I beat you this time... Now it is this thread that must commit harakiri.
Or have you no honor?

I want you. All of you. Every last drop of you and only you.

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Here for your
e n t e r t a i n m e n t

>>84817024
Sounds like From moon to sun

>>84817083
It's not fag. Stop replying to me.

>>84817198
Don't copy my words then
~~~~~
I hear her tell me something similar, her body pressed against mine, feeling our perfect fit.

Her voice, the heat of her breath as she breaths truth.

>MM
>I love you M
>Its you, it's always been you
>My Home

Hard bein' an M witout'yr M

>tHiS sOuNdS lIeK iTs FoR mE
>mY wOrDs

KyS rTd

We See through the Static
We don't stop at Goodnight
Nothing can fester where we have Honest and Unconditional Meeting at that place we'll reduce to rubble as merely part of our Homecoming Dance

https://youtu.be/P4SRHNycozM

>>84817489
Are you in distress, under duress, playing Hexagonal chess? Need to be held against m'breast?

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8s9mrWX/

>>84817301
You are just upset because I naturally am who she loves and you need need to act and use my words from my letters to act like a 2nd hand copy of me. That's the only reason she ever gave you attention. That and your larp lies.

Press [PLAY] and dwell with me for a bit
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Cyx2CWBVfDE&si=Nt2QwFg2OddEjhvs [Embed]

My moon,

In the morning when I wake
And the sun is coming through,
Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,
And you fill my head with you.

Shall I write it in a letter?
Shall I try to get it down?
Oh, you fill my head with pieces
Of a song I can't get out.

Can I be close to you?

Can I take you to a moment
Where the fields are painted gold
And the trees are filled with memories
Of the feelings never told?

When the evening pulls the sun down,
And the day is almost through,
Oh, the whole world it is sleeping,
But my world is you.

Can I be close to you?

All of my heart,
Sun

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Martian moonset

>>84817977
Beneath your photo of twilight, where the sun and moon find each other, you have a path leading to waves onto our shore.

You did that because thinking of me, of us on our shore brings you comfort.

My heart,
Sun

I hate how I can't even make a real post on here because of how many LARPers there are and how many ARGs they having going on. Go make a LARP thread if you want to play pretend

Bemidj' ain't too far by little green car..

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>>84817993
https://files.catbox.moe/y3j0xl.mov

Let not your left hand forget what your right hand has learned in your absence.
Let nothing in me move without remembering you in the movement.
If I give, I give as one who knows you would have given too.
If I withhold, I withhold as one who has already weighed it against your silence.

Let no part of me act as though it is alone.
Even in secrecy, let me be honest in your direction.
Even in distance, let my smallest choices carry the echo of you.

Not to be seen. Not to be proven.
But because what is between us has already made witness of everything I do.

>>84818106
Cute.
Its good to know I bring you comfort,
Our shore,
Mike

>>84818296
Comfort is indeed an understatement. I couldn't remember half the things I should be never forgiven for, laced and backtraced...
But the man inside my computer always kept me safe from harm.
M

>>84818349
Maria

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>I see the truth in your eyes when you say you love me more.

>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

>"Mike, I love you, remember that."

>"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

>"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

>"My Mike"

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

A estrada do sol
O comeco de tudo
E as nuvens que agora se afastam
Mostrando um caminho que esta sempre la

E que e qualquer lado que a gente quiser caminhar

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=DQ48DeooyTQ&si=lS6QTkm3yB1Fd_ZI

https://youtu.be/-qzedx4U5wg

Light on water always takes on angelic forms if you watch it sparkle long enough

>>84818416
Reflects off the candle I hold lit for you

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>>84818456
https://youtu.be/xakY7tEKUcQ

I'm making small candles soon with the mother batch of wax I've poured almost-spent candles into since I was a little girl. I wish I could send some to my brothers in Letter. Makes me wish I had a signature scent to imbue, but mine is not having one, I suppose.

I have to repress myself to fight the urge to harm others. It's constant agony and pain.
My life has been nothing but abuse, and no one cares. I want to contribute to the extinction of humanity.

For the cute girl with a beautiful heart.
https://youtu.be/RupCDZgI2A4

>>84818494
I'm so happy you get to do something fulfilling like that. Reaching goals feels good. That is kind of you to share. I think making it smell like your clothes at at the end of the day comforting
-sun

>>84818521
I stop and think about love with her. That helps to dwell home.

>>84818570
I feel the same for my moon
-sun

We're only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper?
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it's too late

Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

(Can you whisper?)
The bittersweet between my teeth
(Can you whisper?)
Trying to find the in-betweens
(Can you whisper?)
Fall back in love eventually
(Can you whisper?)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Actually I was responding that I feel the same for my moon to this post
>>84818540

https://youtu.be/spWT1BW0EXE

https://youtu.be/hyzAnh7keVw

Anastasia,
Please miss me. Please need me. Please come back.
- benito

https://youtu.be/U2i9H74mKP4

https://youtu.be/xcCkpYB-81E

C

I don't know if you check these threads or not anymore. I miss when we were closer, I hate that we fell out of contact for a couple months because it feels like everything's been different since then.

I know you have a life outside of the phone, but I genuinely consider you my best friend. I met you at a very low point in my life, when my two best friends abandoned me and I was largely alone outside of a few shallow friendships. Finding out that you had a situation similar to mine in the past made me feel so much closer to you, I felt like there was someone out there who understood me. You're an incredibly important person to me, and one of the most interesting that I've met.

