Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportnot hot anymore!! :D hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :33> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85007826>https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60cLink doesn't work
>>85008029what? nooI'll have to find a new one sorry
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so you guys remember this gam I talked about it on here some months ago and it came out :DI'm playing it now and it's nice ^^
>>85007817>How are you doing today?Doing fine, you?>Any plans for today?Cutting maybe, or tomorrow>Is there anything bothering you right now?Job search
>>85009233Looks cool, what is it called?
>>85009256hey anon!>Doing finethat's nice to hear anything nice happen?>you?just a chill day B3>Cutting maybe, or tomorrowmaybe it's better left for tomorrow? or tomorrow tomorrow?>Job searchaaaa Dxgood luck (x-x)b>>85009269it's called nopheniajust a chill game where you walk around and look ar stuff
>>85009301Sounds like a nice game. Have fun playing it
>>85009374thanks anon ^^are you playing anything?
>>85009405I'm playing sudoku in pou. You know, the thing that looks like poop.
>>85009412haha yep I know that thingI remember it being really popular when I was I think in primary school/early middle school lolHave fun!I don't know how sudokus work at all
>>85009476Funny cat.>have funThank you cat anon
>>85009485you could even go as far as to say he's SILLY>Thank you cat anonyou are welcome anon anon :3
hello, everyone!>>85009233that's nice. might get it at some point. it's on my wishlist.
>>85009804helloooohows it going?>might get it at some point. it's on my wishlistI got it today it's cheap and it supports a small creator, I don't think that game will be very popular I haven't seen any youtubers play it yet
what is the most based tool to cut yourself? i used kitchen knife all the time. but razor blade or box cutter more based?
>>85010064what the heck is based even supposed to mean in this context?
>>85009853>hows it going?i'm good. played some peak insteat bg3 today. brother wasn't feeling well. you?>it's cheap and it supports a small creatortrue, true.>I don't think that game will be very popular I haven't seen any youtubers play it yeti have a hard time calling it a game, honestly. it's map exploration with a character. it's nice, but a tough sell for most people when you can get similar experiences for free as mods or something like that. might be better when only people who understand what they're buying get it.
>>85010104holy moly esl problems... i mean the MOST BASED AND CHAD TOOL(tool that mogging others tools) TO CUT YOURSELF... im 18yo and have erectile dysfunction btw
>>85010108>brother wasn't feeling well. you?sorry to hear about thatI'm okayI played the game, finished map intro and played around a little on the garage and now sleepy :3>calling it a game,hm I think it's a game even if it's just exploration just how lsd dream emulator is a game>tough selmaybe maybe >>85010137I know what you mean dummy but stillyou're asking as if it's something objective I'd say it's best of you don't hurt yourself >have erectile dysfunction btwthat sounds hard to deal with or not
>>85010137>im 18yo and have erectile dysfunction btwthat's rough. is it because of medical or mental issues?>I played the game, finished map intro and played around a little on the garage and now sleepy :3sounds like another nice day. how long did it take you to finish the game? did you tinker with your bike again?>I think it's a game even if it's just explorationin the most basic definition of the word, i guess you're right. i need a bit more, though.>just how lsd dream emulator is a gamenever heard of that before, but i'll just take your word for it.
>>85010260forgot to reply to your post here >>85010344 :p
>>85010344>finish the game?oh I haven't finished it yet but I played for an hour or more I think >you tinker with your bike again?old one needed new brake pads and it was a bit of a hassle but I'm too tired n sleepy to writebit all now>never heard of that beforewait you've never heard of lsd dream emulator???>>85010350np^^
>>85010064Kai razors on top!...or so they say, idk I only use normal razors.
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Stopping by to share some art about an incident at AnthroCon that had me not only cut, but almost break all my toes kicking a metal guard rail on the side of the road trying to stop sobbing uncontrollably on the overlook above the outdoor rave talking to a friend about the experience.
