>>84977461
What happened to the person that did that 25 gram shroom trip it was like last week no update and everyone told them they were going to die or go insane and to call an ambulance immediately

>>84977471
He ended up fine, 25g of shrooms won't kill anybody.

>>84977485
I would watch a show where they give 25g of mushrooms to a midget and let them loose somewhere with a bunch of gopros strapped to them

>>84977461
Just took some ghb, comfy watching the World Cup. Have a great trip

>>84977594
Oh man that just makes me want to go in and out of a gbl coma (in my country it's all liquid-> gbl or 14 butanediol), for days on end then feel like alcohol level withdrawals/hangover

Just toxic stuff but hey all the more power to you if you don't binge like me

>>84977461
What's a good drug for a construction worker who is afraid of working at elevation and on construction girders?

>>84977769
Uh.... caffeine?

>>84977769
Uhh.. nothing? Stay completely sober.

Also these tabs are extremely strong. Don't do that at elevation. I used to work a forklift at elevation, it was like pick packing so we'd be tasked for picking at a certain hourly rate. You'd he harnessed in but you get smart at it pike which boxes to just rip from the back of the pallet (too much other boring stuff to name), but yeah my point was sometimes od come to that job hungover. And already it's a temperature controlled to just above freezing facility, and I'm doing high reach forklift work, like picking pallets, loading them onto the trucks because we'd swap forklifts from the high reach to the normal ones like a car. Yeah anyway they'd try put me on that platform one cos I was a really fast picker (I wasn't really fast, just smart about how to pick, keeping tallies in your mind, etc), and I'd come in hungover, and they'd want me to be monkeying around in these racks all day it's, I'm not trying to scare you being hungover with the dreaded fear of anxiety this brings plus the physical toll on your body makes the job even worse. So id honestly just recommend completely sobriety. I mean that's just purely on a selfish reason. I mean if say even caffeine would stress you out. Then when it goes beyond selfish reasons like you're working with machinery it could kill someone you never know right? Maybe you can't stand your coworker but like "family man dies after being crushed by intoxicated driver" really what your own legacy to be? I think even if you hate the guy you still work with him so there's sort of a solidarity there. So I'd just recommend sobriety. I hope this post is clear. Im recommending it on selfish reasons, and reasons that relate to the concerns of others too. I'd hope you'd pick a mix between those and choose sobriety. But ultimately it's your call right

>>84977461
I'm tempted to drop with ya but the last time I tripped i had a really bad trip that turned me off of them. I got a blotter of like 15 tabs but lately I've been feeling like I could benefit from a heroic dose.

>>84978030
It's not his call at a construction site where other people can get hurt. That's just irresponsible.

>>84978040
I mean but it is a free world right? No construction site is going to have you whip your dick out, in view, to take a piss test, that's EASILY bypassed or defeated, bla bla like ultimately, it's his choice to be irresponsible or not.

>>84977461
Just waking up from a good oxycodone sleep. took a bit earlier in the evening and had a really comfy time, spend it listening to music and things, ended up getting way too tired so I took a nice nap, woke up because I had a sad dream and now i'm feeling alright I would say


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>>84978037
What's a heroic dose like? Do the visuals just get deeper? I guess what I'd describe now as everything is imbued (to set the scene I'm phoneposting laying in bed in my room) with these morphing shapes and structures, kind of breathing but I think that doesn't quite capture it, it's like everything is in ballet like this movement of ballet. Sorry I should be more specific. Like it's kind of dark. The light of this screen is about 60%of the rooms light, the rest comes from a setting sun. So it's like dusk. All in my peripherals there's sort of moving morphing shapes and creatures but it's just kind of.. vague haha like I can see it right now as I type there's a kind of face to the right of me, a distortion of my blanket probably, but it's has a sort of dark energy to it almost. Maybe Mexican. You know like one of those chiefs who would scalp invaders and poachers. So there's just sort of like all these energies around me. I mean I know they're hallucinations I'm not genuinely delirious, and I think that's what makes this fun, as opposed to terrifying right? Like I think wow, it's almost like you know those awesome optical illusions that blow your mind. I guess lsd is like that. It just sort of gives you this other illusion but it's created internally rather than you look externally at the object around you and think cool illusion. The fun part is you ingest the chemical, and then what's sort of being played with is the machinery of your visual apparatuses, so it's like an internal optical illusion. Which makes it cool. Because if you didn't understand that you'd be going a but crazy right now having forms and energies morph around you lol

