After all this time I've realized being a bitter social outcast is really the only way to live.You let your guard down, go soft, give in even a little, and just like that you're in shambles. You'll be rendered worthless and weak and pathetic just like everyone else.They'll try to tell you it's not healthy, that you can't live like that. That there's so much waiting for you on the other side. Liars every one of them. Crabs trying to pull you back down into their bucket, eager to feast on your misery and sorrow.People are the enemy. Society is the enemy. Stay strong. Stay cold. Stay vigilant. Never forget that.
There's nothing wrong with letting you guard down, allowing yourself to appear weak, being vulnerable to other people. Doing all of those things requires strength.Always trying to appear emotionless and unflincing isn't not courage, it's cowardice, it's a trauma response. You're so afraid of being hurt that you can't show your real self to anyone.Deciding that you don't want to have anything to do with other people and want to be alone is a perfectly valid way to live, but you should do it once you've actually allowed yourself to freely live. Open yourself up fully to people, allow yourself to appear weak, find true vulnerability and connection with people and ONLY THEN can you decide if you actually like other people or not.Anything else is a cope. You're hiding out of fear.
>>84974176That was the theme of Cowboy Bebop, no matter how cool, calm and collected you seem, you're eventually gonna have to let yourself feel, to see if you ever were alive.
>>84974176Fear is healthy. Fear is good. All creatures evolve to feel intense fear because the world is a dangerous and relentless place. My fear will save me. Save me from devils just like you. Trauma response? I hope so. Only an unhealthy body and mind wouldn't respond to trauma. That is your brain protecting itself as it should. Fear and courage, there is no difference. So long as either one gives you the resolve to slay all these wicked creatures that surround you day and night you call it what you like. And you can call me a coward from the grave you dug yourself.
i'm past the point of no return. my individuality has been subsumed by imageboard culture. my name is anonymous. pleased to meet you.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTOjZFXdEgY
>>84974102you sound like a narcissistic schizophrenic. please get help before you kill some unrelated person.
>>84974176too old now
if nothing else, i have dialed down my levels of irony to near zero and am talking about things that actually matter to me which exposes me to getting baited.
>>84974372And you sound like an oversocialized weakling. Please get less help and learn to think for yourself.
>>84974102I love when low iq psychos / sociopaths project and share their unoriginal, illogical conclusions with the same group they supposedly "hate". No, mate, you're just retarded and you were wrong.
>>84974102You're not wrong but you don't have to be bitter. Personally, I just live my life like I'm the only person in the room wherever I go.
>>84974372more like narcissistic + antisocial (antisocial doesn't mean shy from people but sociopathy)>Antisocial personality disorder (ASPD) is a mental health condition characterized by a long-term, pervasive pattern of disregarding and violating the rights of others. Individuals with ASPD often manipulate, exploit, or deceive others for personal gain and typically feel no remorse or guilt for their actions.`
>>84975735>manipulate, exploit, or deceive others for personal gainThat sounds like aura. How do I gain this power?
FIX YOUR FUCKING CLOUDFARE FAGGOT ADMINS
>>84974176Actual negative iq take
>>84974102I kind of like being a brooding faggot, it's comfortable. Look forward to talking to the retards on here after work.
>>84974102You don't have to be bitter about being an outcast. Just means you're free. AWOOOOOOOO
this is how you end up blowing your brains out.
>>84974102>>84974102>Liars every one of them. Crabs trying to pull you back down into their bucket, eager to feast on your misery and sorrow.>People are the enemy. Society is the enemy.
>>84974102you sound like a drooling tard, probably are
>>84974102Is this the same penis envy anon that keeps spamming his bullshit about women not having penises while avatar fagging with wolves? I'm not surprised you are mentally ill
>>84977517>>84977501>>84976739>>84974372Why are there so many normalfaggots here? Shouldn't you be "networking" and building le social status among other subhumans to give your worthless lives a semblance of purpose?
>>84974246>Cowboy BebopThat show sucks compared to Space Dandy
>>84975735What the actual fuck bro, I have ASPD I'm 70% sure, this is bullshit. I hate being this way but it sounds very familiar to my own behavioral patterns I've noticed. So having this disorder means you're essentially just a cunt right? Is it even worth getting diagnosed?
>>84974102The only thing that beats being alone as an outcast is having a partner and being outcasts together, seriously if you find a girl that actually cares about you and gives you her full attention never let her go.
>>84977750Outlaw star clears