We don't call a lot, but when we do I love that I can ask how're you doing or ask what you're up to and then I'll get a five minute response out of you. It's great. I love the way you talk, you have a very distinctive way of speaking that I enjoy hearing. I like that even though we're different in a few different ways, you've stuck with me and been able to help me out when I've been struggling, even when I don't always listen or do what's right you try to push me towards what's right.

I know you're in a tough spot right now but I know things won't be like this forever. There are times when I wish we were compatible, and that I could give you the life you dream of. Regardless of any such feelings, if I could give you the world I could. I always mention you by name when I pray and have thanked God for you specifically so many times before. I know you have other people in your life, but you're my greatest friend and I hope I never lose you.

Sorry if I've contributed towards any of the stress you've been enduring recently, and for sounding sappy and gay, my emotions get funky at night. Hope you feel better soon, if you're lurking on here

I'm posting in this thread by court order. Everything God promised will come true, put your faith in Jesus Christ of Nazareth and respect, honor, glory on the name of YHWH the one true God.

Another pointless day wasted. I don't really see what the point of going on is. Nothing changes, and I don't have the energy to change things or the brain power. Sometimes I just want to plunge a knife straight to my throat and have this be over with.

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I still miss Wren

i hate crying on this website because it feels like a dime a squared dozen but what you people dont understand is that my problems are uniquely difficult and.. just unique, actually, period
and mike's annoying as fuck jesus kys

>>84818911
Same fag Colton. Rot.

>>84818922
One of the reasons I know I'll have my moon. God always keeps his promises and I know I will not be at a loss when it's time I receive them. God always gives back 10x as much as he took. He always makes things right.
-sun

>>84819117
Being praised last letter thread for what I wrote shows me you are just butt hurt in some way.

>>84818106
Those look like hands lovely for holding.
Why didn't you talk in the video?

Posting his ugly ass mug usually shuts him up for a few hours fyi

>>84817003
I was pretty distraught to see the red envelope still up, but thankfully it's just a new thread.
This is it for me, I hate the people that visit this board, good luck to you and goodbye.

I understand I handled that extremely poorly. I'm so sorry. I love you more than anything. I wish there was more I could do for you, but it seems like whenever I try I make things better I just make it worse somehow. To the point where you don't even want to play videogames together. None of that is how I ever want to make you feel. I don't mean to be inconsistent. Or make you feel like I'm mad at you. There is just a lot of things going on right now that make it so I have to adapt, and change what I'm doing to try to better meet your needs. I don't have an issue with that from my side of things, but I can imagine that it's not facilitating feelings of stability given the turbulence of the current situation.

I don't know if this would be something that ever works for you. Even if I try, and listen to your feedback. I feel I am able to genuinely consider what you have to tell me, and make genuine changes to help. I even feel good about some things I have made changes on. But it might be too much. When you shut down. I assume you want to be left alone. I absolutetly want to hold you, and be there for you. I also know you prefer to be alone at times. It's hard to gauge what you prefer at any given moment. Where clear communication would really help me on that. If it even matters at this point. I just want to do right by you.

Whatever you decide I will do my best to help, and support you like always. I don't have "buyer's remorse" or ever will. I love you. I want you to be well. Whether with me, or somewhere else with more structure. I'm sorry for everything. I still want to make things work if that is something you feel you want. I will always work together with you to make a good future for us. I understand if you need time, or it's not something you desire any longer. I just want you to be healthy, and get to a point where you can get some of your life back. I want you to have that satisfaction again. To know that you did it, and that you never have to do it alone.

No need to be stressing out about it. It's not my time yet

>>84820936
Initial?

>>84819325
Not for anyone named Colton, go away

>>84821376
She knows it's for her if she sees it. So no need. If you have to ask it's not towards you. No offense. Apologies if you think that was for you.

>>84821405
I just want to clarify this wasn't me just in case. I'm pretty in the flow with understanding we're both expressing about our Loves even when (You)ing eachother in a way that could make people think we're saying it *to* eachother

Meilleure T(empete de Neige)

I don't have much time left. I gotta enjoy everything as much as possible

>>84821405
Is the initial N? Feel like you may be an A

>tfw entire life ruined and everyone says youre a schizo because some redheaded foid doxxed you

Sorry, just confused on what you wanted but you told me and I only heard what I wanted to again. It's not your fault. The blame lies with me. I'm my own biggest enemy and I hate that. I hate that no one can see how good I could be. How much I could do if I had anyone there with me. It's so damn frustrating. I could do that for anyone else but me and no one cares enough to do that for me. I don't want to be this way anymore.

https://youtu.be/z3uKfNn8Qtc

>>84821734
I'm kind of out of it. I'm just posting to get it off my chest so to speak. I don't expect an answer from my person, and it's just a way to get my feelings out there without it having to be a direct thing. If they do answer, I'll know.
>>84821741
Nope. Again, if you have to ask. Not your person or about you. Sorry.

>>84821849
No yeah, you don't have to continue that, I just meant I understood and appreciated the kindred spirit of it all

>I can't wait for the LARPers to leave so that MY LETTER can not be read by my loved one

No one care me.

>>84822173
I care you.

>>84820936
I wish this was about me so badly

No you don't. That's just meaningless text on a screen.

>>84822173
I totally care you!

You didn't even get trips. If you cared you would have. Or at least wrote a poem and performed it. No one cares.

mikeyarcal methmostate

Id marry you debt or not

will only marry a man ifhe tells me that. and that he doesn't care about the perverse sexual thoughts I have and have acted on in the past

maybe then I will start to believe I'm loved

You'll hear it from me soon enough. The past is the past. I know your history and I chose to love you anyway. I'm no angel myself.

I'm a perverted young woman with regrettable college debt, but not Maria.

