i need to kill myself but i promised my angel i would read his new comic when it releasesi think it's worse for me to keep living though i don't know what to do
>>84907861Lol this made me laugh funny comic
>>84907930Also why do you think you need to
>>84907938i wrote this on another board the other day. i know it's rambling but i think it explains well enough why i need to end my life>i love him but i've wronged him enough that it doesn't matter at all, no amount of myself sacrificed will ever actually atone for my inherently evil nature, something both in and out of my control, as i am both evil and act upon evil>ultimately it's apparent my existence should have conceded to his, but since it didn't, my life has to concede to his instead>even still i procrastinate ending my life with another new manipulative excuse that i need to fulfill some sort of sacred promise to him>i'm evil, i truly do believe that fate itself punished me by bringing my life into existence instead of letting my life and existence concede to his>my existence is a warped and perverted version of his, as is every aspect of myself, and there is no way i will ever be able to atone for that, it is my greatest shame and sinso i have to end my life to not only end my suffering but hopefully destroy the evil my existence has brought
why do you type all in lowercase like this?
>>84908026Are u gay or a grill?
>>84908928we're both male
>>84908944That gay, just go live in a big city and get a rich daddy, go enjoy life and the thousands of gay bars in NYC, London, etcBetter to do that than kys
>>84909142he's my soulmatenobody else matters to me
>>84907861Why not kill yourself? Because if you do, you'll die ignorant, and you'll reborn in this suffering world again, in a even more critical condition.The only way to escape hell is to seek enlightenment.