>>84891531
All 500 of those replies are just like the same few people that Mike dude and some other tranny I think just absolutely going at it like it's funny I don't even read their post but you can just tell it is over some stupid shit

I'm reading the King James Bible, and I made it to Ezra just a little while ago. I was bad, and I skipped ahead just a bit. I wanted to read Ecclesiastes real quick, and I'm glad I did. I really enjoy the books of wisdom. For such a short section it hit really hard. Easily my favorite by far. I went right back to Ezra to keep on reading.

I will never bother you or anyone around you again, I should have left it alone. I'm sorry for the final outburst, there's no excuse. It's been nothing but trouble holding onto everything and I should done this a long time ago and left. I should have tried to stay where I am, shouldn't have came back and opened old wounds, I don't know what I was trying to prove. Should have just went back to family back then and stayed there. Things went this way because of me, I demanded and never gave. You tried a soft ending despite having no reason to, bc you were always more emotionally put together than me. I was always a retard and will likely continue to be but without bothering you. Thank you for having the mercy to not return what I dealt out, you were always the bigger person. I won't look back anymore, for you, my first act of kindness is finally listening. I hope you can forgive me someday, I never wanted to be this way and I think it's why you held out hope for so long, you knew it too. I'm sorry I threw it back in your face and made you look and feel so stupid. If you read this, you'll know it's for you. I'm going to disconnect for a significant amount of time and try to actually get better. I hope P is happy. You can find better than me easily. Goodbye, this time I mean it.

J

hope they let you in up in heaven A

>>84891597
Sane, I just skip his rants them entirely and just read the insults that he responds to. It's quite funny and really sad how bad he is at changing perspectives.

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Y'all hatin on my nigga mike but y'all kno y'all sound like mike to y'all's persons y'all

>>84892124
Really? Cuz I'm kinda ducking my person.

>>84892124
I just read and throw an insult at Mike when he gets particularly bad.

>>84892124
I have no doubt. There are those that look upon Michael and shake there head in disbelief. There are those that look upon Michael and shake there head because they understand..

>>84892124
The last time I "had" a "person" I exclusively sent them hatemail through this bitch

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>>84891835
Me too. His ramblings are so poorly crafted that reading his wall of text seems like a huge waste of time. He's not funny, not interesting and deep as a puddle. It's sad, really. At least he's spared the awareness of how much of an NPC he is by being such an incredible dimwit but holy shiiiieet is he boring and annoying!

>>84892199
>There are those that look upon Michael and shake there head because they understand..
I've said this, but damn, I never became that delusional or retarded. He does this to himself with phenylethelyne or whatever.

>>84892211
We're all just one bad heart break, and one chemical exposure away from being like Michael. Never forget this.

>>84892217
I don't think that's true. Mike is a special breed. He e-dated some bitch and went psycho for her. I've had real women in my life destroy me and never acted this retarded. Destructive and cruel? Sure, but at least I was aware of myself. Mike is significantly lacking in the self awareness department. He needs to get a bloody lip and become a man.

>>84891835
I kinda like the repetitiveness of his melties because you don't really have to read them to get the gist.
You just look at the whole thing and see certain words and you know whether he's raging at some anon, or crawling after maria again, or hallucinating about colton, etc.
I honestly haven't properly read one of his posts in a long time.

>>84892226
I don't know. Sometimes I look at Michael and go, "I get it." and that scares me.

Obsession isn't just a river in Egypt.

Or a cologne.. Or a movie.. Or a song.. Should I stop?

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>>84892211
I knew a guy who made himself retarded by doing too much molly. Not sure if he was smart to begin with as he didn't clock that doing molly so often fries your brain but man, his vocabulary was incredibly limited for an adult. He had a rich dad so no problems getting nice things but all his "friends" constantly made subtle jokes about him that went over his head. At least I think, no, hope, they did. Some people are so disgusting that being a hermit is the way. I rather spend my life in good company, thank you very much!

>>84892269
Years ago. Should have stopped years ago.

>>84892290
Sounds like me. I'm a slow learner.

>>84892233
I read maybe the first two of his rants the first 2-3 threads when he started two or so years ago. Once I realized it was the same recycled saying shuffled around, I stopped reading. Some of the best post, in my opinion, are the ones where you see he is struggling to change his style, and it just ends up being the same opinion, but written like a caveman.

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>>84892240
He recommended a game to me that was really good. "Inscryption" is a good game with some satisfying brain fuck.
It's eery to be able to relate to him, isn't it? Scares the shit out of me.

>>84892328
We're all on this board for a reason. Only a fool thinks they could leave.

I don't like him and was one of the first to say so. He's always randomly replying to my posts and even threads I make and trying to make then about him. Or accusing me of stealing his words. It's annoying tbqh.

>>84892342
That can be frustrating and annoying. He's like a pitbull in that regard. If he has a hold of you he won't let go. Don't think he's capable of that.

>>84892351
I can make a letter or thread about a girl and he'll reply to me on some
>I love you too baby.
It's fucking gross.

>>84892305
>the ones where you see he is struggling to change his style, and it just ends up being the same opinion, but written like a caveman.
Actually yeah, those have fooled me a couple times. I start reading them thinking it's going to be a funny retarded shitpost, until a certain word pops up and I realize it's mike and he's dead serious and there's no funny to be found. Like that random threat he posted in the previous thread.

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>>84892257
You know it's not very lady-like to drink out of the bottle, right? It's .... unbecoming. You might as well slurp your fermented beverage through a dick-shaped straw - suggestively licking it while doing so.

>>84892362
I feel that way when he gets really homosexual in his rants. It's really gross and comes out of nowhere.

>>84892385
Hey Frieren-sama, what the fuck did you mean by this?

>>84892240
I do get it. But I just caught myself before I went that far, I suppose.
>>84892282
I made myself pretty retarded abusing LSD. But I sure had some good moments destroying my serotonin centers.

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>>84892470
Is it so hard to use a glass instead of fellating that bottle "on camera"?!?!

Dear Universe,

I'm sorry for blaming you for stuff that naturally happens to this vessel. But I would like to point out that I was born in the wrong vessel. If this happens to me again, I am not choosing to reincarnate ever again (if reincarnation is a choice). I don't care if there are more ugly women than pretty women. I don't care how badly Walmart workers and nerds are """needed""" by capitalism. If I'm not a pretty woman or handsome man next rerun, then I refuse to play the game entirely, even if I have to kill myself over and over again.

It's just not worth it to be ugly, even if you do win.

>>84892240
We both like fleet foxes and chipmunks this mike fella cant be that bad mefinks.

Everything's moving with the wind

>>84892282
hanging around Molly can make anyone retarded

If the purpose of a relationship is for people to be healed, and healing can only occur when our wounds are revealed, then the ego confronts us with a terrible catch-22. If I don't show myself, there can be no growth. Without growth, there will ultimately be boredom, which is death for the relationship. But if I do reveal myself honestly, then I might appear unattractive and my partner will leave. The ego's narcissism has us waiting for the perfect person to appear. The Holy Spirit knows that the search for perfection in another is just a smokescreen that hides our need to develop the perfect within ourselves. And if there is a perfect person out there, which there isn't, would they date you?

