>world treats me like shit>begin to resent world >people close to me try to gaslight me into thinking dumb shit like "they only are mean to me because I close myself off/come off as rude/don't give them a chance/etc">once again try putting myself out there>rejected and treated like shityeah you know what this is the last fucking time I let anyone convince me that this shit is my fault
>>84917562There are definitely things you could change and do better at, all of us have to do that, but it also isn't your fault at the same time. The world's weird. You shouldn't give up because you failed a few times, though. Once you have what you're looking for, you'll be thankful you kept trying. Took me till 24 to get what I wanted.
>>84917719>what I wantedwhat would that happen to be? genuinely curious, also I appreciate your words of encouragementsadly though I'm 27 my man