hello anon. how are you doing? has something been bugging you lately? you can tell me if so! i'll always listen to you. hopefully this week is going to go well... also, whats your favourite sport if you have one?
>>84827696Nothing has been bugging be but I really need to go to sleep I am just having trouble at 8 I will turn off my phone and do pushups I hope you have a good week too I like fighting
>>84827696I'm good, feeling refreshed I just woke up and I'm still in bed.There's nothing in particular bugging me just the usual life problems driving my isolation.I've never liked sport but I prefer motorsport. I'd say rally although I rarely watch it. It's so impressive how they drive.
>>84827696Whoaaaaa this is the earliest Tao thread ever! I'm glad I didn't miss it. Are you planning to be here for the rest of the day or do you have some commitments later in the day and so you made it early?>hello anon. how are you doing?Hi Anonny!! I am instantly doing much better now that I see this thread haha. I guess I wasn't doing bad before either though, just a bit tired because I had trouble falling asleep yesterday for some reason. Maybe it's because of this new supplement I'm taking that helps a lot with tiredness, but funnily enough if it makes it harder to fall asleep it might make tiredness worse in the long run...Also feeling pretty bored I guess, first workday of the week so I can't play my vidya and there's nothing else I feel like doing really. Have just been lurking imageboards for the past 5 hours... I really should watch some anime or read a VN or something but it's so hard to commit to anything, it's much easier to space out and do nothing or scroll 4chan. >has something been bugging you lately?I suppose the main thing is the mental health clinic stuff. I did finally call them the other day but they apparently don't take people without insurance?? I've never heard of this being a thing and it doesn't really make sense in their case but that's what the guy told me. I don't get it but okay I guess... Now I'm gonna have to call some other clinics today but I'm not sure they even offer the sort of program I'm looking for, and if they do, I doubt it would be affordable. Frustrating. Cont.
>>84827696>>84827872Cont.Other than that, work is bugging me I guess.. we have had to make breakfast for the clients we work with and post a picture of it as proof in the group chat for a while now, which itself is kind of stupid because the clients never eat it and just eat junk food instead, and for me it's really stressful because I don't know how to cook much of anything and I hate doing it when I'm being watched by others. But at least before I could just make something real quick while my coworker is outside and then post the picture in a sea of the other pictures that we have to post at the end of our shift (stuff that we cleaned etc.) and then at least it would be sort of hidden and out of sight because I'm pretty sure my coworkers wouldn't bother looking through all the pictures, but now they want us to post the pictures of breakfast separately and with a clear label of which client it was made for so I can't do that anymore... It's such a minor thing but it's stressing me out and I don't know how I'm gonna handle it today. I guess I'll just have to do it, there's no avoiding it, but dealing with that awful feeling of self-consciousness is gonna suck. Maybe I'll try to post it as late as possible, right before I walk out the door or something so at least I don't have to feel that way for too long.... god, how does something so minor make me anxious for the whole evening.Oh and another work thing, apparently one of the clients eloped the other day and went to a bar to get drunk lole. He snuck out of his bedroom window while no one was watching apparently. Now we have to watch him more closely which is making me feel a little on edge too. Hopefully he never tries that on my watch, 'cause I think the person that was assigned to him when he escaped got fired so this is serious stuff...>hopefully this week is going to go well...Hopefully indeed! Do you have anything coming up this week? Cont.
>>84827696>>84827876Cont.>favourite sportHmm, don't know if I really have one, certainly not one that I actually like to play. Does parkour count? I kinda like that I guess, at least the idea of it, but not so much for the cool moves aspect of it and more just the urban environments it tends to be done in. Those are usually pretty interesting. People going up on rooftops, finding abandoned places with walls and railings to hop over and whatnot, the aesthetic of it appeals to me. At one point when I was a teenager I tried to actually learn some parkour and practiced a few moves at a local park, but as with everything I found it to not be as fun in practice as it is in theory so I gave up very quickly. Also another cheat answer but e-sports can be a guilty pleasure I guess. I used to like watching Quake tournaments and whatnot. But now that I haven't played arena FPS in a while I kind of lost interest in watching it too.Have you learned to appreciate some sport/sports more in recent times, Anon? I know you went to that game a while ago, and you've been playing basketball sometimes too. It'd be good if you found something like that which you like, since it's good for your (physical, at least) health to move around more.By the way what did you do this morning Anon? Did you feel okay? Did you go somewhere or did you just wake up kinda late?Also how is Night-Runners or whatever that game is called? Are you enjoying it? Also also, did you ever try out that Warhammer Speed Freeks game? I installed it yesterday but haven't had a chance to play it yet, looks like it might be fun (though that depends on how much racing vs. shooting there is).
