How am I supposed to live a decent life when I have been pretty much alone since I was a kid and people literally hate you if you don't have years and years of well rounded social skills? What the fuck am I supposed to do?I can't relive my teenage years and go through all the developmental milestones with my peers at the age I'm supposed to with society actually caring about me and assisting me. It is like expecting me to become a concert pianist overnight.I not only have zero social life and it is fucking awful and miserable. I could contribute so much if I set my mind to something, but most people won't even give me the time of day and I struggle to communicate with anyone. That's the most kafkaesque thing about this, everyone treats me like a retard, everyone is disgusted by me, but on the inside I'm not, I'm thinking about science, philosophy, psychology, but I can't share it with anyone or make anything of it.
>>84934234>I'm thinking about science, philosophy, psychologyReddit. I was with you until this line but now you sound reddit
>>84934269I was actually afraid of writing that because I knew someone would think it is me being a smartass but I thought "what are the chances", but lo and behold the very first post.The normy thing is actually to shit all over nerdy interests, which is what you are doing. Instead of talking about the extremely serious crisis with people like me being socially ostracized and struggling to lead a decent life. No, let's ignore all that and get hyperjudgmental because I like these topics.
>>84934310You can have nerdy interests without being reddit about them. I'll be your friend bro, we're bantering right now this is what friends do it's banter it's part of socializing
>>84934343uh.. thanks... that makes sense and actually gives me something to think about, I still hate normies though and now I'm going to sleep
if you have assburger's, your emotional development occurs at roughly 2/3 the rate of a neurotypical. i am basically coming out of a prolonged and delayed period of adolescence. when i was in a relationship with a girl, i was at the level of maturity of a 12-year-old. everything i have learned about the nuances of social interaction has been through this website. i was like an edgy 16-year-old when i graduated college and this persisted until i was about 30 biologically. there may be hope for me now that i don't have the brain of a teen anymore.
stop going to unsafe spacesif you sniff out someone is a shifty normie just fucking bail immediately. don't try to win their worthless approval. find better people
