Who here has violent autistic rages?How can I rent one of those bouncy gyms all to myself for an hour so I can do running screaming frontflips into walls?That's what I've wanted to do at home forever but the hard walls would cripple me.. I'm thinking of doing it anywayWell I've already punched my apartment walls into crumbling piles of rubble and powderEverything in my environment pisses me off indescribably because the world sucks and it's a jew hellworld and to be honest everyone should be this angry.On a personal level I am a spaz retard everything I touch turns to shit and nothing I do ever works. If I lost my perception of pain I would be screaming gutturally, flopping around like a fish slamming myself into everything within reach and hyperventilating. I'm almost hyperventilating right now because being awake and breathing is too irritating and it's an entire lifetime of tension that I can't blow off no matter how much I rage. My anger is an unscratchable blindingly intense physiological itch all the time.
