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cool links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

>a wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

bunpson

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>>85058581
hi catbro! how was your weekend? i just sat around and watched jjk. :p

>in my restless dreams edition
i have the feeling a had a strange one, too. like something from it is lingering in my subconscious, but i can't get a hold of it. it's weird.

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>>85059403
hello I played yume nikki and now I'm watching a movie ^^
>just sat around and watched jjk. :p
did you enjoy it?
also they're supposed to play ghost in the shell in cinemas over here at the end of the month and so I might go watch it
>have the feeling a had a strange one,
I actually did, woke up super stressed out feeling
but I don't wanna talk about it, also it was a reference to yume nikki xp

>>85058581
>but i missed/forgot
this is really the series fault and one of my biggest gripes. The order things happen don't flow well and if you didn't watch the prequel movie, they never explain big things (which is worse since it was a dogshit movie). Basically you have season 1, then the first 5 episodes of season 2 show Geto and Gojo as kids, then the prequel covers what happened a year before S1 and what happened to Geto, and then S2 should be watched from there on out...
>puppeteered by that brain-thing,
I'm not going to post anything they could be seen as a spoiler (even though I don't think it is) but I think this is another one of the most disappointing part of JJK how underwhelming the brain thing you mention is.
>i like the structure of the earlier zelda titles a lot
i think my problem is i grew up on rpgs with a lot of hub like areas to explore passively and many ways to do that, and zelda is more action adventure game, which I got the genre wrong when I first played skyward sword back as the first game i tried.
>i think i know which game you're talking about now.
it's shown up a bit online for being a quite nice looking game. Honestly captures a nice city feeling better than a lot of games do with cities.
>why exactly do you have to flee the police, though?
because I drive on the side walks to avoid dealing with the losers obeying the traffic laws like stoplights :<

>>85059703
this post was meant to reply to yuanon from here >>85052989
> it's optional! it's player choice!" has been the mantra of the gaming lobby for ages now.
I get you saying that for games you paid 70 dollars for, but again these gacha games are surface level free to play and you can get that bikini skin for completely free, you just need to save for it (I got one and I wasn't even trying to get it!) I think people who can't handle these really shouldn't be playing them and it's the same as with gambling, if it's going to be a problem, don't do it. That said, I've seen people who are responsible spend hundreds on gacha because they can afford to and it's not irresponsible or necessarily a bad thing in that case


>>85058581
now actually replying to opening post.
hey cat, how's your weekend going?
>in my restless dreams edition
hope nothing too bad. Hope tonight is better for you

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>>85059528
>I played yume nikki
how is it?

>now I'm watching a movie ^^
which one?

>did you enjoy it?
still haven't made up my mind. the animation on the fights is really impressive, but half of the time i have no clue who i'm supposed to be rooting for. at least the story in season 2 made some sense (well, i forgot to watch the jjk 0 movie in between season 2 part 1 and part 2), but season 3 has gone completely of the rails so far. i'm at a bit of a loss.

>I might go watch it
can recommend. do you know if it's the original or the updated version?

>woke up super stressed out feeling
but I don't wanna talk about it
that's fair. some dreams are for personal use only. ^^

>it was a reference to yume nikki xp
interesting. did you play it that much?

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>>85059703
>this is really the series fault and one of my biggest gripes.
it's nearly as bad as trying to follow a marvel comic. at least amazon recommend me the movie, so i could watch it before starting season 3. still doesn't explain a whole lot about what happened to geto after he died, though.

>since it was a dogshit movie
what didn't you like about it? i think i was just resigned to my fate at that point. ^^

>Basically you have...
i know telling stories in chronological order is mostly optional these days, but this was a bit excessive. especially when the characters in the prequel movie started to have flashbacks.

>I think this is another one of the most disappointing part of JJK how underwhelming the brain thing you mention is.
"haha! it's actually i, 1000-year-old-sorcerer-brain, who is commandeering the body of the villain you killed in the last movie. i will now proceed to basically do what the guy wanted to do anyway!" kinda kills all animosity i might have felt towards geto, if any. i don't even know who this guy is or what he wants. i also found it odd that maki roided out between season 2 and 3. i mean, thumbs up for an actress getting in shape for a role, but that was a bit much.

>zelda is more action adventure game, which I got the genre wrong when I first played skyward sword back as the first game i tried.
you know what? now that i think about it, for me zelda works best as a 2d gameboy game. i never really played any of the 3d titles. always tried, but never finished any of them. huh.
i understand where you are coming from, though. can really ruin your enjoyment when you misunderstand the genre.

>Honestly captures a nice city feeling better than a lot of games do with cities.
that's impressive. more often than not you run into weird limitations that ruin the immersion.

>because I drive on the side
cops seem to have a point there ^^'

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>>85059703
hey officeanon! o/
>how's your weekend going?
pretty good
mostly just chilled, played yume nikki and watch a movie
>hope nothing too bad.
nothing too bad just stressful
I was also referencing the previously mentioned game :3

>>85059769
>how is it?
cool but confoosing @w@ I'll probably need to use a guide
>which one?
django unchained yeehaw
it's pretty nice
tho about 4/5 of the movie I expected to end and it somehow kept on going
Also the director loves making bullets explode and wounded people cry xD
>has gone completely of the rails so far. i'm at a bit of a loss.
maybe your mind with change by the end of it?
>know if it's the original or the updated version?
no :<
probably the original? what's the difference?
>did you play it that much?
well the whole game basically starts with you going to bed and dreaming, that's what it's all about
So far I've played around 2hours

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>>85060235
>cool but confoosing @w@ I'll probably need to use a guide
can't be helped sometimes. i payed dark and demon's souls with a guide, too. wasn't able to understand what the games wanted from me or how the upgrade and scaling systems worked. what are you stuck on?

>it somehow kept on going
tarantino movies are the definition of insisting on themself. ^^

>Also the director loves making bullets explode and wounded people cry xD
that and feet. haven't seen any of the newer tarantino movies, but i like the older ones.

>maybe your mind with change by the end of it?
i don't think so, but the fights are entertaining enough. story for the 3rd season so far is that battle royale games were popular once, so now we're having an arc where the characters fight in a battle royale game, airdrop and all. fine. whatever makes them fight.

>probably the original? what's the difference?
they added shitty digital effects to it. george lucas would be proud.

>the whole game basically starts with you going to bed and dreaming
at least you know from the start it's going to be a wild ride. what's the average playtime?

