I just felt like a total alien Everyone was with their friend groups.Music was loud as fuck.And it made me fucking hate myself To know I'll never have a friend group to know I'll never fit in.I'm just always gonna be the weird sperg in the back observing people and never talking.I wish I was different.I don't belong on earth.I truly think this was the last solidifying experience.I am an alien or something.I feel so weird at these places.It's like high school all over again.I'm probably going to cry into my pillow tonight.I wish I didn't have aspergers.I wish I wasn't weird.I hate everything about myself."If I could be who you wanted."https://youtu.be/n5h0qHwNrHk?is=kKNpYvLnPhha1wG8
>>84927605Can relateBest thing you can do is find other spergs who understand these feelings, which is the only thing that worked for meOne thing I have had to learn is that you are not missing out on muchNormie culture is soulless and emptyAnywaysIf you want an online buddy to vent to leave your discord or whateverI am going to sleep but I will check when I wake up Either way, hang in there manYou are not alone in this feelingFar from it
>>84927642Thanks bro that means a lot.
Like that anon said, you are not alone. Bars/clubs are just not robot places. They're soulless normie cattle gatherings
>he fell for bullshit normie advice
>>84927605yeah anon I feel the same way. I don't like bars because I hate loud crowded places. I'm a very shy person. I've given up on trying to fit in. I've mostly come to terms that it's not something I'm able to do. Same with getting a relationship. I'm reclusemaxxing now, I got a cat a few years ago, it helps with the loneliness
>>84927605>Go outside>Just constantly hit with images of happy families happy couples and friends doing activities.
I dont even bother going outside anymore. No point in it. Women straight up terrify me now. Like I start getting nervous just being physically around them because I dont know what they're going to do or say and when their next emotional breakdown is going to happen.I literally just isolate in my house and barely come out of my room anymore. There's just no desire to interact with the world anymore. It's not fear, I'm just tired.
>Don, Aman by Slint softly plays in the background
>>84927877I wasn't a tryhard neurotypical like this it was worse just a lonely faggot leering at everyone like a retard
>>84927605Yep, school never truly ended. And you were born with the worst rng, because at least if you were actually retarded you wouldn't have any self awareness of how fucked you are. Less sex, less friends (if any). Aspergers is actually completely fucked as a disorder. Even outright schizos have a higher feetility rate.
Bars are for homosexuals and nationalistic trannies
>>84928118Funny how seeing pink elephants dancing singing you the abcs is more offensive to women than a guy who knows the inside and out of every train model across the United States jfl.
>>84928134I have seen lots of fags at bars.
>>84927605Fellow autistic recognized. This is you learning that, even though you see normies enjoying themselves having fun socializing at "night life" activities, those environments are simultaneously overstimulating and boring for you, and you're actually much happier doing things you actually enjoy even if you're by yourself.
>>84927605Next time you go, sit back and watch the LTNs jester. It's a lot of fun.
