Sometimes I wonder who I am actually talking to when browsing. How do they live? What are they like?
>>84950397I always browse with my dick in one hand and my pistol in the other. Makes it real awkward when I try to kill myself.
>>84950397I also wonder this besides the artificial intelligence we are all just people living Our lives you and me we aren't much different if you really think about it
>>84950397What would you like to know? Sometimes I think about the same thing, our life experiences can be so varied yet we all found 4chan. I like it.
>>84950460How they are doing, if life is going bad or well for them and how their day was. I just want to have a casual convi with em, like talking to a stranger on the train. We are certanty all here in transit
>>84950397I dont wonder about you anon because I am in your walls and can see you
>>84950397I am an old failed-normie bot. I was a trucel originalbot over 15 years ago, I tried my hardest to make it during those 15 years. Got girls, had sex, had careers(not just random jobs) all that but because I'm an autistic robot it all failed in the end and everything always blue up once my autism was revealed and now I'm back here on the other side now that I'm too old to keep trying or pretend there's a future for me. Now I browse the board replying to anons with wisdom I learned. A near 40 year old failed normie is one of the anons here responding to you all.
I talk a lot of idealist, but I live lower than a filthy animal.
Im a retard without a home thats who I am
>>84950491I am doing okay. I drank some beers, yuengling, because my guy said we were maybe not working tomorrow. I am a landscaper, my guy is some dude who pays me to help him do work. Life was better last year, making more money, less stressed. I was going to play some vidya but I'm too drunk and need to sleep for work soon.
>>84951393Really? Homeless? How tf do you browse>>84950777Shit. How did your life blow up? Surely it can't only be your autism. Im sorry anon.>>84951334Woah, what's stopping you from cleaning and breaking the cycle?>>84951422Landscaping sounds kinda fun. Why has your life taken a turn for the worse?Good night anon, if the threads still up we can talk later.
>>84951473I enjoy landscaping sometimes and other times I hate it. Sometimes I just feel like a slave, I'm going to die slaving. Other times I love the feel of sun and sweat and dirt and grass on my skin and soreness in my muscles. Long story short I was fired because a compliant was called in on me and another worker while there was some corporate bigwig in the office who heard the call in. I'm making half the money I was before and no dental insurance is a problem considering I have holes in my teeth and can only eat with part of my mouth. It took me a few months to even find the work I have now, a guy who needs a helper 3 days out of the week. Good night anon, it'll probably still be up.
>>84950397If I could have one superpower it'd be to see who I'm talking to on the internet. Okay that's a lie, it'd be to freeze time, for rape.But if I could have two super powers then seeing the person behind the screen would be number 2 for sure.
>>84951473Basically perfectionism. Every time I whip out the back of a napkin and pen I make some minor improvement by as much as a whopping 0.00069%. It would be folly to waste time and money knowing there's a 0.001% better thing right around the corner that I might accidently lock myself out of.The breaking point is near, so lately the work has been that of convincing that good enough exists. There are people who are satisfied merely living in a house that costs $10,000,000, and they willingly chose such a shitty house just buying it not designing it. So it's probably possible to be happy with something only a few hundred times better than that.Part of the problem is that it's hard to really see an improvement. Better has to actually be an upgrade. I bought a camper thinking fuck yeah free toilet, but I actually hate it and stay in the cuckshed. The camper was a $6,000 port-a-potty. I like having a toilet to shit in but holy shit, people actually pay retail for campers? I want something cool. Earthbag or hyperadobe. There's no rush because I get paid every pay cycle. You can't enjoy life in any way before retirement anyway so there's no point in pretending.
>>84950397I ate a large pizza hut pan pizza and a free order of cinnamon sticks today then felt like shit for the rest of the day.
>>84952406I also had 2 diarrhea shits afterward.
>>84950397I try my best to hold myself to the same standards that the founding fathers held themselves to. As a result, everyone I know says I'm spiritually an old man "I'm 22"
