There wasn't a single moment in my life where I didn't hate myself.
That's the case of EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET that believes that they are separated from God, because God is love.
>>84908080why do you hate yourself, anon? what did you do that's so bad that you need to hate yourself?
No op but for me it's just a natural state. I'm critical of everything, including myself. I've got a steady monologue of self criticism that is honestly pretty tiring. I can't enjoy things because I feel like I'm wasting time i could be productive. My therapist dropped me because I'm too negative. I tried CBT but it was sort of useless, I couldn't magically spark happy thoughts. Which made me feel worse. Ugh...