>>85060362
>what are you stuck on?
nothing yet
it's hard to say, like I'm not really stuck, I do things, it's not a suuper cryptc game you can just put in on and play it and have fun finding stuff but I feel like there's more that I'm missing
but for now I won't use and guides, I want do stuff on my own
Like charborg said, when he used to play games in a meta way (looking up guides and being efficient) it would suck all the fun out of it and I agree with that opinion
So now he plays games the way he used to play when he was a kid, just messing around on his own
btw talking about charb have you watched the stream I sent you about the baseball team in zomboid?
>definition of insisting on themself. ^^
it seems so
>that and feet
I haven't noticed that but I don't have an eye for that
>and all. fine. whatever makes them fight.
the more than merrier^^
>they added shitty digital effects to i
uughh I have it the original then
>what's the average playtime?
I looked it up and it's like 7 hours or more depending of how fast you are

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>>85059960
> still doesn't explain a whole lot about what happened to geto after he died, though.
that part is supposed to be shrouded in mystery point your at either way, so hang in there with that.
>what didn't you like about it?
i thought it didn't really fit movie format well, stakes were very low, and had barely anything interesting going for it. Yuta is all right as a character and like him well enough, but it felt low stakes, I didn't find we really got anything interesting for any of the rest of the cast, and was very anticlimactic. I personally don't think it should have been a movie. We could have had a flashback episode cover the same material and not be any lesser for it.
>but this was a bit excessive.
part through me off was not realizing you were supposed to watch it since I thought it was just Yuta backstory, so I watched after season 2.
>spoiler
it's so absurdly stupid because i know for a fact he doesn't get fleshed out very well as having any real motive except evil sorcerer stuff we already have seen
>also found it odd that maki roided out between season 2 and 3.
was an issue of why not i suppose. Needed to make her more like Toji
>always tried, but never finished any of them. huh.
my track record as well for all save for bowt which i only beat because you can play on the go
>can really ruin your enjoyment when you misunderstand the genre.
definitely been cases where an otherwise good game gets compared against games they're not like and bad in comparison to in terms of being that type of game
>that's impressive.
it's the first game I encountered that lets me hop on the subway train, walking around inside the train, as it moves around the map in real time. Finding weird things like that is making me have a fun time run around the city and find all the things I can do.

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>>85060612
>I feel like there's more that I'm missing but for now I won't use and guides, I want do stuff on my own
i know what you mean. for me it comes down to if i feel like playing the game again or not. if not, i'll look things up or check if i could miss anything important.

>it would suck all the fun out of it and I agree with that opinion
depends a lot on what kind of game it is, but overall i agree.

>have you watched the stream I sent you about the baseball team in zomboid?
i put it on and fell asleep to it. i think i missed that part. can you send it again?

>I haven't noticed that but I don't have an eye for that
maybe watch from dusk till dawn next then.

>the more than merrier^^
most are already dead before the main characters even enter, so we don't get to see those fights.

>I have it the original then
fingers crossed.

>it's like 7 hours or more
still a good amount left. have fun. :]

i'll try to get some sleep. good night.

>>85060936
will reply tomorrow. please remind me, if i don't. good night!

>>85060235
>yume nikki
never saw this before. Always seem to find the most interesting, and frankly creepy looking, games
>I was also referencing the previously mentioned game
ahh i see i see. I was thinking like yuanon the game influenced your dreams or something.. Which I have had games influence my dreams lol

>>85060947
>look things up or check if i could miss anything important.
understandable I suppose
>depends a lot on what kind of game i
well he said he got stuck on a RE veronica puzzle for two days some time ago
>send it again?
he made a video out of it ^^
https://youtu.be/ArtXTFgcUaI
>watch from dusk till dawn next then.
mm well see if I feel like it
>fingers crossed.
XX
>good amount left. have fun. :]
thank u!
>get some sleep. good night
sleep well!

>>85060952
>never saw this before
ooo really? it's pretty popular, it's old, from 2004, free on steam so you can check it out if u wanna
>Which I have had games influence my dreams lol
me too ^^
usually minecraft or cs1.6 because I used to play those a ton!
wbu?

>>85061005
sleep tme fellas gn

>>85060950
sounds good, have a goodnight!

>>85061005
>ooo really? it's pretty popular, it's old, from 2004
my exposure to games from that era with few exceptions is mostly limited to the realm of console games, as I mostly kept to those
>free on steam so you can check it out if u wanna
will at least give it a look over.
>usually minecraft
minecraft dreams seems kinda chill. Still want to go back and play with everyone again when there's time for everyone
>wbu?
I had a dream weirdly that I was pulling a jewel heist at a museum with Monika from Doki Doki Literature Club.. Nothing to do with the game, suppose I came up with the idea and she just wanted to be supportive. I also had a dream I was a Nikke commander and getting shot at.

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>>85058581
>How are you doing today?
Fine, nothing to complain about really
>Any plans for today?
Not really
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
Yesterday
>Why did you hurt yourself?
I lashed out at my friend over nothing; I felt really bad about it because he didn't deserve it.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Not particularly

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Hello friends. Hope you're all doing well. Sorry for being absent and not really replying to anyone lately.
I'm currently recovering from my trip. Unfortunately the second part of it got cancelled due to weather, but what I did do was fun. I purchased a lot of anime crap, went to a Touhou gathering, and accidentally stumbled into a pretty big Pokemon store. Going on a high speed train was a pretty cool experience too, even though the views were a bit lame.

>>85062867
LOOKS SUPER COOL !!!!

just a pqg 9 bump

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>How are you doing today?
i'm one more overwatch comp derank way from shooting my shit smoove off
>Any plans for today?
full day of overwatch
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
a couple weeks ago? im trying to recover though
>Why did you hurt yourself?
im so lonely and faggy
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
i miss my ex and i wish i was top 500 on overwatch

you know when people ask me of my political stance i would tell them im an anarchist

what that would do is give total power to the individual. morality is subjective, its not a real thing. just a comfort of the mind.

but to call myself an anarchist would be a lie. i dislike life

i dream of a world in total chaos, war, violence culling of the population
that would also be a lie

rather i dream of a world without people, a vacant abanoned earth where i would wander.
i would walk, walk until i cant anymore. a world without eyes on me, without pressure or responsibility. without me being observed and being pulled by people.

i would survive until all the food would rot then i would hang mysellf to also exit the world leaving it free to just exist without interference and without being observed

i wouldnt wish for mass extinction, rather i wish that everything would have been nothing. i wish for all living beings to be spared of existence and therefore of duty suffering pain.

how peaceful the world would be if life did not inhabit it.
life bears the possibility of suffering, so life inherently is negative.

a world totaly devoid of life, serene.

then again do plants live? not in the way i intend it. a plant doesnt conciously suffer, it just is. until is isnt anymore.

i cant articulate the concepts in my head the way i would like, im a midwit. but this is the gist of it. i will reply later,, not right now because im procrastinating.

>>85064864
what rank are you? im now masters 3 and trying to hit gm mainly tank

>>85065086
>what rank are you?
been in bronze for a year

>im now masters 3 and trying to hit gm
wow im getting rank mogged damnit

>>85065284
what heros do u play? also i have like 1200 hrs so its logical that im gonne be semi high rank if u want we can q together sometime but i think with comp we cant because its too wide
i was stuck in plat for a long time too after dim it goes pretty fast

>>85065616
juno/ball/freja

yeah the hours thing is true. im honestly not that good i deserve my rank

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>>85061928
hi anon, sorry you had trouble, but don't be hard on yourself. Just try to make it up to your friend

>>85062867
hey discanon
> Sorry for being absent and not really replying to anyone lately.
all good. I've been guilty of the same thing between being busy with work and battling being sick again, kinda made it hard to post
> Unfortunately the second part of it got cancelled due to weather
Happens, nothing you can do about it. Glad first part seemed to turn out well
> I purchased a lot of anime crap
going to be me very very soon

>>85064864
hi anon
>i miss my ex
never a good feeling. How long has it been?
>wish i was top 500 on overwatch
the pain of being into a competitive game

>>85065086
hey sludge, good to see you here.
Hope things are still going well for you

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>>85065836
>How long has it been?
its been a year of me grieving what lasted a month, lol
im not proud to admit that

>>85066002
cool doodle anone

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haven't done it in a bit, kinda want to cuz i'm bored. My mom cleaned up my room without asking and she had the audacity to ask me if I cut myself cuz she found some blades around. Obviously I do, but i just told her they were for my razor. Idk if she bought it, but it's not really my problem. I love her, but she gets on my nerve all the time. I wish I lived closer to my girlfriend. She doesn't like when I cut myself.