At the end of the day i didn't give a fuck what any of you say. I'm here for my moon. That's it. Any one with any sense can look at your bullshit posts and realize it's same fagging and generally just shitty people .

My moon knows me and that's enough for me

>>84892872
>And if there is a perfect person out there, which there isn't, would they date you?
Sybau fag, I'm not listening to this Christcuck "Love Yourself Through Christ" lemming talk. I WILL kill myself or cause harm to society if I am reborn as an ugly again.

>>84892957
She is afraid of you and every additional post you make only serves to further cement her views of you being a malignant, immature, perverted, deeply disturbed creep.

MM ,
I have faith in you, in us over all else. I love you. Sleep well.
-M

>>84892986
Im not responding to any of your lies. I trust her over you.

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Elon Musk said money isn't worth it, because he is ugly, alone and unworthy of life no matter what.

Had Elon Musk woken up, he never would have let himself get exploited for money by giving us PayPal, Tesla, X, Grok, SpaceX, etc.

Had Elon Musk woken up like I did, he would have used his inherited money to start a drug cartel or been a space pirate.

Elon Musk is a fucking SLAVE, like Nikola Tesla. Being Atlas is also just as bad as being ugly, if I were Atlas I would abuse my power to empower all the truly suffering people in society at the expense of capitalism and the greater good.

Deal with it, faggots.

Juliana,
I need your older sister and i need her now.

>>84892842
Are we talking the person? Or the drug?

>>84892986
You are repeating what has literally already been said of you. Not the first time you've tried to twist her perspective with your lies, won't be the last .

I think I'm dying

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>>84894533
Hey
Chill out

>>84894533
Why do you feel like you're dying?

>>84894601
My head has been hurting like a bitch for the past few days.

>>84894612
Anything in particular causing it? Or did it just come about? Usually these things don't just happen out of nowhere.

Sometimes crying help

How the fuck a woman going to wear a hijab and be mouthy? Pick a fucking lane you dumb cunt

>>84894622
Well said, Grug.

>>84894618
Probably not enough sleep, but I did get like 7 hours of sleep, so I don't know.

>>84894634
Having bad, or rough sleep can certainly do it. Making sure to stay hydrated, and eating well? Hopefully nothing else going on besides bad sleep?

>>84894658
>Hopefully nothing else going on besides bad sleep?
Yeah, nothing really. I make sure to drink enough water

>>84894668
Well, that's good. Maybe a little caffeine will help take the edge off? Or some ibuprofen? Not sure if you've eaten yet today, but get a bite to eat in you. Sometimes taking a shower helps too. It can be revitalizing.

>>84894692
Yeah, okay. I'll make sure to do all of that

I always know who you are by the way you type, that disgusting autistic way, always contradicting yourself like the homo you pretend you aren't. I've almost never felt such disgust for a person before and I wish you weren't a chronically online faggot so I could just forget about you. I really doubt you have more than 100 of IQ, you're the type who never does anything, you said you would kill yourself like the crybaby you're who can't even judge your own situation, it's like you were a child. Maybe that's why a lot of people abandon you. I really learned to hate you, I wish you do as you say and jump from a high place.

>>84894737
I hope it helps. Genuinely. If it doesn't. You can always come back here, and we can try to deduce what's going on.

>>84894775
Yeah, thanks, anon. I appreciate it.

>>84894745
You shouldn't talk about yourself like that, it's horrible and untrue

>>84894745
Say their name. Hehehe

>>84894745
>I wish you weren't a chronically online faggot
If you're talking about me, you can just hide my fucking posts. Asshole stalker.
That's what I did to all of SLM, Dispo/Smiles, Jester and Mexican Lucifer's posts.

I am >>84893021 and >>84892575 by the way.

>>84894745
>I always know who you are by the way you type, that disgusting autistic way,
You mean, like, using a bunch of unnecessary, and frankly, vulgar, commas?

i really doubt you are having more than 100 of IQ sarr

>>84894745
You must be projecting because you sound like a crybaby. Every single thing you said in that post is who you actually are and how everyone sees you.

>>84895871
Exactly how I feel about c.

>>84895871
I'm sorry. I don't want you to die. You can hate my guts. I understand. I'd rather you be alive and hate me then be dead. If you tell me again in the future you're going to kill yourself. I will report it. Just because your roommate is indifferent to you dying I'm not.

>>84895871
Who are you talking to, you fucking cowardly stalker???? Is it ME?!? IF IT IS ME, THEN HIDE MY POSTS, YOU DERANGED STALKER!!!!

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>>84895871
>Actually kill yourself you rat fuck.
Damn! What gave me away?

>>84895916
That's your decision to make. I respect that, but I stand by what I did. I love you. Here you are posting again after promising you'd stay off the site. Here you are reaching out to me again after promising you wouldn't. Listen to your heart. Don't you see what you're doing..? I'm sorry. Truly I am. For everything. But I will do whatever I can to not let you die. To help you in any way possible.

Dear Rose...
I started to hate how much I love you. Perhaps you hate your feelings too. I can't believe you wouldn't change your mind completely and create some comforting lie before you start treating me in such a way. I hope my pain is a good comfort for you. I thought and said some things that hurt you. I know I should not have said that I will or could leave you. It was when I didn't understand how I felt. I figured it with time, just how I figured how to solve all those issues that kept our relationship in such a turmoil. It was true, what I said, that you're special and there's no such other person for me. I'm glad at least that all the time I've spent with you came to you hating me. Because it keeps you safe. I assume. And you knew some happiness, some laughter. I know you'll never get rid of it and after me you're always going to be a different person. I hope you're still alive so you can experience more. I feel jealous when I think that you somehow could be with someone else. But if I knew that you were, I'd probably have an easier time accepting that you'll never be mine like before. I remember everything you said. I will appreciate everything that happened just because I want the best for you. Accept it as a proof that I truly loved you after all.

Don't forget Dykebots white monster next time you fucking cunt. Support your princess. You're her whipping dog. Mush, dog, to the convenience store to buy me some slop.
Yeah, I like having you under my thumb and playing with your emotions because I'm an evil cunt. Kek

>>84895960
I guess? If you say so. Just don't call me Frank..

>>84895995
You are a total doormat.

>>84896005
For her I can't help it. It is what it is man.

>>84896023
It's so blatantly obvious to see that she doesn't give a single fuck about you, man. Holy hell. Do you want one of mine instead? I'm willing to part with one, kek. It's not like you wouldn't be obsessing over someone else's sloppy seconds anyway.

>>84896055
No thank you. She's really angry. Chances are this will be the end of it. Either communication-wise, or she will be gone for good. I don't know what else to do.

