Instead of going out in the real world and meeting new people like a normal person would, I isolated myself in my room for the past two and a half years after joining a Runescape clan and replaced real life social interactions with interacting with virtual clanmates. Have you also made terrible life choices?
>instead of doing what would make me feel good, I choose to do what makes me feel increasingly bad, to the point that now I am making threads about it. I could solve it in an instant, by changing my behavior, but I choose not to do it
Go "out in the real world and meeting new people like a normal person would". Nothing is stopping you if that's what you want to do. I don't think you actually want to.
>>84914802That's like my entire life
>>84914802I made a similar choice, though I consider it to be one of the best choices I have made. I'm not a people person, have never been a people person, and will probably never be a people person. I'm happiest in social seclusion, and realizing that relatively early in life was a blessing. My terrible life choice was letting myself have a social life in high school instead of going into seclusion sooner, though for unrelated reasons.