went to the hospital and came out worse again award
now you know not to go back
>>84966999just one more time.no actually taht hospital is bad, try this oneno you went invol. its never good. here. go voluntary. no try this place actuallyworlds biggest sucker
>>84966987Why did you go to the hospital?
>>84967085being too honest and being too naive (s.i)
>>84967162Suicidal Ideation? Yea that'll get people riled up.
>>84967172yeah its a waste of time to engage with because its setup for the type of person who stabs strangers on trains and throws shit across the room and then says "god told me i need to kms to bring about the rapture". dehumanizing experience.
>>84967204Yeah I never thought hospitalization would be good for people having suicidal thoughts for that reason. One of my first therapists wanted me to go to the hospital when I told them about it... when I was there because I had attempted suicide. Like, no shit I'm still thinking about it.
I'm glad you're alive, OP
>>84966987Next time, do as the Germans do and go to the spa instead.
>>84967225every attempt to engage with the system has made me more stressed and reinforces any sense of hopelessness. it's built up as a stopgap/triage to de-escalate someone who has one single crisis point that they need to be held through until it "passes". when you don't have a single originating event they have no idea what to do. the script is so predictable now i can feed out answers and it becomes awkward because all of it is so evidently rehearsed.>>84967239saying this kind of thing to strangers comes off as callous and sanctimonious. how can you be "glad" for somebody you don't even know? you can't care about something that didn't even exist to you 47 minutes ago. >>84967302i am too american to understand this reference. explain?
>>84967316>every attempt to engage with the system has made me more stressed and reinforces any sense of hopelessnessmood>it's built up as a stopgap/triage to de-escalate someone who has one single crisis point that they need to be held through until it "passes"Yup. It's mostly just to get people to not be violent, typically against themselves. Once that's over it's "idk take some pills and exercise?">when you don't have a single originating event they have no idea what to do.I have CPTSD so I know all about this. No, I don't have 1 big event or maybe 2 like "I got shot" or something. I have chronic abuses against me and neglect over the course of years. Psychology is vibes not hard science.
>>84967316A spa is a place where you go get massages and skin treatments for relaxation purposes, which is better for soothing mental issues than being shoved into a prison and being guarded.
>>84967316>saying this kind of thing to strangers comes off as callous and sanctimonious. how can you be "glad" for somebody you don't even know? you can't care about something that didn't even exist to you 47 minutes ago.It's not callous or sanctimonious anon, I've known a few anons from here who an hero'd, and I really miss some of them. I'm sure someone'd miss you, so I'm glad you didn't go through with it.
>>84967356>moodlegit. it's a relief to know somebody else out there shares the sentiment. maybe i'm not as crazy as i think.>Yup. It's mostly just to get people to not be violent, typically against themselves. Once that's over it's "idk take some pills and exercise?"my exact experience, every time, as well. abusive and disinterested nurses/doctors who want to push pills on you and then don't even follow up down the line. it's about getting violent people who hear voices off the street, not people who overdosed on reality.>I have chronic abuses against me and neglect over the course of years. Psychology is vibes not hard science.the same reaction when i say this is a long term, background thought and not some recent development. the checkboxes they try run through are so blatant and transparent and it makes me realize that either you fit in the system as designed or you will forever fall right out of it.>>84967376think that might be nice. i used to get haircuts just to feel human touch. even if it was from some big foreigner who didnt even speak english. that desperate to feel another person.>>84967548>I'm sure someone'd miss you,good joke. do you think i'd be here if i truly, actually believed that? or that i hadn't been told the contrary?
>>84967316 "the system sucks!" the system is built for people who have actual real shit happening in their lives, not cut fags and whiners
>>84968379>good joke. do you think i'd be here if i truly, actually believed that? or that i hadn't been told the contrary?you can't control what other people think of you, whether that's other people wanting you to die, or me being glad you're alive. I don't know you personally, but all I can say is if you want to hang out and play some games or some shit, I'd be down.
>>84966987I get it. 4 years ago i wemy to hospital over alcoholic hepititis and almost died because of a hospital-borne infection that spread to my lungs.
>>84968454words by somebody who's never been inside. built for overmedicated psychos, schizos, and violent mouth-drooling people with no impulse control you mean? that's why a core part of psych programs is "medication management" because the main hammer they use to fix is to put people back on their antipsychotic meds. it's there to get violent people off the street and from their homes who have immediate crises that can be triaged, not for people with long lasting issues. there's a reason all programs are 9-5, they're build for people who are expected to not have jobs in the first place. real shit happening in their lives? these are built for people who aren't expected to have lives that aren't their mental illness.>>84968643i've spent my entire life shoveling in transient acquaintanceships playing throwaway video games in the place of deep connections, and i can no longer find peace in such a thing. while your offer is quite nice and thoughtful, i am well past that point at this stage. i hope you can help someone better positioned for it some day.
>>84967316The system would be truly broken if it coddled and bended over backwards to every retarded fuck like you.
>>84968749Why are you being cruel to the mentally ill? What do you gain?
>>84968749who pissed in your cornflakes? the system is completely broken and anyone who has gone through for any reason will tell you that.
>>84968741I have been inside, and you know what? I didn't walk away complaining about schizos and physcos. Of course you think it's all about you, you who is so smart as to critique the system, instead of being smart enough to realize there's a wide variety of people who can get stuck in these places and that not everything is catered to you, and that a smart person makes the most of their time. Of course it's easier to go and whine on the 4chan that they didn't make you better, you with your "oh so complex" issues. My mommy and daddy hit me, and I had a shitty partner, so now everything is awful and terrible and noooneee here can understand me. I've been in those hospitals with sputtering addicts, and its a giggle and a laugh afterward when a man's asking you to be his child wife. And then I move the fuck on.cope
>>84968833you are corroborating my point? these places are retard bins for people who fried the fuck out of their brain on drugs and other full-blown delusional psychotics who scream and rant every waking moment and make offers for strangers to be their child wife. it's built for the lowest common denominator, not for a spectrum. a smart person makes the most of your time? you burn your time doing nothing but staring at the ceiling while waiting for an underpaid, uncaring psych to come by and ask what drugs you are taking. you burn your time doing nothing because it's a drunktank for skitzos until their meds kick back in again, meanwhile your realworld prospects like your job, your education, and other obligations rot away.
