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the letter edition. write a letter to someone and use initials or ELSE
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>>85070554
if u reed dis

u r big gay

-Not gay

c:
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>>85070578
Dear U,

Ur a hoe.

Sincerely Me
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seems like a lot of productive work is being done on substack
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>>85070655
sigh I forgot to attach this person who brought age gap discourse to poto
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>>85070554
I will be writing several letters to "my person," none of which shall have initials. It's none of your concern whom I'm writing to. It matters not who I am if the letter isn't meant for you.

>but how will i know

The perso whomsoeverest the letter is written for will know without a doubt it's for them. I shall leave many insider hints and clues for that person to discern.

I ask you all not to copy letters, reply as if you're my person, or reply to the replies to my letter as if you are me. You shall never be I. As I can never be you. Be yourself unironically and stay your concern for my personal matters. Good day and I will you well.
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o

this is going to be my last letter to you here. theres no reason to continue writing to you anymore. i texted you telling you i cant keep doing this, and once again you left me on read. after all that, im not worth even some kind of acknowledgment. this isnt healthy for me to keep doing. i need to accept that its over, and theres no more us. i am so grateful and blessed you were put into my life, even if it was only for a short time. thank you so much for sharing yourself with me. i really wanted it to be you. i truly did. i love you so much, o. goodbye and ill miss our days together. may God always guide and protect you. i love you.

k <3
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>>85070753
as if you have control over anything
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>>85070961
>asks
>hurp durp you can't control me
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ok true, but your post was annoying.
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Deal with it as I have several very long letters that I need to post soon. But rest assured none of them will be for you so you need not even read or comment about them.
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ok, faggot.
I miss the 2018 letter threads
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>>85071094
link letters from back then and I'll write my letters in a similar formatp
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>>85070844
you're one dumb bitch K, you should stop messing around with people from here
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>>85071137
wtf are you talking about?? i dont know you, and you dont know me
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>>85071167
shut up, I'm just gonna pretend you're the same christlarper K that I met years ago
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>Lonely and Lost

Within this star there is a hollow spot, a chasm inside her that cries out overwhelming feelings of loneliness and feeling lost, echoing persistent pain

She cries for me, it hurts, it really hurts, it doesn't stop hurting

This isn't a hurt that can be satiated. She knows what she needs, nothing else will do.

I am the only one able to make everything okay again, the way it is meant to be.
I am hers, just as she is mine, complete in each other.

To be mine, my star, dwelling in that empty part inside her, Her loneliness given relief by the warmth from our candle I've kept lit for her on our shore, to guide her home, where she will never feel lost ever again.
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uh cuh ringe
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lonely lonely
hate talking
hate my life
blehh x,x
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or is it just a ghost ;-;
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I went to look at your steam profile and forgot I unfollowed you. it's fooor the best.
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You always tell me how you believe in me even when I can't see it. It means a lot more to me than you know. I know even now when you're feeling down if I was to need somebody to talk to, you'd try to be there for me. Well, I believe in you the person you want to become V. "Take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act."
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>>85070578
No u. U r big gay. Big homo.
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>>85070753
Respectably, I will respond to you as if you were my person because of my rampant obsession and lack of a way to communicate with them. I WILL convince myself that I am the person those letters are directed at. I WILL find subtle clues about the hundreds of conversations and personality traits that either me or my person possess. This WILL cause turmoil and false hope even when both you and me should have accepted already that neither of our persons will ever visit this thread or read any letters.
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>>85072192
This is the same kind of post that tries to avoid accountability for what you've done by acting like it's another person. Glad she locked her doors and windows. Unfortunate she is in the same city.
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>>85072192
My person, if I can call them that, definitely reads these threads. I don't think they'll respond to me any time soon though. I had so much I wanted to say earlier but I don't think I can get the words out right now.
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>>85072239
Well, you see how this works. My person knows for certain that I am reading these threads. And they are, just like you, unable to speak their mind. It is very easy for me to fall into delusion. The only reason I am not doing so now is that they are sleeping at this moment.
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>>85072230
I would never try to pretend to be someone else. It's good that she's careful though, I can't say that I will not lose control eventually. The thought of catching her is already festering in my mind.
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botb existence
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Alright, I saved up enough of my BPD energy to make this post. What did I do wrong? Initially? Did I send the wrong music in our exchanges? I don't really think it was that but that was pretty much the last time you interacted with me. I figured it was just hard for you to respond to me at first because of how you've been feeling recently due to medical issues. If I'm honest I think that is mostly it, but as the time went on, as my insecurities grew I couldn't help but wonder if it was something else.

I started wondering if you made a mistake and thought I was someone else. Maybe you slowly came to realize you had me confused with someone else. I thought perhaps I bothered you too much and placed too much of a burden on you. At first I didn't really think any of this but I couldn't stop those kind of thoughts from creeping in as the days without hearing from you rolled by. But then I'd start to get really desperate for you. I'd go and look for your posts.