The 4 balls are the exact same colour in this image

>>84978126
I can tell you trip because you're very aware of how our perception of reality is so fickle. It's something that becomes apparent when you use psychedelics. That our senses are very limited filters for processing all the information we see and our brains very efficient at processing it. I've only done a heroic dose once, and if I was to describe it, it's like a hard reset of your brain through destruction of your ego. With a heroic dose there isn't any fighting it, the harder you try the harder it's going to pull until eventually, you don't exist. You are everything and everything is you. In Buddhism this is called the state of true awareness. Time literally stretches into infinity because you realize time never existed you are just in what we call the present. Your senses are flooded with all the information that our brains normally filter out. You cease to exist. After you start to come down, generally anywhere from 4-8 hours after the peak, your world view and sense of self are shaken. All of your biases, perceptions of self, obliterated along with your ego and the person left behind now faced with reality for what it is. The effects of this afterglow can last anywhere from a couple days to months. I could go on and and on about the mechanisms for the why behind this, but to keep it short, I had done a lot of research into my depression and had arrived at shrooms and acid as a method for treating it because of their interactions with the default mode network. Whenever I felt like my ego is getting too... 'rigid' I'd drop and all of a sudden I'd have the perspective to see past my situation that my ego and biases weren't allowing me.

Heroic doses aren't for the faint of heart and you must go into them expecting to let go, otherwise it will become a very shitty bad trip that will still obliterate your ego. If you ever plan on one, only do em with experienced trip sitters until u know how to navigate them.

Please follow drugfeel tradition when formatting the OP please. I get that these threads die after a dozen posts or so but still.
Anyways, I was planning on making a drugfeel for the weekend. It's best to only have weekend threads imo, but if the thread lasts longer than let it.
I'm planning on doing some Acid or MDMA tomorrow, depends on how lonely I feel tbdesu.

>>84978063
Yes... you can choose to be irresponsible. Your choices make impacts though, from the little to the big.

>>84978166
Ego death seems so fascinating but for some reason after 150ug acid my vision starts to get super blurry with weird halos around every single pixel it feels like.
I'm also nowhere near mentally stable enough to try it still, and might never be but I can always hope that things get better.

>>84978408
Traditions die old man, maybe these threads actually just need to be more organic now. Rather than just a general. Maybe people need to just get fucking on drugs and post about it in their own threads and discussions would emerge.

Because this old way of /DRUGFEEL/ bla bla clearly has died

I know this is weird of me but I miss when weed was illegal. Hell I lowkey miss my old pot dealer. Going to his place for friendsgiving and his friends clearly hating me and him and I having a weird shaky friendship. I feel like he was also lowkey into me but I was very autistically faithful to my ex at the time so we had this weird relationship where I'd go over there, get super blasted on dabs, hang out, he'd ask me for girl advice, even brought my dog over before. Now weed is just some boring shit everybody does including my boomer parents they are always fucking high. It's boring honestly going to take a break for a bit I think

Alright I went for a walk it's nighttime now, and everything feels way more sinister when it's dark. So I go for a walk I live on like a hill, but it's desolate, but also rich, not like mansions but those ugly modern houses with glass and views over the city. But it's kind of desolate so anyway I was walking through this alleyway it goes down onto this track then you follow tussocks below a series of these ugly houses and there I am. Of course because it's sinister in the dark I'm walking around with a sharpened screwdriver in my pocket for defence. And then I carry on my walk and bla bla bla. Finally I'm back home and I'm just sort of amazed at how, outside these property lines just how awful this environment is. Horrible buildings. Private cctv (to the point I wear a hood at night to be anon). Plus it's windy, it's desolate I mean it's a neighborhood but it's like 15-20min if you called the cops. And there's all these little secret paths and its all just sort of horrible. I'm glad I'm home. The world's a dangerous violent place, I think that's WHY I live in a neighborhood like this. With all these security measures etc. And even then I don't even want to walk around without some sort of weapon.