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hey frens
is another day, hope you're doing alright
I think I'm just gonna game a little and maybe go out for a bit
what are your plans?

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>posting again but this time I'll engage more with the og post.

The reason i cut myself is that I feel ugly and fat and gross and it kills me knowing that I'll never be beautiful. I'll never be a cute Kemono or robot boy and I should kms for feeling this way.

>>85067148
I played payday 2 with my gf earlier and I might play Minecraft with some friends later. Other than that, not much. I hope u do well today.

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>>85066002
If it had a big impact on your life or was your first relationship, either of those at least make it understandable. Just not ideal unfortunately.

>>85067148
hey cat!
>I think I'm just gonna game a little and maybe go out for a bit
same game as before? And going for a bike ride?
>what are your plans?
I had work, but things are going quite well and not too busy, so all good. Took my dog out, had a nice workout, and played a little wuwa. Going to do some cleaning this evening and maybe finish the manga volume I'm working on reading

>>85068048
No one will ever be Kiibo, anon just need to live ourselves
But for real, don't be so hard on yourself.

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sorry for not replying guys but I'm having a headache

>>85068413
>same game
yep :]
>going for a bike ride?
no it's raining and it's supposed to be raining a lot
>Took my dog
nice ^^
sounds productive!

hey been awhile. been going really good lately and been super happy and things just are going super amazing

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>>85068413
I must accept this flesh prison....
At least I have a penis.

idk if yall remember me, but still fck it,
I quit my job at the start of the year, and now i got accepted into university, so ill be again studying.
I managed to stay 106 days clean, nervous asf, but still goin

>>85069370
awesome to hear that,

>>85068413
helloooo sup

>>85067148
yea, same thing, propably gonna go sleep a little sooner tonight

>>85060950
gn gn

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>>85069131
>sorry for not replying guys but I'm having a headache
it's okay. Hope you feel better!
>yep
have fun if you managed. Though sounds like you might not be up to much :/
>no it's raining and it's supposed to be raining a lot
same things being called for here. Still prefer it to the unbearable heat
>sounds productive!
as productive as you can be playing gacha games, but good day all in all

>>85069370
hey gator! Really glad to hear it! Happy for you and good to see you as always

>>85069537
have to look on the upside. Robo bro canonically doesn't

>>85069615
hey I do remember you posting here by that name. Don't remember how long ago that was, but good to see you doing well
>I quit my job at the start of the year,
I left mine recently for a better one and has been a huge relief
>i got accepted into university, so ill be again studying.
best of luck with it all. What are you studying?

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>>85060936
>so hang in there with that.
ok. done with 3rd season part 1 now as well. guess i'll have to wait a bit more until that gets resolved.

>it didn't really fit movie format well
had the same feeling, but i don't even expect anime movies to be anything but a long episode or some episodes stapled together, so it didn't bother me much.

>I didn't find we really got anything interesting for any of the rest of the cast, and was very anticlimactic.
yeah. basically just set up some characters that get featured more prominently later.

>I personally don't think it should have been a movie. We could have had a flashback episode cover the same material and not be any lesser for it.
that's true. i wonder if they have a "movie team" they need to keep busy and that's why we get movies like this.

>you were supposed to watch it since I thought it was just Yuta backstory, so I watched after season 2.
same. i think there was like one short flashback to the yuta/geto fight that made me go "wait a minute... did i miss something?" turns out i did.

>i know for a fact he doesn't get fleshed out very well as having any real motive except evil sorcerer stuff we already have seen
i guess it's supposed to mirror the yuji/sukuna dynamic? modern guy on the outside, ancient guy on the inside? it's like poetry, so it rhymes? that's all i got, though. grasping at straws here.

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>>85060936
>was an issue of why not i suppose. Needed to make her more like Toji
ah, that makes sense. people like a character you can't use anymore, so you have to either make a new one who's basically the same or transform an existing character into it. guess being burned to a crisp makes you buff as hell and age ten years. i think i'm so put off by this because she's the only character that changed so drastically between seasons. that and that gege just decided that he doesn't know what to do with the zen'in clan anymore, so he just kill billed it. makes it hard for me to connect to the characters or care about what happens to them. i shrug and move on.

>i only beat because you can play on the go
i guess for some people it's just a handheld series. ^^

>definitely been cases where an otherwise good game gets compared against games they're not like
i really hated the direction they went with darkest dungeon 2. maybe it would have been better to drop the 2 and go for some tagline instead. way to different to be called a true successor.
>Finding weird things like that is making me have a fun time run around the city and find all the things I can do.
that's a really cool way to make people care about the setting. all about the attention to detail.

>>85061005
>understandable I suppose
yeah. i don't have the patience to miss things anymore. :/

>he got stuck on a RE veronica puzzle for two days some time ago
commendable. i tend to check if i'm on the right track at least.

>he made a video out of it ^^
thanks a lot o7

>well see if I feel like it
no pressure

>>85062867
heyo!

>the second part of it got cancelled due to weather
damn. was it that bad? what was the plan?

>what I did do was fun.
sounds like it. :> what did you get?

>>85065086
>when people ask me of my political stance i would tell them im an anarchist
i think if anyone would ask me that i'd give them a blank stare and turn away at this point.

>morality is subjective
i'd say it's a social contract.

>>85067018
>kinda want to cuz i'm bored.
probably not a good idea. doing it because you're in distress is one thing, but doing it because you're bored sets a dangerous precedent.

>I wish I lived closer to my girlfriend.
how far away does she live? and how is she doing?

>>85067148
hi catbro!

>hope you're doing alright
i'm good. you?

>what are your plans?
got to the local nerd store to pick up some manga i ordered, then went to work and after that i played more baldur's gate 3. it's hard playing it in multiplayer.

>>85069370
hi gator! glad you're having a good time. what are you up to?

>>85069615
>idk if yall remember me, but still fck it
name rings a bell, but i'm blanking. good to see you again, though.

>I quit my job at the start of the year, and now i got accepted into university, so ill be again studying.
that's exciting. best of luck. what are you studying?

>>85067018 - My post
>>85070667
Don't worry, I didn't end up doing it, bedtime is in an hour so I doubt I'm gonna tonight lol.

My gf lives in the UK :( I want a job so I can save up and visit her. We talk about doing all these things together. Maybe it's silly, but she makes me happy. As fucked as it is, I haven't been wanting to cut cuz I know it upsets her. I try not to talk about it with her, but she knows I do it and has explicitly told me never to do it for/over her. That's probably the right idea, despite the bpdemon voices in my head saying otherwise lmao.

