any other femnons who had an absent mother figure? no trannies. do you also feel like you are a weird alien creature who doesn't deserve to be a woman because you lack the feminine essence all other women seem to have innately. and they all sense instantly that you don't have it.
>>84789491yes, 100%. you are not alone in this.
>>84789491I can feel it.The horde- it is approaching."Hey nona", they say. "What's your Discord?" "Here's my Discord" "Haha I like tomboys" "I can fix you" they all chant.Run. Run for your own good.
>>84789499how can you relate to other women? because i mean in some ways i feel calmer around women because they are less intense than men, but i also feel very scared around them. i feel like i constantly have to watch what i do, how i move, what i say, so that they cannot tell how weird i am. i feel like i constantly have to pretend to be an npc version of myself, and it probably makes me seem like i do not have a personality.
>>84789507Allow me to be the first. I want to lick your ass, OP.
>>84789507they aren't coming, all the males on this board are gay or agp's nowadays it seems. i'm not a tomboy, as a kid/teen i might've been one but not anymore.
>>84789517the only way i can relate to women is if they're like me. i can't keep up with all of the sly social games women play. i am not good at realizing when i'm being fucked with, and will usually notice way too late. i don't want to compete, but a lot of women's social circles require that.i just want to chill and be quiet, but that is not acceptable. they will make up their mind that you just hate them. i'm just a quiet person, goddammit. i cannot be myself around them, either.
>>84789564i don't know if anyone's ever played social games with me but i noticed in a lot of my previous work places if there was only one other girl my age, and i tried to be nice, they never liked me. slightly or noticeably older women are the nicest to me and i like them, but i always feel like it'd be weird to try to actively go and try to befriend them lol. it's also hard to talk to them because my life is basically my hobbies/interests, which tend to be pretty nerdy. i feel like a lot of women are like "nobody liked that" when you try to talk about your interests even a bit, maybe they perceive it as you trying to show you're better than them and that you're ""above"" feminine hobbies/interests. but i just like what i like ngl. it especially feels like shit when they complain about video games and people who play them. i assume they mostly mean men in that situation but i still feel like a loser in that situation lmao.
>>84789491Yes.She would also beat me.I grew up in a strict home with gender roles and i never understood my mother and thought she was retarded. She believed i was good for nothing, and would abuse me, you may wonder why cos wasnt called. But thats was because she made all of ua deeply scared of cps, saying that we would regret ruining our family so much that we'd kill ourselves or that the foster family would abuse us and sexually assault us.I never liked her, she never liked me, and i think i became tomboyish and latched onto my father as a result. Then I found ut my father was a horrible husband and a terrible father to my other siblings.Now I just dislike both.
>>84789603i've had the same experience with older women. i'm not entirely sure why that is. maybe it's just that they have matured and are more friendly because of that. i have been accused of being a "pick-me" due to my hobbies and interests as well. it's probably not directed towards you, but i know how that sorta thing feels. i imagine most women are just kinda unaware, like most men, and are caught up in the genderwars thing, too. people who are somewhat in the middle, and not even taking shots, get dragged down, too.
i am a man with no father figure, and little to no mother figure. people tell me i am very feminine; is it the opposite for you? do you act masculine in the absence of a mother figure?
>>84789628>people who are somewhat in the middle, and not even taking shots, get dragged down, too.that is true. maybe it's good to be able to realize when you're in that position and not despair over it, i definitely have before .and yeah i don't think i've ever even been called a pickme but i am still very aware it tends to happen a lot to women like us, which then makes me afraid to talk about myself at all around others. which is not very good for making friends i presume lol. but i just want to say you are never a "pickme" for your hobbies/interests. people have just gone way overboard with overusing that term in the last few years especially and it sometimes kinda annoys me when i see it happen.
>>84789507And the fact that she ignores it proves that femcels are not real
>>84789651i don't know. i feel like i don't act "like" a man or woman. just myself. but at the same time i feel like a weird creature who isn't feminine or masculine. like maybe it's a mix of both. i think i am really emotionally distant unless you're my family or otherwise very close, but i also tend to do things like nervously laughing a lot which i suppose is more of a feminine way of acting. and yeah i just feel sad for all people who didn't grow up with their same gender parent, feels like it always makes you on some level mentally ill.
My mom wasn't absent but she was a dyke so I feel pretty disconnected from femininity as well. Luckily, I don't give a fuck about mainstream notions of femininity and I am not interested in being like the crowd. I follow the path of "primordial schizos".
>>84789718the balancing of gender roles and traits is considered a spiritual pursuit. this is the way.
>>84789694i think you are right, it makes us mentally ill in some degree. you mean, emotionally distant as being cold, not getting too close to people or opening up?people tell me i suck at being confrontational, or that i am too agreeable and never make others respect me, so i suppose it is a defined 'feminine' personality, instead of an amalgam like yours
