i hate myself and its humiliating because i feel like such a gross degen coomer.even as a fembot i feel worse than the typical incel moid goon obsessed pervert.how i am worse than them.... maybe im just too autistic and looking into it but i feel like i scare him...i want him to like me. do guys like weird gross girls?
you are probably worse than a male gooner perv bcuz fembots are generally programmed to have a higher moral compass due to their easier life. women arent as likely to be gooners or pervs. but idk im just a dude, tell me what you think, educate me please.
>>84912123like rationally, i know it's probably fine...but i have some weird fetishes, honestly nothing insane especially compared to some shit you will see herebut i feel so insanely BPDfoided and overbearing...maybe im too forward and my sex drive is too high....plus i dont know how to read boys, unless its directly in my face.i just feel as though the anon i like is gonna think im weird and gross and get icked out by me
>>84912161women feel that? there are girls who get scared of talking to men? i thought it was the norm that men had to ask women out and that was final. heres some advice, give him a note or something that says something cute and has a number with a little drawing. if he doesnt like you he will either be vocal or never talk to you again. there is no way to change this outcome no matter what you do, its either you take a chance or you never try in the first place, and by the sound of things you prolly cant socialize that well so a note will be good.but I have a question, how does a guy like me talk to women? i dont look that bad, im just an autist. i need help.
>>84912105>>84912161You probably have trauma, look inside yourself
>>84912161If you're talking online it's not real anyway so don't even worry about it kekGet an actual irl man foidlet
>>84912228I'm far too autistic and shut in to actually meet people and go outside lelof course we met on here, and he says he likes me. which i believe but it's more so paranoia, and he is a little socially awkward and autistic, so sometimes so i can't read what he is thinking, and i start imagining the worst and just in general i feel like too big of a goonermy last relationship id cry and ask why he didnt want to fornicate with me and if something was wrong with me because he wasn't in the mood 24/7idk i feel like a rapist or something>>84912247oh most definitely. that's a given, i think i only believe people like me when they are being explicit and sexual towards me. >>84912252im trying to meet him IRL soonish. hes a virgin and i think its cute and im excited.
You never forget sex, or rape, tis spiritual.
>>84912105>maybe im just too autistic and looking into itYes. Exactly that.>do guys like weird gross girls?Depends. Ask him yourself.
>>84912270>oh most definitely. that's a given, i think i only believe people like me when they are being explicit and sexual towards me.Yeah a lot of women believe that. It's sad and not true. Sadly these flawed beliefs become a self-fulfilling prophecy and you likely won't allow yourself to be loved.
>>84912105moid here, I like weird gross girls. You'll be fine.
>>84912270>i think i only believe people like me when they are being explicit and sexual towards meYou should probably fix that before you attempt any relationship, you're just going to end up hurting them and yourself.
>>84912300>>84912308yeah true, i try to ground myself into reality when i can.im insecure and i just feel as though i have no redeeming qualities or anything up to offer more than what i can offer sexually and if not then i feel like an unlovable girlfailure.luckily the moid i like seems really into me and reciprocates for the most part but for me its more so like...a matter of time until i run him off somehow.
>>84912270"my last relationship id cry and ask why he didnt want to fornicate with me"you are a retarded fucking bitch and you do not deserve him. for a second i thought that there was a woman out there that wasnt priveleged, but here you go spouting your immunities. if a man were to beg for sex the woman would instantly decline.
>>84912330Hypergamy is common in girls who've experienced sexual trauma at a young age. Unfortunately I have no idea how to fix that, as I'm not a hypergamous woman, but the best general advice I can give to any woman is to find a good man and put your trust in him. Good luck nona, don't overthink :)
What are those fetishes? Are you the bug girl?
>>84912337of course I'm privileged, i have a v*gina. duh. im aware of that, i am also retarded too.my point is he would get annoyed at me, and when he did reject me so i felt gross about myself and like there's something wrong with me and i shouldnt be the way i am. he was the one who broke up with me also.>>84912365 yeah women are in general hypergamous to an extent, but idk with my ex i couldnt imagine even speaking to another man, all the while he'd tell me if i dont let him cuck me and have threesomes with him and have a harem he'd dump me. i now also have some weird self harm fetish shit because of that too.