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shitting on my confidence whilst its already at rock bottom after the only male attention i get is mockery and taunts

"ah look, you suddenly look good now that you're wearing makeup" thanks mama i get it, im gonna die alone unless i smother my face in a thick coating of makeup 24/7

Realistically I just deserve it. I don't mind the anger, or the name calling. I don't care if she hit me. It's better than the alternative. If it makes her feel better then I'm glad. It's the least I can do.

>>84896082
Do you for real think that you're going to die alone just because of your looks? It's probably because you're an insecure depressed cunt that never tried to talk to a guy.

>>84896117
youre perfectly right, i am an insecure cunt and i havent conversed with a guy outside skl or work in 5 years now

>>84896075
Fuckin let her be angry. She wants to stew? Let her stew. Who comes crawling to "save" me when I'm angry? Who helps YOU? Clearly not this bitch. She's what, fucking thirty and mad at you like a teenager for reporting her for threatening suicide because you """care""" aka want pussy? Please. This is such pedantic middle school faggotry.
>>84896082
Makeup is gross and bad for you and natural is always best.
>>84896087
>Wahh I put myself in these situations/my life has always been hard
>Wahh I must deserve it wahhh
Listen, retard, shit just happens. Don't be a cunt to the one person actually trying to be kind to you even if hos motivations aren't the best. We both know you're just using him for an emotional charge.

I thought about something that would hurt you even more than the thing I told you last time. You've been so awful to me after all the effort I put into you. After all the love I've had for you. You don't really deserve love. Do you? Everything you could have dreamt about and could have lived for. But no, you have to be this evil.

>>84896131
Then what's your problem? You could just raise your sense of self worth and stop being lonely. Did noone tell you you're good as you are?

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>>84896143
Bahaha you are so fucking melodramatic. No wonder you two have this retarded fucking dynamic. Is this what it takes to be a sex haver in current era? This dumbass monkey dance?

I wish I could have seen the look on your face when you snooped and found my color coded fuck document where I ranked other men higher than you. Literally giggling right now holy shit. I didn't even want that to happen dude. Hope you learned your lesson.

>>84896136
You responded to me twice. I'm both.
>>84896087
And
>>84896075
I get where you're coming from. I know you're trying to help. I'm just kind of numb right now. Sorry. Tough love is appreciated.

>>84896168
Don't remember how I got this way. Bad influence and treating everything rationally. Be like you are now and you'll end up like me, lol.

>>84896143
I don't know if this is you or not. After all I'm kind of retarded. But I am genuinely nervous. I do not want to be evil. Please don't do whatever it is you're planning.

>>84895936
This gas lighting has the opposite effect than you want it to.

>>84895977
Sounds like she is writing to herself

>>84896154
still looking for the fuck who'll tell me that

>>84896190
Relax dude, I'm just venting into the anonymous box. I hope your emotional abuse queen doesn't kill herself. They usually only pretend to.

>>84896207
What if it happened though? What if you got male attention? Would it change things more than you just telling that to yourself?

>>84896192
I'm not trying to gaslight. I'm sorry. Whatever it is you want me to do just tell me. And I'll do it. I just want you to be okay. Jesus..

>>84896212
I hope not either.

>>84896180
Oh, you were talking about the chick. I understand. Fuck her too, she's a fucking cunt and I'd tell her right to her cunt face as well as you two. Fuckin cunts. :)
>>84896182
I was obsessive like that as a teenager and young adult. I don't play that bullshit now. I keep a rotation because I don't want to get close.
>>84896218
Please, dykebot is empty as the abyss.
>>84896224
Stop apologizing. Do you like being a whipped dog?

>>84896283
>Do you like being her whipped dog?
Please don't make me answer that.. You don't understand how sick I am.. I can't help it..

>>84896283
>I keep a rotation because I don't want to get close
So you don't get any value out of it

MM
Waning in the distance, waning
Waiting for this to make sense, waiting
Grown and living, inhabiting comfortably my skull
May your organs fail before your dreams fail you

>>84896309
Christ, man. Grow a pair.
>>84896336
>Because look at how valuable our relationships are
L M F A O
M
F
A
O

R,
i wonder if you still have those panties i gave you and if you ever washed them lmao
i miss you...trevlig midsommar

>>84896344
Don't feel bad for me. It's exactly what I want. I don't expect sympathy. It is what it is.

>>84896386
I DON'T feel bad for you. I pity you but I certainly have reserved my empathy for people who don't do such retarded shit.

>>84896396
Then don't waste your time. All the same.

>>84896344
Yeah, relationships are valuable. If you think otherwise, that's probably why you don't have any friends.

>>84896401
It's not a waste of time for me.
>>84896429
Why would I want friends? The last "friend" I had annoyed the shit out of me by texting me and calling me all the time. That's literally reserved for women. Having friends is just irritating.

People including women go out of their way to try to be in contact with me and I shut them down. I don't want friends because "friends" is such a lame fucking concept. I have to deal with enough surface level bullshit even having to see you morons shit things up this badly. Why would I invite more of this retardation into my actual life?

>>84896458
I feel the same way as you. I don't think the juice is worth the squeeze. Oh I have to be a doormat and eat shit to... have someone tolerate me? Cuck ritual. Unless I am the boss I don't want a fucking friend. Dominance rituals can lick my ass

You know what those cunts did when I told them I don't do friends or connections? Told everyone I was a pedophile, even knowing I had a girlfriend and still rejected them. Yeah, "friends." Lol. What a fucking psyop. Share your energy with DOGSHIT people who just want to vampirize you, lmao. High culture normalnigger socialization.

>>84896475
I don't do this shit. This is all retarded and incredibly childish to me, especially coming from a couple of fuckers who were probably active on MySpace the same time my father was. It's fucking ridiculous. Grow the fuck up.

I made up my mind
Time is running out


Make a move!

>>84896451
>It's not a waste of time.
Alright man if you say so.

>>84896573
I don't consider you RETARDED ASSHOLES my friends or anything, I just want your lives to get better AND I WON'T HIDE HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU RETARDS BY ACTING LIKE AN ASSHOLE. :)

>>84896581
>I just want your lives to get better
Me too. Me too.

