hi anon. how are you feeling today? i hope the week started on a good note. i know things can be difficult sometimes, but we have to try our best and pull through. you can do it! what games have you been playing recently?
>>84779982Too lazy to write something but I like your threads so have a bump taonon
>>84780739thank you anone, i appreciate your support
Bump fuer Taoanon <3
>>84779982>hi anon. how are you feeling todayi woke up with a headache and had some generic cola. so it could be better or worse>what games have you been playing recently?i havent been playing much. last thing i was playing was omori but life got in the way and i dont have the stomach to continue right now.i hope youre well taoanon
>>84781645stop bumping my pathethic excuse of a thread baka.>>84781694i also had a headache for the entire day today. not a huge fan of sodas myself, i dont remember the last time i even drank one desu. i like juice though. >omorii should play that but im kinda torn between people saying its the best game ever and other people saying its the worst one ever.also thanks, but im doing awful. figures
>>84781751>i also had a headache for the entire day todayare they common for you too? :(>not a huge fan of sodas myself, i dont remember the last time i even drank one desu.everyone where i live grows up on the stuff... its just part of life here. you like ace juice ya? think i remember that. maybe, ive given up trying to reliably remember details>im kinda torn between people saying its the best game ever and other people saying its the worst one ever.picking it up is a little difficult, i dont like the start of the game. once i had played it a few hours consistently i started enjoying it. but its very heavy and emotional, and in my current state itd make me far worse i think. so im avoiding it for now.>but im doing awful. figuresim sorry:(
>>84781809>are they commonmaybe? perhaps i've become so used to the slight pain in my head i constantly have that i dont really consider it headache anymore. its kinda just there. but today it really hurt on some moments. its like it was about to explode.>you like ace juice yayeah, i kinda like every juice though. you should drink juice instead of sodas if possible, i think it would do you good. its still sugary so your sugar addiction doesnt kill you.>ts very heavy and emotionalah, i see... thankfully i have the curse of never being able to feel empathy for fictional characters so i can play it just fine. although it kinda ruins the whole thing... and its okay. i took some benzos and i feel slightly less insane now.
>>84779982Went on a walk, almost got hit by a falling branchCame home and played some leagueLife been... stagnant
>>84781952other than the attempted murder by a plant, i'd say you've had pretty much the same exact day i've had. im *this* close to getting to emerald, what rank are you anon?
>>84781872>its kinda just there. but today it really hurt on some moments. its like it was about to explode.sounds like a migraine. pretty relatable, i take so much tylenol and other pills for them, i hate it.>you should drink juice instead of sodas if possible, i think it would do you goodi often drink tea instead, but i ran out of my favorite and i dont have the executive functioning to buy more so i just sip on the cola. youre right tho, the soda is quite bad. >thankfully i have the curse of never being able to feel empathy for fictional charactershas it always been that way? im sort of jealous>took some benzos and i feel slightly less insane now. glad they help hopefully
>>84781983>sounds like a migrainemore things to add to the list of why i should blow this damn brain of my out of my head!>i often drink tea insteadwhat kind of tea is it? earl grey? i never really was a big fan of tea but i dont mind it occasionally. i think i'd like to share a cup with someone i like while just quietly enjoying the moment. preferably in nature or somewhere pretty.>has it always been that way?yeah kind of, even as a kid i'd never cry for fictional characters in videogames or movies i'd watch, then same was when i started watching anime. i guess i just could never get over the fact that its all fake anyway.>they helpmore so sedate, but yes.
>>84781981I don't play ranked, mostly for fun with friends or aramsSo this is my highest rank on flex right now
>>84782101>I don't play rankedi kneel. i mean i also mostly played for fun but i get some periods where i want to tryhard and so i do. what champs do you like to play? and why is the heartsteel sound effect the best sound effect on earth?
>>84782098>more things to add to the list of why i should blow this damn brain of my out of my head!nooooo :( theres pills that work pretty well for them nowadays, i take them sometimes. >what kind of tea is it? earl grey? yes lol>i think i'd like to share a cup with someone i like while just quietly enjoying the moment. that sounds like the ideal time to drink it, yes. but i dont have anyone to drink it with and still enjoy it. especially on rainy days alone, it is really wonderful.>i guess i just could never get over the fact that its all fake anywaythat makes sense, its irrational to care but i cannot help it. really odd.
>>84782121>what champs do you like to play?Been enjoying Briar jungle and Diana Jungle recentlyI am kind of forced to go top where i mostly play Mordekeiser/Yorick/Cho Gath/Illaoi and try not to die and throw the gameI am trying to learn ADC but last hitting is annoying + been enjoying MID Vex and Hwei or MalzaharBeen also trying Neeko Jungle and been a blast
>>84782157>pills that work pretty wellyeah yeah. its all a scheme put up by the elites to make you waste money in order to keep living a mediocre and sad life. i'd rather die than partecipate thanks.>yes loli can read in your mind. wow! wooah..>on rainy daysim sure it does taste better on those kind of days. i've grown to appreciate sunny days more than rainy ones, but i still think i prefer rain over sun.>>84782178>Briarbased, she's fun to play, when im forced to jungle i play her or viego.>Mordethat's my second main top after panth. im kind of a otp. i also really like playing yone both top or mid aswelli was an adc player initially and im pretty good with samira but kinda ass with everyone else
the future is terrifying. the consequences of my decisions will come for me and i won't be ready. i keep saying i am but im not, i am the biggest hypocrite to have ever walked on this earth. nothing i say has value, i merely exist to amuse others. i cannot stand by any word I utter to myself, i cannot for the life of me choose to let go even though i know I have to. its awful when i have these moments of clarity, as they don't let me hide anything anymore and my conscience, damned it be, takes over. for it knows and remembers every single lie ive said. every. single. one. i cant even recall what the true me is anymore because of how much ive lied. how long until the facade breaks and everything falls apart? i cannot stand waiting you know. you tell me all these pretty things and hope i believe in them, but you're just a liar. you're me, the one i despise, but also pity the most. you tell yourself, that this is for the best, you tell yourself, that this is for the best, you tell yourself, that this is for the best, you tell yourself, that this is for the best.....
i really need to buy a new diary before I go insane
Hello Hutao anon. I am feeling empty today. Which is a good thing compared to what I COULD be feeling otherwise.>>84782800I feel the same, just trying not to think about it and keep focusing on the good things I can still do while I have time. Here's a cuddle shark.
