Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportughhhh hoooootttthello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :33>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84956436haiii o/>How are you doing today?quite alright just boreddd working on my pc rn>Any plans for today?tweaking my gentoo linux setup so i can finally use my pc again :3>Is there anything bothering you right now?loneliness ig?>>84949760(hope the backlink works...)>wanna share some music ?? d^w^bsuuuure :3 been listening to this song all day, its sooo nice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLIVgp3fAEg&list=RDiLIVgp3fAEg&start_radio=1
>>84956674that song is so good woah
>>84956701hehe glad u like it :D
>>84956674eyo!>boreddd working on my pc rnbest or luck with that >gentoo linux setup so i can finally use my pc again :3ooo, switching from windows?>loneliness ig?no offense but don't you have a bf?>backlink works.it does! \o/>listening to this song all day, its sooo nicenice one!
>>84956707>ooo, switching from windows?nope, been using gentoo for 8+ years now as a daily driver. win just for multiplayer games>no offense but don't you have a bf?heh.. heheh.. i wish.
>>84957413>gentoo for 8+ years nowwaaa :OI've never used linux I'm still on win 10 and I def don't wanna get the winslop 11 But I don't wanna switch because I use a little of outdated programs for map making that probably won't work on linux>i wishSORRY :< (where did I get that wrong idea from??)
>>84957475>I've never used linux I'm still on win 10 and I def don't wanna get the winslop 11 dont switch to linux then trust me. i used gentoo for 8 years, and during that time i made an LFS system asw (LinuxFromScratch. you basically build ur own distro) and its was a fun ride but... stressful. working on a big LFS system now that i will publish on github>SORRY :<(where did I get that wrong idea from??)good question. thats like the #1 thing that i hate abt my life(with my looks, imma stay alone 4ever hehe)
>>84957517>dont switch to linux then trust me. iI trust you But should I stay on 10 then?>the #1 thing that i hate abt my lifeow sorry to hear about that?>imma stay alone 4eversame..do you wanna talk about it?
>>84957766>But should I stay on 10 then?depends. if ur comfortable with 10 rn then yes. if u wanna spice things up a bit, better said get a bit more performance out of it n remove all the bloat, id say look into installing tiny10. it has all bloat removed n works perfectly for everyday tasks n gaming. it also removes the microsoft store and u gotta activate via KMS massgravel but thats easy.>do you wanna talk about it?i guess yea. if u dont mind
>>84957784>spice things up ano no I don't wanna I just want things to not change so I can use my pc in pece>tiny10sounds interesting >guess yea. if u dont mindoke, I'm all ears ^. .^
>>84957849>no no I don't wanna I just want things to not change so I can use my pc in peceup to u. stock10 or tiny10. win10 alr ended support soo up to u ofc>oke, I'm all ears ^. .^i mean phew where should i start? i got cheated on after my first n prolly last breakup, she cheated with (no joke) 5 dudes and uh,.,., after that rumors spread abt me which made me lose all my friends, that made me develop trust issues and social anxiety to a point where i was mute irl for a year or two,,, then i met a dude on discord who helped me thru everything plus my addictions who then ALSO left me after shit went down in the friendgroup. thats the summary of the summary ig. talked to him for the first time in a year like... 3 days ago now. yea 3 days. it was kinda weird and i was a bti suspicious abt everythin but yea. worked out fine ig. just still stuck with no friends irl and only a few online. like at max 4. suxx but it is what it is.
>>84957928>ended support yep that's stupid!!! grr>she cheated with??? what's the point of even getting into a relationship if you're going to cheat, I hope something bad happened to her>which made me lose all my friendsman all of that because of one bitch >dude on discordar least that, that's very nice >who then ALSO leftwell at least he helped, maybe he had some issues of his own?>year like... 3 days agowhy did he show up again?>but it is what it iswell it is not much but you also have us :>
>>84951513>I should be alright if I keep it up.progress is progress. good luck. o7>Someone going around with a decade old ThinkPad must be up to something.definitely the kind of thought-pattern some kind of secret police goons would be trained in.>There's very little bloat.that's true, but i hated the not-removable google search bar with a passion. that said, i've come to the realization that implementing stuff like that is just typical dev-behavior. whenever there's a major update on any device that i own, they always include weird changes i can't opt out off. like window 11 just had an update that adds weird categories to your start menu for no reason. i liked how clean it was before, now i have a shitton of apps shown there that i have no intention of using. it's like if i had wantes these programs in my start menu, i would have put them there myself... :0>I think they've made it a pain to do that now.companies making everything worse for their customers again? what are the odds...>but I quite miss that time. It seemed a lot more optimistic and poverty wasn't as bad as it is now.ah. i get you. thinks weren't as fucked back than as they are now. makes sense to be nostalgic for that. honestly, i don't think we've seen jack shit in terms of poverty we'll see in our lifetime. the short period of relative wealth for the working and middle class after ww2 was just a fluke when you compare it to recent human history. extreme inequality was the norm and thats what people with influence want to create again. it's sad to see.>they're still being made and we're just not paying attention.right on the money. at least for me. i don't pay much attention to music in general, though.>linki'll check it out>That's half the consumer base for them in the UK.we're rather barebones when it comes to anything but cigarettes. best selling thing after that is softdrink, but you can probably get the cheaper at the super market down the road.