Dear dad,
I knew you tried so hard to be the best father out there to make up for shitty your own was. I know you stayed up to three packing boxes, shipping them out. I'm sorry we didn't have many real conversations or do more than go to the movies. But I'm just not happy going out of my house, I just wanted to browse my computer on Fridays not go out bowling or to the billiard hall. But you smoked fourteen cigs a day since you were thirteen years old. I watched you go through four heart attacks. Now my childhood home looks like a hoarders house full of boxes and merchandise. I'll be spending my life selling this and packing it all up. The House is still in horrible shape as well, we still haven't fixed up the damage from Sandy back in '12. I only feel anger towards you now dad. I can' move out of this town or have any free time. We can't afford this house and I need to sell it soon. And I know I won't have the cash to ever buy it back or the memories with it

I regret that I wasn't a better friend to you more than anything. You were always there for me. You were always willing to help me out however you could even if it meant staying up all night to be a shoulder to cry on for me or just be there to cheer me up. And you had a ton of your own shit going on. I didn't know what to say or what to do to help you. I only really came to you when I needed your help. It's funny, I always complain about how I hated people doing that to me but that's exactly how I treated you. I was in over my head when it came to being around you, you were everything I ever wanted and looked for in a person so when I finally found you I dumped all my burdens and took out my anger on you. I was projecting a ton onto you and I realized at some point I was doing it and it was wrong and you were patient and kind but I still took advantage of it. I wish I didn't do this to you of all people because you are really awesome and I admire you so much. I wish I could do something nice for you

>>84896728
If they were really that good they would let you tell them what you wrote

i wonder why you vent on here now instead of talking to your friends about it. what's wrong? are they not there for you now?

The more I think about it, the more I hate you.

>>84896815
They're probably reading this right now. I can't blame them if they don't want me in their life honestly. I fucked up pretty badly

>>84896832
>i wonder why you vent on here now instead of talking to your friends about it. what's wrong? are they not there for you now?
pretty much

>>84896843
Apologies go a long way. Acting like you don't care and think you were in the right really doesn't.

>>84896832
>>84896836
Hey stalker, am I living rent-free in your head that much? I vent here, because I can't tell my pro-equality friends, dumbass. If you don't like my posts, fucking sybau and hide the threads; the three dots are on the top left corner of each post, you dumbass.

Stupid ass cunt. Shut your bitch ass up, before I come over there and backhanded slap the shit out of you.

I wish I could go back in time and not leave you for someone else. You are the love of my life

>>84896869
You're pretty funny, but I don't want to hear stupid jokes right now. Kys

>>84896873
You're an ugly bitchy fat gordita with a superiority complex.

>>84896869
Letter threads belong to ME. Maybe don't post in MY thread(s) going forward? In fact don't even read them, don't even come on my site.

Colton, is that you copying my words from several weeks ago? I'm telling Mike right fucking now, sister. You're FUCKED.

>lose your job
>lose your hair
>lose your friends
>lose your family

The prophecy fulfills itself once again. Hopefully the next guy I meet won't be a fuckwad and this won't happen to him

>>84896843
Who are they, anon?

>>84896873
Stop stalking me, ewwwwwww you gross ass bitch you are gay for thinking about me this much, fuckingnslit your jugular with a blade, before I come to yoir hoise and do it for you, you puta loca.

>>84896881
Look who is talking, you think you're the hottest shit around here. Well technically you are a steaming pile of shit, but oh well.

Can you just forgive me for cheating on you? I thought about you the whole time at least.

>>84896893
Guess which one of those things I still have!
Hint: it's not 1, 3 or 4.

>>84896883
HIDE THE FUCKING POSTS, YOU LAZY FAT BITCH!!!!!

>>84896900
Hot shit is incredibly valuable. What do you think grows your food? Fuck yeah, I'm awesome and I smell strongly. Breathe in my musky masculine unwiped shit smell, baby girl. You know just how to talk to me. Wyd tn?

>>84896898
I'm not fazed do something I dare you faggot.

>>84896906
Good for you anon. Hair is the greatest wealth in the world.

>>84896900
Stop projecting onto that anon, you're a fucking loser. Imagine claiming ownership of an entire thread as a regular shitposter and not even the admin or jannie or mod.

>>84896918
Even more than health? More than companionship?! More than LOOOOOOVE?

>>84896928
You're a retarded narc please off yourself immediately nothing you say makes any sense

>>84896915
Just stop letting me live rent-free in that goldfish empty head of yours, puta loca.
You're seriously creeping me out, how you keep hyperfixating on me. Who even are you, man?

>>84896928
Please stop being mean to my angey radtarded feminist. We are making major headway in deprogramming her from being a hateful drone. Pelting her with misogynistic but totally valid comments won't calm her down, she's very emotional.

I wish you were mine. You might be fucking some other dude right now. I hope not. I hope you're alone forever. All your life. Because you chose not to be with me. Don't cope with it by saying to yourself that you didn't know. You knew and felt it. You wanted to kill yourself because you thought I'd leave you. You wanted to kill yourself thinking I'll be with another girl. That ended up a lie, but it was more real than whatever bullshit you have in your head now. Even if you get someone to even have a conversation with you, not speaking of what I was willing to do for you, you'll never have butterflies in your stomach. You'll never get so excited from a gentle word. You'll never forget that you were loved once.

>>84896929
People come and go but your hair is yours as long as it's not receding. Plus when you die you take it with you as long as you're going to heaven. Can't say the same about Hell though

>>84896932
Yeah, my floor is your Burger King wagie ass single mom's entire fucking ceiling, bitch. You're trying to start shit with me, but you're beefing with yourself, because:

You.
Don't.
Matter.

Puta loca La India Maria.

>>84896943
I feel like you are ugly and clammy

>>84892960
You are not ugly. Your perception of beauty has been distorted.

I'd like you a LOT more if you were mute just saying

>>84896939
You're high off your own shit how about you stop smoking whatever the fuck you're smoking.

>>84896953
Sure buddy keep telling yourself that. You're beefing with me not the other way around. Stupid cunt

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Let her go, let her go, God bless her
Wherever she may be
She can look this wide world over
She'll never find a sweet man like me

Fucking /thread I am *done* wasting my precious time on people who should have been aborted.

>>84896949
I knew people with nice hair all go to Heaven. Thanks, anon. I look forward to seeing your perm up there.
>>84896964
Who did you hurt, sweaty?

>>84896960
She said I'm hot

>>84896962
No I actually am, naturally.
As you can see from my stalker in this thread trying to start beef with me with her passive aggressive love notes on here, it has caused me much grief.

This isn't the first hater or stalker I had, they are all fixated on me.

>>84896968
>Now I have her guilt tripping me about how she's going to get into legal trouble and that you're going to try and kill her.
Lmao you're fucking nuts, bitch. Did you take your fucking meds today, pumpkin?

>>84896981
You're actually mentally deranged the world would be better off with out a disgusting pos like yourself.

>>84896989
*You're* the one who started this, by posting all those passive aggressive posts after snooping on my posts on here. *You're* the one beefing with me, for no reason at all. Two seconds ago, you didn't even exist in my world. Who are you, do I know you? Did we meet?

>>84896978
Liars and cheats belong together

>>84896999
Keep playing stupid it suits you. Retarded nigger

>>84896999
She's Blue da ba di da ba die

i love you sm bro i wish you were a girl so we could be together. we are platonic soulmates

>>84897009
???? I don't know who you are ????
Who do you think I am?
>>84897010
No I'm not, this girl is literally crazy.
She first starts writing these hater ass notes directed at me for no reason at all.
Then when she gets called out, she claims that *I* am beefing with a NOBODY like *her*. Like, WHO TF IS SHE???

