Letter ThreadWrite a letter to someone who may or may not read it ITT. They could be lurking, you never know.
>>84910726Mike why do people not like you what is your lore
You're too pretty to be doing what you do. I would totally be with you if you weren't such a degen. God, why are women like this.
Dear 999,I have been thinking of you with love, because I want you to succeed in this life I want you to achieve true happiness (the absence of suffering), so I have been doing an effort to correct your ways by suggesting to you a better path.No one will give up on you.Love,999
In another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.
>>84910734He posts way too much and always about the same shit and he's always putting his nose in other people's businessThat's why
>>84910789I just don't like that he always thinks I'm talking to him when I'm not. I don't even know him
I don't understand why you complain about being abused if your whole thing is that you hate yourself and don't think you're worthy of being treated with kindness. What do you even want from me
Rape is super hotI love that obsessive creepy, stalker loveI love being stalked
Im stuck in the past. I remember you
>>84911043I remember you too even though I haven't used a pencil in years
>>84911061Dam the true romantic is the guy haha
>>84910904I wish women like this existed. Really a shame.
Being loved by you is a burden
Im so glad i never went to uni holyshit
>>84910779Damn this made me smile. I loved that movie and I'm a sucker for this kind of thing.
>>84910811>>84910789He is always responding to my posts. It's so dang ol annoying.
I know you don't care about me anymore. but I just wanted to say. I still love you. it hurt me a lot when you were bullying me but I understand that you got angry over that passport.
Im definitely lucifers protege now my friend evan in highschool knew i was getting laid haha
You are the highlight of my day. A little cherry on top.
Are you going to die alone? You could have been my wife. I would have never abandoned you. I would have never hurt you. You should have known it when you realized that your fears are irrational. I figured out you were more scared to not do what your family told you. Even if it didn't make sense. It would have been fine, I could have a little time and figure out a better way. You didn't need to reluctantly lie to hide that you're just scared. Every time I asked what you want I was really just asking and not testing you. I wanted to talk to you straight and weight our options. We went through enough shit that you should have trusted me. I thought I got through to every part of you and loved you more for every time I learned something more. The truth would have never hurt me or made me cold. You couldn't lie anyways, it was so bad we had our only argument about it just because it didn't make any sense. And you told me you would never lie. I never did. I shouldn't have let you just to make you feel safe and allow you more choice. You thought you should do everything I tell you, didn't you? You tried the most, but when I had to be rough and tell you what to do one time you just shut down. My words don't matter when you have a way out, right? Well, here's the punishment for it, you can't do it anymore. You're not going to die so soon. Is it because of everything you revealed to me and how much more I loved you for it? You were all over me because I cared about some of your special interests. I don't know what you expected from me at that point, there wasn't much personal intimacy. You weren't open enough to anyone. No friends for years, only superficial interactions. Must have felt so much better afterwards when your own personality was loved. How is it now when it's almost enough time to forget me? Who's going to make you laugh now? Maybe you have someone because you never needed as much as I could give. Just enough to obsess and have fantasies. But why lie again then?
>>84911359Hold on. What are the initials?
>>84911135>being loved by you is a durden
Rose, I'll love you forever. I just wish you were mine.-M
Local schizophrenic is out
>>84910726Dear Ly:I like coming here and reading these kinds of threads where I know none of it is meant for me, but I imagine it is, because I refuse to believe that you don't think about me anymore, that nothing connects us anymore. Because in my heart, in my heart, everything is still so warm. I'll be waiting for you.
>>84911643She said I can read her mind a couple times. Sort of. I had enough time to think, I'm right in my estimations. Truth be, she will have a really hard time finding the kind of connection she had with me. I doubt she will even give a chance to any other guy herself. He's not me after all. And she will definitely never feel as much for anyone ever in her life. Just imagine, she's going to meet a guy and he doesn't like something about her or he doesn't have what I have. Why even bother settling? >>84911677Not the person you're thinking of. Just to clarify. The terminally ill anon is not related to this. They don't deserve to be angry at, sure.>>84911693Being alone forever and in regrets with nothing to live for isn't lucky.
The fact that it's actually difficult for me to find enough content to write about probably means that I'm getting over you.You obviously don't care about me, I think that's clear. I don't think that your partner will make you happy because they can't perceive you. You'll probably be content having a middling lukewarm existence once you fall out of love with them.That's a normal life, and I only think that it's a tragedy because I've gaslit myself into believe you were some kind of goddess. You're just a cookie cutter, run of the mill artgirl. You might be above average in some categories, but you were never unique in the manner I thought you were, just defective. I'm going to miss you
My Rose is very unique and special (in a good way). There's no girl like her.
I don't really do snacks but I do eat something sweet after meals and I have to say the snickers cream (for bread) is pretty good. Doesn't taste like snickers at all but more like a chokky cream with some milk cream in between. I expected it to by more peanutty but I don't get much of that if at all. One could make it make like snickers by adding chunky peanut butter I suppose.
>>84911785"Girl"?!?! She's a delightful, mature woman! A very young looking woman who mogs girls brutally without even trying. She also soul-mogs and humor-mogs them so it's actually a mogging bonanza and I wouldn't be surprised to learn that most females either hate her or at least hate being around her to avoid her mogging aura. Mogging.
>>84911821Ikr? Rose mogs Emiru so hard, especially on the voice and charisma front. Emiru's voice sounds like she's screaming into her pillows each night for being so basic and so devoid of any charm (besides her looks).
>>84911853Very disturbing to agree with Mike but I agree. Rose is the full package.
>>84911797>Yeah and I'm sure making her believe that has worked well for you to do convince her how she feels and what she is thinkingShe would say it herself. She loves me, she wants to be with me forever, whatever. Why would I ever manipulate her into it? >You become tough and she shuts down.Yes, because I'm sick of bullshit and I need her to make better decisions in her life. Duh.>Yeah he's going to be worlds better than you.Not really. Who's ever going to be better for her than me? She's always going to be alone just like when she didn't know me. The difference is that she didn't know it could even be this way. She didn't know she could even have love.>what happens?Well, for her own misfortune her data wasn't leaked in any public databases. I can only guess the house based on a memory of a picture. So I guess I gotta wait for her to get her mind in order.>Bro just imagine you actually don't know what the future holds and who she will meet, who else is out there so much better than yoiShe doesn't like those men, they don't like her. How many chances do you have to find true love, really? >>84911828>Not settling , it's actually trying exponentially better of a person than you.Some loser? Someone who just wants sex? Noone even tried talking to her. What's the point in looking for another man much worse when I'm just waiting for her? To protect me? Probably how she justifies it.>abusive relationshipIf anything, I'm the victim. She got much more out of it. She just doesn't want to have some little pity and accept being wrong. Even if it's what's best for her.
>>84911893What if that person has no friends or family tho?
For what is a man, what has he got? If not
Joemamo Cuba's Mambo Thank you for reaching out dude!
Maybe you're doing something good, for sure. Wouldn't want to let girls be abused. But I wonder if she read all of that she would find it funny. She knows what was between us and why I would say what I say. I think she'd think about how well I treated her when she was so scared of nothing. I wonder if she'd look back at what I did to her and think that even all the mental suffering was worth it. Probably not, because she doesn't care about herself. I really didn't deserve her love, but I can't stand knowing she's all alone.
For himself, he has naught
I can just consider myself an expert on love and relationships now just because of how good it was and how compatible we were. I was the love of her life after all. I've made mistakes, but I know we were together and we didn't need to worry about anything outside. No loneliness, no insecurity. Just enough, more than enough. I felt more lonely losing her than ever, a part of me died.
Im glad to find out that you're safe.
hi again, nonai'm still waiting for your real letter to arrive in the mail. i should not feel the way i do, but i can't help it.i need you. i really need you. i gave you my whole heart and i know i was stupid for it. i know it was bad. i know you didn't ask for that. i know you weren't looking for it. you acquiesced anyway and for a time the guilt subsided but it is returning.i miss you. i miss talking to you. i miss how fixed an element of my life you were. i miss when being obsessed with you was somehow tenable. i miss when i felt i could tell you i love you and that i miss you and that i want you and that you are beautiful and that i have never in my life known someone so intelligent or fascinating. i feel a crushing guilt for these thoughts, now. it is painful to express them.i do not know where you are. i do not know what to do. i do not know if you are in pain, or tired, or bored, or busy, or just finally losing interest. do you really want to cut yourself for me? do you want me to cut myself for you? do you really, really want that? will you regret it?i feel so vacant lately. the sadness inside me is infinitely dense. it is spaceless. i am lost without the thought that you will be there after i have suffered. while i am suffering. where are you?i think that i am being unfair. i surely am being unfair. you have a life. you have so many more important things going on than me, and it is selfish, undeniably, to expect that i should be the center of your world. you keep telling me that you love me. you tell me that you miss me. sometimes you tell me more than that. but it used to be always. once i needed only wait some few hours for unsolicited reassurance of your feelings. now i hear little for days. i worry that i have become an obligation. that i always have been. i'm scared and stupid and horrible. i hate myself. i hate that i am a part of your life. i am inexpressibly grateful that you are a part of mine.thank you for talking to meplease don't leave
foolish man you are to mistake your own emotional masturbation for love. i don't mistake anything you say to me for being even about me.
She's missing out on being with me. Something she would always get from me. Her happiness, her security and love. Instead she's deluding herself into believing she did the right thing and let me go. Or hates me so much she uses her absence and silence as a punishment. I will never know why.
>>84912739>>84912736I think this is just a load of projections at this point. I was the joy for her, I tried really hard for her to have it. I've had the best influence on her life than anyone. I've practically taught her to survive with her broken brain. Everything was so much better. It didn't take me anything to be loved by her either. She was begging and saying that she'll do anything for me to be with her. I know there's no world where she doesn't think about me every day just like I think about her.
This morning before he went to work, like he often does, he just threw himself back into bed with me and shoved himself in my boobs until he had to come up for air just to say I love you. Some mornings he's more clingy and can barely go and asks me to tell his boss he got raped by a nigger and is calling in with aids. You will never have this love
>>84912994Yikes. How sad, your bf sounds retarded asf and you're a bitch
Guess we are back to a narcissist trying his best to kill this thread that he hates so much.
>>84913018If loving my big naturals is retarded he's the biggest retard on earth
I feel like no woman will replace her. I might have completely ruined my life by loving her. I just wish she wasn't so cruel while I still care about her so much. I know she really felt such bliss and happiness. I tried not to overdo it with the nice words, so I could keep them for the moments she really needs them. But I should have found more ways to compliment her. I don't regret being with her and being hurt so much. After all, she's special and I improved her life. At least I showed her how to be happy. She'll never be as miserable as before. Even jealous, lonely and constantly guilty she will still be a full person because of me. I'm cucked, aren't I? If she ever finds someone she'll only be able to have a relationship with them because of me.
I have a beautiful young woman that loves me, cooks and cleans for me everyday, and is down to fuck anytime. I couldn't have imagined this 5 years ago.
Rose, my love, I manipulated, guilttripped and gaslit you all day. That's how much I love you. True love and true lust between us. We're made for each other, physically and emotionally compatible.