just woke up hey fwens
Hello minasan so kind of new I've been toying about with my Swiss knife that has my name engraved in it (flex) and finally went a bit deeper now I'm confused because i have no clue what I'm looking at so my skin is very pale and it's soft but under it i see a sort of tough red- dark red layer that when i pinch i can separate it alongside the fat so it's not muscle is this the Dermis I'm looking at? If I go deeper can I get nerve damage?I really don't want nerve damage, I'm cutting to distract myself not to injure myself long term.So yeah please if anyone could tell me what i should look out for id be very thankful oragitogosaimsu for any insights
Hello everyone o/I hope you are all doing well.>>85013156>almost broke my toesAnd what a way to do it too, like a perfect insult to injury, or rather, the injury to insult! Sorry to hear that.>>85013992>DermisThat doesn't sound like dermis to me, though I'm no expert. Maybe muscle? However, I'm told you could get nerve damage from even dermis, though it hasn't happened to me. Nerve damage doesn't sound worth it, so I can't recommend this crap lol.>Swiss Army knifeI remember when I had one of those; good times, somewhat. They sure are lovely knives, that's one thing. Which model do you have? What tools does it have?Also, I recommend you get the Victorinox sharpener thing for it, so you can maintain the blade.
>>85014278I forgot to add that to add the saying that "the most dangerous knife in the kitchen is the dull one," for you might mistakenly apply too much force on a sharp knife after having gotten used to a dull one, leading to you cutting something you didn't intend to cut.
bunp *bunps you*
visited lefkada to see family w/ my mum & gf, was nicei also now have a 300/300 internet line, fuck you "government" owned isp, greedy bitchill try to check the rest of the posts later but no promiseshello everyone tho!>>85013156youve been to anthrocon? how was it?also wtf happened to cause such reaction if you dont mind me asking>>85013992no idea desu styro.sh might have some useful to you information, ive never biothered to read the site even though its helpfulprobably >>85007826 will have something that can help you not even going deeper but just going as deep as you went already sounds like a bad ideaif one isnt careful they can hit arteries (very bad oopsie) and very easily sever nerves
got new pants yay >v<>>85013992helloo>(flex)cool! I thought about etching some design into my knife (I don't use it for sh tho)>tough red- dark red layeridk what that is but if I were you I wouldn't cut any deeper, it might make you disabled or at least make a part of your body feel permanently numb I actually wouldn't cut past fat since it doesn't hurt or bleed much more but it heals wayyy faster then shallower cuts >>85013156heya heya ^^ow that's sad :c hopefully that sort of thing (whatever it was) never happens to you again, you don't deserve it >>85014278eyo !>hope you are all doing well.yuppers >>85015309hello>lefkadawht that?>try to check the rest of the posts later but no promisesthat's okay ^^ hope things are going well
hi, hope everyone is doing fine :> I still binge/purged today but I did keep down 2 meals today. I made egg in a hole for dinner today!!I hung out with a friend who came back from Taiwan for their studies and they got me some stuff!
>>85015604I almost bailed because I didn't want them to see my cuts but they're the only one who actually knows so I did meet up with them in the endthey got me a set of keyboard keycaps and a drawing tablet. I actually lent them my drawing tablet that I used all throughout high school for digital calligraphy and I basically haven't touched a tablet since. I lent it to them because I didn't really have a need for it after graduating but they were going for art school so I figured it would benefit them more than I do. Pic rel are the keycaps ^^`
>>85015634I also tried using the tablet again but I'm so rusty nothing I was okay with came out, it makes me a little sad that I didn't at least try to keep up with my calligraphy
>>85015462its an island on the ionian sea, italy is to its westit was beautiful im alrpassed a whole entire 1 course this semester, great!wbu? wassup>>85015646your writing looks far better than mine loli write like a 4th grader in 3 different scriptsyour dinner looks tastyi wanna eat that too
Does anyone ITT have experience with cuts on the cheek or face? I considered it during an episode and managed to calm myself down but am still curious
>>85015604hey tamago helloo hello >everyone is doing fine yep ^^ >did keep down 2 meals todayyay \o/it's always something :>>hung out with a friendhope you had fun>>85015634>almost bailed becauseglad you didn't >they got me a set of keyboard keycaps and a drawing aw that's so nice!! ^^ >>85015646aww cool drawing!! :D haha your handwriting looks better than mine btw >>85015693>island on the ionian sea,woa :osounds like you had fun>passed a whole entire 1 coursewooo \o/1 out of how many?>>85015704I don't and I don't think it's a good idea why do you wanna do it?