>>84897026
I don't need to argue with you, because you know you're the fuckhead being shady, and prying into peoples lives. You think you intimidate me? Nah faggot you aint shit, and you're never going to be shit

>>84897020
Aww, that's sweet. I wish you weren't white. Melanin injections are a thing, now. Don't be shy. Won't you become transracial for our love?
>>84897026
Yeh I know lol, she's an angry one alright.

>>84897045
>you know you're the fuckhead being shady and prying into peoples lives
???? ...I think this was a case of mistaken identity. I don't spy on Nobodies like you, that's for the politicians and the celebrities. You are not alone, they did it to me too. Sorry for earlier, hope you escape from getting gangstalked!
>>84897046
It was mistaken identity. She thought I was her gangstalker.

>>84897071
You're copying things I've said in the past in your replies to hint that you know who I am. But I don't have to explain this everybody already knows you've been hacking peoples devices, or keeping tabs on them. So what? you think that has any power over me?

>>84897083
I don't think that's Mike.

Guys, why are women so evil? It's unfair that after everything she just says she doesn't care. Women literally have no empathy.

>>84897083
>You're copying things I've said in the past in your replies to hint that you know who I am.
Take your meds, I am not saying code. I am talking about myself and my own life. >But I don't have to explain this everybody already knows you've been hacking peoples devices, or keeping tabs on them.
No, I don't have that knowledge. That would be the elites, not me.
>So what? you think that has any power over me?
IT'S NOT ME, IT'S THE CELEBRITIES!!! I don't care about Nobody loser girls like you, I only care about King Speech, which only comes from wignat men.

>>84896968
She is your home health care taker. She would unironically get into trouble letting you die like that. She is tasked with caring for you. I'm not going to hurt her. Get help. You're breaking your commitment to her.
>limp dick
Lol.. Stop.. Jesus christ..

I'm leaving this schizo thread, whoever Mike is owes me a fucking Moscow Mule for making me thinking she was one of my stalkers.

oh man, she's your C A R E T A K E R ?...
rough

*Epic by Faith No More starts playing*
>YOUR FAITH, WHAT IS IT?

I had the nigger children that moved in here. It used to be comfy, I have lived here for over 10 years. Then a white fat whore moved in with her niglets. They are impossible. I genuinely find myself yelling SHUT UP NIGGERS from inside my house like a tic. That's how loud they are. My nerves are fried. And they honk to pick each other up and lay on the horn. They are so fucking trashy. I want to behead them. They are like 7-12 and twerk and scream. Half black freaks. Monkeys. Animals. Not people. I pay good money to live here and had to pass two interviews. There goes the fucking neighborhood. I HATE NIGGERS!

>>84897194
>I had the nigger children that moved in here.
KEK
mama bring me some Kool-aid shieeeee

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>>84897216
Lmfao I deserved that

>>84897230
why you chickn posting 0_o

>>84897293
No reason I just think it's funny. I hate her ass

>>84897309
Eh. There are way worse people than her. She's just slow.

>tfw entire life ruined because some redheaded whore told people to stalk you

i don't even know if i should even come back to talk to you again. i know you'd like to hear from me no matter what and knowing the truth would give you closure i suppose. i guess it's about me and my fears because i don't want to see you upset. idk i can't bring myself to do it to you of all people. i don't want to put you through this. i'd rather you believe that i just ghosted or got bored of you, maybe you can move on from that better. i'm sorry if this is the wrong thing to do. you can hate me for it. maybe i think i'm doing this for you but i couldn't handle your reaction. i'm in a lot of pain right now and you're not gonna believe this but i have a terminal illness. yeah. it's been a while now but it's only settling in right now that this is real. i'm actually going to die. it's funny but a part of me didn't think that could actually happen. i have times where i feel so scared and alone and confused. and then i have times where i'm relaxed and happy even though everything hurts and there's a lot of stuff i still have to deal with, that part is stressful. but it's mostly taken care of now. i'm not doing anything reckless. i'm still trying hard to take care of myself but it's definitely coming. i dropped a lot of weight since the last time you saw me. i try to eat every day and be in the sun since the weather is nice lately. i spend all of my time alone but it's nice. i had ice cream today and it was really good. it was vanilla with rainbow sprinkles. i couldn't finish it. if i make it to tomorrow i'll get a vanilla cone with cherry dip. my goal for now is to try every ice cream from the ice cream truck. a new ice cream every day. hopefully i have time.

i'm sorry i didn't have enough time with you. you are my best friend forever. if i make it to the other side i'll send you signs that i'm thinking of you every time you see rainbow sprinkles. we'll meet again, okay? take care and be kind to yourself in the meantime. i love you forever

I have sent people for you.

>>84896872
Say it directly please

>>84897509
Okay. Well she was. That's news to me, and I didn't know she said all that.
>I have lost everything and have nothing left
You know that's not true. You always have me. Even if you hate my guts you're not alone. I can help you get back on your feet. If you don't want to do that I understand, but you know I'd do whatever I could to help you, or be there for you. All of this is temporary. You won't feel like this forever. Everything will be okay. Just please stop this and talk to me directly. Let's get you into a better situation.

>>84897509
Dykebot, I'm not even sure if you're trolling at this point. What you just said seems totally ridiculous. Are they your *legal* caretakers...? No? Then what the hell are you talking about?
What, he brought you drugs? You're gonna turn him in for that? He "raped" you? Get fucking real.
Sorry about your gf though, maybe stop whoring out and get some well needed Clit and Bosom Torture.

Goddamn I hate clingy men. Can I take a shit in peace without you saying you missed me?

>>84897094
Its not and its good you recognized that it's not.

>>84897388
You're not that bad, anon. Don't blame yourself for too much for just leaving. I hope you can still give them closure. It's awful, but they might just be more tormented by confusion.

>>84897634
No? I miss you.

>>84897124
Take accountability for whatever your issue is. Mike has nothing to do with it

>>84897642
Reality stings like a bitch, don't it, sweethaht?
>>84897654
True, I would recognize Mike's typing style. That guy is one silly gooned out freakgeek.
>>84897700
Not like you left anyone with any real option. Stop crying wolf.

>>84897700
Sorry I wasn't going to just sit around while you told me you were going to kill yourself. I geneuinely don't know what you expected my reaction to be. I think you were, and still are crying for help. You know you can live here without any issue. You can get to a better situation with your life. If you don't want that, then I understand. I'm just saying you have that option.

>because it's your fault i heckin' asked you to fug me
Pffff are we being fr

>>84897388
Please give your initials. If you are my girl and this happened it would break my heart not to have some time with you and to say goodbye. There's been some signs from the world that that told me you have cancer, last name last letter is a o.

Women have such little autonomy retarded ugly faggots manipulate them effectively. I understand my problem now. I'm just too direct and not a fucking fake fuck like you retarded fucking "people." It all makes so much sense...

