Sometimes I fantasize about sucking on a penis which is really weird considering I'm not even gay.
You should think about your sexuality but don't overthink it. Be honest with yourself about what you like.As for trying out cock sucking, if you're going to pull that proverbial trigger, do it with someone you can trust to be STD free and who will be discreet. Don't just look for any dick close to you on grindr or sniffies. Actions have consequences, sometimes permanent.