today I turned 19 yet I still feel like my 13yo self
>>84927332whos supposed to
Nigga, your body turn s 19, not you.
>>84927332I'm 31 and still feel like I'm 30. Damn... those were the days.
>>84927332>19damn nigga, you were born during the last good year on earth, so you missed out on everything. I feel sorry for you late zoomers
>>84927332You realize that as you age. Past 15 you are the same and just have good or bad experiences tacked on that leave residuals. Adults are just big kids
okay then go and fuck a 13 year old and tell us about it
>>84927332I'm nearly 23 and I feel like myself at 16 when I became even slightly self-aware.In government school I twigged that the entire system was retarded and felt myself a prisoner, made a mind-set of "I'll slack until I get out and then life can begin" but it hasn't really, I'm still tied to university and waiting to begin.
>>84927332Puberty is when your brain transitions from dendritic neural development to myelinic neural development.Basically, the topography of your neural net becomes substantially fixed, and learning after that is mainly via modifying the weights given to connections between nodes.It's not 100%, change is still (slowly) possible, but a lot of people really are locked into their fundamental thinking habits (i.e., their personality) as teenagers.
>>84927332I wish I could say the same for myself. I've lost my whimsy and feel too old for anything now even though I'm still considered "young"
>>84927332Imagine being born in June faggot. Ahaha I'm older than you.
>>84927834>I've lost my whimsyHow did that happen
>>84927332I'm 25 and feel like a teenagerMaybe it's because I've never experienced romantic relationships, so something up here just never developed.
>>84928554>Maybe it's because I've never experienced romantic relationshipsI respect that choice
>>84927332For me it's 16. Honestly idk why 17 is a child and 18 is an adult if everything past 16 feels the same.
trauma makes you arrested development
>>84929076>choicedecent ragebait
>>84927332I'm 23 almost 24 and don't feel much different from 19.
>>84927332I turned 33 earlier this year and I still feel like my 19 year old self, just worn out
Im 23 and feel like I'm 28
>>84927332Time to use your first cigs, OP. Please do so and share with us what you felt
>>84929479>just worn outIm 100% emotionally done with life
Around 16 is when I dropped out of high school and became a shut-in NEETMy state of mind froze in place right around then. I'd often think "this is how I'll be the rest of my life"I turned 19 recently, and I still feel 16 in mind, in body, in spirit. I haven't learned or grown in any major ways. Although I've pulled myself together a lot since then, and lifestyle-wise I'm decently far from falling into NEETdom again, in my mind I'm only a hop away.I'm aware this isn't sustainable and I probably can't bring the mind of a 16 year old shut-in to work or college, but I really can't help it. I'm always just going to feel that I'm larping as a normalfag.Might still kill myself around 28 like I used to say I would
>>84927332I turn 28 next monthMentally though I'm 18 years old
>>84927332I definitely relate to that, constantly trying and failing to become a different person and falling into the same traps and pitfalls that I always have.
>>84929245I almost killed myself when I was freshly 15 and the world froze that daySometimes I wonder if I really did die then
>>84927332Your brain has major changes at>22>35>65You feel 13 because you are still 13
>>84932020>Your brain has major changes at>>22>>35>>65Why those ages? That seems arbitrary, or what?
>>84932020I don't remember seeing any spikes on the neuroplasticity/age chart