>>84897786
I'm actually very worried about the last letter being z.

>>84897775
Okay. That's your choice I guess. There's nothing I can really do about that. If you change your mind you know how to reach me, or find me.

Yeah you're a pretty grimy fucking creep dude. Your intentions are clearly surface level. I think it's clear you two give just as much of a fuck about each other as you do yourselves.

>>84897747
Yes, all those sexless, non-intimate years are my fault. Her consistently cheating is my fault. Get a grip. She didn't want you. Never did. Since you wouldn't cuck her. That's life.

>>84897864
Use initials please. Thank you

I ask myself "why me?" and if there's really someone else that I could have been entangled with who wouldn't hurt me like that. It's so evil that it's like you really don't care.

>>84897866
When it comes to you killing yourself. Having meltdowns actively. Living with someone who is indifferent to you dying. Absolutetly. Interesting all she cares about are repurcussions for her. Wake the fuck up man.

>>84897868
Who are you referring to? Please put initials.

>>84897872
It's directed at vocaroofaggot, Mike.
>>84897917
>>84897896
Nobody's fucking talking to you faggot. I'm trying to watch the TV and you're standing in the goddamn way. MOVE YOUR SISSY KEK ASS!

>>84897388
>i'd rather you believe that i just ghosted or got bored of you, maybe you can move on from that better

Please don't do that. I need to know if it's you. Please can you say your initials. If that is too much for here you could say yes or no for
The nickname your little sister (A) calls you first letter c last letter a

>>84897917
I'm sorry you feel that way. I wanted her to be in your life.

>>84897927
My post is >>84897872

The other one >>84897917
Is not me. Someone else wrote that.

Yes, why did you call for a wellness check on an unwell person? You piece of shit. Clearly all you care about is getting your dick wet and all Dykebot is interested in is being unhelpful as she can possibly be.

>>84897965
I thought you were going to die. That's why. It wasn't meant to be something like that.

>>84897985
I realized that afterwards but I don't actually care. You can fuck off now.

I wonder how many of you are here actually obsessed over a person who was barely a friend and had flirted with you once. If heartache was a competition you wouldn't stand a chance against me and my ex.

>>84897975
By "her" are you referring to schadenfoid and talking to vocaroo? Thank you for clarifying.

I don't obsess over people. A cute girl is head over heels in love with me rn and she's cool and sexy and funny but I just can't feel shit anymore.
Part of me assumes that's why you deadened auntieuncs do this shit. Just to feel something. I don't think either of you actually give a fuck about anything besides receiving attention from others and acting crazy. Keyword "acting" with your retarded drama that you can't seem to keep from spewing online.

I mean this is the whole drama
>AHH YOU CALLED THE COPS ON ME BECAUSE I WAS SUICIDAL
and
>AHH PLEASE FUCK ME AND DON'T LEAVE ME YOU'RE MINE YOU CAN'T LEAVE
gud thread

>>84898062
I think the real lesson of the story is not to be a drama mongering board bike. Heed this warning, femoids.

Please God help me understand and help me know. Please

https://voca.ro/13UDjHItkks8

Dear A
I wish I did not ache for you. I know I did the right thing never contacting you again. I do not understand why that makes me miss you more even when all you did at the end of our relationship was hurt me only to slide into my emails asking about my life like you did not discard me. You said it yourself the grass is greener for you now yet I feel guilt nonstop over my feelings for someone who might have never loved me. I do not know why you had the crazy idea that visiting me in autumn would help me get over you when if you truly cared for me you never would have hurt me that way
A

>>84898041
>I just can't feel shit anymore.
You only say it if you're up for receiving the amount of pain you didn't know you were able to handle. Let me tell you, if you don't understand something, then one day you will.

>>84898001
I know you feel that way. I can see why. I knew she made you happy. I absolutetly wanted her in your life. I just don't think the romantic relationship was working for either of you. You know that deep down. Best friends? Of course. I hope she changes her mind over time. I know you two got along very well.

>>84898084
>https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fvoca.ro%2F13UDjHItkks8
xd

>>84898102
I've been through more shit than you, faggot. You can't tell me fucking anything you braindead simp.

>>84898105
Red hair blue eyes actually
A white single mom moved in with niglets that scream I hate them I want them all to die in a housefire

>>84897747
Just dump the bitch you are with then return to the old bitch. Easy solution.

I'm ahead of the curve by three laps on both of these retards and this bloated allergenic faggot is doling out life advice while he's mired in e-drama as a mid 30 year old man?
Fahcken legendary, m8.

>>84898140
Typing as a moid is fun.

Hence the official title of SadNegroid

>>84898123
Do you even know who you are responding to?

>>84898151
Only contacts I've considered are ones to make them lighter like my moms. She is 5'0 with clearish blue eyes. I attribute my beauty to her lol my dad is a tall gnome

Adrijus Adrijus Adrijus I love you I love you please die with me.

>>84898162
Yea, some cocksmokin fuckin QUEEAH.

>>84898138
Okay, I took that as in your life completetly. Sorry I misinterpreted that. I'm juggling a lot right now. I never wanted to prevent you from having Dakota in your life though.

>>84898184
It's your fault for not hitting them enough. Time to start being honest with yourself.

>>84898196
Shut up faggot nobody thinks about you, including your ex-whore. Trust me. She's been a very busy girl.

Adrijus you are a retarded faggot but I still want to tie you up and choke you. A sexual death would be a fine punishment for you.

>>84898206
I'm referring to whoever I think I'm referring to in the moment. You think you can weasel your way out of this with these degenerate fairytales? You're wrong. We see through you and she's never going back to you.
>insert vaguely relevant text to be a part of the conversation

this is still all your decision making. tick tock.

when you think about it, mike is like an ev battery

>>84897786
>There's been some signs from the world that that told me you have cancer
Did you see a bald guy?

i miss you and your fat mom too

You really were amazing. Noone I know could do what you did. I can't believe you did it out of love for me. You're also what I've always wanted. I could be a fool for hesitating, but I always knew you were special. I could brag about having you. I loved you and I still love you. I know it could work. All of it, what you wanted and what I wanted. It wasn't just a delusion. It's sad how it turned out. But at least it isn't worse.

>>84898217
I have been mentally ill over him since he dumped me last June I doubt it will ever stop. I may be unloveable according to him but I love him too much. So lonely. We could have been married by now if he did not hate me. Unloveable. I take the SSRIs I go to therapy nothing helps my pain.
A

>>84898310
Can't you just find another guy to obsess over?

Don't trust anyone else, man. Trust only her. So yeah, she threw you away and left you to rot on the letter thread for the better part of a decade. Those actions send a clear message! Peace!

>>84898354
>>84898401
It's not to any of you. Posts without initials don't mean anything after all.

