time to get drunk again as nothing helps and i am helpless. lets all drink together and make better decisions that dont end up with a battering ram being taken to our door
>>84927701how about you not drink instead you chucklefuckyou're just finding new ways to destroy yourself, dammit
>>84927701why so glum chum no reason you can't drink and think don't be a girl give it a whirl
>>84927712because it puts the contradicting thoughts in my mind to rest and gives me a moment of peace (usually) and i am already decomposing>>84927714life sucks exhausted everything last few months have been hell
>>84927719save it for when the thoughts become unbearable then, fuck's sake manthat's a card with diminishing returns you're playing there>i am already decomposingwe all are but we tend to slow it down, now speed it up, chump
>>84927731they're unbearable from the moment i wake of my nightmares to the moment i lose consciousness>that's a card with diminishing returns you're playing thereburned to a crisp already i want to accelerate this
>>84927741man, you're being real dramatic, you know that?idk maybe it's warranted, idk your situation but fuck bro, get a grip - i mean you're still here so shit ain't over yetwanna wallow in misery? be my guest but you ain't gonna like it, however if you want to change things then either end it already or start making a change for the better, get blown to the wind or be reborn from the ashesgl man, wishing you the best despite all that
>>84927761no drama here i have been in/out the pysch wards the past 3 months, fucked up a suicide attempt, destroyed every connection, hurt people i care about, and failed to get any sort of support from the system. there is no rebirth or reincarnation, you just return to the place you are when you sleep. nowhere, nothing. i am recharging my mental energy towards good decisions.
>>84927781you know, one thing i used to hear was that the plus side of being at the bottom is that there's nowhere to go but upbotched yourself up? find ways to live with the consequences of your actions, means you still got shit to do heredestroyed connections? fucklots more waiting to be made out there, away from thosehurt people you care about? stay out of their way at least, make a comeback later and add value to their lives if you want (guilt is a big pitfall)the system fucked you over? find ways around it, we people are crafty motherfuckers when we need to befight back, it's not because you've been dealt a shit hand that you can't play a good game>i am recharging my mental energy towards good decisions.good, but drinking ain't one of them, bucko
>>84927810>you know, one thing i used to hear was that the plus side of being at the bottom is that there's nowhere to go but uprock bottom is simply the new frontier, junas. you can keep going down.
>>84927816if you want, you can yeah but do you? what's the point, do you like to suffer or something? fuck brothat's what i'm saying, change something for fuck's sake, but looks like you just wanna wallow in misery so like i said, be my guestlet that shit sink in later though if you want, whenever you feel like
>>84927828>change something for fuck's sake,you're an idealistic retard if you think i haven't burned myself out trying to change so much and failing each and every step along the way. fuck off with your "just world" fallacy where some sense of effort is apparently proportional to good outcome.
>>84927846right, you have fun with your "good decisions" then, whatever they may bethe world ain't a fair place, never has been, but if you think simply giving up and crying about it is gonna make a good outcome fall from the sky, then you deserve whatever the fuck's coming for you, manno, putting in effort doesn't guarantee success, but NOT doing that does guarantee failureyou say you burned yourself out? think again bozo, you're still here, shit ain't over yet and if you got the energy to argue with me against it, spend that energy searching for other things you haven't done yet>inb4 i tried everything boohooeverything you know of, which ain't much compared to the stuff you don't know (we know very little about anything at the end of the day)there's more to it than thatbut yea go wallow in your misery, and don't forget to make some "good decisions" while you're at it
What's with all the gay teetotalers drinking rules
>>84927701>better decisionsyeah nah. cheers inb5 "brown hands"
>>84927874slip from your high horse and break your neck you insufferable cunt.>>84927883it's nice to help unwinding a lot.
>>84927886okay we are 1 shot of vodka 3 beers 1 strong zero and 1/2 a bottle of sake in the night is young. i blew a 0.37 last time they took me to the ward no wonder i got kept for so long
>>84928222>1/2 a bottle of sake Why not a full bottle?
>>84927886FYI not a single person gives a fuck that you have brown hands
>>84928264active work in progress. greatness takes time.