>>84823588
I see you too are beloved by the digits.

I'm not looking for Maria, I'm looking for (You). I don't care how big the debt is Id still choose you

ok now you're being unkind....
not a nice thing to lie about.

unkind? about what?

who are you .. ;-;

Probably not the one you'd prefer. Just know it's how I feel. I don't care about your debt, or your diet, or your sexual thoughts, or anything else. Id take your hand all the same and would love a chance to build a future with you

So what, I have to be your serving boy for a month? A month right. And you're angry because I didn't think you were serious about it when I lost the bet.

If you're who I think, I just think you'd only hinder my life's progress and keep me further behind than I need to be. Build a future for yourself. Don't dream of someone you'd ultimately hurt because of your incompetence. I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life than to waste my time ever helping a man make up for lost time again. It's almost cruel to ask that of a person.

Time continues to pass by those playing catch up. Only those who are dedicated to working towards a brighter future could manage the feat.

>Wake up
>Get hammered by 5g
>drink fluoride
>take my mental stimulants
>scan my face and log in to the corporate machine
The memes were all correct. ah fuck

Who do you think I am?

>originally

well he wasn't a bad guy so I'd had to throw him under the bus. if you're not him, he's probably already seen my reply and it's horrible enough.

>>84824144
hate to*

but yes enough terror....

That wasn't me. I suspect you are referring to me but honey, I don't think of you like that. In fact posting about you is something I'd rather not do because I have a feeling you'll snap and lash out. Let's make a deal. We will both never post about each other or drop little details about the other. If we have anything to say we know how to reach one another. I doubt we ever will though. Incompetence. Sure. You want nothing to do with me as much as I want with you. If I ever wanted anything with you it was only physically or on a whim.

You said what you said and I took the quite literally and direct hint. Don't get baited by someone else again for both our sakes.

>>84824168
yes I'm ssorry bro, I'm easily baited and quite gullible. I hate it about myself

>>84824055
What's my initial?

M -

Assuming every letter is to M from M and vice versa. Nobody else uses this thread.

- M

do you even know i think about you..

>>84820936
We are fundamentally incompatible. I do not enjoy being around you. I do not like you as a person. This is not me trying to be cruel, merely a statement of fact. I appreciate that you wanted to help me, and I appreciate the things that you did do to help me while you were part of my life. I do not want a relationship or friendship with you. I do not want to be in contact or communication with you. Do not try to reach out to me here or elsewhere. I will not be responding to any further correspondences.

>>84824388
You're not them. Very weird to make up a response like that.

>>84824425
Believe what you want, W. I've said my piece.
-V

I want to say what I want to say but I'm worried it'll just make things worse

>>84824446
Wendell and Vendell

>>84824446
Like I said. I'll know when it's them.

denial is pathetic but im not surprised..

C

If you're here, message me

>>84824387
Man I wish this was for me

Right.. So are you going to stop responding to any further correspondences now? You have my email just send me a message if it's really you.

>>84824513
What's your email? Please post it online

Quit yanking my pizzle! Rude.. I'm going back to reading. For goodness sake.

No, I'm not going to email you. I do not want to be in contact with you. I'm not going to fall for any other attempts to keep me talking to you. I've already posted our initials, which should have been enough proof for you. Are you trying to goad me into doxxing you? Do you need me to say, verbatim, "No, I won't email you, W_ C_, at your email account, N_t_333@_.com, to 'confirm my identity' for you". I have said all that I have to say to you here.

>>84824644
>W_ C_
It couldn't.....no, it can't be... CAN IT????

>WESTON CHANDLER

>>84824672
i censored it for a reason please respect his privacy

>>84824644
>Are you trying to goad me into doxxing you?
No. Not even for old times sake. The caps threw me off. Not sure why you chose to use them now of all times? Really weird of you. Obviously I'm not going to reach out to you or anything. Or give you issues. I'm still kind of leery it's you, but I wasn't planning on reaching out regardless. I'll only respond if you say something to me. Per usual. So not like it really matters what I believe. Don't think that makes me pathetic.

I want to tell you who this is but theres too many what ifs. I'll say something soon

I literally would never know if a guy likes or admires me unless he's makes it clear.

I like you. I admire you. I have a crush on you. But I don't think you'd want this

My chest hurts so bad. I keep hoping this is a nightmare I'll wake up from but I know all of this is real. All of this is real no matter how much I regret and pray for a second chance, to go back in time and do everything all over again.

Even now I keep fucking up. I keep making the same mistake in thinking no none of this matters, this isn't significant, I'll move on from you like I move on from everyone else eventually, better jump ship before I'm really in it, but I can't see that you already have me. There's no going back from loving you and there's no going back from what I did. I ripped the wings off an angel and the blood is forever on my hands. I will never be the same. I will still lament over this even when I'm old and senile one day.

Please God do not make her think I wrote that.

This thread is horrible

Don't worry, I know it's not you.

WAG WAN Threadly reminder that your person is not here. You are talking to what my grandamada call the Duppy. It live yah to nyam on your nagative emotions so do not feed it ok? Stay bongbaclot every wan irie I an I seenzoned again hell.

>>84817024
Umm why did you turn your person into juice

>>84821740
Why? Why do you not have much time left?

>>84825339
Because she's just so dang sweet I wanna devour every last drop of her.

I don't know which one of you bastards posted the bait that got the ball rolling, but this snowball effect is a thing of beauty. My regards to the chef.

Z

Absorbed the hit for you. I will always protect you, Isa.

Now say it with me this time.