0 pictures of cute girls cutting themselves. BOOOO

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Wrote out some replies but fell asleep before posting them, so I'd say I'm back to normal now.
I craved some Nesquik so I ordered some online. I hope it's as nice as I remember.

>>85062867
It was! I wish I took more pictures during the trip.

>>85064864
>i wish i was top 500 on overwatch
I imagine it's quite stressful to be ranked that high in anything. Always worried that you'll lose your spot...

>>85065086
I was reading up on Buddhism the other day after falling down a wikipedia rabbit hole and what you wrote kind of reminded me of that. Or at least what I understood parinirvana to be.
I don't know if it would help but you might get something out of reading about Buddhism. Not to change your belief system or anything, just to see how other people have thought about this stuff.

>>85065836
Hi officeanon
> kinda made it hard to post
Yeah, I've not really had the energy for it either lately. I guess I've been pulled in other directions lately.
>Happens, nothing you can do about it.
It's a bit disappointing but it is what it is. I can always go another time, it's not like it's not like Shanghai's getting demolished before I can go again.
>going to be me very very soon
Hopefully carrying it all back will be less of a pain for you. My fragile body aches all over.

>>85066002
Sometimes even short relationships can really affect you.
I made a very close internet friend once, knew him for less than a year before he just disappeared, and I still miss him a lot. It took me about a year of grieving before I was alright again.

>>85069615
Good job! What are you studying?

>>85070579
>damn. was it that bad? what was the plan?
The plan was to get a flight over to Shanghai but the typhoon ended up pushing the flight back to Wednesday, but then the trip would have been way too expensive for the time spent there so I ended up cancelling.
>what did you get?
A lot of plushes and tshirts and various tote bags.
I got some free stuff because I was the only foreigner there.

>>85071711
love the little panda at the end :3

bump of the page nine

>>85071152
>I didn't end up doing it, bedtime is in an hour so I doubt I'm gonna tonight lol.
that's good to hear. did you find something else to distract yourself before going to bed?

>Maybe it's silly, but she makes me happy
i don't think so. it's good to have goals and to be motivated. if she's the reason you are, that's great.

>That's probably the right idea
i think so, too. seems like she's a good influence. ^^

>>85071711
>I'd say I'm back to normal now.
let's gooo! :D

>I craved some Nesquik so I ordered some online.
been ages since i had that. last time i got something nesquik related were those snack bars. absolutely disgusting.

>the trip would have been way too expensive for the time spent there so I ended up cancelling.
i see. it's a shame, but not much one can do about that. there's always next time

>A lot of plushes and tshirts and various tote bags.
nice haul. :> anything you're especially happy you found?

>I got some free stuff because I was the only foreigner there.
wouldn't say no to that.

>>85070057
>hey I do remember you posting here by that name
means a lot :DD

>Don't remember how long ago that was
yea i was here quite often a year back, when sh was most frequent.

>I left mine recently for a better one and has been a huge relief
thats a huge step, its good that it worked out for the better.

> what are you studying?
Geography, focused on environmental health. Which means basically maps, and biology combined, which is i hope gonna be manageable

>>85070667
>name rings a bell, but i'm blanking. good to see you again, though.
xd all good, im happy im atleast recognized

>that's exciting. best of luck.
thank youu :D

>what are you studying?
its gonna be about maps, and nature, and how to implement one to another, atleast i think xd

>>85071711
>Good job! What are you studying?
idk how to explain more in detail, im sorry anon i explained twice, and i feel bad for skipping the question xd

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>>85072557
Professional Lego builder seems like a cool job. I remember wanting to do that as a kid but I have no idea how you'd even start a career in that.

>>85073836
>last time i got something nesquik related were those snack bars. absolutely disgusting.
I always enjoyed the cereal. But they also sold this chilled cakes and those were kind of gross.
This is the milkshake powder imported from Germany so hopefully it'll be good. Unfortunately all the milk here kind of sucks unless you want to pay out the ass for non-UHT stuff.
>there's always next time
Yeah. The circumstances around it were a bit more stressful than usual too, so it might good to visit at a less stressful time and when it's cooler.
>anything you're especially happy you found?
Mostly the shirts because I never feel like I don't own enough 2hu shirts. Maybe the Lilligant plush/shirt too, since she was the MVP in my playthrough of Pokemon White and I was really surprised to see merch of her there.
>wouldn't say no to that
It would be rude to turn it down...

>>85074256
>Which means basically maps, and biology combined
That sounds pretty cool. Best of luck with that, anon.
Do you want to go into research once your done?

>>85074284
>Do you want to go into research once your done?
xd no idea, i think maybe?

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>>85070362
>done with 3rd season part 1
how did you like that? I struggled with season 3 a bit... Cool parts to it, but I find the culling game quite dumb and we're getting overwhelmed with new character bloat.
> i'll have to wait a bit more until that gets resolved.
ah I don't remember everything, but think at this point you're not getting anything else. Basically Geto died, Kenjaku showed up.
> i don't even expect anime movies to be anything but a long episode or some episodes stapled together
even by that metric, had this been an episode format, I think a lot of stuff would have been dropped. They really stretched the source material to fit that movie, and I think it showed. Maybe my assessment that it was dogshit was harsh, but my point is that despite some fights being cool, I really found it underwhelming.
>wonder if they have a "movie team" they need to keep busy and that's why we get movies like this.
I'm not sure how Mappa is divided with projects, but would doubt it's quite like that. I think
> modern guy on the outside, ancient guy on the inside?
could make sense. Only issue is we already have one evil for the sake of being evil guy, having another who fits the same pattern is wildly disappointing even if they add the whole "it was all part of his plan" Aizen tier shit on to differentiate him. We traded an interesting character for a boring character and we could have had the same plotline without doing this
> people like a character you can't use anymore,
I think not just people liked him, but she's supposed to be the modern realization of what Toji was, a strong sorcerer who can't use curse energy, but puts the entire clan to shame with her power.
>gege just decided
i think this is the point where it becomes clear Gege doesn't know what he wants to do and kind of starts tearing his own series apart

>>85071711
>I guess I've been pulled in other directions lately.
Very busy then I take it? It happens in life, but good to see you in here when there's time. My week has been surprisingly slow so I'm enjoying some more downtime
>It's a bit disappointing but it is what it is.
better safe than sorry. Remember I was disappointed a few years back about a trip up north getting pushed back, and they had a historic hurricane devastate whole area that night. Needless to say, glad I wasn't traveling through on a train at the time.
>Hopefully carrying it all back will be less of a pain for you
really is often the biggest source of trouble since I don't often go back during the day when at these types of things and lugging thing around all day in a bag is less than ideal. I also try not to spend a small fortunate on anime merch when the cons and events themselves cost a good deal to go to

>>85074256
>i was here quite often a year back, when sh was most frequent.
tends to be how it is and why the thread still exists is so people who need to vent have a place to go as needed. Know a lot of folks come and go, but always nice to see people return doing much better than when they first came
> its good that it worked out for the better.
at least for the few months I have been so far. Sometimes things change after a few months, but no warning signs yet
>Geography, focused on environmental health.
interesting. So you do you talk about mapping ecological issues and things of that nature?