>>85015646I may not know very much mandarin, but you calligraphy looks pretty good! It seems like a nice tablet :]Also, nice keyboard! Good job keeping 2 meals down.>>85015309>lefkadaSeems like a cool island for a vacation B)
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>>85014278>muscle, nerve damageNo way! It was barely bleeding must've been just outside the Dermis? Nerve damage seems like a psyop no one has had it and major muscle controlling nerves wouldn't be close to the skin in a meaty part of your bodythat would be a major design flaw.>Which knifeoh it's just a simple bare bones spartan though I do have the orange one that kind of looks like the army one, (the hunter?)I was surprised in boot camp when I first saw the real one I mean it was very simple idk I expected the Swiss army to serve the most complex and cool Swiss knife but it was kind of underwhelming.I mean you'd think the Swiss army will give you the best Swiss knives lol (it was pre-owned, dull and already had some rust on it despite us getting screamed at by Sergeant just for it having fluff in it from our pants)I'll look into the sharpening part this one isn't what it once was and cutting was kind of hard (tip is bent)>>85015309>styro.shThis site is very informative and I'll be more careful thank you!>>85015462>design into my knifeA Swiss one too? How do so many people have those I didn't know they were that popular...Hmm a question I had is if anyone here used to purge since I wonder if I'll get used to cutting the same way I don't know but the first time I did it I was scared and hated it but with time it just became routine and I even found ways to make it more efficient to save time and make less noise like bending over rather than kneeling so that my stomach is level with my mouth, binging on easily movable food and such.I have an irrational fear of needles and seeing my own blood (only my own, no one else's for some reason) makes my stomach cramp, dizziness set in, the usual panic stuff and it felt like that went away when I was doing it intentionally but I still felt that disgust and fear so I wonder if anyone else felt like this the first time?
>>85015309>How was anthrocon?Yeah!!! I just got back yesterday! I had an amazing time! I basically only go for room parties with friends and friends of friends to broaden my network of friends so to speak? Met some absolutely wonderful people I could gush about like it wont be months and months or even a year til I see them again. The staff is very vigilant but I still found the ability to sneak into dealer's den and the upstairs rave. Got a beautiful explorers of sky shinx poster.>What caused such a reactionTo paint a picture - I was on shrooms and my bf and a mutual who wasnt in the rave group knew. Uhm... So my bf got split from the group for not having a con pass. I didn't either. No one else cared and didn't wanna go searching. I did. I find him and learn what happened. He wants to go to the hotel or home, and wont risk trying to slip thru again. Ok, sweet, you come first. Real quick, gotta ask about this luxray bag someone has I just adore. Ok, done... Aaaand he's left me. He abandoned me 30 minutes from the hotel while Im on shrooms and don't really know where to go. I curled up on the hotel floor for 30 minutes like a fawn hoping their mother will return where she last saw her. He won't come back and is upset *with me*. We haven't talked at all in 32 hours now.
hellu I went out and just came backamong other things I bought some kitty tube snacks so that I can feed some cute cats on my bikerides if I encountered them :33
>>85016191hello anon o/>>85017190>Swiss one too? nope, I got a 8inch folding knife and the blade if fairly wide and I think it'd look cool if I etched something on there but I would have to come up with wome cool design >How do so many peopleI think almost everyone has one stashed somewhere they're useful>purge since I wondeI think tamago might have something to say about it but idk>anyone else felt like this the first time?not me but I have a reverse thing to you where my own blood doesn't bother me at all but seeing others injure themselves makes me feel wierd
>>85017266not the person you replied to but>abandoned you far away while you're on shroomsthat's really disturbing, what about the other friends I hope they helped you and you weren't totally alone, did he like ignore your calls? that's evilIt sounds like he is upset with you to distract himself and shift the blame so he wouldn't feel guilty, since he had an attack vector because you went back and didn't leave as he wanted. I'd know since I'm a narcissist wish I didn't relate
>>85017413>8 inches of steelThat's cool I always wondered what people use those big knives for I thought they were just relics of the past when you'd need to gut your meat and a big knife made things easier is it a collectable to you or do you have a use case?>opposite reaction to bloodHaha kind of jealous whenever I need to do a blood examination I have to stare away from it and just the idea starts getting me all worked up.My dad apparently had the same thing and would actually pass out, I however can proudly claim I never passed out in my life though I got hella tunnel vision and could barely see at one point.
