if you see them">big nope>im not well>so talking to people is too much for me atm>I have enough other task to worry about>on my way to the roof and attic of this factory >see our client>ask him so dad will have his peace>"not now">good im busy enough>check out the oil leakage situation on the roof and in the attic >have to clean around cause of it>finished for now>its raining hard so I need to keep a eye on it later>talking of rain>I dont wanna go downstairs from the roof while there is a heavy rain going on>its a bit too soon but roll a cig>dad calls me>he has to drive away so im going to be alone for a bitBleh
>finish my cig>rain stops>go downstairs to continue cleaning around>work with hot steamy water>mixed with chemicals >pretty sure even if I stop smoking>the occupational hazard is gonna get meOsha is just a sci-fi story to dad>10min til the actual break time>more coffee n ciga sOOn
>coffee and cigs break>feels like I had enough cigs for now>bleh>check out my broker app>get even more depresso>some stocks on my watchlist went x2 - x3 in the last few months>my own portfolio is struggling Kill meeeee please
>continue to clean around this factory >be very melty with myself the entire time>just give me cancer or something like that already >it's time for the last break>dad is still not back lole>had enough coffee so get hot milk instead >roll a cigIm rekt and need a showerAnd some weede from the pharmacy Or instant death
>getting closer to the SpaceX stock release>if it was going for space mining I would get loan to buy into it>but its for """data center"""" in space>Musk knows how to make money>but he seems sus since a couple of years>I wouldn't be surprised if he fucks over small investors >my personal fear / greed index is peaking with both>about to finish my second cig>break time is about to be overI don't want to anymoreeeeeeee reeeeeeWelp in the best case less than 2h are left to survive
>continue to work>less than a hour left (hopefully)>be too rekt physically & mentally >go smoke a cig
>>84775789God I fucking hate drug addicts
if you're a wagie you might as well work for retirement it's not like you have some samurai death in store for you, you may as well quit smoking and turn over a new leaf on life.anyway I'm waiting for digital circus end to come to some other platform to watch it
>>84777381a rei doll would be nice as well as a pomni I am hella basic
>>84777762>retirement I don't want to become that oldI put 70 - 75% of my paychecks into the stock market already For a early retirement plus of parents Also same more or less, gonna rewatch it once its on youtube>>84777772I only have a miku plushBut a lil figure collection, including pomni
>be melty towards dad while we arrived back home>go take a shower>roll some black marker weede to smoke
>>84777762Op is an entitled rich asshole. Next week he will be posting while on vacation in a foreign country
>didn't even smoke yet>no foode>just laying in bed all depresso and boredI should grab my headphones and go out to smoke already >>84778305I don't consider us as rich cause we have to work like crazy for everything The rich ones in the family have lots of money and barely do anything
>>84775789why are you wasting your time in r9k? you seem to have a normal lifewhy do you even want to die? lmao. is this the worst your life has been?
>force myself to get some foode>cause I only ate a snickers so far>mom tells me to not be grumpy >be like meh>eat while doomscrolling >roll more to smoke >>84778850Everything sucks, my options suck and im too weak to handle things
>>84779419wow so much insight>muh everything sucksok but can you actually be specific? what sucks? having a job? having a parent that takes care of you? being a virgin?
>>84779440I don't wanna talk about thingsBut basically I don't have enough money
>its too late for a coffee>still get a coffee>cause I want one while I smoke the black marker strainWelp at least I can't complain about the weed
>eat some iranian cheetos from iran>parents should come back with persian lamb kebab for me>the sun is going down>roll more black marker to smoke>its also 4:20am in nihon now xd
>>84775789You're brown and gay and addicted to drugs.
>parents arrive back home>they hab persian lamb kebab with saffron rice for me>also some olive thingy>watch the new one piece episode while I eat>dad tells me I can stay at home tomorrow >to take care of some paperwork >he actually needs it to be done asap>and he can tell that im too grumpy >not happy with that either>its just shit caused by lil bro that I have to clean up>can't even count on that happening >it's getting lateI need to get ready4bed
>go smoke for the last time today >get ready2sleep >praying for that I don't wake up ever again>or wake up on a pile of cashGoodnights