>>84827696Yes actually a friend of mine is busy studying right now, and I'm pretty lonely. Its been like this for a week now and I wonder if my relationship with her is dying. Also I've been dealing with depression and stress as of late. I wrote it down today, but as the day has progressed I'm feeling a bit better. I find it hard to express myself on 4chan because I feel like there's a lot of eyes on what I'm typing and it feels like I have to be interesting or funny.
>>84827707nice that you have a clear head and i hope you manage to get your sleeping issues figured out desu, i sure am struggling with those.>fightingany martial art in particular?>>84827815>feeling refreshed I just woke upimpressive. how do i do that?>motorsporti like that too, i dont particularly enjoy watching sports, more so playing them occasionally. i like watching rally too, it is astonishing how big the balls of the dudes driving those cars are. i also like spotting cars when i go places trying to guess what model they are and whatnot >>84827872>without insurancereally unfortunate. i mean i guess it makes sense since you live in the land of insurance companies. hopefully you dont have to make too many phonecalls to get the stuff you need>Iate as possibleinteresting that you have to do that, but also, i feel like you could just get away with making eggs or something and just posting those. it doesnt seem like anyone actually cares about it so why even worry.>snuck out of his bedroom windowwell i admire his determination to get drunk and i also see myself probably doing that in a few years. cant you just lock his window or something?>coming up this week?no. just my niece birthday which i am not looking forward to attending. >parkournot really a sport but i do like it aswell, unfortunately i never had the balls to try considering im scared of heights. i also used to watch esports some years ago when i was really into rocket league, even had a favourite team and all>appreciate some sportmeh, i guess? im still not interested in watching them but i guess i dont dislike the idea of playing. sometimes i go to the basketball court close to where i live and play there by myself. its better than doing nothing, and healthier too. ive been meaning to start working out again so im paying attention to my diet aswell. its bothersome.>Night-Runnersits a neat little game, i like it. also yes, i did play speed freaks and its fun. you should give it a go
>>84827884>my relationship with her is dyingi tend to assume the worst but if they havent texted you in a week or something then it just might. if someone really cares about you they find the time to talk even if they're really busy.>wrote it downyou have a diary of some sort? i do and it has been helping with my mental aches. i havent wrote in it in almost a month though, i know i should...>a lot of eyes on what I'm typingreally not as many as you think. and also, no one really cares what you do or say so dont even worry. just be yourself yadda yadda.
>>84827696Hi anon, hope you're doing well. I'm crocheting a scarf for my oneitis and it's driving me insane, I keep messing it up. I've already wasted a ball of yarn.