hello, everyone! gonna watch the first episode of the new ghost in the shell series. never a huge fan of the ip, but still going to give it a try.>>85010416sorry. just fell asleep yesterday. :/>>85010416>oh I haven't finished it yet but I played for an hour or more I thinkguess they added quite some content.>old one needed new brake pads and it was a bit of a hasslepretty important part though, so well worth the effort. what gave you trouble?>never heard of lsd dream emulator???probably heard, but never looked into it much. i don't like trippy visuals like that. (^-^;)>>85013156reminds me of the time i kicked a wall. stopped for a moment and decided to get my toes out of the way and just use the ball of my foot, but i think i still cracked a bone. didn't do that again>>85015309hey sis! nice to see you. o/>>85015604good job! (*^*)9>>85015634looks nice. i got an all black one and have to admit it was mistake. it's one of those glowy gamer keyboards and i can't see the letters when the light's not turned on...>>85015646your handwriting is better than mine :p
>>85017447>What about other friendsYeah... One of them looked and took care of me once I was found.>Did he ignore your callsHe told me off for ditching him "mid conversation" despite it being over say for beginning to walk back. I wanted to know about the bag... I didn't think it was a big deal...>Thats evilI didnt ask him or anyone to trip sit me. I just asked if he consented to me taking them.... I thought it was equivalent enough minus them needing to look after me nonstop. I can handle myself and drugs fine until I cant. If someone hovers I spiral.> Didnt leave as he wantedI was leaving with him :(> NarcissismAw fuck :( I'd believe it... I really love him though... it sucks... He did remove my couples keychain I bought him, so ... Not that it fucking matters anymore... Just found out and Im really really trying not to cut myself or spiral. In the ward, when another woman was talking in group, the psychologist's answer was telling us about how BPD women are drawn to and hurt by narcissistic men disproportionately and have been debated as having their own pathology. His argument was they're the same, one is just exposed to a narcissist. He also then went on about the differences between male and female BPD blah blah blah... I live in opposition to boxes and stereotypes but... He was talking to me as well inadvertently.I don't deserve this shit T_T
Listened to good music and now I want to cut, but I'm an arm cutter and I still live with my parents. And then there is also this heat! Ugh, life is a prison. (Less of a vent and more a angry rant)
>>85017603>That's cool I always wondered what people use those big knivesoh no no the whole knife is 8 inches not just the blade ^^ sorry to disappoint >got hella tunnel vision and could barely see at one point.I sometimes get that too but I think it's related to my low blood pressure >>85017697heyo fren!>ghost in the shell seriesthere's a new one!?>just fell asleep yesterday. :/that's okay ^^hope you slept well>added quite some content.played for another hour today and I finished it>what gave you trouble?setting them up well was a bit annoying and also turns out the posts they you bolt to the break on the new pads are too short, they worked on the rear but I had to keep the old pads on the front>don't like trippy visuals like that. (^-^;)it's mostly non trippy in the beginning actually, it's pretty coolI remade the kyoto level https://gamebanana.com/mods/674869but it ok you don't have to like everything >>85018031hey anon>I'm an armyep you probably shouldn't cut so that they don't find out better safe than sorry >also this heat!where are u from? I'm from poland and it used to be soo hot here last week but now it's nice hopefully it gets nice over where you are soon too
>>85017989>really really trying not to cut myself or spiral.hey frenwhat usually helps you feel better? maybe you could get in bed and watch or listen tl something nice
>>85017989>one of them looked after youglad to hear that I hope they weren't mean about it>didn't think it was a big dealhe could be guilt tripping did he have something planned? >only asked if he consented to takingI wouldn't feel guilty about how it ended up seems to me he would have walked away even if you weren't highbut I'd be wary of future cases and I think you should rely on others more, it sounds like you were holding yourself back and you didn't want to put a burden on them since the start and it's kind of their responsibility to tell you off if they "don't want to deal with it" so if they're good friends consider showing gratitude and being more open>Narcissism, stereotypesYeah I don't like referring to terms as well but it just gets the idea across, basically I was saying that I believe him to be similar to myself: finding it hard to have genuine emotional connections because you put up barriers and lie (harmful end being blame shifting and gas-lighting while it can also just be white lies like "oh i totally like that dress" or whatever) all to not confront your own emotions, I think that men do this disproportionately more to not appear as weakYou can try bringing this up with him but due to the nature of this matter it's not likely he'll listen to you unless he thought about it and wants to change himself desuoh side note we love making things about ourselves since a big contributor is trauma, specifically being neglected at a young age so we boast about ourselves to get attention from others, see how I managed to bring up my own troubles trying to comfort you?This is the very nature of the way we act, keep a heads up if you see it anywhere else, no one deserves to deal with shit like this.>>85018284>8 inch sorry to dissapoint8 inches isn't small..>low bpYou'd think it would spike, right? when I cut I get so jittery and nervous but also so calm at the same time it's surreal
>>85018419>8 inches isn't small..i-it's actually like 4.5 inches... b-b-but!! it gets bigger when you unfold it!!hahahah xD >think it would spike, right?hm idk, when they stick me they often complain the blood has trouble flowing out so that's why I think it's related >nervous but also so calm at the same time it's surrealmaybe the contrast between those is what makes it better?
