During the time of writing this, I am listening to songs that heighten the effects of my hormones.The urge to establish a romantic life gets stronger by the day.Over 2 decades of being alive, and I have no romantic experience. No talking stage no kiss no nothing.Sound reason is telling me to wait with it and become more self assured as I know it wouldn't last.But my desires are telling me I want to have someone, like every other girl. And I want someone right now. Maybe its my hormones, but every time this feeling strikes me its hard to think of anything else. Its like a constant state of being agitated and aroused. Is this the daily male experience?How awful.I hate ovulation.I cant even think straight for fucks sake.I have also noticed that my fetishes vary from phase to phase. My cnc fetish just blows out of proportion during this time. Where i am usually somewhat indifferent towards who is the sub and the dom, it is as though i strictly want to be dominated during this period. Where i usually care about being lovey dovey, i suddenly just want someone to have his way with me.Another thing I have noticed is that I talk about men way more. Where I usually am indifferent to it, now I keep on talking about relationships and men.How miserable!To be a product of my own pre disposition.Now I will listen reason and let it pass, but I will lose my mind in doing so.
>>84930935Welcome to the mind of a KHHV. Imagine this but every day
>>84930935Go jack off or something jfc
stop larping femoid dont have any desire you just want attentionalso the thing you're describing in your fan fiction is what men feel everytime exept its even stronger for us
>>84930935>Is this the daily male experience?Kind of.Why not just find a man to get bred and start family with?
>>84930999she's clearly waiting for a jacked charismatic millionaire to sweep her off her feet
>>84930935>During the time of writing this, I am listening to songs that heighten the effects of my hormones.>>The urge to establish a romantic life gets stronger by the day.>>Over 2 decades of being alive, and I have no romantic experience. No talking stage no kiss no nothing.>Sound reason is telling me to wait with it and become more self assured as I know it wouldn't last.>But my desires are telling me I want to have someone, like every other girl. And I want someone right now. >>Maybe its my hormones, but every time this feeling strikes me its hard to think of anything else. Its like a constant state of being agitated and aroused. Is this the daily male experience?>How awful.>I hate ovulation.>I cant even think straight for fucks sake.>>I have also noticed that my fetishes vary from phase to phase. My cnc fetish just blows out of proportion during this time. Where i am usually somewhat indifferent towards who is the sub and the dom, it is as though i strictly want to be dominated during this period. Where i usually care about being lovey dovey, i suddenly just want someone to have his way with me.>>Another thing I have noticed is that I talk about men way more. Where I usually am indifferent to it, now I keep on talking about relationships and men.>>How miserable!>To be a product of my own pre disposition.>Now I will listen reason and let it pass, but I will lose my mind in doing so.womp womp
>>84930987So strong your heart rate is raised and looking at the opposite gender makes you want to explode? Its not like I think of having Intimacy with them, but I keep thinking of intimacy its so annoying >>84931013I want to self improve first and get more reasonable. I also want to find the right guy. Don't want to make rash decisions.
>>84930935I think id kill to have you. Itd feel so nice to help you relieve all this stress
>>84930935It sounds like you get really strong ovulation hormone dumps. What you're describing is pretty normal though, especially in your early 20s, which it sounds like you are.The struggle you describe is very real and pretty common. Find something that works for you to get through for now. I suspect you may have with this post in fact.Comfort with yourself and your interests will be a benefit to you when and if you do have a partner. But don't stress. It's not a race. I know it's not the same, but solo fun will hopefully take the edge off.
>>84931115What makes you think you'll be able to 'find the right guy' when women in general are comically inept at making good relationship decisions? You'll just get lead on by some attractive guy who sees you as nothing but a warm hole to dump cum in and then you'll complain that all men are le evil.
>>84931115>So strong your heart rate is raised and looking at the opposite gender makes you want to explodeLol amateur stuff>I want to self improve first and get more reasonable. I also want to find the right guy. Don't want to make rash decisions.You'll fall down a deeper hole, oh wait, you're a woman...
>>84931141>What you're describing is pretty normal though, especially in your early 20s, which it sounds like you are.I have noticed this. I did not get nearly as aroused before as compared to now. Like you said i just have to power through >>84931142>What makes you think you'll be able to 'find the right guy' when women in general are comically inept at making good relationship decisions?Well I dont know. But I do believe i can see through alot of people. I'm not going for muh chad I am going for a man that likes me and I like him, he treats me right and we wanna work together. I'll seek judgement from people i trust too. I think i got this in the box.
>>84931138Wouldn't you think its stupid just to have intimacy because youre horny? There has to be stability in a relationship before that.
>>84930935Ovulation is NOT REAL get the fuck out. Youre just horny
>>84932164Ovulation causes horniness dumbass. Yes i am ovulating yes I am horny these are not mutually exclusive.
>>84930935How old are you? This should stop already.
>>84932249Im not really sure. Are there ANY scientific studies that say this is true? There is no possible way to know when a woman is ovulating. You may think youre "ovulating" because youre horny. But maybe youre just horny and thats it.
>>8493225621, read the post man i said i have lived over 2 decades.
>>84932266You can tell by the texture of discharge dumbass. You can track your cycle.
>>84932281Bullshit ive never been told this beforeIs this actually true? I had been told that women could be ovulating any time at random times, even whilst menstruation.
>>84932294Oh my God. They lied to you good Sir this is all a cycle. Menstruation then folicular phase, then ovulation then luteal phase then menstruation again.Over and over again. Hence why womens hormones has such an effect on them from a day to day, and weekly basis.It all follows how fertile she is. Folicular phase she isn't that fertile , but then the egg gets released around ovulation, thays when she is most fertile, but then the lining in the uterus gets thicker to provide nutrients to the potential baby. Luteal phase is the phase before menstruation, and if she doesn't get pregnant, the lining sheds and she bleeds (menstruation). We get hornier during ovulation because our body is telling us to get pregnant while we're most fertile. We get moody before our period because we didn't get pregnant and our body is acting retarded and makes us feel shitty. You didn't know this? Bruh.
I'm in a public space so I can't do shit im about to peel my skin off. Is this how it feels for dudes to have the sudden urge to fap when they are in public?
>>84932367I kind of knew that? Bur i dont get the "affect mood" part. That's complete and utter bullshit. Are you seriously letting an organ control you? (That came out rude sorry). Im saying this on my part btw. For me periods dont determine my mood.
>>84932490Great heavens youre a woman who doesn't know this shit properly?! Bruh.You should track your periods, you don't need a flo app but just write down when you menstruate, irregular menstruation can mean something is wrong with you so by tracking you get to know what's normal for your body.>Are you seriously letting an organ control you? It's not controlling me but it does affect me. Ofcourse it does.
>>84930935>ovulationLet's see the current state of your panties. Lmao
>>84932449If its any consolation, with time you manage it better and even kinda enjoy it. It also moderates a fair bit. Good luck white-knuckling it for now.