If you have a shitty mom:Would it have been preferable for her to have necked herself (probably nobody would have told you the details) when you were an infant, at 2 years old, or at 4 years old?Let's say your dad was attractive enough that he certainly could have remarried and have given you a stepmother in this scenario.
So, how was therapy today, OP?
>>84784434No, I love my mom despite everything she does.
>>84784434My mom did not want me. Wish she just smothered me as an infant
>>84784434At 4. That was when the autism traits started to show and she turned from a decent mother into an abusive cunt. By all accounts before then she was a good mother but as soon as she realized I wasn't normal she became obsessed with forcing me to be and punishing me for not acting normal, all the while ignoring all the shit the 'specialists' she took me to see told her. It was insane, she'd put me in the car and drive three hours to see someone, they'd tell her something, and she'd get mad, storm out, and drive another three hours home.
>>84784464In this scenario, she's removing herself.
>>84784472I don't think my lfie would've been better without her and a stepmom. Probably just would've been abused even worse
>>84784443clearly not good enough right op?
>>84784465What weird stuff were you up to?
>>84784481I don't go to therapy, I don't want to sit around getting asspats.
>>84784493It kinda sounds like you want asspats.
>>84784507I want to mull over necking myself, statistically the rates of success through life for motherless children aren't great but I'm a pretty wretched cunt and just seem to get worse. R9k is a profoundly motherwounded board and I wanted to probe them.