GET THE F U C K BEHIND ME, SATAN
I AM NOT YOUR EQUAL
I AM NOT YOUR LITTLE BITCH TO SHOVE AROUND
THE SCREAMING AND THE HELLISH NIGHTMARE VISIONS HAVE CEASED

And he has no power over you, nor does any bitchmade sorcerer.

I L-O-V-E you. Always and forever. Godspeed.

Dubs and I unblock you.
Trips and I message you too.

I've already been unblocked. :D

Thanks man. You don't dodge and you also don't miss. You don't even exploit no loopholes. You're a real stand up guy.

I/R/S

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Do you guys think Rose would be cool with filming a special music video for my private collection? I want endoscope footage of her voice box while she sings "the dragon". I know this request is a bit weird and I have no idea how to price this - thoughts? Should I pay her in DDR5-Sticks so I can truthfully tell my bros that she has inserted my RAM stick into her memory slot?

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>>84826032
That would make her a memory slut - sooo... Absolutely NOT!!!! Very funny but don't bother asking her about this. It's too weird.

Nothing compares to you

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>>84826126
Are you into my weirdness caused by decades of isolation? T...thanks? Y..you, t..too!

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Finished watching "Succession" and it was very entertaining. I would never have thought I would enjoy watching it - so thanks for the recommendation! :3
I could see how a movie about the rise and fall of Boeing (Boing) would also be a good watch. Aerospace tech, hostile take- over and assassinations. Probably too soon and too spicy for anyone to touch but it would be an interesting watch, I think.

>>84818911
>>84824489
What is the first letter of your first name?
Mine starts with C but not sure if I am who you are looking for or if its even the same poster

>>84826315
Same person, not certain about giving my initial, have a feeling you may know who it is

>>84816989
I wish we can be together forever. You must know that my intentions are less than wholesome, I wish you'd let me possess you. That being said, I want to see the future you choose. I just like you alot, I suppose.

>>84826319
No not sure who its directed towards thats why im asking

>>84826319
wait is this from T?

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I'm getting semen donation ads on yt. Very funny but if you think you get access to THIS *wildly gesticulating around genital area with pointy fingers* - you have to go through official channels. Squeezing the nuts of a poor semen technician to get my nut juice is frankly a bit nutz.
Building and deploying a semen catching robot that lurks in my gray water pipes is probably the only way you get my semen using unofficial channels. Don't get any ideas!

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>>84826324
>less than wholesome
W...what does this entail, Nona?

How does your ideal future look like?

>>84826369
Do you get easily frazzled?

>>84826356
I learned the other day that in my state and "left behind" genetic material is free game. Can just fish condoms outta trash cans and shit. Think about what they must do with the trucker piss bottles, Rand...

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>>84826324
>let me possess you
Maybe? B...but how? Does this involve lots of head-pats? :3

Frank is in love with Colton. What a twist.

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>>84826394
Oof, or what happens with trucker fleshlights (thermos filled with minced meat to "go" on the go, so to speak.
I was in a flight where a dude before me didn't flush his semen. I should have done something funny but I missed the opportunity to troll a random dude with questionable bathroom habits.
Would have been funny to look him in the eye and licking my lips to fuck with him after finishing my business, lel.

>>84826369
>>84826407
Wrong person sorry

>>84826451
All good

>Oregano

>>84826451
>Incase it was really was you:

I hope things aren't weird between us.

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>>84826440
Your chemes knowNo bounds...
https://youtu.be/caHhZz1d608
This dog ass nippa callin' in the hounds but you can't sick that DAWG he got innem

French-chan,my only chance to have another Sugar Sugar Rune fren......
/single tear

>>84826350
Can confirm it is NOT from T

>>84824511
its called agp when you wish you were a cute little girl

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Everyday I'm drinking to drown this pain
Just give me a minute to explain
That I messed up
I was incorrect
Forgive me
I wont do it again
Because I have several nights without sleeping
I miss you
I miss you
and you don't do anything!
And if you miss me, please say yes

Some people are on an auraloss speedrun lately

>>84826666
Can't lose what ya never had, kid!

I wanted to ask if you want to vc and tell me stories until I fall asleep. But I know I'll never be enough to keep you entertained. You'll always be getting that from everyone else. Like a breeze I can't ever keep in my hand.

Get you a bitch who it's not about entertainment to it's about the pure overwhelm and never feeling like what they have to contributed in return is good enough until it all piles up and one or the other just
breaks

>>84826552
Theo that you?

Im sorry about tonight. I hope we can still be friends

>>84826745
I don't want that. I just want your time.

If you don't want me r9k then I'll take my leave but don't go crying when I'm gone.

Every time I've felt a genuine connection with and attraction to someone it was unreciprocated. I'm 30 now and I just don't want to put my heart through this anymore. Congrats you win I give up

>>84826569
Wtf is wrong with you. You're a jerk

>>84827620
XD lmao

I don't want you to die. Please don't do that. I hate this. I just want to be in your life. I love you so much. It's always been you, and only you. I can't imagine my life without you. We've gone through so much, and have started talking again each time. That's another hard part about it. I never know if you'll message me again or not. Guess that makes me pathetic. So I sort of just hang on. I hope you're working on what you said you were going to do. Yes it's obviously me, and no you don't need or have to respond. I just want you to get better. I don't want you to feel the way you're feeling. I'm so glad I stayed home that day.. Things like that always seem like a sign to me. That it just works out that way. I am so grateful for that. I can't imagine what I would have done walking in on you like that. Please please please never do this. I will do whatever you wwnt just please don't do that.