>>84978584
You know what I'd add to that? Fucking tour de France is also cool because you KNOW you just KNOW everyone is fucking doping and all these sub 2 hour marathon runners are doped to the gills and its all just part of the theater and mystique of endurance sports. That there's a subterfuge to it always there everyone with half a brain knows it, and I think true fans don't take any moral stance on it and treat it as what it is - entertainment. And are you not entertained especially with secret details of DOPING and CHEAT it's all part of sports and selling sports and clean sports doesn't sell a fucking cent look at natural bodybuilding its a joke.

>>84978166
How many ugs estimated for this experience?

still very tempted to get myself more acid, and 2c-b for the first time. opted for weed for now even though i know i'll end up smoking it every day and it will affect me negatively after a while. been on a break for the better part of a year. i told myself it's either or, either i get weed and no acid or i get acid and no weed. probably gonna end up with both again and go off the rails

>>84977461
did cocaine like two weeks ago and was pretty disappointed, it's essentially ritalin/adderall 2.0, i thought i was gonna get super fired up and energetic, but i was just very focused on whatever task was at hand

I will have magic truffles next week. 20g in total. I have big expectations, hope I won't get disappointed this time.

All this coming up and down on this Ritalin shit. I'm starting to not want to do drugs anymore. Getting sick and tired of this shit

>>84977496
He would become a gnome and RETVRN to the forest

>>84978627
So you need to calibrate your batch first. Take one tab. Pay attention to the peak.
25-75ug = mild shift in headspace, mildly breathing walls if you pay very close attention, you could pass as not being on acid if under scrutiny.
100-150ug = giggles, brightening of colors, geometric patterns, cevs, still in control, you can still communicate.
200-300ug = thought loops, you begin to have deep introspection/insights, object morphing, vivid multi dimensional patterns when you close your eyes, start basically dreaming while awake.
Based off your tab and your effects you'll have an idea of the quality of your blotter and if the doses are correct.

around 400 ug is where heroic doses start. So anywhere in the 400-600 range is solid to shoot for. However, blotters don't dose perfectly and source quality varies. So pay attention to your calibrating dose and respect that. I think 500ug is a solid dose to aim for. Also if you've already dropped tonight, you'll wanna wait a couple weeks to let your tolerance reset. If you're gonna do this, once again, I cannot stress this enough, I HIGHLY recommend you have an experienced trip sitter. We're talking full blown synesthesia, no perception of time and complete ego death. Your entire brain will become hyperconnected. Noises will become colors will become tastes or smells. You literally won't know what's going on. It's called a heroic dose for a reason. Tbh the only reason this isn't used in a therapeutic manner more often is because it's very jarring and once again, not for the faint of heart.

If you have nobody who can trip sit you on a heroic dose, at least trip a handful of times beforehand to be familiar with what it means to trip and to let go. Also, the whole don't look at yourself in the mirror thing, it's not gonna give you a bad trip lmao. FUCK. I really want to drop now. Goddamnit.

>>84979104
nta, i've had like 30 sessions ranging from 50 to 300, most were 150-200, 300 twice but both times did not feel significantly different or out of control, do you still think i should have a sitter for a bigger dose? is it THAT different?

>>84979121
It depends on how long ago those were because yes, it's almost exponential in how different it becomes. On a true heroic does you literally lose your sense of self and your senses become overloaded and you lose all concept of time. Like I can't stress that enough, I'm not just saying it to say it lol. Also if at 300 ug you weren't starting to feel your ego at least somewhat start to dissolve and still holding, I'd be questioning the quality of your acid because that sounds like low quality underdose. There are reputable producers in the community for a reason because finding high quality acid has only become harder to do as time goes on.

>>84979132
i had some of the best tabs the first time i took 300 (maybe you know the ones - hard to get now) but i may have had a bit of tolerance left from the week before.
2nd time i had other tabs but they weren't really weak

>>84979173
It was def a tolerance thing if they came from that one specific lab that was popping off a decade ago because they had high quality and strictly dosed stuff through some dutch loophole they were exploiting. At 300 ug you should definitely have started to feel yourself taking off. I don't know what you got right now, but calibrate then dose.

I have a couple decisions in my life I am really struggling to decide on. Will a decent dose of shrooms help me or will I just end up distracted mid trip? How can I manipulate the experience and set myself up in a way where I am sure to confront the issues at hand and gain some kind of enlightenment?