>>84926690
My family isn't normal at all. My mother is deeply depressed, my brother is an autistic bachelor, and I'm a barely functioning adult who finds it harder and harder to cope with life with every passing day. My sister and dad are almost normal, but in my sister's case it's literally just because she is attractive and was given countless opportunities and privileges because of this, and my dad was a rampant alcoholic for most of his life as a way of dealing with how depressed he was about living in this disgusting reality.

>>84926690
My family is not normal and I am a reflection of that

>>84926712
ah sorry anon :(
my brother is like completely retarded to the degree that i cannot even consider him for this conversation unfortunately. but outside of that i think my family is relatively 'normal' i guess. i hope things get better for you though

>>84926690
my family are a bunch of asocial weirdos that cant relate to people and have raised me to be much like them, especially my mother
>>84926712
are you a foid? run away with me and lets build a semi-normal life together
if youre a guy, well good luck man. we all need it at this point

>>84926690
My family are all dead or crippled, the two survivors other than myself gave away my dog whilst i was hospitalized so i turned them on eachother like dingos. I am envious you have such an issue

>>84927265
that sounds awful im sorry. i meant more in the way socially if that makes more sense but i forgot to include it in my post

No, human, I don't, because life is generally free, and your wants are not.

>>84926690
It's really just my mom's side that is messed up, my dad's side is totally normal. I'm probably more of a reflection of my mom's side.

>>84926690
hi kittenon, yeah I do feel jealous of my family in some ways, but I don't think they're perfect. my mom for example doesn't have any close friends, she's divorced, and she cries constantly. when I still lived with her I had to comfort her and take care of her almost like she was a little kid. my dad on the other hand is very normal. he's very nerdy and kind of awkward but has never had any difficulty with work or friendships or women. his parents were very much not normal and wasted all of their money and are kind of mentally ill, so he tried to be as different from them as possible and became independent as soon as he was able to in order to live a normal life. he's good with money and lives his life very responsibily while enjoying his hobbies. I wish I could be more like my dad, but right now I'm living with him at 21 after giving up on school and work so many times. I feel like I am totally useless. I don't have any trauma to explain the way I am, and my life is pretty good, but still I'm depressed, I'm alone and I've tried to kill myself several times just because of how miserable and lonely and hopeless I feel.
I'm the oldest sibling and I'm happy for my sister at least. she has friends and she's very likeable and gets compliments literally every time she goes out in public. she's smart and talented at so many things and wants to be a hairstylist someday. I hope she's able to pursue her dreams. my brother is evil, he actually wants me to die and told me to kill myself before my first suicide attempt, simply because he thought it was funny. he is so mean and he fucks with me just to make me upset and he's like this to my mom and sometimes my sister too. but he did well in school, girls love him, he makes friends easily, and he'll probably turn out better than me. I just wish he loved me and we could get along.
why do you feel like you're a dud? what is your family like? I know you said they're mostly "normal" but I am curious if you could elaborate.

bumping before I fall asleep and this thread dies

>>84926690
Normal? They're retarded as fuck, sure that's normal today, no I don't envy them, none of them made it out of their small town except me and a sibling. I'm not "normal" but it beats being like the rest of society.

>>84927679
sorry i was asleep too. it was too hot to sleep and i had nothing else left to do so i was looking through some of my family members old fb. everyone was able to experience friendship past childhood except me. more than that though i feel upset at the fact that my siblings had the chance to be friends with eachother and close at that. they were so much older than i was so i was never able to be close to them and that gap wont ever close until im far too old for the 'normal' idea of what friendships look like. thats just my main thing though. and so even back then i was typically alone.

outside of this though i just wonder why i am the only one who ended up with mental problems and was the only one who feels the need to isolate myself so strongly and find myself too anxious become a proper adult

>>84926690
not really, why would I want to be a normalfaggot? If anything I pity them

My family is FUCKED
>sister died in her sleep and nobody got therapy for it
>suffered the most because I found her, horrible social issues, reclusive, scared of death, bullied horribly
>little brothers born quickly and became best friends, made fun of me
>present but neglectful father
>hovering abusive mother
Now I'm the black sheep fuck up sister and they are all doing GREAT and sooo happy

>>84926690
nah, most of them turned out worse than me. sister won't pass school, one cousin sells her used panties online for moving-out money, other cousin steals cars and does drugs. being a hikki neet on 4chan is comparably less bad

>>84926690
All the time
It got so bad I just moved out one day and never looked back

My mom got a new job
My younger brother's getting married
My youngest sister's getting into college
But I've been away

We live like 30 minutes away but I don't call, don't text, and neither do they
I guess this is how things die out, huh?

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>>84929199
>Now I'm the black sheep fuck up sister and they are all doing GREAT and sooo happy
i would say i understand how you feel but i dont, i dont have siblings. my mother died last year and i have basically no family, they only show when 1) their guilt for not being around my mom while she needed them the most hits them 2) its christmas we should text every family member!!
more than a black sheep im just a lonely sheep. then again you would surely prefer to be alone rather than surronded by people you dislike
how are you holding out today?

>>84929282
I am really sorry for your loss. You are extremely unlucky. I wonder why they weren't there for your mom, sounds like some hivemind bullshit. You should leverage their guilt for money somehow.

>>84929282
nta but hello p-chan :3

>>84929300
>I wonder why they weren't there for your mom
just to be clear im not talking to when she was ill, i mean she was poor. i mean she was always poor but you know she would ask for help and no one would do much. i ended up taking responsability for most of the expenses of the house back when i was 18/19 and only by sheer luck, luck i dont have anymore and now im alone lmao
anyways no money to get, no family to give a shit about, just me