I've twisted myself into knots for so long. All to try justifying my life. But that was the moment I truly lost.
>>84919711Anon, I will tell you why you are retarded. Please pay attention. Your own line makes no sense unless you adopt an optimistic worldview. >I've twisted myself into knots for so long.There is no SINGLE moment where you did this. You admit it's a long process that never ends, one that you have spent years in. Every new moment you spend doing this is the very moment you lose. You speak in past tense, about something that cannot be tracked to a specific moment in the past. It's not cryptic or romantic. It's an empty image. It's your own mind struggling to deal with your OWN defeatist mindset. It's you, telling yourself that you are losing right now. It's not, as you would like to portray, as if you had already lost and were powerless. It's an articulation of your knowledge that you are losing right now, and could stop losing right now as well. It's not a deep reflection of your mistakes. It's you ALMOST becoming self-aware. It's as if your soul is SCREAMING at you to do something, but you refuse to listen to it.
>>84919782this is facts, anonand you gotta face it head-on