>>84912421>he'd tell me if i dont let him cuck me and have threesomes with him and have a harem he'd dump meMakes me sad people like this existYou've definitely got some healing to do, just don't be in a rush to distract yourself from it all. Being close with family also helps if you're able
>>84912459thank you, im trying.dont want to rush into a new serious relationship, and wasnt planning on liking anybody it just kind of happened and i scared...hes really sweet and cute and i like him alot and i feel too flawed and damaged.but yeah i definitely need to heal more.i also get so enraged cause this guy would call me a slut and share so much shit about hypergamy and foids and larp being an incel despite having a higher body count than me and was a serial e-whore, not to mention the stuff i already said abt wanting to cheat on me, actually im like pretty sure he did cheat. but yeah
>>84912492>scared...hes really sweet and cute and i like him alot and i feel too flawed and damaged.Hey if he's worth it then he'll be fine with waiting for youAt least you're out of it all now, you can only go up from here :)
>>84912421So would you be okay being cucked and part of a harem?
>>84912105The weirder and grosser they are, the more I like them.What's so weird and gross about you?
>>84912105>do guys like weird gross girls?chads dont and you chase chads
>>84912528Are you ilIiterate?
What is the weirdest thing you have stuck up your pussy?
>>84912492how old are you? don't respond to this if you're underaged obviously
this is an act. she knows the answer..she could answer this if it was about someone else.your replies/sympathy are the purpose here, not answering some question or resolving a problem.
>>84912161I wish I had a girl like this that liked me so we could get married
>>84912633>your replies/sympathy are the purpose here, not answering some question or resolving a problem.Have you never interacted with a woman anon? We know, they're all like this. Sometimes an insecure foid just needs a little validation every now and then
>>84912105You're totally a complete and utter degenerate, bro. You make Jeffrey Dahmer look like Mr Rogers because you flicked your bean to some gay fanfic of One Direction or Club Penguin when you were in the 7th grade and shipped two fictional characters from some cartoon. Watch out guys, she's a real pervert. She has *gasp* sexual desires and fantasies. Whoa dude, an adult female has sexual desires, too? It sounds like you're overdramatizing the fact that you have a sex drive/libido. You're not special, women get horny, too. This nigga wants us to believe they're some depraved serial baby rapist as far as being far gone sexually goes because they are a woman and watch porn and/or masturbate.
>>84912105Sexual compatiblity is part of a good relationship. Everyone gets more degen than their baseline when they are lonely and just look at porn all day, but everyone has kinks whether they want to admit it or not. In general you just need to slowly introduce ideas. Too much at once would spook anyone, but in general men do like kinky women. Its kinda like how most men want to see pussy, but they might be turned off by getting it as the first message. It also helps if you frame things as "I want to try something out" rather than "this is my deepest darkest desire"
>>84912105 >>84912270(Projecting onto you guys since you sound similar to my situation)Girl bot please please tell an autistic awkward nerd who KNOWS the BPD idiot girl in his life likes him despite cronical avoidanceWhat the fuck do I do?How do I talk to your kind?I tried asking her out directly and she gave me a disgusted face. I tried avoiding her since I felt rejected and she's fucking being weird again as a "friend"What do I do I wanna have her babies and cook for her god dammit please give me advice fembot I'm so tired and she's the only girl I have liked persistently despite her being a stupid little shit.
>>84912105Every girl I've gotten to know decently well who who was extremely sex obsessed and/or BPDish had serious identity issues that made me go "Oh shit, I know I'm pretty developmentally arrested, but she's got it even worse." Like it becomes evident very quickly that even if they fit in socially a bit better than misfit guys, they don't have many core beliefs and spend a ton of time and energy trying to soothe whatever very early trauma they have where as misfit guys tend to at least have some beliefs, principles, or passions. Girls like you really are scary, I hate how awfully good the compatibility is though.Anyway, I'm not really trying to make you feel better or worse, just giving my two cents.
>>84912105Everyone who believes they are separated from God hates themselves.The funny part is that separation is not real. It never occurred.