>>84913138You are nuts and unstable
>>84913145I hope I made it impossible to have any relationships with other men. I'm really jealous. But it is probably how it is, because she'll never want anyone else. I don't think she'll ever forget what she felt. I don't think she'll settle for someone who doesn't deserve her. I don't think she'll want to have sex if it's not with me. I don't think she will want to even speak to another man.
Yall are still thinking about me 2017 was almost 10 years ago, ive became non existant to the normie popar crowd in hs and now youse spicing things up again. How about we actually hang out
>>84913200You're such an idiot, Mike. How much time did you spend writing all that? Meanwhile Colton is pounding Maria in all holes.
>nerdy blonde blue eyed becky raping you was a canon event spiderman
>>84912769what? honestly nonny i have not been reading or processing any of what is going on between you and whomever it is you are talking to. i'm a woman and i'm writing to another woman. i'm just really insecure is all. sorry (?????????)
I go into these letter threads to pretend someone cares enough to vaguepost about me and to say that I miss Wren and then half the thread is just non stop Mike slop. Unhinged behavior even by current year standards.
>>84911660hey mike. Colton checking inJust got done on the phone with Maria, she came buckets to my non-deformed huge straight huwite dickshit was cashColtmeister out
See you in 20 minutes Mike
>>84913708what's the story here? i don't get it at all and i don't want to read it. i can't make sense of anything i have read already
>>84913733Prophet confirmed. Please give us the lottery numbers, o wise oracle
>>84913730its not nice to talk about yourself like that, rambling schizo. stop shitting up peoples' threads, mmkay bbygril?
>>84913752he's a retard that spams peoples threads with his schizo bullshit and calls people a narc unprompted.somehow he's surprised that people get annoyed as fuck at this and call him out on it
no reason to make myself feel shitty
>>84913864Let him be, he's better than these posters:>>84913138>>84913076>>84912994>>84912737>>84912264>>84912186>>84912170>>84911785>>84911771I'm kind of okay with his ramblings now. He even defended me
>>84913921All me btw*dry garlic*
Rose, my beloved. I have dreams of you but they are terrible and I can't bring myself to remember them.
I just remembered our cod moments
We never lost once in your game. You were hard carrying me. Even the hardest map, you just figured it out anyways.
>>84913921>his ramblingsThis is only my third post in the thread Asked my bf if he wanted lunch and he said yes so I'm bringing him 2 italian sandwiches, cut up apple and peanut butter, yogurt with nuts, granola bars and some diet pepsis
>>84914190Fuck you you evil cunt
Dear C + J,I'm so sorry for all of the retarded shit i did to hurt you both. I love you forever and I hope one day you can forgive me.
It's a sign, I guess. It would be so easy to get a girl like you again. Prettier and younger. But I hate it. I don't want it. I can't go through it again. I'll always see you in them. And that's like a predator. A soul eating predator. I'm it's natural prey. I'm ready to give up. I just wish I had the answers. But I guess your spell wouldn't work if you were just to say that everything was a mistake. Maybe you would want me to be caught by such a woman again. No no no, you said you can't have it be this way. I remember and I am obeying for some reason I don't know. I left you a great meal. I've seen that picture you liked. You want forehead kisses, do you? It's like a funny thing. I'm almost angry you can just indulge in funny things. But no, I shouldn't be, it was a gift. I don't have the right to take it back away.
>>84914445>I'm 34 and I'm prey to teenage girls
>>84914190Bro... Maybe a forum just isn't like your thing, If you get upset that people actually go online and type in a box where you were not present ...
>>84914929They pose to be vulnerable and desperate. But then they have their claws in you.
A part of me wonders what would have happened if I'd gone to culinary school instead. I don't think I'm a great cook, but I don't think I'm a bad one either. Would my life be better or worse right now? I guess I'll never know
>>84914929I am curious if you are aware that 14 is the most common legal age in europe and 16 in the US. But sure jus because you can't get laid that makes anyone else who girls are getting with wrong (especially when it is completely legal ). Maybe you should be more concerned about the actually abusive narc who is the majority of the posts still here.
I will agree that this person types like a fucking weirdo creep. I think it's vocaroonon
>>84915065I've seen Colton make really creepy posts like these at girls and then get really upset when they didnt flirt with him. Just a fuckin weirdo
You asked if I'm stalking you. HOLY HELL OBVIOUSLY I WAS. Do you not expect it? You should have been better at covering your tracks. How do you think I wouldn't know it was you? I would know eventually. I try everything. What are you even thinking? I just need to talk. I forgive you. I will not ask for anything. For the sake of any love that was, help me, make this pain stop. Even knowing you're evil, I need it.
>>84915020Lmfao. They are the desperate ones. Right.>>84915046You really can't help but make up bullshit and false narratives, huh? I didn't say any of that.>>84915087Colton AKA Mike's alter ego he shuts in the dark
>>84915138Let me remind you, you made this shit about 34 and 14 year olds yourself
>>84910726Another,I miss you. I'm sorry we drifted apart. I'd have come, and I wanted to see you; I wanted to meet you, to hold you in my arms, and feel the person who saved my life time and time again. Now that you're gone, I don't know who to reach out to when things get bad. I only ever wanted to make you proud of me. I was in love with you. Maybe that was wrong of me. I always trusted that you'd never abandon me, but... If you see this, I hope wherever you end up going, and wherever you are, you're happy. I still love you. I don't think I can ever stop.
>>84915087You should see what he says in the loli threads on /b
>>84915154Because I said 14 year old? Where? Are you retarded? The joke is some old faggot thinking teenage girls want anything to do with him and that he sees himself as "prey". Thay is hilarious and extremely retarded. Please defend it more, fuckhead.
>>84915167I wonder what Mike does say in those threads, knowing what that degenerate faggot gets up to on the daily. Luckily for me, I'm not a degenerate hentai painted nails sissy faggot like you. I stay away from that garbage :)
>>84915172Younger than someone doesn't mean a teenager, dumbass. You brought up teenage girls for some reason.
>>84915138Nope just Colton being a pedo. Its not new. Long history of him on soc with underage girls and the loli threads on /b
>>84915185He SAID teenage girls retard. Can you read?>>84915187I'd love to see proof of that, and it's just you with a VPN and an IP clone.
>>84915181Mike doesn't go there but makes sense you would narc out and start going at him once you got called out for what up in do in those threads colton you pedo
Maria was like 17 retards. He wants someone prettier and younger. His words.
>>84914309He loved it especially the sandwiches. I went fancy and baked cheese on them in the air fryer first
>>84915201Wow what a reach. Try searching the archive. Go on soc. He uses 4 different discords, in the sissy threads a lot. Check the loli threads. He also makes the loli thread here asking for someone to hang him in it.
>>84915204Sure thing ColtMikeMaria the mentally ill tri-personality man. I hide every thread you make, even the loli ones.
>>84915213Lies. He said he still loves her.
>constant namefaggotniggerrape drama instead of writing letters and talking about themThis is my first time here. Is it like this all the time? Why do you fucking care?
>>84915224Mike does do that a lot under his alter ego. Why is that? Why AI generate an entire person just to play victim and villain at the same time? Idgi
>>84915159This must be a fucking troll vague post. I always have a retarded hope it is for me.
>>84915213Wait does she know that Colton was with the 12 yr old year old who said she was 15?
>>84915227Yeah, he loves the person he made up in his head. Pretty wild he made a discord to talk to himself to feel less lonely. More perks of multiple devices.
>>84915237Of course, Maria was that 12 year old (mentally) and Colton is Mike (mentally).
>>84915232Wow narcs are super upset when Mike doesn't let them attack other girls in the thread. Man ... Kinda gross to see them do.
>>84915240You seem really stuck on this. Colton is a poster. You can search him on soc
>>84915257Yes, I attacked girls by joking about you.I am sorry women. Please forgive me women. Otherwise faggot Colton will be upset with me and cry all day long about teenage girls. Lol
>>84915257Just ignore them. They are retards who get upset that Mike calls them out when they start harrassing gaslighting girls to do creep shot. Makes sense Colton got triggered that someone talked about his loli pedo shit. His entire thing is going at Mike projecting his own shit on him.
>>84915263Yes, Colton is the ever-present alter ego of Mike. Ever present. Always watching. Why, he's viewing us now from behind Mike's eyes... And Mike is none the wiser. Mike turns into Colton under a full moon and hunts down fresh cunny.Mike is chasing his own tail!
>>84915283Mike's loli pedo factory. Tell me about your pedo threads, Mikey. Let's talk about those "younger, prettier" teenagers that you are thirsting for. Looks like you and Colton have something in common.
>>84915272Makes sense, I read the posts you wrote in this thread. Major gaslightings, guilt tripping abusive stuff. No wonder that girl dropped you
Okay it's not you. But I wish it was. I was so proud of you, you're amazing. You're much better than me. I didn't mean to say what I said. You wouldn't have me to help you next time? Never have I told a bigger lie.
>>84915285Colton does this narrative. Its fuckin wierd. I urge others not to interact with him. He has a history of underage shit on soc and some molestation, rape stuff. Was with this girl in houston. Not good.
>>84915295Colton bro. You should just own what you did. Going at Mike just doesn't play well my dude. Makes you look really pretty bad.
>>84915298Which girl? She's right next to me bro. Tell me more about your loli addiction and why you feel the need to browse loli threads.>>84915313Tell me about the girl you were with in Houston, Mike.>>84915322Interesting. What did MikeOlton do then?
Even if I'm larping as someone else I'd never admit to something I didn't do. It's probably just as accurate as Colton's supposed address in the last thread.
>>84915339Uh oh Colton got triggered others found out about Natalie. Look at him fucking flop like a fish. Do you remember how old Colton was when he did that? I remember him bragging about and posting nudes on b I think 5 years ago?
>>84915398Nope, I have no clue what you're talking about :PI've only ever known one Nathalie and it was in church
Mike's so delusional today that I'm actually defending a non-reality.
>>8491539819 if I remember correctly. He was selling them and posting some to advertise. I forget if she told him she was 15 and she was actually 12 or he was selling them as 15 and she was 12
>>84915434Damn, that's actually pretty fucked up. Maybe I shouldn't larp as Colton anymore 0_0
I'm your manipulator, my wonderful Rose. I'm your abusechad. I would gaslight you. I would take you up, isolate you, take you to a different country and make you my wife. Full package.
>>84915410You took pics of her at your church or you met her from church? >>84915434He was selling them as 15 and she was 12. Posted on b and then was advertising on soc. You can prob find it on the archive from them but I'm not searching that shit. Fuckin pedo fag. It sucks to see how he started posting here again.
>>84915481Oh, none of that. This was over a decade ago. She did lay her head on my shoulder once, though. See you later, virgins.
Sure Colton. Laid her head on your "shoulder". Really fucking disgusting. You do know that shit is fucking gross and you should be reported. And this was 5 years ago. Not a decade. You already are pretty shit track record saying you needed to stop larping as Colton and then immediately saying you are Colton.
>>84915624I wouldnt worry about it. Pedos like him are always repeat offenders. I do think it is worth warning any foids who interact with Colton here that they should keep a good 20 steps away from his diddling fingers fucking pedo
>>84915624Okay Mike, I'm Colton lol. This girl was the same age as me at the time and I've never been to Texas in my life kek. It's so funny how delusional you are.
