Sex and relationships are pointless and unpleasant experiences for me. Nothing they provide for me comes close to justifying the discomfort and hurt. I dont know why I crave them so deeply. Its completely irrational in a way that scares me. I really, truly dont understand why people crave sex so much, specifically
>sexForget words like this. It is all about pleasure, that you can attain doing many things, like listening to music, masturbating, eating food...Master pleasure and you'll not need external stimuli to feel it.https://youtube.com/shorts/qL7SvbIn2aQBut be warned: pleasure and suffering are the same thing, only separated by time.