>>84827994hello, good work on the scarf desu. im sure they'll like it, dont give up! balls of yarn are a small price to pay for a huge wave of satisfaction once you're finally done. also im jealous of your oneitis i wish someone crocheted a scarf for mealso to the anon that posted his thread here accidentally and then deleted it, i dont mind talking with you about that if you want, i did read the post anyway
>>84827987>i tend to assume the worst but if they havent texted you in a week or something then it just might. if someone really cares about you they find the time to talk even if they're really busy.yea i've told myself the same thing, I'm kinda just coping right now and letting my feelings die down because it doesn't help beating myself up over it. if she doesn't want to be my friend anymore then I'll just let her go>you have a diary of some sort? i do and it has been helping with my mental aches. i havent wrote in it in almost a month though, i know i should...sort of I write on my computer sometimes when I have ideas that I need to put out, and I also have a journal that I write entries from time to time. >really not as many as you think. and also, no one really cares what you do or say so dont even worry. just be yourself yadda yadda.maybe you're right I just can't be myself when people are watching
>>84827984>land of insurance companiesYou're right about that unfortunately... still, they even list on their site that they offer discounted rates for low-earning clients and yet they only work with insurance??? So they offer discounts on copays or something then? Really weird because I assumed discounts only exist for self-pay clients. Well, whatever. Hopefully I can find somewhere else that will take me.>get away with making eggsAnon that's not getting away with it, making eggs would be terrifying! I've only done it like once in my life and... well they turned out decent though it was scrambled eggs of course but I mean still it's a scary food to make considering you can easily spill the yolk everywhere, get eggshells in the pan, burn them, or undercook them and poison someone. Thankfully you are right that they don't care too much so I've just been making REALLY easy stuff for this whole time, like cereal (lole), instant ramen, peanut butter sandwiches, and those ready-made waffles that you just need to heat up. It's pathetic, really. Even these things give me massive anxiety though, just because I don't want a coworker to see me doing it and judge it as not good enough in some way. Wish Anon were here to teach me how to cook stuff confidently...Ah, both coworkers were just outside for a moment so I made some cereal and took a pic. My hands are literally and non-ironically shaking from the anxiety though...>determination to get drunkNot a good determination to have... are you planning on becoming an alcoholic or something? You keep saying that you can see yourself doing that in a few years, which isn't good 'cause then it might actually happen. Remember, alcchy is disgusting!>lock his windowThe windows here don't have locks, they do have alarms but as the people working on that day found out they apparently do not work for some reason. Maybe they'll get fixed at some point, that would be nice.Cont.
>>84827984Cont.>niece birthdayMm yeah I certainly wouldn't be happy to attend either, but is there any particular reason you don't want to or is it just because you are tired of going to social events in general and just wish to stay home? At least you can try to think of it as a decent opportunity to get drunk for free, not that I want to encourage that... >im scared of heightsI don't think that necessarily prevents you from trying it, you can do simple stuff like vaulting over short fences and jumping off benches or something. Or is your fear of heights so bad that even standing on something that's, I dunno, half a meter tall terrifying for you? I am afraid of heights too but it's fairly mild, I can go on a rooftop just fine as long as I don't get near the edge. Though, my palms are getting awfully sweaty just while I'm typing this... Also, have a random rooftop pic since we're talking about this.>esportsOh, neat to know you watched it too. Did you lose interest when you stopped playing as well? E-sports did kind of make me understand why people watch sports, having a favorite team or player and cheering for them can indeed be kinda fun, regardless of what they're playing.Cont.
>>84827984>dont dislike the idea of playingWell that's the better of the two, not much to gain from watching them really (other than a topic of conversation with normies I guess). Good on you for going to that basketball court! Why do you want to start working out, I wonder? I thought you kind of gave up on that after it didn't help with your mental health. Also what do you mean by paying attention to your diet, you mean how much protein you're consuming? I'm pretty sure that only makes like a 1% difference, as long as you're eating enough calories you are almost guaranteed to be eating enough protein as well.Meanwhile I have not been paying attention to my diet... I bought some trail mix once and have not been able to stop myself from buying more and eating it all in the same day ever since. Grr.>i did playNice that you found some other fun stuff than League! And ahhh it sucks I can't see when you're playing stuff on EGS, I would have wanted to watch...Hopefully I can catch you playing it one of these days. And also try it myself, though I never have enough time to play stuff during the week...Also you didn't answer what you did this morning Anon... is it something secret or just your usual not wanting to answer things about yourself? I guess I can't force it out of you if you don't want to answer... sorry if it's annoying when I ask you stuff like that desu. Aaaand now it's time to do my 1 hour of actual work for the day so see you in a bit I guess.
