From a young age I would let girls treat me like a doormat and yield to my male friends. Like to the level where I my way to resolve conflicts was imagining what they would do in my situation. Are some people just born as thralls or are my parents to blame? I feel like everyone lands somewhere on this social dominance spectrum, most men (and woman of course) land towards the lower end like me and then a few (mostly men) on the higher end.
>>84914198I also feel like I was born a natural doormat, I always gave up on competitive endeavors too and would finish dead last in school sports even tho my body is decently athletic, I just kinda never had the heart. I also naturally avert my gaze from people and look down, and I am sexually submissive. I have to mentally strain myself to remember to keep eye contact, have confident posture, and engage in conversation instead of just reply to questions.But deep down all I want is a mature asian lady to just take care of me and treat me like a boy sex doll
>>84914198>I have this belief (persistent thought) that I am a lesser beingThen fix it.
I want a girl to treat me as her cuck and paypig