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When I asked the doctor today what I should do when the anxiety gets so bad that I feel I have to cut myself he just replied "you can decide to just not cut yourself".
Needless to say I got so mad and hurt myself when I got back home.

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>>85058581
>>How are you doing today?
Dogshit
>>Any plans for today?
Get drunk and maybe cut more.
>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
An hour ago.
>>Why did you hurt yourself?
Anxiety. And life fucking sucks.
>>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Life.

T: >>85074524

>>85071152 - Me
>>85073836
I ended up playing payday. Sadly my gf was sleeping so I couldn't play with her. I think she is a good influence on me, I'm kinda a miserable fuck lmao. Hopefully she can help me not be.

bunp page nando

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hey guys I finished yume nikki it was fun tho I needed a guide to find the last thing
Now apparently there's a manga of it? I'm gonna check it out
How are you today?

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>>85076495
meaaaw (meows like a demonic screeching from hell)

>>85074467
>Sometimes things change after a few months, but no warning signs yet
thats nice to hear :D
>So you do you talk about mapping ecological issues and things of that nature?
not yet, maybe will be xd

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>>85074256
>im happy im atleast recognized
best way to go about it. (^-^) how have you been?

>its gonna be about maps, and nature, and how to implement one to another, atleast i think xd
going to be an important job going forward. maybe you'll be able to prevent some man-made catastrophes.

>>85074284
>I always enjoyed the cereal.
that and the drink are great.

>they also sold this chilled cakes and those were kind of gross.
like a little cake with two biscuits and a cream filling? if those, that's the one i'm talking about. no clue how they managed to fuck that up, though.

>This is the milkshake powder imported from Germany so hopefully it'll be good.
should be alright. i think my favorite was tropengold from aldi, though. don't know if that still exists.

>all the milk here kind of sucks unless you want to pay out the ass for non-UHT stuff.
guess it's not that popular where you are. ^^ well, it's a treat anyway, so no reason not to go for the good stuff once in a while

>circumstances around it were a bit more stressful than usual too
oh really? anything else besides the weather?

>might good to visit at a less stressful time and when it's cooler.
i think my favorite times to travel are fall and winter. never been much of summer guy.

>Mostly the shirts because I never feel like I don't own enough 2hu shirts
do you actually wear them? whenever i get shirts with a print i put them on once or twice, feel stupid and then go back to plain black. even brandnames are too much for me.

>she was the MVP in my playthrough of Pokemon White and I was really surprised to see merch of her there
never played b&w. i've heard they were good games, but people didn't really buy them. a shame. i think the last one i played was x&y. had fun, but also made it clear that the games need a major overhaul before i come back.

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>>85074428
>how did you like that?
indifferent. i think my gripes with the show are more on a structural level than with specific arcs. like that any institution is antagonistic to the main characters. they basically just stick together and fight because everyone else wants them dead, which is fair enough, but doesn't endear me to the setting. also don't have a character i enjoy, so whatever happens just happens. i have no strong feelings about it. that said, season 3 is just strange. having maki deal with the her clan, that's fine. anticlimactic, but makes sense. it's the fightclub part that threw me for a loop. they had an episode that explains the rules of the culling game, and after that i still had no clue about how the game works, if the game already started and if the main group already was in it. then they go and try to talk to a guy because... i don't know. he's strong. guess we needed to have it so the principal of jujutsu high could be killed by metal gramps because... i don't know. because he made the panda guy? it's just a jumbled mess of disjointed plot points that happen and then we move on to the game.

>the culling game quite dumb and we're getting overwhelmed with new character bloat.
agreed. i hardly understand why i should care for the wellbeing of the main cast and then they throw even more at you. i'm still trying to figure out how that not-sasuke guy fits into everything. i liked hammer-girl better.

>Basically Geto died, Kenjaku showed up.
i thought maybe there's more stuff in the manga we'll get to later. i think my big problem is that i don't recall anything about season 1. just been too long that i watched it and i thought i could just hop in again.

>Maybe my assessment that it was dogshit was harsh, but my point is that despite some fights being cool, I really found it underwhelming.
i'm not defending it. i agree with what you say, but that's everything after season 1 for me. the movie doesn't stand out to me in that regard.

>>85078536
hey yuanon! o/

>>85069615
hey hey cas :]
>accepted into university
wow, are you excited?

>>85074428
>but would doubt it's quite like that. I think
just trying to make sense of this weird way of stitching a story together. back in the day we had tv series, movies and maybe ovas, but at least everything was mostly it's own thing. and you could watch one without missing out. i was lucky both s2 and the movie were available on prime. had to look for s3 somewhere else, though.

>we already have one evil for the sake of being evil guy, having another who fits the same pattern is wildly disappointing
especially since both are out of the picture so we can have fights against some weirdos.

>We traded an interesting character for a boring character and we could have had the same plotline without doing this
exactly. it's the definition of having you cake and eating it too.

>a strong sorcerer who can't use curse energy, but puts the entire clan to shame with her power.
i always like characters like that. guess toji was just there to create precedence for such a character existing, so it's not as much of as asspull as if maki just turning into this kind of powerhouse? but then why have toji being (shortly) reincarnated and why did he kill himself?

>Gege doesn't know what he wants to do and kind of starts tearing his own series apart
i think this is the biggest issue with manga being released on a weekly or monthly basis. lots of stories are kept around because they're popular and not because the author actually has a story in mind.

>>85074544
>Get drunk and maybe cut more
how's that going?

>Life
word. anything in particular or in general?

>>85075422
>I ended up playing payday.
did you have a good time?

>I'm kinda a miserable fuck lmao. Hopefully she can help me not be.
it's a lot of hard work to get better, but having a goal and people who support you helps a lot. what would you like tk change the most about you?

>>85076495
hi catbro! took me quite some time to catch up today. (^^')

>I needed a guide to find the last thing
must have been quite hidden to escape your keen eyes. what was it?

>I'm gonna check it out
is it any good?

>How are you today?
not too bad. just tired. work + heat is a stupid combination. :p you?

>>85078771
heyo! o/

>>85078862
>took me quite some tim
ye ^^ you had to write a whole book basically
I'm feeling too tired to do so much catching up
>hidden to escape your keen eyes. what was it?
yep yep there was like a puzzle with teleports and I had tonuse a guide because it was complicated
>any good?
dunno xp
it taktme a while to check out things
I've been eyeing yume nikki for like two years before I played it
>just tired. work + heat is a stupid combination. :p
D;
it's hot there again?
> you?
okay I'm just feeling lazy and a bit nauseous idk why
>heyo! o/
ey \o/

>>85078837
>how's that going?
I haven't cut since I got shitfaced. But the wound started bleeding like crazy. I put some pressure in it and put some paper towels + bandages on it. Sober me is gonna have fun cleaning the bathroom tomorrow.

what is the point of this thread if you do not post pictures of the scars?

also i stopped cutting as soon as i started doing hard drugs. pro tip

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>>85079080
Don't have pictures of recent wounds, but got the aftermath when cleaning up. Why do you want to see the wounds?

>>85079136
hey anon, don't post wounds here please
don't listen to the perverts

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>>85079169
Apologies. I'm incredibly intoxicated. Going to sleep.
t. >>85074544

>>85079136
it's relatable and comforting and i like how it looks and and

>>85079169
you are not the owner of this website you fucking namefag insect.

