After 34 years I'm finally ready to admit to myself that I am genuinely bisexual. I used to just lie to myself and say "I'm straight, but sometimes I have sex with men". It's as if because I only see myself having romantic relationships with women, that somehow that means I am heterosexual, and all the (EXTREMELY) gay sex I've had was just some type of nonsense thing I did that meant nothing. But I've had more male sexual partners than women. Like, a lot more. I think it's because with women (aside from the prostitutes I've hired) its so much more meaningful. I'm a romantic at heart and deep down I think to myself I've only ever had sex with 3 women. 3 women I loved. But I must have had like approaching 40 probably sexual partners. Maybe more. So here I am, finally just admitting that I am actually bisexual. I'm not straight. Don't know why it took me 34 years to accept it. I guess I'm very private. I'd never tell my family or anyone close to me. So I guess I'll just write it here. It feels good to say.
>>84810020It wasn't after your 30th, or even 35th dick?I mean I guess congrats on the coming to terms with it lol
>>84810803Yeah because almost all my homosexual relations were of the "anonymous" or drug fuelled type, in gay bathhouses or little flings. It was NEVER emotional, and the idea of having a boyfriend is so foreign to me. I want to fall in love with a woman. So my gay escapades were just like this secret private compartmentalized side of my life, and I guess internally maybe I'm like a little homophobic or something. It's like, because I only want romance with women, I can claim heterosexuality. But lol, after 34 years I just gotta be like enough is enough dude you are literally a bisexual male. I guess I feel free now saying it. Actually now that I type it out I realize I'm like a fucking retard and spent like over a decade in some sort of denial about myself even though I've literally had like hardcore gay sex and sex with tonnes of guys what a fucking retard I am I'm am obviously bisexual. Idiot lol.
>>84810020Your bravery is an inspiration to me. I think it's finally time to admit that I'm a corpophile. I used to tell myself that I only ate poop as a joke or in strange situations like I was out of snacks. But the truth is that I live to eat poop. I was confused because I also long for a living relationship with a woman. But you've made me realize I can have both and embrace it to live a fuller life. Thank you
Why would that matter at all, it didn't stop you from having gay sex and you are staying DL
>>84810020>"I'm straight, but sometimes I have sex with men"Fucking keeeeeek. This is a funny board, sometimes.
>>84810887Yeah and I said that for 34 years lol. And it's more like, "I'm straight, but almost all my sexual relations are with trannies and men but none of that counts cos I've had like gfs and shit". I'm just really realizing how deeply in denial I have been. This thread has got this weight off my chest. I'm relieved now and can just be a bisexual male none of the bullshit.
>>84810020Nah nigga u gay. This nigga gay as hell. this nigga a cake pop like fr bruh
>>84811004Then how come I'm still in love with my ex gf?
>>84811058If you have sex with a man then you gay. It aint straight to have sex with a man. Nigga you gay. You like men. Nah bruh. It dont matter how many women you done had sex with. You is gay