>>84951582>That's a shame...yeah, but thieves are hard to catch if you don't notice it happening. not much you can do>I was completely convinced that Putin was going to be assassinated by someone if he tried to fire onethat's mostly what's holding him back. if he tried, he and his cronies would be gone and they really don't like that idea. then again, if the war continues as it does, they might also be gone. we'll see what happens.>It's one of my favourite movies.on the list it goes>>84956436hey catbro! :]>ughhhh hooooottttstill that bad for you? here it's... alright. how did that nightly bike trip go?>>84956674hey yvki! what's up?
>>84958223>??? what's the point of even getting into a relationship if you're going to cheat, I hope something bad happened to heryup thats what i thought asw. her answer was "cuz i didnt spend enough money on her">well at least he helped, maybe he had some issues of his own?nope..>why did he show up again?its basically a back and forth. sometimes i come back, sometimes he does. this last time was the last resort attempt of our friend trying to fix this once and for all. and desu, he kinda made that fix work cuz we get along... kinda well?>well it is not much but you also have us :>yall are literally my lifeline atp. if i woulnt have found this thread i would have NOBODY to talk to.
>>84958304>hey yvki! what's up?hai haiii o/still working on my pc.,.,., trying to get a LTS system up n running rn,,, gotta wait for another hour until everything finishes compiling(fuck you dracut for making me lose braincells for a whole night straight)
How do I treat cuts that reach the fat layer?
>>84958311>"cuz i didnt spend enough money on her"want to say you missed a bullet there, but she probably took a big chunk out of you. the kind of things people make up in their mind to justify their shitty behavior is unreal sometimes.>>84958322>trying to get a LTS system up n running rn,,, gotta wait for another hour until everything finishes compilingsounds stressful, but it's super rewarding when you manage to do it, isn't it? i don't think it's something for me, though. i already want to punch through the screen whenever there's an update on any of my devices.>fuck you dracutwhat's that?
>>84958468it's good to get those stitched upIf you can't you should close it up with something else like steri strips and bandage it, also it'd be good to get some antibiotics ointment to prevent infection
>>84958472>the kind of things people make up in their mind to justify their shitty behavior is unreal sometimes.fr... it sucks. she was a bitch anyways. took me 2 years to get over her but im glad i feel a bit better>sounds stressful, but it's super rewarding when you manage to do it, isn't it? ioh for sure. its like, constant trial and error but once you fix something that youve been debugging for hours? pure adrenaline. i love it.>i already want to punch through the screen whenever there's an update on any of my devices.pfff i get that. thats the thing for windows tho. it updates apps n the system regularly. for my linux distro, you usually update EVERYTHING MANUALLY every 1-2 days. its fun :3>what's that?phew how do i explain it in normal terms.. thx google gemini"When you turn on a Linux PC, the core system (the kernel) doesn't know how to read your hard drive yet. Dracut creates a tiny, temporary file system packed with just enough drivers to wake up your hardware, unlock your drive, and hand control over to your actual operating system.Without Dracut preparing this kit ahead of time, your computer wouldn't know how to boot up."
>>84958495What would be more aesthetically pleasing to look at: Scars from closed or open cuts?
