I'm a blackpilled incel, but I sort of understand foid chadsexuality because I'm actually bisexual (not the reddit "only for femboys" or AGP "I'll suck a dick but never kiss a man" thing). When I see the vast majority of men they register in my mind as truly subhuman monsters. But when I see a legitimately attractive, handsome Chad, it's like I turn into a lovestruck retard from a Tom and Jerry cartoon. My knees go weak and I would be his plaything, it doesn't matter how androgynous or masculine he looks. It sucks being a man that has the neural network to understand male beauty like this because it makes it all the more depressing I'll never be one of them.It also feels bone-chilling that I can only feel this passion for beautiful men even though I resent women for doing the same to me, it makes me feel like a terrible person and being tortured by my own psyche. As if my own nature is against my own self and the other ugly men I sympathize with for being ugly but could never find attractive. But because I'm a man and a truly sensitive and caring spirit at heart and not a foid bitch with ice in my veins, I know my exclusive desires only for ultra attractive men are wrong and evil instead of foids who just rationalize deny and have a YOU GO GIRL attitude about it. I have tried to lower my threshold of attraction to less attractive men through porn to live more in accordance with my personal beliefs, but it does not work and I just cannot find subchads attractive no matter what I do and it just kills me inside. My feeling of guilt is a testament to my character and purehearted soul, unlike women who truly have no compassion.
Nice to see I'm not the only bisexual incel. I see a hot guy outside and it's like "yeah I get it".If I were straight or gay, I think I could actually not be khhv since I could be deluded into trying.
>>84931730Yes, it sucks because you know that as a subhuman like yourself there's no point in even trying. When I was at the gym the other day and saw this one ripped handsome Chad in a tank top and Stacy with a fat ass in leggings showing her midriff I kept staring and couldn't think straight. It's just so unfair how I'm cursed to live like this when there are such beautiful people out there having amazing relationships and sex and I don't think straight men can even truly understand that last bit of how terrible it really is, because they don't get what it's like to be captivated by a beautiful man. Like my own biology working against me.
>>84931730Being able to recognise that a man is attractive doesn't make you bisexual thoughI can see a man and instantly notice how hot he is, and be able to tell you in detail everything about him that I think is attractive, but I'm not actually turned on by him. My dick is not moving.
>>84933152You actually can't, you're still a blind person stumbling around in the dark. Which is why almost all blackpillers give such horrible ratings even though they think they have it down to some science.
Youre just porn brainded, actual bisexual men aint attracted only to Chad types
>>84933444You have it backwards, because I'm one of the rare actual bi men. Most "bi" guys are reddit numales with a porn addiction induced AGP or femboy fetish or just attracted to general femininity including some effeminate looking men as a replacement for women.
>>84933444I unironically do wonder if I'm just porn addicted. Though I should be a bit bi given that I've jacked off to hairy grandpas and didn't get hit with post nut clarity.
>>84933629>given that I've jacked off to hairy grandpas and didn't get hit with post nut clarityyou're weird bro
Chad's power cannot be defeated