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>>85076495
hey cat
>hey guys I finished yume nikki it was fun tho I needed a guide to find the last thing
glad you had fun. Suppose that's a lot of older games are like that
>Now apparently there's a manga of it?
just like how's there an anime of needy girl overdose and nier. They just adapt stuff sometimes, manga is interesting choice though
>How are you today?
day was a little busier, but not bad either

>>85077598
>thats nice to hear
most importantly, feel busy and like they need me, which is always a good sign at any job
>not yet, maybe will be
suppose if you just started, takes time to get to the meat of the program. Hope you find studies enjoyable at least

>>85078536
hey yuanon
>also don't have a character i enjoy,
i like a few well enough, but not main cast and no one enough to feel super strongly about the series.
> that said, season 3 is just strange.
also a good assessment. This is all the same arc, but feels like we have a lot of unrelated pieces that Gege wanted to do, then stitched together a very incoherent narrative reason to have all these things in the same arc.
>i thought maybe there's more stuff in the manga we'll get to later.
i know a few spoilers for the series, one sorta but not really being we're not going to get much else explanation for him

>>85078837
>but at least everything was mostly it's own thing.
they realized making movies makes a lot of money for only slightly more effort to get them out
>we can have fights against some weirdos.
Reggie Star was by far one of the most underwhelming antagonists of anime arc I've ever seen lol
>why did he kill himself?
according some interview a redditor posted, they asked Gege what would happen if he didn't and the answer was "I don't know"
>not because the author actually has a story in mind.
I think Gege being opinionated about people's reactions to characters definitely didn't help at all either. Whether serious or not being debatable, you don't repeat yourself multiple times about disliking characters if there isn't some truth to it

>>85079195
take care anon, hope you feel better after sobering up

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>>85078967
>you had to write a whole book basically
can't let a good rant go that easily.

>I'm feeling too tired to do so much catching up
that's ok. gotta have to let it go sometimes. is it the heat?

>a puzzle with teleports
ugh... i usually brute force these or just get lucky, but that can take quite a while the more complicated it gets.

>it taktme a while to check out things
same. i have to be in the right mood, especially when someone recommends something i want to give it the chance it deserves.

>I've been eyeing yume nikki for like two years before I played it
but at the end it was worth it. :>

>it's hot there again?
yeah. it's killing me.

>just feeling lazy and a bit nauseous idk why
hm. did you drink enough water today? ate anything funny?

>>85079061
>I haven't cut since I got shitfaced. But the wound started bleeding like crazy. I put some pressure in it and put some paper towels + bandages on it
alcohol can have that effect. good thinking with the pressure, but better keep an eye on it. stay safe.

>Sober me is gonna have fun cleaning the bathroom tomorrow.
that's something for future-you to worry about. that dork. :p

>>85079195
good night! that reminds me: need to tell officeanon that i got the rest of fire punch yesterday.

>>85079209
ah, there you are. ^^ as i told anon above, i got the remaining volumes of fire punch yesterday.

>>85079195
sleep well anon :>

>>85079202
thanks for the laugh
stay mad lol
If you want something comforting you can talk with us about your day, I'll be nice then

>>85079209
>Suppose that's a lot of older games are like that
yep and on top of that it's also surreal and confusing @-@
>anime of needy girl overdose and nier.
what?
>manga is interesting choice though
Imit is a popular game in japaan I'm pretty sure
it was made by a japanse guy in 2004 and only later got translated by fans I think (maybe im just making shiz up)
>was a little busier
D:
hope you get to rest soon

>>85079313
>can't let a good rant go
of course of course!
>gotta have to let it go sometimes. is it the heat?
nope not hot here
it's pretty okay actually 25
>usually brute force
I tried but it's way too complicated you
>give it the chance it deserves
yep
>the end it was worth it. :>
tho I wish I played it sooner
>it's killing me
D: how hot is it?
>drink enough water today? ate anything funny?
I think it's the high humidity and stuffiness from the rain

also I'll be sleeping soon

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>>85079209
>i like a few well enough, but not main cast and no one enough to feel super strongly about the series
i have to admit, takaba was the character that i felt most positive about. guy actually made me laugh. hard to get invested when anyone can just be declared a lose end and then be unceremoniously killed off.

>a lot of unrelated pieces that Gege wanted to do
i feel like it is loosely movie/media related. maybe that's the theme of the arc? kill bill (or whatever the scene where she kills the henchmen is inspired by), fightclub, battle royale. it's a stretch, but all i got.

>very incoherent narrative reason to have all these things in the same arc.
this sums it up very well. maybe he'll explain why at some point.

>one sorta but not really being we're not going to get much else explanation for him
ok. i'll accept this information and file it under "no more benefit of the doubt"

>>85079231
>they realized making movies makes a lot of money for only slightly more effort to get them out
probably true. at least there's some screenings here now. back in the day you had none, so technically more money for them. still, couldn't those movies be actual continuations of the story instead if shitty prequels and in between seasons instead of just in the middle of it? the site i was watching s3 on had the 13 episodes numbered 1-12 and then there was episode 7.5
this tells you everything you need to know about the structure of this show.

>Reggie Star was by far one of the most underwhelming antagonists of anime arc I've ever seen lol
since i rolled furniture creation on the random super power generator, i can somewhat relate to him, but yeah. guy hardly registered as an enemy. then again, his opponent conjures bunnies and pink elephants.

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>>85079231
i also just remembered: why the hell has yuta still access to rika? i know they hand an asspull of an explanation, but what. the actual. fuck. you lift the curse in the movie, this is your big emotional payoff, but it doesn't matter. the character needs to have this on top of his op copy power.

>"I don't know"
at least i'm on the same page as him, most of the time. i think he just panicked when he realized that he might have a genuine character building moment at hand and decided he can't have that. jokes aside, it was the only way out of a situation he wrote himself into. as stated by the made up rules, toji would just have been there indefenitely.

>you don't repeat yourself multiple times about disliking characters if there isn't some truth to it
what did he say about which characters?

>>85079432
>not hot here it's pretty okay actually 25
that does sound quite alright. just a rough day then?

>it's way too complicated
damn. guess they knew what they were doing. completely fine using a guide for something like that, though. been there, done that.

>I wish I played it sooner
i'm pretty sure it was the right game at the right time.

>how hot is it?
mid 30s, but the store just heats up and retains the temperature way longer than it should. just annoying to work under those conditions

>high humidity and stuffiness from the rain
that will do it. just take it easy and sleep well.

i'll be calling it, too. good night.

wish this thread wasnt just a giant hugbox gor namefags so i could ask how to cut myself without fucking it up
i'm probably not going to do it because i'm a coward but you never know christmas might come early and i start stabbing myself and get thrown in a mental ward and noone in my family has to see me again
win win for everyone in that case

>>85080312
what a baitfag get outta here

>>85080312
DESU, sometimes I feel that way too, like these threads are just conversations between the same few people. It's nothing too bad, because these people are very friendly, but it can feel alienating, and I'm never good at small talk, or being part of multi-person conversations, etc., but maybe I just don't try hard enough (I blame myself for my problems, then I'm afraid how people would judge me for that, etc., etc.). I don't know how people can talk for hours on end.

