Frankly i have no more reasons to liveWhy do you live anon?
Suicide is difficult. Not practically, but it is.
because one day Im gonna die and live forever in heaven anyways in the meantime I might as well watch as much peak as possible and get high as many times as I can
>higher idealsYou can wait for some messianic figure to give you a higher ideal to work towards.>loving parentsLive for your parents, find some normgroid whore impregnate her and continue your bloodline, never become sentimental never care for anyone but immediate family>No parents Live for yourself completely, treat normies like meat bags, never trust anyone and never become sentimental. Complete hedonistic lifestyle, play sudoku when too old
Suicide is rational. I am not.
>>84786093spite for the demons who walk amogus
I live to find a gf with huge tits and suck on her tits and cum in her pussy
>>84786093there are things I enjoy like bikes
>>84786093I don't want my parents, my dog and my only two real friends to suffer. And GTA VI.
>>84786152>Live for yourself completelyi can't do thatwhen you have no one life loses all meaning
>>84786315Its easy as fuck just shovel food down your throat, watch anime and play video games. Then you die and after a few million years gigahumans resurrect you and put in an anime simulation, shit is tight
>>84786093>Why do you live anon?Suicide's a pain in the ass to go through with even though I KNOW FOR A FACT there's no reason for me to deal with this fuckery.
>>84786093To spread the brilliance of Snaust to all.Also so I can continue to enjoy watching thunderstorms and watch the local river rise and fall and things like that. I am a simple creature.
>>84786357none of that is fun anymore. If i have no one else then everything is pointless
There are still some places I want to visit. And I feel at peace when I'm in nature. I think I will start working harder so I can visit more places and have more serene experiences. If I didn't own a property that is rapidly increasing in value I'd enjoy being a vagrant
>>84786461Then get someone else. It wont be easy but if you're really desperate then actually doing something is the only way to get what you want plus that itself should be its own little adventure
>>84786093It's a sad existence, having only your memories of the past to keep you comfort. Your brain wasn't designed for it, it was made for now, the present.What was the last time you felt happy anons?
>>84786093I couldn't tell you that, I just don't want to die
>>84786533i can'ti am unlikableno one wants me
>>84786093>Why do you liveSo that I can play Resident Evil Code Veronica remake and Silent Hill 1 remake, and watch new episodes of Dragon Ball Super. After 2028 I dont fucking know what im going to do kek. Its going to be brutal because Ill be firmly in my late 20s by 2028 so yeah a major depressive episode will probably hit me like a fucking truck. But thats a "future me" problem!
>>84786542Yeah you're right you are and if you're smart enough you'll find out why but I highly doubt that you are
>>84786093I could still lose weight and manage to get a boyfriend
>>84786093Procrastinating suicide
>>84786571i know why, but there's nothing i can do to change it
>>84786093I live because I read the complete works of Emil Cioran and adopted his philosophy. https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Emil_Cioran
>>84788040philosophy is just cope. Once you realize that, there's no going back. You can't force yourself to become delusional
>>84786093>Why do you live anon?Honestly, idkI spent an hour in bed last night cryingWhy? I came to regret this life I've lived, or rather unlivedI wished things were differentI just wanna run away from everything
>>84786093KarmaIf I die, I'll just be reborn. There's no way out.
Hmm. True love maybe? Eh I dunno the alternative to living is purportedly bad
>>84789535there is no true love for meshould I just kms then?
>>84786093>Frankly i have no more reasons to livesame.
>>84786093I've tried to kill myself twice. once in eating poisonous plants, another in trying to CO smother myself. both times were very painful. as >>84786105 says, suicide is both physical and emotionally the hardest thing to do. especially if it's compounded by ADHD or OCD since you will obsessively focus on it going wrong or the thought of nothingness instead of the release from suffering most successful suicidee's view it as. its almost funny, i have a near encylopedic knowledge of suicide methods and their success rates but could never apply such in-depth research into improving my life in any meaningful way.
>>84786093Havent had sex yet
>>84789885>i have a near encylopedic knowledge of suicide methods and their success ratesWeird claim from someone that managed to make a CO attempt painful, and survived.
>>84789897well there's no way i will have sex. It's an impossible task for mehow do you know that you can do it?>>84789885how hard can it be, just poison yourself/OD and you'll be done
>>84786093Honestly I actually just live for video games and ttrpgs and anything I do is for the express goal of sustaining these two hobbies. If I kill myself I can't DM the worlds I made anymore.
>>84789904CO isn't actually that reliable a method and has painful side effects. any materials that would produce high concentrations quickly are legally exempt in my country and charcoal grills take a long time to produce sufficient CO.you will feel breathless, have terrible headaches and overall aware of dying, it isn't peaceful. >>84789908anything worth OD'ing on isn't easy to get prescribed and doctor's are well aware of your intentions when they see two suicide attempts on your medical record. >get illicit drugsif i was able to leave my house and talk to people i wouldn't be contemplating suicide almost everyday.
>>84789938I've accidentally CO gassed myself nearly to death, you did it wrong.It doesn't need to be CO, anyway. A tank of helium or nitrogen will do the job.
>>84789908I dont.If I cant fuck within the next 3 years Im blowing my shit clean off
>>84789938I will OD on 9g of bupropion
>>84789972Why 3 years
>>84786093I live to spite everyone.
>>84787884Erm that's not true
>>84786093needing a reason to live is a modern invention
>>84787884so you dont know why lol
>>84786093I don't have any reasons to live, I'm just too scared to die
>>84786093To hopefully talk to my oneitis again and have her love me.