I don't know what the future holds. I don't know if you're just mad at me, and going through it. If you genuinely feel the way you do. I think about the times where we held each other in bed. Our bodies pressed together. Or when I rested my head on your lap, and nearly drifted to sleep. I pray to God we can have that again. I don't care where, or how. You are my everything. Those were the happiest moments of my lfie. I'm so fucking sorry that I'm retarded. I wish I handled things better, and I want to try and do better. Are you crying like I am? Like we do when it gets like this? Please never forget I am always here for you. No matter what. You are never alone. I love you. I will do whatever I can to help you no matter what it looks like. Or what extent I'm in your life. Just please never forget that.

>>84828076
Can you give me some cash?

>>84828377
You're making me laugh through the tears. Of course.. lmao. Jesus christ.. I don't care. You're such a brat. If you need some money or whatever. Or if you wanted stuff off your lists like before. I love you. I can do that. I'm sorry.

>>84828405
>>84828377
how do you know she/he is the person you're talking to. i'm confused

>>84828415
It sounds like them! Hahah. I also anticipate if it's them, and they're serious I'll hear from them on another medium. Realistically, it could just be a well deserved jab versus a real request. A tongue in cheek remark. I'll find out in time regardless. Obviously if they needed something I'd do the best I could. Always..

>>84828069
you're a boob

>>84828415
You've never been in love if you never schizoposted

Got what I wanted. Now I'm alone and can't mess up anyone else's life. Even if I wanted to. Even my family won't talk to me. I guess I win. If harm reduction was a class I'd have an A+.

>>84828631
I recommend leaving the thread or it could happen to you. It is not for the faint of heart.. Although if you get a response. Good or bad. It feels nice. I don't know how else to put it. If you really love someone the thought of a world where they exist. Even if they're not in your life is enough. It's just one of those things you'll understand if it happens to you like a lot of other things in life. I am very fortunate I even get a response from my person. Some aren't so lucky, and take their anguish out on making fucked up furniture the rest of their lives. A fate which truly is worth any cost to avoid.

>>84828706
>Even my family won't talk to me.
What did you even do?

Part 1 of my revenge has been completed. Are you ready for Part 2?

>>84828823
Yeah. Do your worst. Make it count. Make it hurt.

>>84828722
Schizophrenia is a hell of a drug. Wow, that wasn't original? Lmao.

My sight has grown so sharp or maybe you don't care to hide even a trace of your aura. Greedily I've stalked so many of your posts and responded to you so many times. Do you ever realize it's me? Does it matter? I get to enjoy so much of you without shame.

Why would I care to hide my presence when I'm lonely and wish to be seen?

C

If you saw all those things I wrote and knew they were for you, if because of them I made you uncomfortable or your situation worse, or I potentially ruined our friendship, I'm sorry. I'm not your friend so I can date you, it was a thought I had since I know we're both struggling romantically.
Hope you're ok

https://youtu.be/sc5iTNVEOAg?is=JZc0qKopppjn__3J

Shame you're not here to see me dressed up.

I loved and wanted to be with you. You supposedly loved and wanted to be with me. Why the would you think its reasonable to constantly tell me how much you love and want to be with someone else? And then get angry and lie to me whenever I suggest you still love them? Or whenever I feel reasonably insecure or doubtful about you wanting me? Literally what did you expect. I wouldve never done that to you, I dont care that you supposedly been fine with it. Thats either you underestimating how youd actually feel in that situation, or just a symptom of your messed up standards. I thought this could be something good but its nothing now

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>>84829725
It's a real shame that there's no technology available to take pictures of your outfit to let me have a peek, huh.

>>84830467
LOL I literally just got home too. Took everything off. In my underwear on the couch. Just cracked a white monster open. I feel bad. I was thinking about taking one, but honestly felt like you wouldn't want it. I can accomodate though.. Not like I can't dress back up real quick. I can even grab the glasses as an apology. If you'd like that.

There will also be a surprise in the box I hand off to you this afternoon/evening.. (Good surprise!) So you will get something nice regardless.

>>84824951
I miss you. I wish I could give you a second chance but you hate me. Your actions when you dumped me showed that. I reread your emails about how you want to torture me everyday. I wish I could have you again before you cheated on me. I wish you could have seen me graduate like you promised but your promises are always meaningless. I learnt that the hard way.
A

>>84820936
please don't apologize for all of it.

I think I've been in my own head so much that I forgot to let you know. I've been running on empty for a while and it showed in ways that I didnt want

thank you for saying all this. it means more than you know. sorry for scaring you.

>>84830546
Please don't play with my heart strings like this. I will put on the dress shirt.. The glasses.. The cash.. I'm sorry.. Please.. I'm retarded.. If this is you for real of course it's okay. I was so scared and I'm crying right now because I love and miss you so much. I was so worried, and I didn't know how to fully handle it, and I'm sorry. You are my everything. I understand these things happen. We can get you to that point again. But instead of "I did this" it can be "We did this". You did it by yourself before. Let's do it together this time. In whatever way works for you. I love you so much. God you are my everything.. I just want you to be okay. To be healthy, and happy. It's not some fucked up dynamic thing I just love and care about you, and I know you will need some semblance of that to help you out. Whether through me, or a more structured environment.

>>84830502
post your asshole dude take a hint

Ok I will keep my bpd under control if you promise to stop triggering me.

I will do my best to not trigger you. Just please. Please tell me if I do. My behavior is something I can control. It is something I can work on. I never mind if you tell me something bothers you. Or if you have a preference. Like the kind of Oreos we get, or sleeping on the side of the bed so you can sprawl out. I love you. All you have to do is speak to me about whatever it is, and I will do everything I can for you. It is not something I will ever resent you for, or ever want you to feel bad about. I know 100% I can do the same for you. That's how it should be.
