any non normie non chud dickheads up getting drunk and fucking around having no one to talk to? im bored as fuck, lets chat
>>84919474whats up? ive had 2 beers today, might drink some more i guess
>non chudsage
>>84919477hey man. dont know if youre still up, got into some shitty convo with my girlfriend and her normie friend. hope you're still here, care to talk?
>>84919474I would 100% be down if I didn't work in 4 hours. Motherfucker these threads never find me when I'm drunk.
>non chud
>>84920077man, I wish you could. gonna namefag myself so people know when its op. just feeling down rn
>>84920079sorry, anon. just not a chud. I have a pretty good life. I got an inheritance, bought a house when it was cheap, have a girlfriend who pays the bills doing non nude findom and am just coasting on the good life. im not even a chad, just a (self rated) 6/10 with a decent personality that got lucky
>>849200935'7 btw. actual manlet. still down to chat btw for anyone who wants to. feel free to AMA about my life or whatever. 9 beers deep
>>84920097What pissed you off today?
>>84920072yeah im still here. can't believe it's already 2am
>>84920108not much, actually. I had a pretty good day. I got to chill with one of my high school homies. vibed out with him after selling him my Retroid Pocket 4 Pro, downloaded him 11 ps2 games and 4 Gamecube games. he treated me to some Applebee's afterward.the real pissy point of my night came after I came back to my house and her girlfriend's visiting from Seattle. we live in bumfuck Ohio. I get back, start cracking some beers on the porch, get about 9 deep and they come out to start shooting the shit with me. shes talking about how she cant handle her normie job wrangling retarded 2 year olds who are on the gubment dole and im telling her its not the job for her and how shes low key getting abusive toward them. she gets defensive, im railing against her saying she needs a different job, obviously. we come off of it, start talking about my asshole ex best friend who she fucked. I bring up how I hate that he would act different around whoever he was around. bring up that it was some failed normie shit. this is some shit that she does to her friend and my girlfriend. she says that she gets it but also gets defensive at the same time. her and my girlfriend go inside to watch The House Bunny. im now vibing alone on my porch again typing this lol
>>84920137Jeez man, that fucking sucks. I only hope the make up sex feels good.
>>84920137i hope her employers find out about what she really does for a living and fire her holy shit what a nasty little concoction of libtarded evil your little circle is its like the inverse of the hills have eyes no wonder shes becoming borderline abusive to them shes a fucking sociopath and so are you or you're just a niave oofy doofy fucking die
>>84920146it absolutely will. my girlfriend does whatever I want her to do in bed and shes hot. she'll also agree with me on all this shit but it doesn't make up for the fact that she won't in this bitch's face. I fucking hate fake people, man
>>84920154nigga, what? im actively hating on this bitch to her face. I am not a fan and am making it clear. that's why they cleared out and are watching pooslop and im chillin on my porch lol
>>84920158At least she makes it up in bed with you.
>>84920170how can you call people chuds when your life is the other end of the horseshoe of the hills have eyes lmao
>>84920171true, I guess. but what is that, really? shit's gay. excited to fuck her tonight though. animalistic tendencies overcede philosophic urgent necessity
>>84920180please elaborate. willing to say im too retarded to understand. big reason why im yearning for conversation
>>84920187I will not cum btw. I am too drunk
I love you all, btw. I adore every one of you for offering any bit of conversation. thank you guys
>>84920197your girlfriend is a sociopath who extracts money from the most mentally ill and vulnerable men, much like a drug dealer. shes obviously a libtard since shes both a woman and a pornstar albeit softcore porn. if shes being borderline abusive in her day job, do you not see any correlation between that fact and the fact that shes a complete psycho for monetary gain? you dont see anything wrong with this and you've already said you want non chuds to engage with which is a weird thing to say, i dont say "any non libtards want to xyz?", really shows how libtarded you are. i say the hills have eyes because i allude to secretly evil right wing rednecks and you're just as evil but at the opposite side of the political compass.
>>84920224people pay for what they want. I dont care about ethics in this sense
>>84920093>tripfagging>samefagging>not a chudok
>>84920245im sitting on my own property that i own, about to go fuck 'my' foid within the hour
>>84920236>I dont care about ethics when it benefits me!many such, if not all, cases
>>84920251chuds can own property and fuck foidstripfags are rightly hated
>>84920253who won? not you :)
>>84920257not commonly
>>84920258>muh fake people>breaks facade of civility almost immediately under anonymitynext time just say that first retarded faggot and enjoy your hangover
>>84920275you win and I will. thank you for for giving me nothing to ponder over
>>84920294you wont ponder over anything ever because you're a retard oofydoofy who couldnt ponder to save his life
I'm not drunk but I'm on oxy and pregabalin I'm down to chat. I recently made a thread about my repeated struggles with alcohol. I've been thinking about it a little bit, and actually took some of the advice in that thread. I'm genuinely one of those people who just CAN NOT DRINK. now I'm not going to go to AA or anything but I really need to do that ahsolute no drinking thing. Basically I get into states of terrible mental suffering, and I just don't know how to deal with it, at least productively. The problem is I'm 34 now so I'm looking at like a decade + of this one drug legitimately helping me through so many hard times. It's almost like a long term relationship partner. Always there for me. But as I get older, as the hangovers become multi day, and the anxiety is just crippling now. It may give me 2 or 3 hours (max) if I do everything right. Line my stomach, just be chill on thr internet, don't contact people you know irl, donf drive (I have FOUR duis)..drink "healthier" types of alcohol (mine is those zero sugar Japanese citrus cans, or just vodka, sparkling water, and fresh lemon juice. But that's not the whole alcohol experience. My brain, when I crave alcohol just exclusively thinks and imagines those good feelings when it wants alcohol. I just either block it out, or entirely minimize the bad parts of drinking. But when you zoom out and take a wider view the alcohol experience is the ENTIRW experience. It's not just those few hours. It's the massive anxiety spike the next day(s). It's the digestive problems, the nausea, the legal problems, the loss of money, the embarrassment and shame you cause to yourself
>>84920319Stepping back and taking a wider view of what the effects of alcohol are (just speaking for me here btw not trying to preach), it's like 85% negative. And some of those negatives are absolutely horrific. I almost died in a dui car crash (went off the side of a hill), spent nights in jail, narrowly avoided prison for my 4th dui. Had to wear an ankle monitor for 4 months. Had an interlock in my car.spent so much money on alcohol, lawyers, bullshit. I mean its all just essentially bad for what? A couple hours where everything is right? I just can't drink, not one drop. I want alcohol out of my life and I never want to drink again. But when I'm in those moments of extreme mental suffering, where I'm just so desperate for relief it's like I turn to it again. Benzos, pregabalin, gbl, it's just not really the same. It doesn't give me that relief, that absolute euphoria of music, the MIRTH, the cooking in the kitchen feeling like life CAN be good. It's a sort of cognitive illusion. Because remembering alcohol that's what I picture -> relief. But an objective look is basically 90% suffering. In the moment it relieves. But we aren't animals stuck onky present, with what's directly accessible. We can zoom out on our time and make choices based on what's rational or beneficial or good, or at the very least not life ruining. That's my problem. When my mental suffering gets bad it correlates with a zooming in on my cost benefit analysis. To the point I'm just thinking what's best for the next few hours, or what's best RIGHT NOW. My use of alcohol has caused me so much suffering, yet still I feel it's pull. I just don't know how I can just straight up KNOW alcohol is terrible for me, a bad decision, will lead to pain and suffering, but my sneaky brain just wants relief and thinks it's found in an empty bottle.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=z2i0Nw3NDBU