I've been drowning in work so sorry haven't been around. Probably won't be in till the weekend. But will see you all soon. Take care till then.
>>85018284>where are you from?Germany! Anyways, it's getting late. Dobranoc kot anon, kolorowych snow, spij dobrze <3 (can't write it correctly because non-ascii not allowed)
>>85018284>there's a new one!?yeah. it's called the ghost in the shell and it's an actual adaptation of the manga, which is way goofier than the movie or sac. it looks good, but there's a serious lack of direction, like tonally it's all over the place. i think the action sequence is supposed to be serious and dramatic, but the spider robots doing cutesy faces all the time undercuts all tension there could be. i watched it subbed and that was also not a good idea. i'll give it another try dubbed and see if that deals with some of my issues.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PDZb57n_b90&list=RDPDZb57n_b90&start_radio=1&pp=ygUedGhlIGdob3N0IGluIHRoZSBzaGVsbCBvcGVuaW5noAcB0gcJCUwLAYcqIYzv>hope you slept welli think? one i the few times i fell asleep with my headphones on. also woke up quite early, but not in a bad way. did you?>played for another hour today and I finished ittwo hours is a good amount of time for 5 bucks. compared to a movie at the cinema, at least.>they worked on the rear but I had to keep the old pads on the frontthat's odd, but i guess your bike's are quite custom at this point. not much that works right out of the box anymore.>I remade the kyoto leveli see, but i don't get it.>you don't have to like everythingi don't think a lot of people who know me would describe me as "liking everything"...>>85018586hey, dude. been missing you. hang in there and see you soon!
>>85018586noo :cso much work sorry to hear about itYOU take care!>>85018774aww thank you so much ^^ gute nacht !!
>>85018792>it's called the ghost in the shelllol no extra title ?that's not confusing at all>dubbed and see if that deals with some of my issues.ye u could tho do you think It'd be worth it to pus so much effort into trying to mak yourself like it?>asleep with my headphones on. also woke up quite early, how did that go? were you listening to something?>but not in a bad way. oo nice >did you?nothing noteworthy happened desu just a normal sleep >good amount of time for 5 bucks.I'd say soI feel like it was worth the money >that's odd,actually not that much I think the break mounts are usually a bit more far apart on the front fork But the brakes on that bike (it's actually a bike a friend found someone and he gave it to me) are a type that's not popular anymore so I had trouble finding pads for it, so thats why>but i don't get it.why? >lot of people who know me would describe me as "liking everything"...haha ^^ yep it sorta the opposite:3 btw I noticed that i am legend movie on that website had the alternative ending kinda strange ans I think I also encountered something similar in a different movie where it was like a slightly different version @.@
>>85007817>hellohallonot gonna lie im too lazy to replyI'll wait til i get back home and get on pchow are you cat?
>>85019127hey fren!!>im too lazy to replythat's okay ^^it's not an obligation, you don't have to reply if u don't wanna or can't >wait til i get back home and get on pcwhen you get back tell us what u were busy doing>how are you cat?today I got some new pants and snacks and cat treats for strays :3also played a cool game >>85009233how r u?
>>85018984>lol no extra title ?the other ones are just called "ghost in the shell". this one is "the ghost in the shell". very different, you see?>It'd be worth it to pus so much effort into trying to mak yourself like it?i just want to know if that's my main issue. feels like the show's pacing is too fast for the dub. depending on that i'll try one or two more episodes to see if it's worth my time. if not, i'll just drop it.>how did that go?just woke up a bit dizzy, removed it and turned around.>were you listening to something?yup. some asmr vid. woke up to heartbeats.>just a normal sleepgood one in my book.>I feel like it was worth the moneythen it was. maybe i'll just get it tomorrow.>are a type that's not popular anymore so I had trouble finding pads for it, so thats whyah, that makes sense. do you have to get completely new brakes for the front?>why?just doesn't speak to me the way your other maps do. that's all.>yep it sorta the opposite:3yeah :/ wish it was different sometimes, but i am who i am.>that i am legend movie on that website had the alternative endingthere are different endings? as long as it isn't on the same level as chinese fight club ^^https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jHW066wAI2o&pp=ygUZY2hpbmVzZSBmaWdodCBjbHViIGVuZGluZw%3D%3D>I also encountered something similar in a different movie where it was like a slightly different version @.@some movies have quite a lot of different cuts. blade runner being one of the worst offenders. guess sometimes creatives can't agree on the artistic vision.