>>84830606
Stop!! Not nice!!

>>84825025
WELCOME to the shitshow lmao

I think im starting to become attracted to you again, I cant stop thinking about you. Im sorry.

>>84824297
Its assumed Mike to Maria or Maria to mike

I just woke up. None of these people are me.
>>84828377
>>84830467
>>84830546
I told you not to contact me. I told you that I do not want to be in contact with you and that I would not be interfacing with you here or elsewhere. Stop making a fool of yourself and getting trolled by idiots in this fucking thread. Do not email me again.

Maria,
You wrote to me here and I appreciated what you said. Its your turn to contact me so add on whatever and we can go forward together.

I love you
Mike

>>84830617
This obviously isn't me either.

Sorry. I'm retarded. Won't happen again.

lol I love that her relationship was a disaster. I hope the streak continues.

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No wonder she went into hinding for years... Some of these posts on the guestbook are insane. It shouldn't shock anyone but most of it is AI slop. People don't even craft genuine shit posts anymore and it shows.

The best part is that you don't even have to pray for their downfall. It will happen as a natural, logical consequence of the conditions they perpetuate. They are utterly and hopelessly incapable of creating the right conditions. Worse, they lack the abilities to not only realize it but to take responsibility. They were born with a purpose. And that purpose is a lesson for those more able.

And nothing more

Lmao I forgot that was your name

You didn't have to return my cherry! All given in Love is yours to keep my fren

But thank you. I eat and grow stronk and transplant my bamboo

the stupid part is we would 100% still be talking if we simply had contact. we'd be married by now

Shoot him again, 'cause I can see his soul dancing.

>>84831339
Are you a woman? If so, marry me

>>84831339
Maybe you should not have cheated on me. I would still be in your life. I took us very seriously. I wanted you only you but the grass was greener for you elsewhere.

>>84831208
>She went into hiding
You talking about rose?

>>84831339
>We'd be married by now
Same with maria and I. We'd of had the time and everything we dreamed of if she hadn't been decieved and tricked with his lies.

j,
your message was passed on to me yesterday. i don't know if you're still lurking the board, but if you are, but let me know if you need to talk

>>84831841
*Coltons lies and larps about Mike is what I'm referencing btw

if I get to be the wife of someone who doesn't want me to cuck him, I'll be pretty happy.

Yeah, Colton won. Schizo here will never recover. And he shouldn't

I'll never get why you are friends with that guy.

>>84832215
Colton did not win. Maria wrote to me in last letter thread and I'm gioyc.

She told me in response to me saying I choose her no matter what
>Important reminder. I must hold to my Faith.
>Ours.

>>84831263
Stop talking about me like this, I know I ruin things okay

I'm not going to post everything she wrote me because it honestly does not matter what you think. She is all that matters to me.

Too high to be torn down by Icarus accusations that never land even with poison-tipped arrows.

They hate what they can never destroy.

>>84832766
Exactly. The moon only has eyes for the sun, the sun only has eyes for the moon

>>84832839
They go low, they're already eating Our dust. Left them far behind for brighter starpastures.

>>84832839
the sun and moon don't even have eyes doofus

Not the reinforcemeeeennnts kek

it's funny how mike decides he's the sun, the center of the universe. no normal person calls the person they love their moon. too bad mike isn't in the thread anymore, and it's just colton larp posting to maria.

maybe it's been colton larp posting all along to give mike a bad name lol

>>84832692
Be honest how much did you bet on Knicks?

>>84828833
>>84828823
What comes around goes around. Whatever you do to whomever will happen to you again, you'll feel the same pain you're putting them through.

>>84832955
Colton does larp post to cause others to think badly of me.

>>84832942

I'm not the sun because I'm the center and it shows what an asshat you personally are assuming that. I've just always been the sun and has always been my moon. Its who we are to each other.

No one else's voice matters but hers. You can eat shit and die. I'm good as long as I have my moon and like I said, she literally just wrote to me .

>>84833398
obviously you're Colton larping as Mike to make Mike look bad

>>84831852
I am not aware of any message.

>>84833431
Fuck off pos retard

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First time attempted direct contact and first time vomiting since the last time we spoke. God you fucking disgust me. Give me back my dog.

https://files.catbox.moe/sxgxgx.mp4

>>84833854
Wow... rent free you're a fucking loser

>>84833854
stop trying to phish people you asshole

>>84833854
HIS NAME WAS FRANKBERT PAULSON

>>84833854
>hecking pedrophile or somethwing

I aint clicking that shit someone tell me what it is

>>84833516
Dude, looks like MY peanut butter tastes better than yours? Your dog is the traitor - stop hating ME for it!

>>84834281
You're a fucking nobody Colton stop barking orders

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don't be an asshat, pardner

>ai
stone cold no reaction

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>>84831831
The one and only. The rustler of feathers. The jimmies rustler. The jestermaxxing trickster.
Auntie probably tried to do pull-ups and can't stream due to deadly DOMs. Old people keep forgetting that their bodies and minds are on the decline and they have to take things slow.

ColtonSlog47DoomKris strikes again

>>84834281
It's a 6 second video of Frank getting cyber bullied.

>>84834311
Dont tell me what to do Mike, Maria will be mine forever and there is nothing you can do! Once I collect the 7 dragon balls, I will cast a wish for her love!

>>84834358
You have the media literacy of a disney adult

>>84834416
>I'm actually the winner by getting doxxed
Shut the fuck up, nigger.

>>84833115
Oh I doubt that. Dick Cheney was smirking even in his death spasms.