>>84915668I think it should be fine as long as 1) you are not in Houston or wherever he is. But I think it would be super wise not to have him on discord or click file links around here. I think he was posting some self hosted audio tracks or something a bit ago. Like don't touch any of that. Really sucks to see someone like him pop up here. Fucking gross. I thought he stuck on b and soc but guess he is here too
>>84915738I just think it's funny when you start linking degenerate threads and screeching autistically that it's this guy when it's probably just some equally autistic tranny. Never stop doing that, it always makes me laugh.
>>84915689You really seam triggered by him to keep trying to project your shit.Colton, You do realize that you are a fucking pedophile who was selling underage photos you just confirmed was some girl in your church. Like, dude. You are fucking disgusting. It was also said that the Colton doing it was in Texas when it went down . So why the fuck would you admit to being that Colton. >>84915759You mean how Colton is screeching projecting his pedo shit on others . I don't find that funny or that it's okay he does that. I think it's fucking disgusting Colton is even here. You said >linking threads. I would away from all links Colton posts to be safe. Also if you see Colton posting pedo shit it would be good to flag a mod somehow.
>>84915850I can't get over how much of a fucking retard you are, Mike. Never change.
>>84915850Good idea. If you see Colton trying to push his pedophilia off on other anons it is good to be vocal about Coltons history as well. Colton doing that is straight up slander and should be reported for illegal activity when you see him do it because that is against the law and maybe they can get his phone, PC. Loli shit. Get pedo Colton of the board.
>>84915987Wow that did not take long at all. Got him for slander. I hope others hit it as well. Fuckin pedo gtfo our board
>>84915987>>84916024Least obvious projecting samefag on the entire board award
>>84915929Colton you are such a retard you pedo fuck. Literally warned not to attempt to slander your pedophilia on others and you immediately do it. Guess you are just itching to get your devices seized. Might want to think again next time you decide to do your loli pedo shit as well as not slander your pedo history on other anons. This is serious shit and it would be great if you got locked away you pedo scum
>>84916051Hey Colton you pedo retard keep doing your slander so you keep being reported and get your devices seized you fucking pedo. That's 2 now
>>84916069It's not slander when you said it yourself, I also didn't call you a pedophile. I'd love to see a link to any of the things Colton supposedly did, assuming they were illegal the images should be removed so there shouldn't be a problem linking it. You can do that, right? You can back up your claim?>>84916089No devices of mine have ever been seized, bud. This all sorta sounds like slander to me. Hmmm. Almost like you're projecting and hiding something, trying to redirect attention. But I won't be saying that! That would be slander. :P
>>84916138You were slandering another anon Colton. That is illegal. I don't think there should be any issue with reporting you for being a pedo given your history. Also, how about you look up your own illegal pedo shit on archive and post it you fucking pedo creep. No one wants to see that shit and you wanting others to look it up is fucking gross. You won't even have to look it up on archive. You prob have it in your gallery you sicko. Fuckin disgusting I hope your devices are seized. You are so retarded , literally admitted to Natalie being from your church. I hope the feds get you. That shit ain't cool. I hope you keep up with your slander and posts in loli threads. That way enough pings and you go away for good. No one wants pedos like you here.
>>84916214I literally have no frame of reference to look that up, lying retard. I wouldn't know where to start the search. You are the one making the claim, so provide evidence or you're just a seething clitty cuckold.
>>84916214>No one wants to see that shit and you wanting others to look it up is fucking gross.And yet, you apparently have quick access to it that you refuse to share.See>>84916138>assuming they were illegal the images should be removed so there shouldn't be a problem linking it.You fucking retard.
Once again, proving you're just completely full of shit and like you always say, nobody should ever listen to your dumbass. ColtMikester.
>>84916233How about look in your phone gallery. Fucking pedo retard. Btw I'm making a flag to detect if your name ever comes up with the keyword loli r9k, b, and soc. So better think twice before you post more kid shit
>>84916257Cool another one to ping fucking pedo kys trying to slander others.
>>84916257Can a mod get in here and ban pedo Colton from the board?
>>84915042I always heard that you have to unlearn everything you learned in culinary school when you work as a chef and like 90% of people who graduate don't end up doing anything food related career wise. You can get a job as a cook without going
>>84916260>>84916268>>84916280You seem pretty upset, Mike. Hit a nerve?>Younger and prettier thanWhoa whoa, chill Mike, damn...
>still provides absolutely no evidence for his made up character
>>84916338You are such a fucking retard you pedo. You admit the girl is from your church and then you decide to slander other anons so you get pinged. I look forward to mods going after your pedo ass.
>>84916380Yeah, from a church like 12 years ago. You really think I'm this Colton guy, after all this time. You cannot be this retarded, man. You have to be larping. Mods ain't gonna do shit, they're probably laughing at you too.
>>84916400Bro it was taking about this pedo shit you did with Natalie and you go yeah she's from my church. You'll say anything at this point, which you already have slandering this other anon who has nothing to do with your pedophilia. That's All you Colton. I can see a mod doing the right thing and seeing you talk about this that girl being from your church right after it's brought up you selling photos of her years ago. Glad you admitted to knowing her. Fucking retarded pedo Colton.
>>84916400You even said you are colton and talked about natalie. You do know mods can see you saying you are Colton and also saying she is from your church?
>>84916446Lmao because they were definitely the same Nathalie. Nathalie vs Natalie. Hmmm. Did you take your meth today? I mean your meds today.
>>84916456You're just mad I fugged your oneitis and we still are together with children and a family. That's why you're spreading these sick lies about us, to keep her from our love. She will never fall for your narcissistic lies, Michael. No matter how much money you spend to slander me.
>>84910737And what is it that makes me degenerate, the fact I am at enough peace with my self worth that I can openly express my love and affection?
>>84916457I don't care how you spell your victims name fag. Its sickening and I'm glad you decided it was a good idea to not only go "oh yeah she's from my church" and then have the bright idea to try to slander another anon. Fucking retard. I'll be here just watching. Excited to see you go away. Plus if you pop up In the loli shit on b, soc, here. People like you shouldn't have computers.
>>84916472>Love and affection If doing drugs, fucking random dudes, and losing your virginity at a young age doesn't make you a degen, idk what does? Innocence is truly dead...
>>84916466I have no idea what you are even talking about but I don't think you should be around kids. You can't seen to get your story straight either. You talked about being a different Colton and now you are saying you ate that one. Which wasn't that one from Texas too? And then you wrote you have never been to Texas in your life >>84915689So which is it pedo? You from Texas or not ?
>>84916486You keep bringing up loli. I suggest you stop browsing those threads. It's pretty nasty.Was this Natalie another made up victim of made up Colton? Wouldn't want Colton doing anything to get in the way of Mike's made up Maria love.What's it like, living in such a fantastical world? With all these whacky, zany characters living inside your head that somehow all have complete autonomy and you larp as them unconsciously. How else could you recognize a "colton" thread? Or "Maria" writing to you?Here's what I'm proposing: None of those people are real.
>>84916511Read my name. I'm Colton to Retards. Therefore, if you believe I'm Colton, what does that make you, retard? :)
>>84916512The thing is your IP will say Texas and mods can see that. You really are an idiot to keep changing the details of your "facts"
>>84916554My IP will not say Texas, considering that's half the country away. Try again, bud. You're doing good.
>>84916466Ah shit. This is schadenfoid. She is the only one who says "Michael"
>>84916567Crap, you're right, I can't use Michael. Too humanizing. Back to Mikeuck it is. Eyyy, Mikey Cuckles, how you doin'? An' how's ya mudda?
>>84916565You suck at lying broSo you are admitting you lied about >>84916466Archive says that Colton is in texas
Pick one manAre you that Colton in Texas with the Natalie child porn, are you Colton who is not in Texas which makes it fuckin weird you wrote this>>84916466Or are you schadenfoid and you now fucked yourself over with the tongue slip saying michael
>>84916586Yes, I admit that you're fucking stupid. I should have said it sooner, brother. I'm sorry. Have you been taking your supplements, bro? Sorry I didn't see your comment before, it's not like I was deliberately trying to ignore you.
>>84916625I'm Colton to Retards, I live in your head.
>>84916494Well in fairness I didn't start doing drugs until I was firmly an adult, and all my fucks felt pretty knowing and intentional at the time...
Thinking about you after what happened. You were so fucking hot. you fooled me well. You knew when I was taking that call what it meant but stuck around for me. When you saved me from falling off that cliff you knew I was going to get a fucking crush on you. I miss you. Thanks for being polite and adding me but I know it was just a fling. Thanks for the nice time I guess. You would've been a nice boyfriend.
Okay well mods can look at how you keep changing your story about who you are and how you admitted to this Natalie girl after it being brought up how you were selling picks couple years back.
>>84916659And if your ip is not in Texas it's not the best idea to be saying >>84916466Especially even being accused of pedophilia and saying you went to the church with the girl you the selling pics of
>>84916659Lol I actually did lie, I forgot. I've known two Nat(h)alies since then. The other I kind of just forgot about because my mom set me up on a date with her and she was kind of boring.
So do you which of those 3 are you saying is the truth ?
>>84916693I don't give a fuck, I'm not him. I'm Colton to Retards. Totally different guy. Get your story straight, bubs.
>>84916708Ok so you are saying you are Colton and not schadenfoid
>>84916719No, no, no. Can you read? I'm Colton to Retards. Meaning, if you think that I am Colton, you are Retarded. Is this making sense to you?
I really need to cut back on the phenylethylene. It's making me KEKOO! KEKOO! KEKOO!
Because admitting you are schadenfoid gets you away from the pedo shit for some reason schaddnfoid you thought was smart to play with. At one point you said you were larping as Colton >>84915440So which is it
>>84916651Why do you do meth?
>>84916750I'm not Schadenfoid you retarded cuck. I'm not Colton either. Are you smoking copious amounts of crack, my good man?
There we go, I've adjusted accordingly. Much better. Now there can't possibly be any further confusion. Right?
>>84916729Okay so you are admitting >>84916466Was a lie. Really fucking idiotic of you to decide the was the time to claim you are the Texas Colton. You know that right? I don't even give a fuck about the Maria claim. Its that you are saying you are the Colton from Texas that is the issue
>>84916770No, that was very true, actually. Everything I say is true and you should never question it.Yes, I stole your woman because she didn't love you. You need to accept the fact that we're happy now or whatever. We have a big family and raise wheat and pigs in Nebraska. She's healthy and well, as are our children. Farm life isn't easy, but we make do. However, the weather patterns indicate an encroaching late thaw this upcoming spring, so we will need to store extra in the cellar so the children don't starve.It's a humble life, but we make do. Are you happy for us - or do you hold contentment in your heart?
Can you see how that was a really fucking retarded thing to do after it being known the pics were sold by a Texas Colton and you saying you went to a church with a girl the same name
>>84916801There is only one person in the world named Natalie or Maria. How could I have ignored such a simple logical fallacy? I guess you've got me fair and square, Mike.
In fact, there are only two people in the world whose names start with M or N. Well, besides Mike, of course. But everyone knows and loves Mike. He's the greatest.