>>84828196>I'll just let her goforcing things never works anyway so its probably the best choice.>write on my computerthat counts too i suppose. have you been keeping a journal for long?>just can't be myself when people are watchingif you cant be yourself, then who are you?>here to teach me how to cook stuff confidentlyi think recipes you can look up online are good enough to teach you how to make eggs, its not really that difficult anon... but good work on trying anyway. if your anxiety is that bad then anything you do is a goal reached>becoming an alcoholichopefully i die before that happens. but if i dont die, then yes. i dont see how anyone can live without being addicted to something.>tired of going to social eventsthat and it will probably just be awkward since its just family. whatever. if i stay home i'll be miserable anyway so it really doesnt matter what i do.>half a meter tall terrifyingno, usually its just if i stay near the edge of a rooftop and stare down that i get scared. maybe its not even fear of heights, just normal.>when you stopped playing as wellyes. i also did start to understand sports fanatics more at the time since i enjoyed cheering for the team and getting excited for matches n stuff.>why do you want to start working outout of spite and to prove some people wrong. literally nothing else.>paying attention to your diethow much nutrients i intake and i need everyday. and no, it doesnt make an 1% difference, its actually 50%. you can work out everyday for a year and you will not gain a muscle unless you're also eating properly.>trail mixeswell at least its not junk food so i guess its fine>what you did this morningnothing. i played cs2 and worked out. i think i woke up later than usual but i honestly dont even remember. hopefully your workhour goes alright desu. good luck anon
>>84828641forgot to link>>84828216>i think recipes
>>84828140Thanks anon, I hope he likes it too. if we were friends I'd totally crochet whatever you wanted for you.
>>84828641>if you cant be yourself, then who are you?good question. I feel as if I'm a facade and every word I type is not true to my nature even tho I type with honesty. Perhaps the attempt to try and connect is what is fake from me. If I simply didn't care as if no one were watching me then I'd be more at peace with myself. Its kinda of stupid that I put others before me but that's how its always been. Its not like I'm expecting anything from you, or anyone in general its just that I want to enjoy the moment and somehow end up ruining it
>>84828696>>84828641now I feel like I'm stomping, and that's not what I intended to sound like.
>>84828662you're too nice, thank you desu.>>84828696>as if I'm a facade and every word I type is not true to my nature even tho I type with honestyi know the feeling very well, considering i also feel that way. ive come to the conclusion that there just isn't a "me". i have always adapted to others. i dont ever feel like what i say is coming from my true self if not on very rare occasions. i dont even know my true self. i often ask myself the question i asked you and i can never answer. i wish i could put myself before others but i never can, im just too scared that people will leave. also, dont worry, you're not ruining anything
>>84828641>recipes you can look up online are good enoughHmm, you know what I think that is probably true. It should be good enough. I think the issue is just more that I can't cook under "pressure" well (lol just having my coworkers around gives me pressure... I'm sure it's nothing like the pressure you have working in a commercial kitchen). I mean, I am pretty damn confident I can put some cereal in a bowl and pour milk over it, yet I still stress out about it and shake so much I almost spill cereal everywhere. Oh well I guess it's one of those things that you just never get over and can only get used to. Speaking of cooking though I should *really* make that cacio e pepe... I totally forgot about it until now, I can't believe I put it off for so long. I hope the expensive noodles I got ages ago didn't expire.>goal reachedIndeed. Phew, I did it! Good job me. >hopefully i die before that happensWell hopefully you don't. You promised me not to, at least not until I visit you! I still have it on record, I did not forget, so you can't go killing yourself just yet. Baka.>live without being addictedYeah it really does seem hard not to be. Everyone seems to have their thing. Thankfully it's not drugs or alcchy for me but I do think I probably qualify as addicted to food considering I mostly eat out of boredom and rarely out of hunger, as well as daydreaming and maybe sleeping if that's a thing you can be addicted to. Could be worse I guess...>i'll be miserableThat's a good attitude to have I suppose (well not the I'll be miserable part, but the doing it anyway part). I gotta choose doing something over doing nothing more often, since I'll be depressed either way I may as well accomplish something at least. It's hard though, doing nothing is just so appealing somehow even though it makes me miserable...>rooftop and stare downYeah, I would say that's actually just normal. It would be abnormal if you weren't at least a little scared doing that. Cont.