I want it to stop. Like when I almost got over it. When I was half conscious in physical pain. I wonder if you felt even worse. I can't imagine how many tears you shed. So much. Maybe after that last time you cried too. Your hurtful mocking of me was just a character after all. It's a role. Even if you believed nothing of what you have said, I still know you could type those words. Who even would. Maybe someone bawling her eyes in the office bathroom.

Mine cut all contact and wiped almost all of the traces. Almost, she wasn't smart enough to not let me find out. I thought she was dead because I couldn't believe she would cut me off. It seemed like the only thing keeping her from killing herself was being with me. She might be dead already, but most likely she's alive even now. She said the most ridiculous stuff to not explain herself. I can never figure out what was the reason. That dying anon's person might want to know. I guess. Unanswered questions might be burning through them too.

Babe, are you still taking a shit? Do you need me to come in there with you? I'm getting worried about you and still miss you. Next time you should just let me come in there with you. That way we can do girl talk and I can give you the latest tea on /letter/. Girl.., you will not believe what happened yesterday.

Lord I come before you and ask you to hear my prayer to oppose and defeat everything >>84898709 believes in. My faith in you is stronger. I have unshakeable trust in your divine plan. Release her from this Earth and let Anon be hurt for the rest of his life. Let him truly fear you and realize what you can take away from him. Take away everything that matters to him if need be. Let it be known that the universe moves according to Your divine will, and no prayer from him to obstruct Your will shall succeed.

Amen

It is raining and I hear a bird singing outside my window, relaying your song to me. I love you with all my heart. Nothing will ever change that. Dream good dreams. I can't wait

Chatgpt spammer here again, great.

I'll miss you when you're gone but at least I can date other girls now

All those times we got close just for you to pull away last moment

I always almost reach out to you when I get drunk. As in I'm close enough to just do it but I'm too drunk to type or look at a screen. I always just want to tell you random bullshit to try to make you laugh. Then the next day I wake up and realize oh yeah I'm not talking to you anymore because you treat me like shit. Man, it's hard because we had fun together and I don't hate you even though I should.

A-

I'm sorry that I blew up on you on the phone.

When you said, "Same old P-," I got real pissed. I wanted to talk about family and your work, because I admire your work and your family is great, but you brought up politics. I didn't want to talk politics with you, but you kept pushing the issue.

The reason why I didn't want to talk politics with you was because all my
""""""so-called friends"""""" that live near me didn't want to be around me because of politics and I didn't want to get hurt again by someone else that I cared for like you putting me on your 'Block LIst', so I went full 1488 instead on you to hurt you first before you hurt me.

You told me not to call you again and to lose your number and hung up.
I then sent you some mean text messages from some anonymous number. I don't know if you got those messages. I know I was being a mean asshole, but I can't remember what I wrote, because I was in a rage.

You were my first friend ever and I'm not making that up at all. I was rejected by everyone before I met you.

I'm Sorry.

P-

>>84899825
Is this Penis?

>>84899834
no
funny though
thanks

Tall sexy rapist or platonic tranny cuck,
Eeny, meeny, miny, moe,

A-

I know you still think about me

>>84900072
A forgot about you because they're too busy thinking about me now

>>84899825
>I went full 1488 instead on you to hurt you first before you hurt me.
Well deranged people like you deserve to be shunned and blocked.
It's betrer for humanity this way.

My dreams about you range from deeply intimate erotic snippets to worrying night terrors. They're both just as hard to process once I've woken up.

I wish we could go back to the start. I wish I wouldn't have hurt you. I wish you could say sorry for what you did. I wish we could see each other as equals.

As none of those things will ever happen, I'll keep these thoughts to myself and away from you. I hope you're doing well, truly. I hope you meet the girl that knows how to handle you. Until then, I'll find some comfort in the notion that we are together in a different life

>>84900223
yeah, but I'm not normally like that.

>>84900149
How does my pussy taste?

>>84900233
>My dreams about you range from deeply intimate erotic snippets to worrying night terrors.
Oh man I've been there

You gave up. Everybody does. It's okay I'd give up on me too ;_;

>>84897388
> i'd rather you believe that i just ghosted or got bored of you, maybe you can move on from that better.
If you care for this person then please tell them. I know personally not being told would be the worst feeling. Imaginable.

>i'm sorry i didn't have enough time with you. you are my best friend forever.
Please give who you are writing to the opportunity to talk with you. If they are your best friend and you love them forever then confiding in them would help so much. I know just thinking about if you were my person and I was not told that would break me completely. It would be so hurtful and makes me feel nautious thinking about not being told.

Anyone who has read your post and there's the possibility of it being their love, would be feeling a lot of emotions. Even just saying initials would be a kindness to ease the hearts of many and give relief. Even saying your sex would help. For instance if you said male, my person is female and I would feel immediately better and not in this limbo of fear and assumptions.

>>84901172
That poster is obviously female

>Chella,
>Remember when you told me 'you do so much for me, even when you are not there.' I just want you to know it's the same with here . If you ever need my support and care and you can't find me, don't worry, you know how to find me. That's one of our greatest gifts to each other is being seen.

>I love you and I hope the Blue crystal bracelet I made you helps you as your gift to me helps me.

Does chella stand for Chelsea? My name is Chelsea and I have a blue crystal bracelet from my ex bf.

>>84901223
Hi Chelsea

>>84901185
Okay. I wish it was a guy because now I'm worried about the girl I write to.

Even if you talked to me again, I still wouldn't forgive you. You should see poor A in my inbox right now because I treat them like shit even though they deserve it SO much less than you. I hate how I am now. Thanks for breaking my trust for no reason when I used to be just kind without expectation. I only hold no expectations sans kindness now.
You want me to apologize? Okay, sorry you betrayed me. Sorry for trusting you. Sorry I believed that you saw me as a person. Sorry you're such a raging narcissistic dumbass autistic fuck you can't see anybody but yourself. Nobody else might as well exist.

There's a post I want to read that got deleted but I am having difficulty finding this thread in the archive. I hope this is not asking for too much, is it possible for someone to post the link?

>>84901325
Sure bro. Tell me what the post was about and what thread it was in.

>>84901325
I gotchu! I also have had difficulty searching there.

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/84891531/#84891531

>>84901324
Damn give A a break

>>84901501
I know. It would be better for her if I just didn't talk to her at all.

>>84901452
Thank you!!! There was a prayer an anon posted that felt special and I didn't get the chance to finish it.

please God help me find patience. That letter scared me and it's upsetting. Whoever it is needs strength and I'll do that. Please God I beg of you. Don't make it be her. Whatever the initials are , only be the truth. I need the truth. Please. Take everything I have away, if you need to hurt me then hurt me. Just don't let it be her. I think she will say the initials soon. Whoever it is please God help them. With you everything is possible . Please God don't let it be her. I love her with all my heart and if she went through this alone and I didn't know , if she was gone and I didnt know. I just can't. Leaving at saying it's ghosting or boredom is cruel. Please God open comunication. I am selfish to ask. I know and I'm sorry for my faults. Just. Please God if this is my one wish in this life please don't let it be her. I'm going to not think about the finding out later. Hearing now would give me relief. I know I'm selfish for wanting that. I'm just scared, you know? And I'll be strong whatever I'm told keep composite and take it slow understanding and patient. Just please God don't do this to us. I love her and I'm scared. St Michael please protect this communication between us. Thank you for your love and guidance. I make mistakes, I'm not perfect, but I love her with all my heart. I hurt for her putting her first over all these years. Whatever you need of me God, I'll do it. Amen.