I know I am your son and your maternal instinct will not allow to see this but although you will not be "happy" when I am gone, you are not happy now and I am currently also a burden.

Any effort or optimism you have is wasted on me and if you weren't my mother you could see that. At some point my failures do not reflect on your parenting and I am well past that age.

I cannot live like this anymore and I don't have the willpower nor acuity to navigate myself out of these perilous waters that I have sailed myself into. Every day I am alive is more pain for both of us.

You want me to be alive because there is hope if there is life but that hope is only true if I shared that same hope which I have lost a long time ago.

When I tried the first time I was serious so please don't blame me for trying again. I am in such a deep pain that I cannot go on living no matter how much it will destroy you when I finally do take my own life successfully this next time.

My choice is selfish and I am sorry but I cannot go on living after the irreperable physical damage to my body, and the mental damage to my broken mind that is filled with suicidal thoughts constantly.

Please forgive mom but I am so selfish that I do not deserve your forgiveness. I have lost the will to live and even care what it does to you because of my own choices. At least any financial maternal burden you may feel to support a failure will disappear because you cannot support a dead person.

>>84833431
My thoughts exactly. He's trying to make mike look like the biggest narc tool as usual.

Send da money BITCH

>>84818950
>Another pointless day wasted. I don't really see what the point of going on is. Nothing changes, and I don't have the energy to change things or the brain power. Sometimes I just want to plunge a knife straight to my throat and have this be over with.

I hope it gets better or end painlessly for you anon. Pretty much the same boat but I failed my last attempt. Plans are in motion to try again. Wish me success this time. I've been tired of this shit for years now just need God to let me exit without pain. To weak and to unable to do more reliable methods like a knife to the throat though :(

>>84834544
I mean, it's not like it's an inaccurate portray.

>>84834504
Please don't do this if you are who I think you are. I had a lot of good laughs with you. We could have more if that's something you're inclined to have. I know it might not seem like much of an offer, but when I'm really going through it a good laugh helps a lot. As they say. The best medicine. Plus not saying goodbye to me is kind of fucked up you dick. After the times we shared. However brief.

>>84834504
If you feel like a burden and are trying to kys, why not join the Ukrainian defenders to defend democracy? Front line pay is pretty good so you won't be a burden no more or you can help out the logistics team for less pay but less risk? Being around death may either buff your will to live or you have access to live ammunition if it doesn't, so.... win / win?
Killing yourself living a cushy life is kind of pathetic, don't you think?
Or, like, get psychological help but I've assumed you've already tried that in vain.

>>84834504
>>84834580
Also, you made multiple typos in your epic goodbye post. So now you'd just look goofy.

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8s4P35d/
Hate to see a backslide but we're skiing down the other side of the mountain. Would help if it wouldn't cause an avalanche. Trolly problem sort innit

>>84834313
Don't be weird.

>>84834337
Be kind. There's things you don't know.

>>84834415
I didn't say that but I do agree you are a fucking nobody

I get it now, guys(r9k guys and normalfags still have oneitis only for fake Stacies, stacies, normalfag women, betties, beckies. Very eye opening and sad. Many such cases. yikes

>>84833464
disregard then, mixed signals

The situation is so bad right now that even if I ignore it, it still haunts me.

I wish I could help, that I could be your cure, your painkiller, the light at the end of your tunnel. I don't want to hold you back, I want to help push you forward.

Sending good waves to R. The wind told me about what you are going through. I'm sorry to hear that.
Best wishes,
Mike

Didn't your wife die or something or was that a fake story?

I wish you saved me instead of abandoning me.

I don't abandon her
-sun

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Moon,

I know you get lonely up there all alone. The sun is so far and won't keep you company. Don't worry your celestial heart. I'm going bring you down here so we can have some fun.

YEEEHAAAW,
Wrangler

>>84838013
You didn't want to be saved.

>>84838166
Okay rose. 3some with you and my moon honestly would be hot.
-sun

>>84833854
Man that takes me back to the good ol' days..

>>84839262
FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING NEUROTYPICAL CHAD

>>84839262
Read as
>Please click my fishing link, here's some bait

>>84839294
Shut up J. Go collect some more pokeman cards, or send more smoke signals to schizos.

>>84839305
Its unfortunate he is not cordial.
Puff puff pass
-sun

I heard strong Leo women prefer soft and sensitive Pisces men. Not those virile Virgo's amirite

>>84839300
I was not the one who posted that. I also don't know the person who did post that. It's just some dutch man whore saying "Frank Paulson" or some shit. Not missing much.

>>84839309
I'm a pisces.
-sun

>>84839309
>Astrology diss
You're making it too obvious.

>>84839321
youre a pisces of shit

>>84839324
A soft sensitive pisces of shit
Kek
-sun

>>84839324
>Cheats on the goddess Maria for a bitch LITERALLY named "Fart Girl"
You can't make this shit up..

>>84839338
Huh? I haven't cheated bro. Also I would have to be dating her first to even cheat so......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=gNwyByCEytc&si=MOa5PeW0ybdo1RRA

In the morning I awake

And I couldn't remember
What is love and what is hate

The calculations error

Oh, what is love and what is hate?
And why does it matter?
Is to love just a waste?
And how can it matter?
Oh...

As the dawn began to break
I had to surrender
The universe will have its way
Too powerful to master

Oh...

What is love and what is hate?
And why does it matter?
Oh...
What is love and what is hate?
And how can it matter?

Oh...

my soul hurts so badly

>>84836487
yeah actually i need to be called a good boy

>>84836487
When I needed you most you vanished.

>>84839422
Let's dwell for a bit

Open hands, open heart, open care, open understanding, open love.