>>84916799I dont have anything to do with whatever your deal with the Maria thing is. That was just A really fucking stupid decision that you wanted to suddenly make so claim it was you admitting to the girl in church thing
>>84916807I'm not they anon. You seem to have some issues with that which is pretty fuckin weird. You are even the one who was saying that it's that Colton with maria who went to church with natalie. All that was known was the Natalie pics wrote sold by a Colton in houston. Just not smart to decide the was the time to claim you were that Colton after saying the Natalie church thing
>>84916821I've switched my name. Soon I will switch my cadence and typing style to match yours. Thoughts on this?
>>84916836My mistake. Oh jeez, you're not them? I thought I could recognize them. They always have such an accusatory tone. Luckily, I'm above that. Therefore there is no need to respond. Well, unless I just really feel like it.
Just really fucking stupid of you schadenfoid to decide to tie in and say all that s out this being the same Colton as the mike thing after saying you went to church with the girl. Do you see why that was dumb of you to do? And the only reason you decided to do it was to slander Mike. Just really fucking stupid of you.
>>84916852Yeah, what the fuck Schadenfoid? Not cool. I thought you and Mike had a temporary parasitic relationship going on? What changed?
>>84916843>>84916845Schadenfoid you are a fucking retard. Man I have never met someone so fucking dumb as you. When there is talks about pedo shit that happened with an anon of the name Colton , don't start saying you are that anon , especially if they anon happens to be from Texas. And then saying you know the same girl at our church All that lying just becauxf you have some barbed wire up your cunt over t some Mike anon who had nothing to do this. You are the only one who made it all into this thing because of your fuckin personal issues.
Look I don't know if Mike fucked your ass till you bled or maybe he fucked your roommate lesbian bitch. I don't give a fuck. Don't decide it's okay to larp when pedophila shit is being talked About an anon of the same damn name up in decide it okay to larp as and then start slandering the Mike anon. That's not okay. You get that right ?
>>84916884Yeah Schadenfoid, you're such a big big dummy. Do you think Mike wouldn't see through your narclarping attempts? Maria would never fall for your bs. You make us sick, she would never want to be with you. Keep trying with your lies, I will fight to make sure she sees through them. You will not steal my girlfriend again, schadenfoid. Stay the fuck away from us. Last warning.
>>84916903It's all imaginary. Please.
Latina mentioned on the 'log>>84916895Colton larp. Mike, please eradicate the impostor.
I don't know of that Colton is the pedo one with the Natalie pics but you just decided to tie it all together so they Colton is the one with them. Then to go on about the Maria thing because you are so fucking retarded and hemoraging out your fucking ass from having butt sores over mike that you decided then was the perfect time to create a fake as shit story to really cement you are that specific Colton in Texas. Just wow. I have never seen someone be so up their own ass they decide to triple down until they have made the situation pretty fucking awful for everyone including you. I really do hope your IP is not Texas because then it's going to look like you are that Colton and you are passing off your pedophilia on schadenfoide.
>>84916943You heard it here, folks. Mike gives people butt sores. I'd suggest steering clear from Mike.
Man if you are that colton and are that desperate to not be caught with your pedo shit after admitting the girls at your church and unable to pass it off on some other anon you decide up. Say this is all on schadenfoide. Just got to hope your IP is not Texas
That's cool. You like my new name or nah?
>>84916954Sure Mike blasted barbed wire in your ass, gave you ass sores, fucked your dyke roommate and it's justified because you decided it's okay to claim other anons are pedos and implicate them in your dumb cunt logic.
>>84916981Hot news, you fucked Dykebot too? How much did she charge?
Lock your windows, folks. Mike knows where you live and he WILL be snatching yo people up.
Fucking retarded bitch schadenfoid, Get your shit together. Fucking hell. I'm pretty sure you are ban evading as well. Unless Mike took your newborn baby and made it into a yoyo made with barbed wire, figure your shit out. You shouldnt be making stories up and accusing others of shit they have no implication in AND you have no implication it. Do better. Fucking retard.What will be really crazy is if your IP is Texas. That means means you are Colton and just tried to dump all the pedo shit on schadenfoid after you were such a retard pedo you admitted the girl was the one from your church.
>>84917032>Unless Mike took your newborn baby and made it into a yoyo made with barbed wire,There's dark humor, and then there's deranged. Thank you for the glaring example of the latter.Why is Schadenfoid your new fixation now? I think it's funny how you make all these techie claims but can't even do basic shit.
Mods will look at that though and take action from there if your IP is Texas. They can raise concerns about the pedo affiliations and you are Colton and admitted the girl was at your church and then tried to lie a ton and blame others it to escape admitting to the what was being talking about when all was known was a name and you are retard pedo who brags the girl is from your church.
>>84917052Because you admitted you are schadenfoid ban evading with all this before you now decided to make your trip have Mike's name in my which shows you so fucking retarded. Jesus. I've never met a cunt as dumb as you schadengoid and that's hoping that is you. If the IP is Texas then it is Colton and he is a pedo. God speed mods. Appreciate you.
>>84916909You being such a fucking dumb bitch to then story this. Mods please check if the IP is Texas. If so please forward the pedophilia concern to the law.
>>84917091>>84917117I was thinking of generating some humorous GPT images of you. Did you like my asshat one? I thought it was mildly amusing.
I hope your IP is Texas at the point. Then Colton gets nuked to orbit for pedophila and we don't have to see him keep larping as Mike.
>>84917226Aren't you evading several bans currently? Ironic.
I know all you wanted to do was help me but the more you try to do that the more you keep fucking up my life. You can "help" me the most by staying away from me. Please. Please stop trying to insert yourself where you don't belong and then act like you're a martyr for doing so and have me coddle your feelings and entertain you the whole time while I am completely alone to deal with my own stuff. You are just an extra burden for me to deal with. Do me the biggest favor you can and leave me alone please. Forever.
>>84917263No I am not banned. Are you in love with this mike person or did he knock you up?
Did Mike overdose? Does he need to be taken to the hospital? Well, it's getting awfully late. Gotta run!
>>84917521Of course! Not-Mike! Good to see ya, man. No, but I knocked up his ex girl!>>84917550If "Mike" overdosed who would I call retarded in the /letter/ threads? Even the goontroons aren't this delusional.
>>84913862Draw 3 was 4-0-2 Evening Draw will have a 1Saturday 9 18 22 23 25 40 41
You have 17 and a half minutes to comply. Send yourself to me with invite to the sex. So I can have. Pick 1 number in less than 16 minutes. Meet me with your number. Mine is 7. You choose.
>>84910726Thanku for care UwU
>>84917691>>84917611Schadenfoid did Mike fuck you so hard in your ass you got an anal fissure? I saw all the blood in the cat litter box. Not sure why you shit there.
Actually fucking hilarious she has that many mental health issues she can't not be like this.
The whole thing with her saying she was colton who was selling pics of some 12 years old. Pretty fuckin weird. They be in on that together.
>>84917902I don't think collecting pics of kids is okay anon. Has someone reported schadenfoid for doing that yet?
>>84917944Well it's one of those things where Colton admitted he was selling pics of some kid from his church and then others said that was not okay he started saying he was schadenfoid
>>84917962Okay so did Colton took the pics and shadenfoid is selling them? Or did schadenfoid take the pics and Colton is selling them? Which do we report and how do we report them?
>>84917980Well Colton was confronted for what he said and then suddenly he was saying he was schadenfoid and then "she" changed her trip mike. So I think either Colton or schadenfoid qre scared that they got caught for child pedophilia and are thinking they can hid under mikes trip but all the posts are still here do it's clear it's either just Colton or schafenfoid who is a pedophile. Ive hoping the modes would ban them by now but haven't stopped in yet. I don't think l what trip Colton or her hide under matters. Its linked to their IP address so when the mods report them to the police the cops will either go to coltons house or schadenfoids house
>>84918037And is this as real as your relationship with Maria? How many twelve year olds are in your basement, Mike?
>>84918037I hope this gets resolved and either schadenfoid or Colton gets locked up. Pedophilia is no joke. Whether it is schadenfoid or Colton , their IP is linked to the posts and so it will get taken care of by the cops after being reported.
>>84918077Samefagging so hard, Mikebot. Shitting everywhere. Nobody believes you, nutcase.
>>84918075You are aware this is all linked to ip so it really does not matter if you say mikes name or not or use a trip with his name on it. The cops will go to Colton's or schadenfoids house.
>>84918099Mike's paying off entire police forces to unjustly enter their homes. Some poor fucker in Texas and wherever DykeBot Cooper are going to get swatted, lol.GPT, put Mike's face onto the Harry Dresden guy.
Colton or schafenfoid I think are I shock they got caught for pedophilia and are such idiots they think saying mikes name enough with mean anything when it's all going to come down to the cops responding to Colton or schadenfoids IP address property. Either of those two shouldn't of admitted the girl that's pics were sold went to their church and they were involved with her. I'm really glad Mike has not come back on line and it's really just left these two deal with whichever decided that it was okay to say that Colton went to church with the girl. Best mike can do is stay away and then let Colton or schadenfoid get arrested for their involvement , especially with their attempt to then slander him after they got caught.
>>84917880I did end up getting fucked in the ass just because I'm doing what normally if it looked like I was trying anything, it would be that I was trying to though ???
Chud face chud bf chud sex
>>84918232How many times do I have to tell you? Don't upload pictures of me.
>>84918232I'm sorry I chased you away a decade ago I'm sure it's been a silly time with me but it happened though technically. I'm constellar mukdatim
>>84918232I'm going to brick the declaration of independence over this
you are the first guy to ever tell me he's interested in me. I'm quite embarrassed about how my previous relationships began. I didn't have much respect for myself before. For the first time, I can imagine my crush embracing me back. It's a comfy feeling.
Ash from Texas, Do you still post here? Do you ever read the letter threads? It's been almost 10 years. -k
>>84918445No I don't remember that. Give me, the sloppy woke goat 9000
>caucasian face/henry cavil>over 6'3>pale>8+ inch dick>absDo angels who fuck girls even exist? My tiny 6 inch dick hasnt grown since middleschool
I caught my bf who was an atheist read about how ntr is biblical and angelic white men with massive dongs bred white women
>84918774Its true, research how lucifer and men with angelic dna were born scaringly attractive, immense physical stature, strong like hercules, they were god kings and forged greek/pagan pantheons in egypt too these men had technology and like 500iq and had ufos n shit
>he hath no form or comeliness>jesus christ and his father jehovah are normal/average lookingWut
>The spirit and lucifer are the sexy hot ones beloved by all
Dont talk about how lucifer wasnt the serpent.
>>84918921Just because it's gay and frequent doesn't mean I can't slide
My younger brother "Blair," grew up in the usa-- and a bit of japan
>56%Fucking kekkles
Time to post ntrhttps://youtu.be/PogAlnaLAI8?si=EZJ8kNtqeTgWmPU2
https://youtu.be/xEeIEN-Pw5M?si=3ru-MwBmh3Bk-9Z9I just found proof "femcels" on here want the tall obsessive rapist chad
You keep repeating things like "Please forgive me" and "I want to see you soon" and "I'm in love with you" which just proves that you really don't get it
I saw the teens of the 80s holy crap gen x had it rough.Milennials stay winning cause they look 23 at 40But gen z? Imagine being one of the few gen zs that look 16 at 29. I saw gen z now theyre aging pretty bad. Do gen z that parallel their parents even exist? I think if you can pull off looking 10 years younger when girls start aging around you, they'll crush on you harder
Confirmed you watch uncle dng wizard and el presidente too :O
Is it ok if I miss you?