>>84828641Cont.Then you'd be like those people that take videos for social media hanging off the side of a building with one hand or something, and they are properly crazy. >getting excited for matchesDid you actually? If so it's nice you actually had something you could say you were excited for. Hopefully we both can find something like that again. It sucks not having anything to look forward to.>prove some people wrongDidn't you say that's why you did it last time or am I misremembering? What are these people saying, that it'll fix your mental issues? Because I think you already proved that false... Oh well I certainly won't discourage you since it's unequivocally good for your physical health and I do want Anonny to be healthy!>nutrientsAh well that is pretty important in general I suppose, for working out or otherwise. As for protein, does it really make that much of a difference? I swear I saw studies saying the difference in muscle mass from working out when eating an average amount of protein to eating a huge amount of it was negligible. Maybe it varies from person to person or something though but if I were you I wouldn't worry about it and just focus on eating enough calories and the nutrients as you mentioned. >not junk foodIt may as well be with how addicted to it I am... Nuts should be illegal frankly. It also has a ridiculous amount of calories so it's definitely an issue. Oh well apparently eating tasties is more important to me than not being a fatass. >worked outOh so you already started? What sort of workouts is it, body weight stuff or do you have weights of some kind?>woke up laterAh so that's all it was. Thank you for explaining Anon, that's good to know desu. I thought you usually wake up around the same time since you sleep poorly, but I guess not. It's nice you managed to get a bit more sleep today even if it (I assume) didn't make you feel any more rested. >good luckThank you!! I think it went okay. Just 3 more days..
>>84829187>the expensive noodlesi am going to stop talking to you if you call pasta noodles again. i will also kill you if you're using actual noodles for pasta recipes.>so you can't go killing yourselfwell what if i get unfortunately run over by a truck for carelessly crossing the road? it could always happen you know. not my fault desu.>since I'll be depressed either way I may as well accomplish something at leastindeed. write this sentence down somewhere and read it everytime you dont feel like doing anything.>Did you actually?yeah. i remember getting ready to watch them with snacks and everything. sigh.>why you did it last timenot really, last time i did it because they said it would help and i believed them (for lack of other options), this time they just straight up insulted me and so i want to prove them im better than they think i am. also, its not the same person.>>84829193>does it really make that much of a difference?it makes a difference although its not like eating a ton of protein is all you need to gain muscle. thats not how it works. having a good diet means eating the right amount of proteins, fats, carbohydrates, vitamns etc. not just eating tons of chicken or taking whatever supplements /fit/ people want you to take. its true that eating enough calories is important, but its as important to eat the right calories.>body weightsince im starting again after being sedentary for long im just doing easy stuff like push ups and whatnot. in a week or two ill start using actual weights and hopefully if i get hired ill buy a barbell and a bench too.
>>84827696>been talking to this one girl>we've been in a LDR thing since last year>planning on meeting up next year>genuinely been trying to be a better man, get my shit together>all for her>she posts a pic of her holding hands with a guy>ask her about it>"oh, he's just a friend dw about it ^_^">keeps on explaining how he was just trying to comfort her because she was nervous about something>i reply "oh" and I blocked herThere goes that boat, I guessLiterally everything we've done, every moment we spent together, all for naught
>>84829589If it was someone you met from r9k then you were an idiot. All girls here are dating multiple chads.
>>84829589that really really sucks, but like the guy above me said, dont trust people online with your feelings. especially if they are from this board. if it helps, try to look at the things you've improved on whilst talking to her. the effort you put in wasn't for nothing if the things you accomplished made you into a better you.