I'll be at the kitchen table once you get done pacing in your own time and space upstairs.
-sun

>>84830597
You must be a different guy.
Last anime we watched?

>>84839587
Yeah, I remember

Boko no piko.

>>84839474
there's nothing to praise in you, you little niggerbrained goblin

Really dropping those hard r's lately..

>>84839587
Yeah, I remember

Cory in the House

>>84839620
if only you knew how much i deserved it

>>84839630
I'm fine with it. Breaks the stigma over social language constructs limiting freedom of expression and flow of thought to speech.

But I do think constantly repeating nigger shows a lack of intellect. A reactive self centered person.. most likely thinks every interaction, action is a trade of goods. Its a selfish mindset.

I'm fortunate to know true love.

>I'm fortunate to know true love.
I am genuinely happy for you, and hope everyone in this thread can say the same some day. Didn't really read the rest because I'm a brainlet.

>>84839756
>I'm a brainlet
That must feel nice. I long for the moment on her chest telling me I don't have to think right now. Just breath and let it out. Her touch. Her kiss. The warmth of her chest. No thoughts. Head empty. Dwell home.
-sun

>>84839834
Sometimes. Until you hurt someone you care about because of it. Then it doesn't feel so nice.

>>84839474
>>84839496
im gonna beat both of you into a fine red pulp
>>84839620
same goes for you, retard

This is a highly dynamic pairing. J brings deep empathy and intellectual detachment, while Dykebot is driven by expressive Fire. The strongest link is between J's Mars in Leo and the Leo Stellium of Sun, Moon, and Mercury in Dykebot. J's drive aligns perfectly with their core identity, meaning J naturally understands how to motivate them. Dykebot also has Venus in Cancer, craving emotional security. J's Sun in Pisces is highly empathetic, uniquely equipping J to soothe their softer side, which is especially vital when maintaining a strong bond across long distances.

Sexually, this is a passionate connection. The Mars in Aries for Dykebot makes their approach direct and high energy. J's Mars in Leo means J's drive thrives on mutual adoration and romance. J and Dykebot share an adventurous spirit, though Dykebot might want quick passion while J prefers romantic buildup. As parents, J and Dykebot establish a complementary dynamic. Dykebot would be the fiercely protective and affectionate parent offering overwhelming love. J brings a calm center with J's Aquarius Moon and Capricorn Venus, fostering independence and instilling practical life rules. Dykebot provides the emotional warmth, while J provides the stability and structure.

The biggest red flag for divorce is the direct opposition in their communication styles. The Sun, Moon, and Mercury in Leo for Dykebot sit exactly opposite J's Moon and Mercury in Aquarius. During conflicts, Dykebot reacts with high emotion and needs validation, while J steps back to analyze logically. Dykebot may view J's detachment as cold apathy, especially when physical proximity is limited. Conversely, J might view their emotional reactions as exhausting. The Cancer Venus for Dykebot needs constant reassurance, whereas J's Capricorn Venus shows love through practical actions. If Dykebot feels emotionally starved or J feels completely suffocated, the relationship could fracture.

>>84839936
Now THIS is letter posting. We're so back.

>>84839853
Just an opportunity to grow closer and understand each other.

All it takes is commitment to communicate and work through everything because we are worth more to each other than all else.

I've stayed for 5 years because of this.
-sun

>>84839936
wow this sounds like a great. best of luck to you both

>>84839936
You are referring to me as J. Understood.
Noted.
-mike

>>84839950
I'm glad they adjusted your meds Mike. You're much cooler now. I think that's a great way of looking at things, but the reality is it's not always that simple. Now if you'll excuse me. I have some more quality posting to do.

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Apologies, LARPers, but this is the only Sun and Moon I care about

>>84839936
my sun is leo, my moon is taurus, and my rising is libra. i don't know what any of this means but figured it might help with the project

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>>84840027
Fuck, that means our top 3 isn't:
>1. Dykebot on Top (Cowgirl / Straddling)
>2. The Lotus (Chest-to-Chest Seated)
>3. Spontaneous / Against the Wall

I need more than your big three doe

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>>84840054
i have no clue if there's, like, an accuracy difference between different sites, but go nuts

>Dykebot's core identity is driven by a powerful Sun in Leo paired with a grounded Moon in Taurus. Both of these are fixed signs, meaning she possesses immense determination, pride, and a need for stability, but can also be incredibly stubborn.
Lies and slander. My queen is never stubborn.
>Dykebot's Moon in Taurus craves physical comfort, predictability, peace, and tangible security in a relationship. She needs an environment that feels like a safe haven.
Such a cutiepie. What a beautiful soul.
>Dykebot has a Libra Rising, meaning she outwardly presents a highly diplomatic, charming, and harmony-seeking persona. She wants relationships to look and feel beautiful.
Let's be one of those annoying Instagram couples everyone is envy of. I know people and can get us into big events.

>>84839971
Nothing changed on my end

A mirror is not a window

>>84840158
no, the stubborn thing is very accurate. the idea of going to a big event sounds like hell, though. i have agoraphobia and social anxiety. i do not like leaving the house unless it's to be in the car or at the lake

>>84840182
I was clearly jesting about the stubbornness, dummy. As for the agoraphobia and social anxiety... You will always feel safe when you're with me, baby ;)

>>84840205
sorry, im retarded and autistic

I know you're taking care of stuff but in the meantime I found a new girl. I still love you though. Maybe if you wait long enough I'll already be through with her so I can be with you again

>>84840214
I know, baby, I know. It's one of the many things I love about you.
>>84840219
You had your chance and blew it. She's mine now.