The reply to this is >>84899240

>>84901536
I wonder why they deleted it

>>84901564
Maybe the other anon's prayer overpowered his and he deleted it as an act of submission

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>>84901575
Now what would you call that, exactly?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=glFXiJh7oV0&pp=ygUccnViIHlvdXIgZXllcyByYXQgbW90ZWwgc29uZw%3D%3D

>>84901586
Don't you say Colton

>>84901590
What is all of that extra stuff in the link bro

>>84891531
>Post a letter
How? What is this?

>>84901564
Mike wrote that prayer and for whatever reason he is under fire by the janitor.

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>>84901612
You know what Divine Intervention is?

You won't read this, but I have been in a world of confusion for the last year+. I get no answers about anything, not even a decent lie. I got silence and vague references and manipulation. Breadcrumbed for a year and a half, ditched multiple times with no explanation. Lie after lie. You lied the day I met you and then lied about the meeting. E-stalked and spiritually harassed, if not by you then by people connected to you. By the end of it all, conversations felt like some kind of maneuvering, like it's all a fucking game: a game you started. I didn't ask for any of this, I just fell in love like the dumbfuck yearning loser I am. I could have been so simple even given the complicated circumstances. I mourn my friend. I mourn a future lost in attempts to control fate.
I'm not even sure who you are under all of that. But, fool that I am, I still care and I still love. Even if it was all some kind of joke to you. Take care of yourself, I love the little girl inside that I got but fleeting glimpses of. Don't let shame snuff her out. I think I'd wait if I knew there was something worth waiting for, but my intuition has been warning me about this for months and I'm starting to accept it. God bless
P.S. Mom loved the mug, she uses it every single day

>>84901639
You would think they would have more issue with >>84899240
That prayer is very cruel feels vindictive like it's only meant to antagonize.
Unfortunately there are some people in this world like the poster >>84899240
that are malicious spiteful hate fueled. Its one of those reminders to keep your loved ones close so they never are harmed by someone like that

>>84901672
They're right, though. You appreciate nothing in your life. Read Job.

>>84901702
No, they are not right. I can tell enough from what they said exactly the kind of person who writes that.

>>84901742
You might disagree with what they said and how they said it, and I agree it's probably the most down low thing to shit on someone's actual prayer.
Regardless, I agree with the message behind what they've said.

>>84901564
Their person came back and told them they're alive and healthy

>>84901559
Isn't St Michael the guy you pray to for the already departed

>>84901754
>Lord I come before you and ask you to hear my prayer to oppose and defeat everything >>84898709 believes in.

Asking for great harm to befall another is not how God teaches us to love each other, even the person who is sinning.

>My faith in you is stronger.
Faith isn't a contest or a way to boast you are better than another person.

>I have unshakeable trust in your divine plan.
He is assuming gods will as the same as his own, to harm another person.

>Release her from this Earth and let Anon be hurt for the rest of his life.
Praying for the death of someone that person cares about to.harm them is the most fucked up horrible thing I e heard in a long time

>Let him truly fear you and realize what you can take away from him.
Using God as a medium to attack another is a sin. This is not a godful statement.

>Take away everything that matters to him if need be.
The other prayer person prayed that anything be taken from him to save another. This prayer is treating that loss as a threat toward them.

>Let it be known that the universe moves according to Your divine will,
The only true statement in the entire prayer and it's online part of a sentence

>and no prayer from him to obstruct Your will shall succeed.
Again, assuming God's will as their own which is a personal vendetta to harming another. No one's prayer is less than in gods eyes and certainly someone who plays is to attempting to obstruct God will. God is all powerful and praying to him for guidance, support , is not the same as assuming gods will.(Which this poster is guilty of)

*banned for being a gay nigger award*
*evaded the ban again award*

I'm not going to discuss it any further because I feel it is high probability the person defending the malicious cruel prayer is the same person who wrote it.

It is also quite late and I have to attend uni tomorrow. Good night everyone!

>>84901859
Goodnight anon I am praying for you to have sweet dreams and success in class tomorrow

>>84901642
>he believes in divine intervention
Not Christian I presume?

>>84901824
Sorry, like I said it's late. Here is what I meant to say for that sentence.
*No one's prayer is less than in gods eyes and certainly someone who prays is not praying in attempt to obstruct Gods will.

>>84901324
I know way too many autists who are also narcissists. Why? I thought autists were supposed to be nice and friendly

>>84901824
>Praying for the death of someone that person cares about
*Who is in extreme pain dealing with an illness that is terminal. If she died maybe she'd go to Heaven and stop suffering.

>>84901843
Well, it's not. Dude, I am a STRAIGHT UP asshole. Understand? I would SAY if that was me but I didn't have a problem with your prayer. In reality, I hope everything does come to you. I just know it will never come to you the way you are now.
>>84901824
I'm also not defending that person, either. I outright said they were wrong in what they said, so.
>>84901875
I don't believe in denominations**.**
>>84901896
It's difficult because they genuinely don't mean to be selfish and can't understand how they're being selfish unless you tacitly put the pieces together for them and the image starts forming at the corners. They can put the rest together.

>>84901924
That is not the intent of that sentence and you know that. The malicious prayer anon was weaponizing her death to harm someone who cares for her

>>84901896
I agree that >>84899240 sounds like it's written by a narcissist.

>>84901559
To the original poster of this prayer I pray that you find peace and accept her death. Don't blame yourself for anything, you did the best that you could.

>>84901896
That's how they learn to be. Through manipulation and selfishness. It's very hard to deal with a person who always demands but doesn't have empathy to understand that other people need them to be considerate too.

>>84901896
The traits overlap a bit
For autists it goes like
>limited sense of empathy
>leads to self-centeredness
>looks narcissistic
For narcissists
>deluded and unable to self-reflect
>leads to low self-awareness, makes them act giga cringe
>looks autistic

>>84901943
You are addressing the wrong person. The person who wrote >>84901824
did not write the other prayer

>>84901943
>It's difficult because they genuinely don't mean to be selfish and can't understand how they're being selfish

I disagree, >>84899240 is written with a clear intent to harm another. You could say that person is selfish and they wrote the malicious prayer to get something for themselves (IDK what). I do not the person who wrote that is innocently naive. What they said in incredibly vindictive and malicious. I believe it is written by a narcissist with intent to make the person they are targeting become upset.