I cant imagine actually getting hotter when you start to push 30 that makes no sense honestly if you were lucky to lose your virginity really young you should just be redpilled.
Miguel is a millennial, miles and gwen are genz
>>84919619I'll allow it, but don't let it linger for too long.
I never got angry at you before. Really. I would remember. Even when you weren't making any sense. If I was ever harsh it was just acting so I can make you feel better. I have trouble with emotion. Did you want to make me feel something? It worked. Only when you did the worst you could. Isn't it a proof enough you should have trusted me? I really did love you. I still love you. I don't know why you won't let me have any closure. Maybe it's because you know I'm right, you need me too and if you slip you'll be hurt by your own love again. If you really heard everything that runs in my mind you would be so upset, guilty, humiliated, angry. Instead you must be imagining I'm doing fine, I've just been horrible to you and went back to my life. You thought so highly of me that even in the worst hateful delusion you would imagine me not caring about you. But you're so important.
>looks at animey cp>"IM JACKING MY DICK," mc>produces anime pornMy lips are sealed
E,Sorry I was so awkward with you during the time I tried to reconnect with you and our grade school classmates on social media. It's been so long now I doubt you even remember but I hope I didn't embarrass you, I just wanted your attention and didn't know how to get it. I really appreciated you being so kind and encouraging of me in all our interactions. I'm still around. Memories of our childhood are bittersweet. For me that brief life we knew each other in was borrowed, for you and the others it was the same as you ever knew even after I left. Still I miss the time and even as the years accrue the images never seem to fade. I hope you got everything you wanted in life.
To silkana, I saw it coming.You want children Your younger parallel;Bel
They hated me so much, the funny thing is that i tan easily so youd think im okinawan or sea i cant comprehend looking physically different sometimes especially when youre alone during summer
They dont know the real you, the inner youThey never knew him I thought it was obvious; he jerked off to anime in middle school
https://youtu.be/1xoQej06OEQ
The popular Girls heard i had a small penis in middleschool. Its true. And they still believe it. That is why i never liked anyone haha who would want to be known for having a big dick in highschool? Asian too? Forget it.
>God; you need a nordic/viking wife
I dont want him but I cant stop thinking of him. Two years thinking of him constantly. Its only because I enjoyed the attention.
>>84920296I miss her even though she was mean to me
>>84920296How can you say that? Didn't we love each other?
Never fuck the girl that acts all innocent and sweet and very lovely personality, and is known to be a radiant sun. She is fucking so many guys you have no idea. Dont fall for the trap, it will cost you
Still missing him even though it's been over a week since I went home. I am never getting that close with vacation dick ever again or doing more than one day in a row. I miss his smile and how good he smelled.
>never accepted by any filipinos>always knew you had some japanese blood>dna test says youre adoptedThe philippines is a nice country actually
You niggers want that touch don't youLittle squidward ass niggasNexispasmodo needs I'll give you the squeezeThink we're hard for bobbles and bent over your burts bees please step aside trying to skull me for this post pathetic bitch worm is apex but you still gotta pull it off
>>84921741>>84916884>you have some barbed wire up your cunt>>84917032>Unless Mike took your newborn baby and made it into a yoyo made with barbed wire, figure your shit out.>>84916981>Sure Mike blasted barbed wire in your ass, gave you ass sores, fucked your dyke roommate
>>84919745Pretentious douche bag. High smelling your own farts lol
Boss got very snappy today before work ended and it really put me in a bad fucking moodThey need to choose their words very fucking carefully or im going to raise hell Stupid fucking bastards are speed running how to kill a business and we are supposed to just all fucking go along with it like some spastics
Another long day. You're not going out anywhere, are you? And you won't be doing anything on the weekends. You would have so much to do if you had a boyfriend. Me. I am only being so nasty because I can't accept that you might have left for me. Just talk to me. You'll know that I don't need anyone else. We're you scared when I wrote to you? What did you even think? How could you respond this way to me? I don't understand that. Maybe you were emotional, maybe you just wanted for it to end because you thought you had to keep avoiding me. For what? We both must be so hurt. Help me, I'll try as much as I can to help you.
>>84921855This was not me if anyone was wondering.
Ahhhhhh! Noooo! Schadenfoid!! Please don't molest me!! Ahhhhh! I'm just a hormonally charge innocent boy! Don't make me worship your feet, and use me like a living dildo!! I am so sensitive, and nice! How could you do this to me!? Don't slap my boy nuts full of cum! Ahhhhhh!! I promise I'll be a good boy! I'll do whatever you want! Please!!Oh.. Oh thank God it was just a dream.. What a HORRIBLE nightmare. I would HATE for that to happen. Thank goodness I am safe, and never have to worry about a sexy, evil woman like Schadenfoid doing anything like that to me! I think something like that would break me mentally, and I would be putty in her hands. Phew..
I love not having Hep-C
It's just what love really is. I wanted to see a movie with you, but I went alone. It remained a fantasy. Just like our sweet time together. What did you mean when you apologies for not fulfilling my dream? Do you even know what it was? It was all about making you happy. Somehow then I didn't even care about what I would be getting out of it. Although I was always bitter about being alone. Now I have to deal with my fantasies about you too. I can't control them. I wish I could hear your laugh again. I forgot how it sounds. Did you too?
>>84921765Not only are you ban evading schadenfoid, she now just got banned for telling you to stop writing about her for some fucking reason.
M.E.P.
If you want to go to the Bahamas or japan, I'd like that.
Why is Mike going to pieces over Shadenfoid?
>>84922061Schadenfoid (Maria) left Mike for Colton, Schadenfoid is just a name she was using to try to get away from Mike and he finally figured it out.
Here is that letter I think you have been looking out for. I have never stopped loving you. I will never stop loving you. I have faith in you and in us. -your amythist, my grandpa's knife.
>>84922078Schafenfoid has said several times she is not maria. Also schadenfoid is white.
>>84922130>Also schadenfoid is white.lol
>>84922078And he thinks Maria and Colton are pedophiles?
>>84922130Schadenfoid is running a self foinded e-prostitution ring and blackmailed Maria to keep her away from Mike
>>84922145Colton is a pedophile because he knows someone named Natalie and they went to church together him and the pastor and Schadenfoid all raised money to make a PlayBoy monthly "Trad Wives" but the business failed because Mike informed the police and they raided the church and had all their devices and equipment stolen.
>>84922166Mike thinks Colton and Schadenfoid are working with a pastor to run a pizzagate operation out of a church? What made him come to this conclusion?
>>84922205Intellectual disability.
We never finished that manga we were reading together. I wish you read it. I think you could get something out of it. It should hit close. I think of you and sometimes draw a parallel to a girl from it.I think you probably abandoned your steam account. It wasn't necessary since I lost mine. It's a bit petty to waste all your games over this. I remember how we played together. You were so excited. I'd buy that game again just to play once, haha. Sorry for making you watch stuff with me. I wanted you to see what I see in it. I know you like cool flashy stuff even if it sometimes hurts your brain. Okay, yeah, the show that you didn't like and didn't even understand might have been too much. But I'm pretty sure getting exposed to it helped you to get on the right track. Sorry for what I said about that dress. It actually looks great on you. I just got scared that you are too classy. Although I've seen some women in the city dress similarly and casually, so I shouldn't have been such an idiot. You seem really classy to me, I would never think that you have so much anxiety if I just saw how you move and look at me. That was quite a devious stare. I love you. If I didn't I just wouldn't be me. If I didn't believe in it I wouldn't be able to live with myself. It's crucial. How could I ever abandon you?
I just don't see why it's funny she is white https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81686830/#81686925
>>84922217Just for a day
She's also over 40https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81304148/#81306864
>>84922310And another 3https://desu-usergeneratedcontent.xyz/r9k/image/1736/35/1736356511146.png
>>84922357If that is true, it's even more pathetic spreading her drama constantly. But we know she's not averse to spreading anything.
>>84922061He latches on to any name present/mentioned in the thread. He then creates delusions as to why he should be at odds with them as he is a mentally disabled narcissist. A, "there can only be one" mentality when it comes to namefags in the letter thread fueled by extreme delusions.>I run a 500k business from home! But spend days on end shit posting like a maniac in the letter thread.>I love Maria, and only Maria! But gets outted on multiple occasions talking to other girls on discord who have leaked photos of him.>Everyone who rightfully dislikes my behavior is actually a pedophile named Colton who is my arch-nemesis! So I am above genuine criticism.Just sit back and watch the show. It's a letter thread staple. You'll know you really bothered him if he responds to your post more than once.
>>84922310>>84922374I could have saved her. It should have been me.
>>84922414Well you didn't, and she's dead. That's life.
>>84922397It's funny when he starts larping as a girl to defend his masculinity.
e-drama is not cute when all the people involved are chopped uncs
>>84922397There really is no issue. Dykebot just has her tits in a knot over Mike. Its whatever
>>84922422The only two people who aren't hot are Mike, and Doom. One is a onions twink with pencil wrists. The other is bald and obese pushing 40. The majority of users on r9k are chad/stacy. Just mentally ill. Facts.
>>84922357Use the archive correctlyhttps://desu-usergeneratedcontent.xyz/r9k/image/1734/80/1734809651453.jpg
>>84922428Thanks for your input retard.
>>84922422it's not cute for anyone.>>84922422
>>84922435That dykebot slut has been enticing simps with nudes taken in the early 2010s. Imagine how fat she must be now.
>>84922435Vocarooanon is ugly as shit too and all three of them sound incredibly retarded if you've ever heard them speak. But these people are all 70% dead so I don't blame them for thrashing about.
>>84922310She's mixed. You guys are fucked up doxxing her even if she doxxed herself first
>>84922467Her nudes from the early 2010s are still in the archive
>>84922467I just assume it's one of those fishing tactics of,>omg i'm so fat and ugly etc.To get compliments or something like that.
>>84922435Dyke is obese but not bald>>84922419You really need to not assume things like this when 47 starts tweaking out. Its not the first time 47 did this. There is this awesome messaging app that's really handy in asking and working out what happened. Maybe try that instead of just saying things next time>>84922418She's not dead. Schadenfoid has posted several days now. Been banned and ban evaded.
>>84922476I've never seen his photos so I wouldn't know. The people I have seen are not good looking though.
>>84922448Exhibit number 3 how dykebot is not Maria.
>>84922504>47Lol. Retard.>>84922515Equally as busted as Doomtroon the BBC sissy anthro cuck
>>84922482Don't you remember? When she posted pics of Mike she had a entire tangent about how posting pics is not doxing.
>>84922504She posted a goodbye pic, and hasn't been heard from since. It was also mentioned she was actively trying to kill herself.
>>84922524Let's see the photos. People tend to hate or love his voice so I'm curious.
>>84922448So your point is she is 38 and not over 40?
>>84922524Agreed. 47 is a retard. >>84922531Well good news? She is alive and posted the last couple days. Even in this thread there's is one of her posts saying it's her writing it
>>84922545You don't know how to use a computer
Mikes been live on twitch for 3 hours now.