>>85019127hi rem! hope you get home safe and sound.
>>85019328cool image!btw how wqs your day today?>very different, you see?ooooo I see it now>to see if it's worth my time. if not, i'll just drop it.okay best of luck!> it and turned around.ar least you fell back asleep with no issues >some asmr vid. woke up to heartbeatshaha I know that experience of falling asleep and waking up to some abhorrent sounds lol>good one in my bookmy book says the same thing!did you copy my homework?>just get it tomorrowye you can and of you don't like ot you can always refund itjust take it slow and enjoy the atmosphere and maybe even get a snack>get completely new brakes for the front?nope the issue with the old pads is that the are all old and hard so don't brake well but I'll try to make them work a little better somehow >doesn't speak to me the way your other maps do. that's all.that's okay but it interesting :>>there are different endings?yep it's actually pretty unusual huhI wonder why they did that >wish it was different sometimes, but i am who i am.nothing you can do >chinese fight club ^^ huh? never heard of that tho I've never seen that movie >being one of the worst offendersoh ye the narration right?I remember the pirated version didn't have it
eepsgoodnight friends and have nice dreams love ya
waiting for my noodles to get readyi really need to fix my sleep schedule it's so bad>>85019150>or can'ti was lazy cuz i was on phone >what u were busy doingi was visiting someone (i wasn't alone visiting)>new pants and snacks and cat treats3 cool things!what do the pants look like?>coolguess we have common interest in a specific type of graphics :>>how r u?i'm finelol there was an exam yesterday and just because i didn't feel like studying 100% for it i skipped itit's okay it's not a problem i can take the questions later and test myself, there aren't grades currentlybut there is another one on thursdayanyways i need to fix my sleep schedule but it's a bit difficult :/>>85019334>hi remhi yuanon!>hope you get home safe and soundthanks!how are you?
>>85019742cya cat
>>85019507>how wqs your day today?i don't know. felt a bit off, but not sure why. other than that, just a regular day. went to work, came home. that's it.>okay best of luck!thanks. gonna need it.>ar least you fell back asleep with no issuesyeah. i'm pretty good at that. it's the falling asleep and getting up part i've got some problem with>waking up to some abhorrent sounds lolto be fair, i do like heartbeats when they're part of a video. probably what sent me to sleep in the first place.>did you copy my homework?yes! and i'd do it again! >:[>just take it slow and enjoy the atmosphere and maybe even get a snackall good ideas. will do that.>I'll try to make them work a little better somehowhow does that work?>I wonder why they did thatwhat's the difference?>tho I've never seen that moviei think i have, but i don't recall much about it. i maybe got 5 seconds worth of clips in my head when i think about it.>oh ye the narration right? I remember the pirated version didn't have itthat and i think there's version that hint at deckad being a replicant, while in others he isn't. people had some opinions about that.i'm off to bed. good night.
>>85019760>waiting for my noodles to get readyenjoy!>how are you?i'm alright, just very tired right now. it's late. finally worked out a little again hope i can keep that up.good luck fixing your sleep schedule. i'll try to fix mine, now. good night. :>
quickly replying to bump & go to sleepunrelated i have this much more than suspicion that im slowly losing basic abilities, hold a proper conversation for oneatm im sleepy asf and cant really bother but in general i seem to have degraded in that aspectto which, fmli hope i manage to swing back to being cmpetent (in general) againanyway goodnights all >>85015797sure was fun it was nice>1 out of how many?very manyi have like14 courses i need to passnot great, could be worse, i desperately need to pass the courses :<>>85016191it indeed is, visit it if you get the chance, tourists love the beachesi liked them too they were nice and clear and clean>>85017190site used to be at the info section, not sure why its not there anymore>>85017266room parties have a bit of a bad reputation but yeah broading networks with furries could go very well lol especially if you are in the tech industrystory of what happened just sounds, horrible, unrelated i didnt know you needed a pass to go to a furcon, abandoning someone on drugs, much less your girlfriend for not just such a silly reason but any reason at all is just a bitch movenot a very good situation or aftermathbest of luck w/ it friend>>85017697heya yuanon
