Day 2 of meditation I've been tapping to gay scat porn and experiencing feeling of disgust this time around What is disgust? Why do I fear it and why does it make me wanna throw up
you probably like uhhh shouldn't do that
>>84796755There's no me "im" deconstructing self slowly by experiencing every sensation that says me >I see poop>before I motive poop I already feel disgust >disgust correlates with me throwing up >try to gap to it now I have lust and disgust together >which one am I
>>84796768like what do you mean
>>84796812>part of self process poop >part of self realizes it poop>part process the taboo of people eating poop>part of self then ignites feeling of disgustwhich moment did i have control of this or was me? it's all conditional process rising up
>>84797156you feel disgust at people eating poop?