>>84922566The math looks correct to me.
>>84922564The post where the guy writing it calls you a retard if you believe it's actually Schadenfoid after mocking you for thinking he was Colton? That's the post you're going to take at face value as evidence of Schadenfoid posting?
>>84922541NYPA(rchivist)>>84922564Mike is retarded.
>>84922625Not only is the math incorrect, but if I was commenting on your inability to do basic arithmetic, I would have said that you don't know how to use a calculator. I said that you don't know how to use a computer. This is a deeper issue.
>>84922627I don't know what post or even the point you are making is. I just looked at what schadenfoid wrote >>84915440>>84915382
>>84922529I probably missed that time, desu coming back here was a mistake. I forgot how people troll and are jerks, and I thought I'd find an acquaintance or friend on here, they've moved on. I really have to let go
>>849226552020-1988 = 38 You are not good at math it seems
>>84922647I didn't say mike was not retarded. It doesn't change the fact that 47 was making those posts
>>84922699She's 28, her fake birth certificate says 1998, you need glasses.
>>84922689>still thinks it's schadenfoid>still this retardedman...>>84922697Never happened btw.
>>84922699Ah shit I meant 2026-1988 = 38
>>84922689Why do you think that this is Schadenfoid? There's nothing that indicates it's her
Fuck you. Can you stop arguing about thread celebrities?
>>84922564You mean like how mike insists he's maria? Lol I guess that's that. Case closed.
>>84922647I mean if you don't have the photos and you're talking out of your ass it's fine. I just wanted to see them if you did. Oh well.
>>84922715You're a jerkwad
Schadenfoid just really doesn't want to get the ban evading hammer. You either are her or have a head injury. She said she was larping as Colton in that post. Yeah, I remember when she said that about doxing. Mike said doxing him wasn't okay and she said something like pictures are not doxing michael
>>84922699>>84922718What month is it. What month is listed as the birth month in the picture. Calculating age is a task you learn in primary.
>>84922743Well looks like 47 is awake. Alex go post about your 20 wives or whatever. Saying you were maria was not convincing.
>>84922768Mike that wasn't Schadenfoid
>>84922776Holy shit, a couple months. Ever heard of rounding up?>>84922752Did I say I had them? Please quote me directly as to where I said that.>>84922760Is that why I landed right in your mom's mouth?
>>84922721You must not of read enter she said the IP was not going to come back Texas. They in addition to the rest in context means she last posting saying she was Colton. Same even just responded to the post that was deleted about blah blah uncomfortable with >>84921765
>>84922798So you don't have them, and you're just making stuff up. Thanks for clarifying doom/mike lol.
>>84922789You must not be watching his twitch right now. He's gaming.
>People who can't even do basic math are the ones you're talking to in the letter thread shitting on other people.I can't say I'm even surprised. Retards gonna retard.
Oooh blue eyes blond hairDick smelled good days no showerDrank his cum like the fountain of lifeSaved me once broke my heart twice yeahSweet words he was fulla shitMiss him though retarded faggot
>>84922806The post that got deleted was one of yours. Don't you think it's messed up to use that as evidence for your claim?
>>84922816Every poster is Mike to you. I think you don't give the trolls enough credit, unless you not acknowledging that as a kind of troll inception , if so wow ur good
you will never even suspect this because you always saw me as that pitiful helpless pet you picked up from the side of the road to feel good about yourself but i will forever resent you for deluding me into thinking we were ever real friends and introducing me to the only people i ever considered my friend group even though all of you were always making fun of me and barely ever invited me to hang out irl. i used to have doubts about us back then but now i see i was nothing more than a clown for you all to mock as i filled the last spot on the team, and as the friend group expanded you became more and more eager to give that spot to someone else you barely knew, someone cooler, funnier, or simply a better player, sometimes right in front of my face. i used to tell myself that you abandoned me because you became busy when you entered university but then i saw you go on trips abroad with that one guy who joined in late and who was merely a friend of a friend and lived way farther away from you than i did and i understood that all those times it looked like you wanted to spend time with me and i felt like i was stupid for doubting you were out of pity and a desire to be with someone below youeven so, i know that if you were to send me a message anytime, i would run back to you like the pitiful dog i am, because i have never been as happy in my life as i was when i was with you and all your friends. yours, not ours
>>84922848Thank you. I know.
>>84922832It wasnt. You really need to stop accusing every poster of being Mike. Unless you are actually Mike *glares*
>>84922868I think schadenfoid is just running out of people to accuse of being mike. This is my first post today. So as a new person it is now my turn. Guys I'm Mike. Look at me, look at me
>>84922531Has anyone been able to reach her yet? I thought one of you would go check on her.
>>84922907You should try a bit harder to act like a different poster. Schadenfoid. >>84922868Doom posts as Slog47 posts as Maria (or one of the other 50 wives who are living in his mansion when he gets his budget for avatar)>>84922902 posts as Mike (until you get that taken by the new Mike)Schadenfoid posts as ColtonMike posts as himself (also as Not Mike and talks in 3rd person when he doesn't want to get ban banged) but everyone is accused of being MikeI'm going to post as cute voice girl who makes the vocaroos (my voice is cute guys)Rose posts as elf pic girl (I'm not 100% on that one yet)Am missing anyone?
Alright I messaged instead of sending poetry let's see are you going to reject me properly
>>84922980>everyone is accused of being MikeOnly you, Mike.
>>84922980>Am missing anyone?Yeah, you're missing me... The troll... :( why do I always get left out, huh?
>>84922907No one has heard anything. If they have they haven't said anything. Other than schizo retards claiming she's posting with zero evidence other than.>ummm it's her!!
i be watchin movies n shit
>>84923015You gotta be more memorable. Don't worry. You'll get time in the spotlight eventually!
>>84923030But it's been me the whole time and everyone else always gets the credit!But, in a way, I suppose that's a seal in its own. :)
I do find it kinda funny that the list is accurate. I still need someone to post as me though. Anyone?
>>84923027Very odd movie, I feel bad for the sister and the kid
>>84922980This reads like charlie from it's always sunny uncovering the pepe silvia conspiracy. What a fucking nut job lmao.
Just got done plappin off to giraffe porn. Any girl wanna come put me in chastity and fuck a black guy in front of me?
>>84923007If I say I'm not mike that screws things up because Mike is not Mike. He is also playing a game now so I can't be him. >>84923015Can you post as me? I still need someone. Can
>>84923035Have you tried dating a girl from the board? Might be the missing ingredient.
>>84923047yeah it's pretty fucked up, but it's directed by a guy with the last name Bergman, so, unsurprising. Kinda relevant to the buzz now, though, huh?
>>84923067I knew a girl with that last name she named her son Kane after the wrestler. Pretty metal. She was hot and dropped out of hs to raise it
>>84923062I would never sully my thick virginal sausage with an unsightly boardwench. Rest yourself from my sight, whoremonger.
>>84923048It does! Its accurate though. The only one Im not sure is rose posting as fryeen anon (no idea how it's spelled)
>>84923054>Can you post as me? I still need someone.>CanDivest buy buy sell invest buy buy buy buy divest sell sell sell sell>>84923082Cool story bro
>>84923067how is it even relevant to the letter troll drama? It isn't. Why are you watching it? Are you the anon that loves old black and white films?
>>84923083I thought you weren't a virgin anymore? Are you pretending to be a virgin?
>>84923116It's a film about the repercussions of sexual deviancy and equally sexual repression. Use your thematically oriented mind and fill in the blanks.
>>84923131Through the love of our Lord Jesus Christ all things can be born anew. You need only kneel, and pray with me, and be pure once more in his absolute light.
>>84923150Oh you're a Protestant evangelical
>>84922980>elf pic girlPretty Frieren poster is a fat old man
>>84923154>Pretty surefix'd
>>84923136It still doesn't compare to the drama on here.
>>84923153No, I'm larping. I am totally a virgin.
>>84923163>Repercussions of deviant behaviorIs never present on the /letter/ threads, actually. Wow, I hadn't thought of it like that before. You're so much smarter than me, I just couldn't think of it in that way prior to you illuminating the subject. Wow, thank you for your time.
https://youtu.be/JZ3pNiVXHE8
https://voca.ro/1gKGBvCV01wc
>>84923091I'm esl :( don't make fun of me. Also that's prob why no one has said they'd want to be me yet
>>84923197I'm gonna hurl...>>84923205Yeah, Extra Sucky Language. Maybe learn to speak like a real American and then we can converse this gap bejean us.
>>84923136I think I got it. You are the incest devient seal >>84923035
>>84923150Yeah but that doesn't change virginity
>>84923174Congratulating on how the reference is not actually relevant?
>>84923174Okay Mr sarcasm, I get it.
I was always your dog. I don't know how I didn't realize. I would do anything for you. You just had to say the right words. I never disobeyed you. Never. You had to know you were in full control. I hope it was fun. I don't understand how it wasn't enough. Yes, I was cold by the end. I was so hurt and tired. I tried to have some peace so I wouldn't be scared to talk to you. I didn't know I had to still be at your feet. Well, even if I would try, I didn't know what I had to do for you. When you didn't want me, you just broke my heart on purpose. So cruel.
>>84923229I don't speak when I suck or at least I have not tried.
>>84923355Uhhh I think boy voca to schadenfoid?
>>84923229>BejeanPant>ConverseShoeI think my English might still be better than yours, maybe
>>84923355It's probably a real letter to his ex online gf or something. I resonate with this post a little. Just dont get trolled anon.
>>84923403You're not the type of autist who's joke and nuance-blind, especially when it involves cunning linguistics, it's not checking out cherry, chief - right?
>>84923377Not vocaroo man. He always knows to be at schadenfoid's feet. So clearly an imposter. He's retarded. Not stupid. I swear some of you are dumb as hell.
>>84921931God hates HepatitisHa
>>84923555Let's talk rats. I just think they're neat.
>>84923531I think it's not-mike
>>84923896Everyone tries to be Mike. You need to be more specific.
Being there for you is something I'd really like to do. It's so hard not to think about randomly multiple times throughout the day.
>>84923912I was specific. Check the chart. >>84922980
>>84923926I have that same thought all the time for mine
>>84923515>cunning linguisticsIs this the origin of the term cunnylingus? I learn something new every day!
>>84923968>>84923976thanks tranny kike mike>>84924004Colonel Angus' Roast Beef and Jerky Emporium
>>84923926I deleted anything that could remind me of her. If I didn't delete it, I hid it so I won't stumble upon it. I flinched away seeing something that reminded me of her. Maybe that sounds really bad. But I was just trying not to feel severe mental pain. Still thought about her all the time for so long. It got better after some circumstances but the thoughts didn't go away.
You cannot be there for me after you hurt me. The only way to make amends is to change not visit me as a pity prize. I wish I meant as much to you as you do to me. I miss our hour long voice calls, our imagined future, your cute voice, but you discarded it all away. I was your dog that you took great pleasure in kicking. A
My mind keeps drifting away to thoughts of you.
>>84924047Nope! But someday you will get a hit schadenfoid. Maybe the next person you say is Mike will be Mike
>>84924130Mike if you start signing things as A then it makes this entire thing a confusing mess. Please don't add a initial
https://youtu.be/Soc5_lQVsGM?t=63
>>84924130Do better.
