>>84908668
>I was lied to when they said all you have to do is try a little to be happy in life.
yeah they just wanted you to pay taxes to make sure single moms and people scamming ssi with vague claims of mental disability can keep collecting welfare

>>84908668
>I have concluded that normies have nothing of value
Thats because you are stuck dealing with lower caste "people" due to your socioeconomic and educational status
Yes no valuable people exist here, no high IQ discussion, nothing
You are right association with these people literally can't do anything for you
Sad to say but you have to get rich or education and swap your whole fucking life if u wanna talk to people who have value or iq over 100
Being at the bottom it's literally over

>>84908686
It's just weird when the people you trust the most like your family tell you these things knowing it's not even true just to give you false hope. Wish they would have just been honest and said you're not normal and you need to start working on yourself now before you end up 30 years old with no fucking clue who you are or how to deal with life, because you have a lot of fucking work ahead of you
>>84908709
I don't know about rich because there are plenty of rich idiots, but I think people with STEM degrees are probably the right people to associate with if you actually want more out of life. Maybe wanting more out of life is the problem itself though. But at the same time doing nothing isn't helping. Wish I had some fucking guidance earlier in life, man.

ive also been neet for a decade, my plan is to try gig work where i dont have to deal with interviews or a boss. i hate myself so much but i know its also not my fault and society is just a piece of shit.

>>84908806
>gig work where i dont have to deal with interviews or a boss
My friend is currently doing this successfully and I'm so jealous
>security contractor in a big city 1 hour away from where we live
>just needs bodies to sit in front of apartment buildings under construction overnight
>doesn't even talk to his boss, just texts that he's there
>boss doesn't check in
>as long as shit doesn't get stolen, he assumes you were there doing your job for 12 hours
>friend literally sits there playing video games and watching TV all night
>literally bought a TV and hooked it up to their power and sat the TV in his passenger seat
>makes $18/hr plus overtime
To be fair, they started making him do walkthroughs every couple of hours to monitor him, but they really don't give a fuck and it's the best job ever for someone who likes to be alone anyway

>>84908753
Having apathetic/retarded parents that don't make you functional is a set back of multiple decades, or not, depending on how fast you can course correct and fix your life
For me for example being raised a fuck up and failing everything not caring and just being unable to deal with life I'm hitting 40 soon and I'm not even functional citizen yet still don't have a job, driving license and so on
Part of this is your personality of course but upbringing only makes it worse
I'm not kidding when a bad upbringing has set my life back atleast 2 decades due to all the events that followed and actually even more than that due to the history and life earning money investment everything missing until this point
There is literally underplayed the absolute severity of the situation

>>84908886
yeah, i realised in my early 20s that my parents were just morons. the only reason they can afford to live at all is buying a cheap house in the 90s. they are otherwise not that much more functional than i am. they have no social life, barely go out, do the same things every day.

i went through the school system and had the life choked out of me, then you leave school and you're supposed to just figure everything out alone, while expecting everyone you speak to to reject you. its hard and i might have some developmental issue going on that i dont know about. we just have to forgive ourselves and try to make the best of it

>>84908886
>2 decades
Well at least it only cost me one decade. Still bothers the fuck out of me but maybe one day I'll learn how to just let go. Been trying really hard to meditate over the past couple of months. I'm getting close to 5 whole minutes of uninterrupted thoughts.
I take my share of the blame but it's just everything happened to work against me so here I am, taking it one day at a time

>>84908920
Having incapable parents that couldn't help me get through basic school so I could be hirable was literally the whole catalyst to fucking everything since a man's life literally only hinges on creating money
No money is sevre depression nothing else
You don't need to think further than that
That is what it all boils down to

>>84908950
And keep in mind what I'm doing now and improving on I wanted to start a decade ago but due to things I could not get multiple things to work, get a job, education and so on
Another stint of massive depression for another decade is literally what followed with no help what so ever either
I'm beyond upset about everything but literally nothing I can do anything about
There were ways I could have gotten out of my situation sure probably but I did not see them or weren't capable to do it
Just so much time wasting it's insane
The only solution is not caring
The more I make it the less I could actually stop caring once I'm up to speed on things my anxiety will decrease bit by bit
It's only once you are in total despair you feel like shit about everything
But I have been slowly improving but it's barely anything, but it's tiny small bits removing annoying things from life bit by bit
Failed some things I tried to do but still have other things to keep doing..

>told it from a needblood