>>84829528>call pasta noodlesOh shidd I activated the angry Italian in Tao Anon... I am sorry I will never call pasta by such an unseemly name again. And no it's actual pasta, or at least it mentions that on the package, so I don't need to be killed today desu. Maybe another time such as when I eat pudding with bread.>run over by a truck for carelessly crossing the road?Simple, you don't carelessly cross the road anymore starting today! Now you look both ways and double-triple-quadruple check that there are no cars. I am not sure how you can be so careless anyways considering the scariest thing about suicide, at least for me, is botching it and ending up injured but alive and/or a vegetable. And that seems like the far more likely outcome of getting run over by a truck than actually dying, especially since it would probably try to swerve out of the way.>write this sentence down...Sorry Anon, I don't want to dismiss your help but I really don't think this will do anything... The last two times you had me write something down and read it, the words just phased right through me when I read them and had zero effect on me. It was as though I was reading moon runes that held no meaning whatsoever. Still, I suppose I may as well try it again... perhaps it will somehow work this time. Okay, I wrote it down.>with snacks and everythingHaha, I can't say I've ever watched anything while eating snacks, that just seems like it'd be too distracting for me. I am way too bad at multitasking to do that, I always need to be paying attention to something 100% or else it all goes in one ear and out the other. I'm guessing you are sort of the opposite of me and are really good at multitasking, Anon? You do have ADHD after all, and I feel like that should give you better multitasking abilities. Cont.
>>84829528>>84830064Cont.>sighSigh indeed... I remember reading VNs for 8 hours a day and enjoying it... good times. I still have hope we can return to those times, surely since it wasn't all that long ago it's possible to recreate it again. Plus brains do still have neuroplasticity, even well into adulthood. >its not the same person.What is it with you and attracting people that really want you to exercise...>straight up insulted meWhat the heck? Who insulted my Tao Anon!? I hope it's just one of your relatives or something and not one of your friends. Although, maybe it's not such a bad thing they insulted you if it gave you this much motivation to do something good? Perhaps I should insult you into living. "You are not cut out for this life, I bet you're gonna kill yourself in a year tops lmao. You are too weak to keep living, W-E-A-K!" There, do you feel motivated to keep living now? I mean, on those /r9k/ threads asking why Anons haven't killed themselves yet it is a pretty common response to say that they are living out of spite...Also, what would proving this person wrong actually look like? Sticking with working out for X amount of time? Being able to lift X amount?>good diet means eating the right amountMm I suppose I can't disagree there, it is important to eat the right calories. I just thought that's more for general health and not specifically for building muscle. But well if you're doing that it's good, I'm surprised you would though since it's probably quite a bit more expensive than just eating nood- err, pasta, for every meal.>push upsHow many can you do in a row? It'd better be more than me.>in a week or twoDo you already have some weights then? Hopefully you do get hired and can buy that barbell desu, it is expensive I imagine. Although perhaps you can get used ones for less.
>>84830064>how you can be so careless anywaysi really dont, i look both ways without even thinking which is slightly annoying because i do want to get run over. at least i get insurance money if it happens.>perhaps it will somehow work this timethats the spirit desu. do things even if you dont believe in them.>really good at multitaskingi dunno, sometimes i am other times i have to focus 100% on one thing otherwise i cant do it. i guess it depends on what im doing>do you feel motivated to keep living nowyes, people being mean to me and telling me i cant do something are probably motivating me more than people telling me i can. why? because i believe in the insults people give me, and not in the compliments. spite is a great motivator. not really good if you want to be happy though.>would proving this person wrong actually look likeme looking better. even though i already look good. it took me so much time to accept the way i look and not hate it, to get out of the mindset i had when i was fixated with working out, feeling guilty for eating anything unhealthy, never feeling satisfied with how i looked, and now they just wanna throw me back in. whatever, ill do it all over again.>How many can you do in a rowlike 15 or something. and yes i do have weights, i just haven't used them ever since i stopped
>>84827696My favorite sport? Sex with Hu-tao-non.Let's play.
>>84827696I keep chickening out of or failing exams. Chickened out of one today because I was tired and couldnt concentrate, gonna fail the one i have tomorrow because I'm studying shitty notes. 2 failed, 5 to go (will fail at least 3). I regret picking law because I'm constantly feeling like I can't keep up and my mom keeps pressuring me about failing exams. Last year I failed half of the classes, but I managed to clear some of those this year. Even so, I'm failing half my classes this year too. I've got constant brain fog but also can't sleep because of stress. Future feels grim.>t. doomer zoomer
>>84827696i bought a mead making kit so im going to make some earl grey mead when it arrives, im excited because i have never had mead before at all
>>84827696A friend and I have been texting each other more often and I feel like I might be starting to become attracted to him again. The only thing is that Im already in a relationship, I know that I need to do something about this but I dont know what. My favourite sport is fencing.