Aike
I thought I was more in your life than you were in mine. Because you said so, I guess. Turns out it was the other way around. You didn't have to say all those things and make me believe that you love me even after what you did.
My teeth hurt a lot
>>84924323Gargle luke warm water with baking soda or clove leaves
>>84910726I did that.Wrote a bunch of letter to my ex who left out of nowhere (was going to propose to her, had bought a ring) and immediately ghosted me after.She was with some Peruvian car salesman. Literally Peruvian. Literally a used car salesman. She always had a fetish for the bean dip, what can I say, and I'm not it.AnywayHeart broken.Devastated. And with no closure.It was awful.I wrote letters ti her every day.Never sent them.For like 6 months.The letters got shorter as the pain waned.In a moment of weakness I sent the letters to her sister, to give to my ex, if it was ever appropriate.1 year later ex tells me she hates me and never liked me and is pissed I achieved enlightenment3 years later she says she has this book she wants me to proof read. She is low key trying to flex on me but her book was fake trash6 years later, literal hours after I just had sex with a nee now-girlfriend, she sends an email. Women have this timing.She says>Hey, my sister gave e me those letters you sent, they are really inspiring>CAN I POST THEM ON MY (self help grift) WEBSITE?bitch, no.the fuck.how is that even a question.1. Those are private2. Those letters were written to someone who doesn't exist - the person I thought you were/idealized you as, not the person you actually are.So be careful when posting letters, anons.When you keep a secret, it is your prisoner.When you tell a secret, you become its prisoner.Share wisely, which may mean don't share at all.
>>84924491Why would you send her any letters at all. I'm kind of grateful I didn't do the same thing you did. I'm not a guy desu so I'd probably get the same treatment you did.
>>84922714It clearly says 1488 the jews dont want you to know this
>>84924434No I can't use any kind of solvent and unfortunately no oral remedy will help the pain.
DLYour shit is trash and you look stupid. I'm going to start making music again just so there's one more random loser who makes it better than your gang does.
>>84924491I'll stop writing when we are back together.
Dear A,There's a reason why I never committed to you and I think deep down you realize this too. Yes it was because you weren't good enough. You weren't good enough for me and you never will be. But that doesn't mean you aren't good enough for someone else. I'm sorry if I made you believe I wanted anything serious with you. I like you, I love you even. In fact, I really love you. I love the time I spend with you. I love the validation and entertainment you provide me. I love how easy things are with you. Honestly? I love how you let me mistreat you. I know I take for granted how loyal you are. If you really would leave one day for good it would hurt me. Is that not enough proof that you matter to me? I really do love you, that part is true. But I just love other girls more than you.
>>84924698It says 1988 so it is 38 yrs old
M, basedjak memes aren't funny. Stop sending me them
>>84923355If you were a dog then I would not be the abusive owner but a cat. And we would have a MASSIVE friendship that overcomes MASSIVE differences rivaling that of Nico Bellic and Badman.
>>84924795Who is this person anywaye? I dont hang around this place enough to know lore.
I can see that you're stalking my page like 15 times a day. I get a notification every time you check my profile. lol
Is it ok if a nigga miss you damn homie.
>>84924932I do not think that is a feature unless you are saying you see when a story is viewed. I think just the 1st time is logged though.
>>84924772Adrijus why are you like this?
I went hiking today and had to think of you when I resting in the shadow of a hill.I kept pondering what I would say if you ever got in contact with me again. There is nothing I could say about or to you that would not hurt you, because that's all I have left to say. You are probably self-deceiving enough to think what you did wasn't a big deal. It makes me wonder if you have realized yet you are unable to be satisfied and your thought process can not be understood by others, especially because you chose to not explain it. That's also why you contradict yourself. I assume you have hurt others since.I know at least last year you were still miserable.
>>84925758>You are probably self-deceiving enough to think what you did wasn't a big deal.Going through someone who is like this right now. It makes me want to die lmao
>>84925135Is Adrijus part of the Mike lore?
Don't act like you don't know me.
Was it worth it? Lying about everything? Look at the mess you've made. Look at what you've lost. Look at what you've failed to preserve. Why expend the effort? Come on
It hurts to know that you're with someone else but I always knew you could never be mine.
>>84925987I take her to all the places I promised I would take you to, too. Sorry
The bait has been very tempting today, had to refrain from taking a nibble.
>>84925914Maybe. Person says it isn't but sometimes it comes across mocking and adrijus sounds like agregious.
>>84926027I like being baited and batter fried honestly. It makes me feel like I'm actually interacting with them and not just making it all up in my head
I recognize a certain female poster here. We never interacted with each other directly but I know a lot about you through him. Hi
>>84926027What that person said a couple days ago really made me scared and I still am. I hate that we have no contact and I have that same worry something bad happened to you when you disappeared. I have the same urges I had then to fly down and just show up. I just don't feel okay right now. Nothing feels okay
>>84926178Just visit them. What's the big deal?
>>84926178You should show up to their house and threaten them
>>84926178That post was meant for me actually. Unless we're not thinking about the same post
>>84926184I should of then years ago and was an idiot and was talked out of it. I don't know where she is exactly at now and I think she would have to add me. Its just that what that person said makes me feel so afraid that something happened to her and id never know. I just miss her a lot and that feeling gets to be too much and I don't want to even think about anything because I feel sad. I haven't stopped looking at my phone for that message and it's years later. I'm just tired
>>84926245The terminally Ill anon.
I just really want to go home
>>84926246>>84926255If that's your person then she sounds like she's doing well considering her, well, terminal illness. It could be worse.
>>84926276Idk. if mine is gone I'd leave this world within the day.
Guys let's not inform him then.
>>84926347Please. I'd rather not with the troll stuff right now.
I just keep thinking of i go to sleep I can wake up then and make the right choice
Will you become passionate about what you love again? do men look for someone who'll bring them that kind of excitement when they're bored with life? women wanna be inspired too... I'm scared that you allow your employer to bully you and that you've lost touch with the things that make you happy, or maybe just that you're no longer active in your hobbies. I'm not sure yet. You're going through a major life transition, but what you've been interested in lately seems to be less than what it's been in the past. I'm excited to see how life progresses for you as you continue through this transition.fyi I am not as easy going as you think when it comes to practical stuff. I'm moderately bullish when it comes to opportunities and work. I have at least two hobbies I can't progress in because I can't afford the equipment or related costs. I guess one of the hobbies I should try to explore in a more organized way, but I won't be able to realize anything that brings me joy with it until I have what I need.
>>84926446I know I would. The things I like to do feel like they are just distractions from thinking about her, from feeling lost, worried. There's a lot that I haven't done because I only want to do it with her. Its hard to have every moment and look at the spot where she would be. In everything. I don't if she ever understood that there are 2 kinds of happiness. One of those that only we can provide each other. With the one the other is inconsiquential.
>>84926500*Without the one the other is inconsequential.
All this glory you did not earnEvery lesson you did not learnYou will drown in an endless seaIf it's blood that you want from meYou can empty my arteries
>>84926603From me to her, it's not something earned. Its a given.
>>84926603Would you hug me if I organize the hand-grenade?
>>84926688There's a thing about foxes. I don't know if it's a about her but it is relevant to something. Getting those little reflections ,. Eventually I see what it was telling me as I experience it or turn that direction.
Like the song pink rabbits has been playing in my head https://youtu.be/LgxL45j6cKU?is=se42F7fCEO48dXRmIm so surprised you want to dance with me nowI was just getting used to living life without you around. It wasn't like a rain, it was more like a seaI didn't ask for this pain, it just came over meWell, I love a storm, but I don't love lightningAll the waters coming up so fast, it's frightening
>>84926446I just ordered a Berry FPGA board and will give it another go to learn Amaranth, which is a high level way to configure them with a python based language. I'm so bored by doing sensible projects with sensible, boring hardware to earn a meager living and I want the reconfigurable hardware to be able to implement silly things. Who knows, maybe I can land a gig where I can apply my new skills since my current job doesn't require high performance, custom hardware. Those should also pay significantly better and I would love to be a patron for your art - your music.
I wonder if you listened to the 2 records I gave you. I still have thoughts like that. Like did the medicine help you
>>84926726if its me >>84926603the "fox thing" is this....but It's not me.it's never me.
>>84910726why did you put M in the pitch B?you piece of shit
>>84926779 Something about a band and also working at a grocery store. Some special spot next to a door 2nd floor of a museum. Some kind of coffee shop. 4.tsble place like the 4 on a die. Facing the front window. Forest green decor. I think gold accents. A book being read. Something about being sick. Cancer or alcoholism. Her hands hurt. Like arthritis pain. Constantly cold hands.
>>84926791IDK yet. I do think it has to do with her or someone, something involved. I had the fox reflections and then. Couple days later someone posted a fox coffee cup. I'm not sure yet where the fox thing is leading to. There also a thing about a lion, like someone boasting to be one, but lions lie. Not sure why I have the thought 3 day ressurection that goes work that.
>>84926824Another thing with this one is there this frigid cold feeling. Hard tensing up. Hurts to move. Across the room feels like a mile away.
>>84926306Reminder that if you kill yourself you burn in hell for all of eternity
>>84926856Like everything everywhere is too much all at once but at the same time in the room it's so quiet. Feeling frozen. Like the air is cold. Sharp
>>84926824Fucking autocorrect turned beefy into berry, ffs.>cancer or alcolismGet that shit taken care of. I know the prospect of "more life" isn't that appealing but I can't lose you again. I will make your exit painless if it's the last option to avoid a painful, slow death.
>>84926871All signs of a reality shift btw. Try to focus on an alternate reality you want to be in and concentrate
>>84926868Everyone has their own beliefs. The book is a decent reference. It does a thing where you can look at a sentence and the message changes based on your situation. But I think God has his own rules for each of us. Something may be okay for someone to do but not for me. Or okay for me and not for someone else. For me he would be sad but I wouldn't be hurt for it. He'd understand I meant what I said completely. Its not a choice when it's the truth. If this happens, that will happen.
849267268492677084926824849268428492685684926871These are all my posts about reflections. That's all what I said for the reflections. I don't have cancer or am alcoholic. I think it's her. That with the cold room where everything seems so far away , so loud but there is no sound.
>>84926895I have been for 5 years. Reflections into events, people. Saying things and told I shouldnt know that about that person.
>>84926899god doesnt real, retard.
Rose killed the Guestbook. The Nazis and now Pedro was too much schizo action I guess.You know I let you look into my room, right? I could install blinds but I want to let you keep an eye on me so you don't think I'm tinkering on spicy hardware.>recliner... drink...I know you're watching - no need to keep giving me hints about the camera pointed at my window.
mariah,im eternally grateful 4 u, to the moon and the sun and back, i think i would have been driven insane without you by my side <3
The fox and the lion are About my missing girl The museum, band, grocery store, coffeeshop, cold hands that hurt , cancer or alcoholism is all this other girl. There's this wooden chair, wood back, grey fabric seat, the word that comes to mind is tufted. Its sterile and uncomfortable but it also feels like a raft in the ocean. Its safe where it's so loud in the room with no noise where everything is far away,. Ton of energy to get there, but only across the room. Room feels empty , cold. Kind of a sense of a clinic but it's her room. Reminds me of the hospis where my grandma went.
