I did meth for the first time ever anons and i thought it would be like crazy coffee but i felt calm,my thoughts were much more relaxed and i ended up tackling stuff i was procastinating on for months. It wasn't even a high it was like serene calmness like everything made sense, i was safe and collected.why do people make meth out to be some crazy hyper drug
>>84934095You MIGHT have undiagnosed ADD or ADHD if this is what meth is doing to you.Meth CAN fuck you up though. Look into lisdexamphetamines instead.
because it is, and if you keep going you will find out. you do not want to find out. you know the feeling of waking up from a nightmare and feeling so relieved it's not real? if you keep going you will learn what the opposite of that is like. I don't know how to really emphasize that. it's a ridiculous, insane, just horrible horrible nightmare that is real. it's so bad you can't even comprehend how it's possible. it seems like it just cannot fucking be real. the sense of dread and horror you will have to contend with is probably something you haven't experienced before. the only relief is that you can still forget about it later (if you stop). people can forget anything, it's the only way we can live.
>>84934141id rather not be dependent on drugs though :/ plus isn't their adderal shortage nowi think one time thing is okay like to experience it
>>84934095What kind of meth?
>>84934209smoked meth like crystal one
>>84934095Dude, I know you probably won't listen because this is an anonymous monkey hair braiding forum but seriously don't fuck with that shit again. You *will* actively increase your chances of destroying your health, body and sanity the longer you fuck with that shit.I wish you luck in the future anon, stay away from the crank.
>>84934247nah i know it's bad hopefully it doesn't happen again just shocked how divergent feeling was
>>84934095yet another idiot who doesn't understand neuronal plasticity
>>84934272do u wanna go ahead and explain it to me?i mean it doesn't help to just insult me
>>84934279long story short, your brain will adapt to the substance over time and eventually you'll have to use meth just to feel normal. and if you don't use it at that point, you'll feel like shit.
>>84934302>long story short, your brain will adapt to the substance over time and eventually you'll have to use meth just to feel normal. and if you don't use it at that point, you'll feel like shit.yeah that's big fear with any drug isn't it u become dependent on it.
>>84934323meth changes the neuronal plasticity of your brain pretty fast and you don't seem to realize that.
>>84934340>meth changes the neuronal plasticity of your brain pretty fast and you don't seem to realize that.if that's case wouldn't it be a good therapeutic drug to help people with trauma, anxiety and such
>>84934370no because drug addictions aren't therapeutic.
>>84934384>>84934370adderall is handed out like candy for adhd what are you on about
>>84934390have you seen what people that take adderall are like when they are off of it? just because it's prescripted doesn't mean it's good for you.
Thats meth bro. It sounds like you took a fairly low dose or maybe weak meth but yeah, thats meth. I've done IV crystal meth and never in my life felt more calm, serene, focused, it was like a meditative bliss as all these rushing sensations of pleasure massaged and moved around my body. It was incredible. But the euphoria lasts for about a few hours then you're just fucking tweaked to the max and up for days redosing and being a crackhead. I did jt a few times more but it's just not for me. The side effects are too much and it lasts too long. Also I become INSANELY sexual (I'm bisexual) and go on like these insane sex binges I've done some extremely risky insane sex on meth.
>>84934095Do not ever do meth. I pray no one listens to this and decides to try it. Fucking stupid.
>>84934141Ugh you're playing right into their bullshit, they obviously came in with the idea that they have ADHD and heard the meme that le amphetamines make you doze off if you have it because apparently you lack normal human physiology which is a load of horseshit so they concocted this post to get validation for their misdiagnosis to justify getting high
Where do you even get meth
>>84934407Enlighten us what are they like
>>84934673how did you just go and have sex? like you just asked someone, and they said yes? fucking HOW????
>>84934407i know its silly to take it everyday like you're supposed to to turn you into a slave but if you take it when you need it to get stuff done like coffee or alcohol it can be helpful
I don't do any drugs except caffeine, Vyvanse and alcohol, I will die with this triad of terror fueling my domination of Earth
>>84934805What are you on about? I said I'm bisexual. I've been to bathhouses, gone on grindr, hired female prostitutes, had sex with a gf I had.
>>84934141fpbp>>84934163>id rather not be dependent on drugs though :/meth is a drug, retard
>>84934805fags can do that. and especially with this substance, you'd be right to be jealous. he has experienced things you cant even comprehend, and since they involve other human beings, he doesnt have to feel nearly as ashamed about it. if you do this drug as someone who grew up as a straight incel guy, you will never be able to take yourself seriously again, and other people will think of you as just complete garbage. fags get sympathy, support, quicker bounce-back to normal life after putting the stuff down. you know all the negative self worth you have? imagine that x1000, that's what adding meth to your life is like as someone who isnt gay and didnt grow up in a broken household with early trauma, has no street smarts, etc. those who are "worse off" are really better off. they do not have those same basic self-worth issues, they do not know what it's like to be looked at as less than a person, as a freak, as something who is just not invited, as a joke. they say they do but they really don't. they have other issues of course and yes it's debatable which is really "worse". basically anon there is nothing wrong with you, just recognize jealousy as jealousy and overcome it by realizing these sorts of people are the real trash, not you. don't disrespect and weaken yourself by judging yourself by their fucked standards, and ruining your life trying to understand them. they are not worth understanding.
>>84934863do you bottom?
>>84934884Mostly yeah, last time I did meth I dressed in a slut outfit and went to a party night at a gay bathhouse and got absolutely used
>>84934913Can we see how sexy u are or pics? Feels too good to be true that ur on r9k maybe disc or telegram
>>84934095you took a small, therapeutic dose. if you want to become a tweak GOD and fap/game for 12 hours at a time, up the ante.
>>84934157I did meth for like 6-8 months and it never got that bad. I always had a shit ton of weed on hand though, so if bad thoughts started creeping I just ripped some bong and was all good again.
>>84934913What the fuck am I reading. First time on 4chan and I need to bleach my eyes already
>everyone here shitting on methpussies. Im 18 months sober off everything, but my life was better when i was on meth, and its not even close. I only stopped because my chest started hurting when I did it and heart attacks are scary.
>>84935023Newfag fuck outta this board.
>>84934913oh it's you. your stories were funny to read
>>84935023back to r*ddit and tiktok, faggot. You have no idea the kind of horrors lurking around here.
>>84934999Bro I'm literally a fucking male, I'm bisexual and have gay sex sometimes I'm not a tranny or anything ill post a pic that's how I dress for these things with ripped tights
>>84935033I think I will stay thank you
>>84934868I have no clue what FPBP means, please elaborate.
>>84935203lurk 10 more years
As others have said: undiagnosed ADHD. Watch street meth though. Meth is a legit medication that goes by the name Desoxyn. However, pharmceutical grade is much lower in dosage compared to street grade. Go get diagnosed. You'll change your life around. I got the same result. Ignore the fuckers who argue otherwise. Almost every single doctor or psychiatrist who is worth their salt knows about it. The ones who say otherwise are always exposed as idiots citing very shitty studies like that one family physician who got exposed as fundie Christian.