>>84831008you are gross. go play tennis or something. >>84831063>failing examsschool has never been my forte so i understand. if you're going to uni then its probably even harder but keep in mind that not everyone manages to finish everything in the "right" amount of time. some people need more time and thats fine. if you fail a year then you can try again the next, dont give up desu.>can't sleepgo to your doctor and tell them you have issues sleeping, they'll hopefully give you sleeping pills and those help a lot>>84831064damn this early grey dude makes a lot of things. never even heard of this mead making stuff before, do you think it'll come out well? good luck with it desu.>>84831071>I might be starting to become attracted to him againeither cut all connections or ask them if they wants to be in a relationship with you. if they say yes, break up with your current partner and there you go. dont be a cheater anon.>fencingpretty cool although i like actual swords more
>>84831130>never even heard of this mead making stuff before, do you think it'll come out well? good luck with it desu.its just fermented honey and tea, so i imagine it must be good... if it isnt ill cry and drink it all anyway to numb the pain of yet another failure on top of my mountain of failures
>>84831130>either cut all connections or ask if they want to be in a relationship with you.I would like to remain friends with him and a relationship with him wouldnt be viable anyway so im not sure asking about it would work out.>dont be a cheater anon.Dont worry, I dont want to cheat on my boyfriend.>I like actual swords more.Actual swords are cool.
>>84831130Thanks for the advice anon, I'll keep the pills in mind, but I should be better once my exams are over. It's a mix of late night cramming and stress that fucks up my sleep schedule, but hopefully over the summer I'll readjust. Also forgot to mention my favorite sport is football/soccer. Not a fun start to the World Cup (0-0 against Cape Verde)
>>84831181>fermented honey and tea,does that make some kind of alcohol? colour me interested. hopefully it comes out okay though and maybe you can offer some of it to the people you love>>84831183>would like to remain friendswhen there's feelings involved this sort of thing never goes well. it might be painful to cut connections now, but what will happen eventually if you dont its gonna be much much worse >Actual swords are cool.yep. i got one on my wall. also did you know that they do medieval MMA fights? with real swords and armour>>84831245>hopefully over the summer I'll readjustyeah usually it does. other than exam is uni any fun? hopefully its a good experience for you>footballnever been a fan personally. i enjoy playing it but watching is just boring. matches are all scripted anyway
>>84827696>has something been bugging you lately?There are no girls out there like Kennedi Cotarelo and it genuinely saddens me...
>>84831425>does that make some kind of alcohol?yes, can get it to 14% abv or so too. its basically wine honestly.>maybe you can offer some of it to the people you loveyes thats the hope
>>84831425>is uni any fun?Classes can sometimes be fun (we watched an episode of House MD for Criminal Law once) but in general are boring. The best part is the guys I 'm friends with. It's chill for the whole year except for exam months>never been a fan personally. i enjoy playing it but watching is just boring.I'm not a huge fan but I'll watch the national team play or whenever there's a big match (Clasico, UCL final). Otherwise i much prefer playing it. What position do you like playing in? I tend to play centerback because I'm not great at ball control and shooting while running.
>>84831130IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU AVATAR AS THE CUTEST BRAT YOU LITTLE SHIT!!!!IT'S TIME TO PLAY DODGEBALL
>>84831425>when theres feelings involved this sort of thing never goes well.You are probably right but I genuinely like him as a person as well, and ive known him longer than my boyfriend. I would feel bad cutting contact with him.>also did you know that they do medieval MMA fights? with real swords and armour?I know about HEMA which seems intriguing, im not sure if that is what youre referring to though. If it isnt then I cant say that I knew about the medieval MMA fights before you mentioned them.