I feel like letter threads didn't used to be this schizophrenic
>>84926842no dude youre a fucking skitzonot everything is relevant to your relationships not everything is a sign of something elseyoure a retard.youre not special and the universe isnt speaking to you in code
>>84926988https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/1948/05/15/symbols-and-signs
Can i post doodles? Like png anime doodles here?
> finnaly refrain from masturbation>measure dick>5.5 inches I dont even get rock hard anymore my penis gets swole at 6.5 inches
>>84926951He is. I already woke up. Agnostic to starting to get the reflections, went through mysticism read all the books and then it progressed into (for some reason his name escapes me. ).. which all that is more of a perspective understanding and then I learned it's just underlying mechanics of quantum physics. And I thought that was it. In a way it still is . But the led to God . And that is his tool box . I wish it did stop at the inner God quantum leap using quantum physics to jump Parallel moments. That's still the mechanics. But once God speaks to you , it's not something you ignore.
I miss our old group, I remember we were supposed to go to anime expo but drama got in the way
>>84927014Draw Asuka lol
>>84926994If something bothers you , don't lash out at me . You can turn off your screen, hide the post . You do you. But don't be hostile. Like 47 >>84926984Being a cunt twat liar troll. No reason for his bullshit so I just hide the post . >>84926989Its not a schizophrenia thing. Live your own life bud. Don't act like I'm ruffling your feathers. I'm hiding your post. If you don't want to engage in conversation in a constructive healthy way then either leave or hide the post.
>>84926989they didn't, the internet and 4chan in general were both more sane a decade or two ago, zoomers are fucking bonkers
>>84926989What are you talking about, schizoposting defines these threads
>>84927065Ive never had any friends or money to go to an expo or nerd convention yet i openly read neon genesis evanglion in class for an essay
>>84927002It a bullshit pay wall, but I get what you mean. Mysticism goes through all that. I'm not questioning the validity of it or not understanding it's relevance, why it's there. I was just saying those are the current ones I'm getting. Neville goddard is great but he is perspective based. Its all underlying quantum mechanics.
>>84927082Schizoposting and schizophrenia is different
>>84927014Do whatever you want. Say whatever you want , as much as you want. Some people act like it ruffles their feathers, just shitty cruel people that haven't woken up yet. Some like to say there are rules , try to enforce them on you. Idc . It will never stop me or change my actions. I always get back up so it really is just wasted energy on their end.
>>84927082Negative term that is for those who have not woken up or are so locked any truth outside their "rules" they attack.
>>84927100People commonly misslable schitzo, schizophrenia , psychosisBut none of that has relevance. Those are just incorrect assumptions, judgments. When they wake up they will understand.
>>84926899God's rule for me is to call you a faggot
>>84927168Thank you for providing the perfect example of >>84927072>>84927149>>84927164Just know you are wasting your time, energy and I'm just going to hide your post . Maybe you just want to read this for your response I won't send you but you will know it is given every time you bitch fit. >>84927115
>>84927092I had a group of friends but one decided to be a Judas and pull some shit on me so I had to quit the group
>>84927079Mike, Dykebot, Doom, Vocarooanon, are all pushing 40.>>84927191Stop doing drugs, retard.
>>84927247I'm still a ways away but really I'm happy with my age. Unfortunately you have personal issues and are just looking for a vector to lash out . You don't matter. Either engage in a productive way or understand you are only throwing a fit on your room with yourself.
Zcan't help but think of you watching the gameidk why you seem to be blocking me on everything but whatever you're goin thru just remember to lock inwell anyways i hope you heard the song(s) i wrotemaybe you'll hear an encore somedayi'm a stubborn guy after allremember the voca thread and then the other letter thread laterunfortunately my phone is dying tho ofcah wellalways sitting on the sidelinesimagine feeling each other's pulsesmaybe sometimes it's good to ask why not instead of whyJ
>>84927072its true. she nuzzles on my neck & all that shit
youre imaginative, mikey. you can use that nog to think of what else we do. cuz i cant remember
Its great to see the lies because hiding them is so satisfying knowing they are just seething and wasting their life lying. That's fine. Its outside of my concerns.
>>84927068Hehehehehehe
She is feeling this need to runEscape the 4 walls >I'll die fast in this city >Outside I'll die slow
>>84927246You will have better friends, ive been alone mostly since highschool and ive gotten used to it
>>84927335I'm glad you did your drawing.
I'm thinking about how you could be laying on my chest right now. That would be fun
>>84926842AHHH THE FOX COFFEE CUP ACTIVATED MY MKULTRA PROGRAMMING MUST PUMP MY DICK AND PAINT MY NAILS
>>84927286i know who you are but im not z lol
>>84927400>i know who you are but im not z lolSame. How do you know them. Do I know you?
>>84927360Our boat is bringing us to our shore together. There are things we can't see on each other's side, ultimately good/bad/whatever but it always leads us home to each other .each other's other half.Do you not yet have faith?
When we talk again I know it feels just as before. It will be nice to listen and converse as you share the special things. And then we take each other whenever we get the urge . I'll teach you and take you out . So much fun every day. And also those days where you lay with a book and I'm working on a project. We don't have to talk . Just feel each other's company. I'm excited to show you the home I've built is. I can see your eyes light up, how I kiss. You pressed against the door. All just that Saturday forward.
>>84922697>I thought I'd find an acquaintance or friend on here, they've moved on. I really have to let goI'm still here
She knows I'm hear and it's always given her comfort to feel me. Next is her words to me . They will be nice. That sat forward.
>>84926726I'm more of a weasel fan tbqdesu. Best thing gunn has put on screen.
It feels good hitting the button. Like throwing that shit in the trash where it belongs.
And then look to each other across our protected tunnel of air to each other.
>visit pol>thread about arab/palestinian girls lusting over big black menSo true esp. In toronto :3
>>84927579And when you finally come home to me m you will be on top kissing and I'll tell you good girl
>>84927486>I'm still hereUnless you're trolling
>>84927421probably notI know him from r9k. very specific typing style. ive been a friend for years lol
Just dropped Mike off at the pool.Feels good to hit that button.
>>84927686Of course, in anticipation of the sun
Mike is a Cosby Kid.Pool's Closed.
Yes, I'm going to install percussion dampeners on the bed frame .
Like hell. Enjoy the noise.
>>84927713Pool is always open for Mike. Its natural
>>84927713Has anyone found my lottery numbers for Friday? Eeeee
>>84927686I'm looking for the post about 7 being ridiculous.
>>84927724Just get in contact
>>84927724Oh there will be noise and not only is seeing our home blow her mind , living our home gets her brains fucked out. This place.... Each other There is no comparison and she is going to feel so special, lucky, full..
>>84927753My star knows. She does it naturally with me. Like riding a wave.
I suppose I hate women now again. Because of you. I thought I had a person there, someone to love. But you just had your emotions and a desire to satisfy with some play. Bad liar, but a great manipulator. Fooled even me. How could any other guy deal with you creatures? I guess the key is to be a fake psychopath, just like the foids.
She has an idea of our home.. it's so much more.. nothing else like it. She would of never guessed because there is nowhere else like it. That is an accomplment of this time. For her to have this inherently. That will be a special moment.
When and comes through the front door she understand. I want so badly to spoil it. But it's for her. This moment.
It will feel like new game plus. Boom, have it all and how it builds.... She will love it, I know because she loves me . Just saying she will really love it
>>84927818The spaces built for her
Did you not see my post? I picked tonight's number
I sure hope Dykebot is dead fr. Next I hope is Mike or Doom or Vocaroofag.
>>84927826She gazes over, those thoughts about what she will wear for me here. What it feels like.
Hopefully Mike, God willing.
This place has been a bridge for us, a place we won't have need for once she crosses.
Sure, she'll cross the paypig basement cuck bridge when she gets to it. Right now, it's time to ride the Texas Railroad.
>>84927866Yeah I'm quads. Will you be there? Dropping off Meganium. Changing my number too
>>84927876Of course, I wouldn't miss your suicide for the world. Send an RSVP.
>>84927866If you've been listening you see my girl and my path. Be calm and supportive. Once she is home with me we can be done with here. That's why it's best not to attack because it is not supporting that next step . Supporting with no hostility. She will make it here no matter what , but if you really want our leave,be kind. that gets us past this place.
>>84927870Do you see now this anon keeps me here? Clean up the trash.
>>84927884Smashing Mike's nose first into the wall over and over again while laughing at his futile soiboi resistance
>>84927891Busting out Mike's teeth with my steel toed boots. Curb stomping Mike's geeky fucking skull into jelly. Listening to Mike's pathetic nasally faggot voice begging for mercy.
Motya, Please come back. I miss you.
Choking Mike the fuck out while he flails around helplessly.
>>84927896>>84927901Do you see how this is the enemy who is against everyone else who would like mike gone? Of this person is silenced, he could of been gone a long time ago. When this anon is hostile it keeps mike here. Same with the bans . It only keeps mike here longer. Support, be kind, and he will be done here
>>84927917I'd genuinely like to beat the fuck out of you. Someone's going to dox you eventually. It's only a matter of time.
>>84927919So I'm here forever with you? So you are solely responsible for keeping me here despite what anyone wants? I think they would really hate you if you did that. Your fault keeping me here.
>>84927934Guess I'll just have to bury you then, cuck boy. I'd probably accidentally kill you with a whiffed punch anyway. You're a delicate flower.
don't make me fall in love with you please
i exhale "shut the fuck up" and i leave
>>84927942Ok just know that it is all on you that I'm here and it's your fault . You are the one fucking up this thread foreveor more. I don't think anyone will like you any more because of what you did and are doing.
>>84927944My m* has always been in love with me . She does it naturally. She feels how I complete her. She feels full with me.
>>84927955I don't give a fuck if people like me, faggot. I'm not a self obsessed narcissistic faggot cuck like you. Fuck people and especially people like you, bootlicking corpo sissy.
Im trying to fast miku holy shit
>>84927995Ok I'm here just because of you. Realize that every post actually keeps me here where this is all your fault . Every time. Its pretty retarded as wellYou are wasting energy and time doing what results in the opposite of what you want . Do you see how you are being a retard?
>>84928024Nobody wants you here, take the fucking hint retard. Every time you respond to someone they shit on you. Just kill yourself.
Stop replying to my posts when I'm not mentioning you.
I love my ginger lover shes helping me healthmaxx :3
>>84928043You just caused me to continue to be here. Be smart and stfu for every one else's same. This is all your faultYou are ruining the thread
I don't even read the negativity. I just recognize it's that person's fault and keep carrying on.
>>84928100Mike: Master Projectionist
>>84927881Bwee but I can't bweh
>>84928008It's not a fasting day anymore it's night time. Does anybody have my lottery ticket
https://m.youtube.com/shorts/4SvJRpsIfJgI think black/dark skinned women are great but every prettt dark women ive met that were slender and have feminine faces, none of them liked me or sucked my dick i dont even think i plowed a hot tamil girl before
>>84928175Reminds me of new vegas. So good. I wish ceasar campaign was finished. What is there is great.