>>84958304hey hey!>still that bad for you?yep :<yesterday and today was pretty bad lucky you>how did that nightly bike trip go?we didn't go anywhere far, it was very humid so we rode around for a few hours and got home before 9am>>84958311>"cuz i didnt spend enough money on her"mannn so it's for the better you're not together evil greedy broad>nope..?>kinda made that fix workoh that's nice ^^>yall are literally my lifelineand we're not going anywhere (>^^)><(^^<)
>>84958579well open can turn into keloids and those are nasty
>>84958604>?i asked him. the only reason why he left in the first place was cuz he got sick of the arguments in the friendgroup and decided to dtich everyone except his close friends. n then he came back.>and we're not going anywhere (>^^)><(^^<)naww qwq
meant to post that pic earlier but i forgor. came home from school today n found my cat hitting this silly position :3
>>84958633>got sick of the argumentshonestly I feel it's pretty understandable Just wanted to take a breather from the drama>naww qwq^^ u still working on your pc?>>84958676haha I know your tricks, he's just laying on the floor and you took the picture sideways! >:3
>>84958526>took me 2 years to get over her but im glad i feel a bit bettershe definitely didn't deserve you, that much is clear. just good to hear you're better.>once you fix something that youve been debugging for hours? pure adrenaline. i love it.the complete opposite of instant gratification, but you definitely earned feeling good about yourself when you sat through that.>thats the thing for windows tho. it updates apps n the system regularly.i'm still in the mindset to update everything as soon as it becomes available. need to just not do that for a change.>you usually update EVERYTHING MANUALLY every 1-2 days. its fun :3i think i'll just stick to not updating anything until they force me at gunpoint. ^^' every other day seems a bit excessive tho...>thx google geminii think i get what it is, but why was it giving you trouble?>>84958604>yesterday and today was pretty bad lucky youguess the heat just moved east. :< will ut get better for you soon?>we didn't go anywhere far, it was very humid so we rode around for a few hours and got home before 9amstill a long time for a ride outside your normal sleep schedule. did you stop to watch the sunrise?
>>84958903>haha I know your tricks, he's just laying on the floor and you took the picture sideways! >:3its not! that thing hes laying on is a lil bench we made out of an ikea shelf! plus storage boxes that he likes to destroy... besides that, why would i hang a carpet on the wall? xD>honestly I feel it's pretty understandableJust wanted to take a breather from the dramayea thats whats understandable. but ngl he could have told us all cuz we as a group were worried as fuck>u still working on your pc?yup... probs gonna take me 5-6 more hours
>>84958925>will ut get better for you soon?after tomorrow :c>did you stop to watch the sunrise?sorta but the sun just popped out like it was bright already and then it just appeared btw how's it going? enjoying the evening? what did y do today?
>>84958929>its notcan't fool me >>:3>he likes to destroaw cute!! pls pet him!>why would i hang a carpet on the wall? xDmaybe you have strange decorative tastes >could have told us almaybe he thought I'd cause more arguments I don't know >5-6 more hoursthis long!!?make sure to take a break and maybe watch a movie and eat something nice
>>84959107>can't fool me >>:3really gotta make a proof video dont i? -w->maybe you have strange decorative tastes WHA- AND WHY WOULD I PUT GRAIN WALLPAPER ON THE FLOOR N TILES ON THE WALLS?!? TwT>maybe he thought I'd cause more arguments I don't know maybe. not my problem. ill let him be.>this long!!?make sure to take a break and maybe watch a movie and eat something niceid eat something cuz im super hungry but... too late dont wanna wake parents up qwq
>>84959029>after tomorrow :chang in there, buddy. we'll get through this! (*^*)9>the sun just popped out like it was bright already and then it just appearedwhat a spoilsport. :p had some really nice mornings with a pinkish sky when driving to work before. very peaceful and picturesque.>how's it going? enjoying the evening? what did y do today?not much. there was a schedule mixup so no work for me today. just played more disco elysium instead. having a good time so far, but i like these kind of moody, story driven games. you?going to sleep now. good night, everyone.
uuuhhh eepyy>>84959128>proof video dont i? -w-you'll just flip the video!>GRAIN WALLPAPER ON THE FLOORmaybe you like the way it feels on your feet?>let him be.yep>hungry but... too late dont wanna wake parents up qwqbut you'll starve :cno snacks in your room?
>>84959189>houseflipping baitKDFJFEASIFHSORIF WHAT>but you'll starve :cno snacks in your room?nooo qwq nothing in the living room or fridge asw..
>>84959208>KDFJFEASIFHSORIF WHATyou're just angry I caught you heh ^w^>nooo qwq ;w;>nothing in the living room or fridge asw.is the kitchen like next to their roomalao I'm getting sleepy I might go soon so if I do them goodnight fren!
>>84959238forgort my name blehh
>>84959238>you're just angry I caught you heh ^w^ok no now im pressed >:c and hangry.>is the kitchen like next to their roomnoo its downstairs but they hear me cuz their room is next to mine..>alao I'm getting sleepy I might go soon so if I do them goodnight fren!gnight!!