>i'm probably not going to do it because i'm a coward
I know that feel. I dropped this back in '19, and before I relapsed last year I had that worm telling me to do it, and telling me that if I didn't I was a pussy, but if I did I was also a pussy.
The wound care guide linked in the second post is a good resource for doing this safely. Of course, ideally you wouldn't do it, but abstinence-only education doesn't help. If you feel you absolutely have to do this, just make sure the tool you use is clean, sanitize the area where you plan to do it, keep away from major blood vessels, clean your wounds afterwards, bandage your wounds properly, and watch for signs of infection.

Why don't you share what's on your mind?

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Ended up sleeping for six hours with the lights on, then another six. I guess I needed it.
Also I get to keep my job! I would like to thank the thread for helping me get through the really rough parts because I don't think I could have done it without you guys!

>>85074295
I suppose you've got your whole degree to figure out if you'd like to do that.
I'd recommend it, it's a fun career.

>>85074544
Hang in there, anon.
What's the biggest thing stressing you out right now? Or is it a lot of little things?

>>85076495
YN is one of my favourite games. I used to play it in bed to calm me down. Finding those last few effects is always tricky.

>>85078261
>that and the drink are great.
I look forward to the delivery later today...
>no clue how they managed to fuck that up, though
Having to refrigerate thin slices of cake, probably.
>don't know if that still exists
May as well search for some for nostalgia's sake. I do that sometimes.
>no reason not to go for the good stuff once in a while
I guess but it's about 6 euros for 2L here...
>anything else besides the weather?
Tagging along on someone's work trip and having to organise around that, basically.
>never been much of summer guy
Me either. It's always too hot to do anything.
>do you actually wear them?
All the time. I already stick out here, so I'm not going to stick out any more by wearing a shirt with an anime girl on it.
>the games need a major overhaul before i come back
For me I just need them to be competently made, which GameFreak has shown themselves to be completely incapable of doing lately. BW(2) are a swan song in that regard. We didn't know how good we had it...
Although people seemed to like Legends Arceus but that's more of a spinoff than anything with how different the gameplay is.

>>85080312
Nobody here is going to recommend that you hurt yourself, but there's some harm reduction stuff in the OP.
What's bothering you so much that you feel like you have to?

>>85080312
>these threads are just conversations between the same few people
Generals always run the risk of being or appearing to be cliquey but I think the conversations here serve two purposes
>giving a sense of sense of community
>keeping the thread bumped so it's there if someone really needs it
At least that's how it was for me. I remember staying up pretty late some evenings just waiting for the thread to be made so I had some people to talk to for a while.

Early morning bump

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>>85081629
>What's the biggest thing stressing you out right now? Or is it a lot of little things?
I'm just tired of existing. And the public healthcare system where I live more or less have given up as much as I have.

>>85080312
feel free to ask questions anon we'll answer

>>85083136
>I'm just tired of existing
I've definitely been there before and it's no fun. The only thing that seemed to fix it was moving very far away from my old life so everything seemed new again.
>the public healthcare system where I live more or less have given up as much as I have.
Are you the anon from the UK? If so, I think your best option might be going private if you think you need therapy, although that can be very expensive. Waitlists are usually several months long and you only get like 8 sessions, at least in my experience.

>>85083332
No Im from Scandinavia. I have a private therapist so Im getting that with no queue. But it costs like hell. The issue with therapy is that I just don't want to live, so doing the exercises and everything you need to do in therapy isn't motivating at all. And doing them half-assed isn't gonna help you.
I was hoping that pills could kick me in the ass and motivate me to live again so I would actually do what I need to do in therapy, but no pills have any effect on me. Have tried 10+ by now.

i am cripplingly lonely and i only have people from r9k. when i get told to kill myself i feel the warmth of a hug. i am too lazy cut myself anymore, but i have permanent reminders that things have only been bad and will only get worse. people have seen them and said they're bad, nobody has asked me how i am. i wonder what i did to deserve this.

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morning everyone

>>85083414
hey anon
what does your life look like rn?
>when i get told to kill myself i feel the warmth
why?

buWppp

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>>85084378
hi catbro! what's up?

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>>85060235
this cat is friggin epic

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>>85087194
heu yuanon!!
how r u?
I'm making a map of some of some anons room :3

>>85087244
thanks^^
you know whats good meow meow B3
how was your day?

>>85084378
>why?
i have nothing else

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>>85058581
>How are you doing today?
A lot better. I'm employeed and making good money at a construction project. I'm getting calls back for bigger and better jobs. I passed the test for another job. The ball is finally rolling.
>Any plans for today?
just reading and chess. I think all my hobbys are weekend stuff now.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
I've been struggling to get my trades class set up. which might be a blessing in disguise if I get a better job offer. So I'm in a race against time for a career.
>>85059403
hi yu
>i just sat around and watched jjk. :p
I guess you got over the flashback arch. >>85059769
>but half of the time i have no clue who i'm supposed to be rooting for.
> i'm at a bit of a loss.
Very understandable.
things get complicated very fast.
Clearly your supposed to be rooting for the fight itself to happen.
>>85084378
hi cat, how was your day?

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>>85087257
doing nothing played a lil gta III and made guns in gmod with a tarkov weapon pack... nothing that interesting.

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Fell asleep by accident and now I'm wide awake at 4am. So I'm definitely back to my usual self.
I played some Kirby Air Riders and that was very fun, even if the online is completely dead. Feels like an eternity since I sat down and played a video game.

>>85083388
I see. That sounds like a real pickle.
What about living is causing you so much anguish? Is it boredom or the responsibilities and general sadness that come with being alive?

>>85083414
>i wonder what i did to deserve this
Life has a habit of shafting people for no real reason. The universe is a cruel mistress.
How are you doing, anon? You're always welcome to post here if you need some people to talk to.

>>85087331
That's great news! Glad everything is on the up and up.

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>>85081629
>I look forward to the delivery later today...
did it arrive already?

>Having to refrigerate thin slices of cake, probably.
other companies do that too and their stuff doesn't taste like shit. >:[ ever had kinder milk slices?

>search for some for nostalgia's sake. I do that sometimes.
i bet it doesn't taste the same or as good without the slightly racist packaging from when i was a kid. also, i really need to lose some weight again...

>I guess but it's about 6 euros for 2L here...
ouch. you could try making it with egg yolks instead. made some hot chocolate that way and it was really good. you'd need a mixer or whisk, though. and you'd have to be careful it doesn't turn into chocolate soup with scrambled eggs...

>Tagging along on someone's work trip and having to organise around that
ah, that really is annoying. i don't think i'd have fun doing that when i'm in vacation mode.

>It's always too hot to do anything.
yeah. i just can't keep up my workout schedule at all. :[

>I'm not going to stick out any more by wearing a shirt with an anime girl on it.
it's probably expected from foreigners anyway. just gotta own it. ^^

>which GameFreak has shown themselves to be completely incapable of doing lately.
it's so strange. it's basically the only games they develop. you'd think they'd have perfected the formula at this point. maybe the already have. minimal effort and everyone buys it anyway.

>BW(2) are a swan song in that regard. We didn't know how good we had it...
i think i need to play those at some point. would be cool to play a good pokemon game again for a change.

>Legends Arceus but that's more of a spinoff than anything with how different the gameplay is.
yeah. seemed a bit to removed from what i want, so i skipped it. always wanted a pokemon game in an urban setting, so the newer legend game might have been more to my taste, but i'm not letting the monkey's paw get me again.

I am a cutter
you are a cutter
join and cut gg/UfzC5aj

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>>85087257
>how r u?
good enough. just exhausted and mentally preparing for a long day at work tomorrow, so i'm just lying in bed, listening to some podcast.

>I'm making a map of some of some anons room :3
that's cool. how did that come about?

>>85087331
hi cynic!

>I'm employeed and making good money at a construction project. I'm getting calls back for bigger and better jobs. I passed the test for another job. The ball is finally rolling.
your tenaucity really paid off. good job, dude. i'm happy for you. (^-^) hope whatever you end up doing will be better than your last job.

>just reading and chess
reasonably chill. having a good time?

>all my hobbys are weekend stuff now.
how come?

>which might be a blessing in disguise if I get a better job offer
fingers crossed

>I guess you got over the flashback arch
yeah. it was a lot easier this time since i didn't have to wait a week for an episode to drop and knew how long it would last.

>Clearly your supposed to be rooting for the fight itself to happen.
probably true, but i don't really care for the spectacle if i'm not invested in the plot or characters. jjk has great action, but i'm just not as drawn into it as i could be. bummer.

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>>85087293
and what if people tell you they wish you well?

>>85087331
heya
>calls back for bigger and better jobs. I passed the test for another job
wow
when things go well suddenly everything else also decides it wants to be good in a busy way
good for u :D
>think all my hobbys are weekend stuff now.
woa are you glad about it? I think it's sorta bitter sweet
>blessing in disguise
\o/

>>85087338
>doing nothing played a lil gta III
that's okay
>made guns in gmod
made? like how?
also reminds me I should mess around in gmod some more
>how was your day?
pretty good, I ordered a cap and I got it today and it fits yay
also I made a map of some anons room

>>85087400
hello
>awake at 4am
D:
do you have to go anywhere tomorrow? or can you at least sleep for the whole day?

>>85087461
sorry anon but no
Why are you trying to make a cutters discord?

>>85087579
>good enough
that's something ig
>just exhausted and mentally preparing for a long day at work
how do you already know it's going to be a long one? :c
>just lying in bed
stay comfy
btw I watched the librarian on youtube play yume nikki and if your bored I really reccomened it, it's good
he looks at little details amd make ls connections between concepts and it's just nice to watch/listen to when too sleepy
>how did that come about?
I was scrolling around at night and I noticed someone posted a room and I decided that I'm going to make it today because it looked easy to make :3
wanna see?

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>>85087729
>how do you already know it's going to be a long one? :c
because i'll be there from morning until evening. ^^ i'll be there all day.

>I watched the librarian on youtube play yume nikki and if your bored I really reccomened it, it's good
thanks. i'll check it out. he's great to fall asleep to.

>just nice to watch/listen to when too sleepy
agreed

>I was scrolling around at night and I noticed someone posted a room and I decided that I'm going to make it today
you never know when inspiration strikes.

>wanna see?
sure.

going to be my last post, though. see ya!

>>85087900
>there from morning until evening. ^^ i'll be there all day.
can the employer just change your hours like that!?
>i'll check it out
have fun!
>you never know when inspiration strikes
and it has striketh!!
took am about 8hours to mak this
>sure
oke
>going to be my last post, though. see ya!
sleep well !!

>>85087450
>did it arrive already?
It did. It's a lot weaker than I remember, but I might have just not put enough in.
>ever had kinder milk slices
No but they sound quite nice.
>i really need to lose some weight again...
Best of luck with that!
>you could making it with egg yolks instead
I've never heard of this before but I'll look into it.
>just gotta own it. ^^
Yeah, no sense in not being myself. If you can't show harmless interests what's the point?
>you'd think they'd have perfected the formula at this point
For the most part they had, but the transition to 3D seems to been an unmitigated disaster. The games have always barely been held together, but the jump to 3D made that very obvious. I don't know why they can't get some outside help in. If I had my way, custody of the serious would be forcibly taken away from them and given to Monolith Soft.
They don't even make cute pokegirls anymore...
>i think i need to play those at some point
You should, they're very good.
>the newer legend game might have been more to my taste
Setting-wise it probably is but by most accounts it's not very good as a game.

>>85087729
>do you have to go anywhere tomorrow? or can you at least sleep for the whole day?
I should get back to work probably, but I work my own hours. I should probably go back to bed...

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>>85088724
>work my own hours. I should probably go back to bed...
doesn't sound like a bad idea
maybe you could watch or listen to something to fall asleep easier?

I'll be going to sleep too

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I hope someone will read this, just need to get it off my chest.

I don't know if anyone's seen this movie, but I've formed a weird obsession with "5 Centimeters Per Second". I've never had an anime, or any film, impact me the way this film does (save for maybe one exception). Every time I watch it I'm reduced to tears...like I sob like a child. Yet I put it on sometimes just so I can *feel* something. The movie gives me a happy sort of sadness. Like it just gets me in a way very few stories do.

It often makes me think of my past heartbreaks, all the women I've loved, but for one reason or another, it never worked out. My heart has always longed to be close to someone, because there's this wall between me and everyone else. Despite living like a 27yo NEET there's some tiny part of me that's an absolute romantic. It formed within me when I was like 12...I'd often read stories for the romantic subplot. Love seemed so allusive, so mysterious, so powerful...and yet I never got to experience it. I always felt like I was an alien, always disconnected from others in some profound way. It's hard to describe.

I've had hookups and I've found them hollow and soul crushing. Too many people search for love in lust and only find heartbreak. My problem is that one side of me is overly romantic and the other side is incredibly cynical about relationships. I feel very unlovable, even if I know it's rationally not true, the heart has its reasons for which reason plays no part.

I think that's why I like this movie so much. It's both a romantic fairy tale yet it's also deals with the brutal reality of relationships too. His own romanticism saves his life and destroys it too. At the end of the movie I always weep. I can't even listen to the ending song without shedding a tear...it just moves me that much.

Anyway, I just needed to express that part of myself. I hope I can fall in love someday, and be loved in return.

Hello everyone o/
I hope you are all doing well.

>in my restless dreams
Hehe, heck yeah!

>>85089557
I hope you'll be glad to know that I've read your post, /Okabe/, and I can relate. I guess I know the feeling, to some extent.

I remember, back when I watched anime, I had heard about that movie, and intended to watch it, but ultimately forgot to, lol. What a blast from the past!

...Unless I'm confusing it for another movie (; ^-^)

Also, your username is a reference to "Steins;Gate," right?

Anyway, I believe that you can express your love, even if you have to put in effort to lower your cynicism, to let that wall down a little. I hope you'll get to receive love, too! ^-^

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>>85089557
5 Centimeters per Second is one of my favourite movies and I also cry every time I watch it without fail, usually once each part. The second part absolutely destroys me every time I watch it. I just feel so bad for her.
My (probably wrong) takeaway from it is that love is often very, very painful.