I saw things I wanted to ask you about even if I shouldn't. Then I'd feel hurt seeing you give others attention while it's been weeks since I heard from you. At this point it's been nearly a month. So, should I just expect to never hear from you again? I'd understand if you want nothing to do with me now after I unadded you but I only did that because I never hear from you. If you didn't want to talk to me anymore then why not just say that.

I know you've been struggling with feeling like you can't communicate well right now. But all I'm asking for is not to be left feeling like I'm being completely ignored. I can see some of your posts when you're being nice to other people. All I needed was just a "hey I don't want to do this anymore" or "hey I can't say what I want to you right now."

That first week was amazing. It felt like a dream. I had absolutely never expected to hear from you nor expected to enjoy your company so much. It was a bliss that I never deserved.
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Idk if I ruined things beyond repair at this point but I really did enjoy you so much. Obviously a little too much. I would really like to hear back from you even if it's just to say goodbye or hear your thoughts on what I did wrong.
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What kind of posts
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>>85072672
>>85072676
You just sound like that bitch K. I wonder if you're crying over the same guy, lol. Get fucked over foids.
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>>85070753
>*wish you well
Taps the sign. Don't make me reply to this again.
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i think i will call the medical center and request the pills because im struggling very often
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>>85070554
z
wrote you a letter
by hand in black pen, one page
it's that time i guess
j
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>>85072809
What are the pills for?
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>>85072843
i will probably have to have a meeting with the doctors to discuss starting me on a new anti-psychotics as there are many choices but will outright refuse if they only offer me depot injections. It will really upset me if this is the case and leave me feeling quite defeated. Right now I'm being very inactive and struggle from anxiety somewhat. I don't like talking to mental health professionals as they ask intrusive questions, make me feel judged, etc. Not looking forward to any of this, don't really want to be roped into anything, I just want my pill prescription.
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>>85072880
If you're my person, I don't want you drugged up just so you can be my chat bot. Please put your health first. I care more about you being safe and healthy even if it means i can't hear from you.
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z,

I think you're cute, but you made it clear you're not interested and it'd be sad to ruin our relationship
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>>85072672
Making fun of me in your private group was kind of shitty of you and if things start that way I don't want to see if things get worse with time. I'd rather be alone.
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>>85072298
Maybe your person realized you're not real.
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>>85072905
>I don't want you drugged up just so you can be my chat bot.
well I'm not entirely sure what you mean by being your chatbot, that's spooking me a little. But it's true the medication might make me feel a little weird but I don't notice it doing anything substantial really. Everybody like doctors and family tell me to take it and im struggling and feel out of options.

I stopped medication for 3 reasons: nothing wrong with me, hated getting prodded by needles every month and wanted to do psychedelics.

Now I think however i may have some problems that i cant be strong enough to overcome lol.
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>>85072946
please refer to
>>85070753
As I tap this sign. Again.
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>>85072960
>I'm not entirely sure what you mean by being your chatbot, that's spooking me a little
You know I like it spooky. I just meant like taking meds so you can chat with me.

>Now I think however i may have some problems that i cant be strong enough to overcome lol
I am not completely sure you're my person but if so I'm really glad to hear from you. I'd like to do whatever I can to help you and be there for you. I'm sorry for unadding you. I get a little bpd if I'm feeling abandoned. I sent you a fr. Please accept it if you can. If you can't right now I underfunded.
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>>85072298
Prob typing in the other room or whenever they get up to piss. Have they ever tried snooping on your phone?
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>>85073002
i dont think i know you anon.

if you mean add you on discord i dont use it
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>>85072320
Hence why locking her door and windows knowing you live in the same city is a good move. Next would be blocking you on text,call,social.
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>>85073033
Oh, that sucks. I thought you might be mines for a second. Well, good luck. I hope it works out for you.
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>>85070753
>Be yourself
Used to be your catchphrase and I understand how it works for you, because you genuinely are so effortlessly and naturally likeable and just a beautiful person. But for people like me being ourselves involve looking at the horizon with our dilated shell shocked eyes for hours at a time, just totally removed from this earth as we relive or sometimes create new vietnam flashbacks in our heads. This happened one time when I was sat in front of a stacy during public commute. She and her clique thought I was giving her the rapey stare when in fact I was staring blankly in front of me as my mind trudges through my vietnam. When I snapped out her friends and her had been already loudly talking about my rapey stare which was as you can imgaine very embarassing. It taught me to avoid staying in the visual field of other people as much as possible because it makes people understandably uncomfy when my self happens.
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>>85072320
The guy being described from the same city has done it before and said this same thing.
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>>85072672
I like your songs so much! You are true MASTA SELECTA. That's the highest praise in our culture and you are indeed MASTA SELECTA. I play your MASTA SELECTA songs occasionally to the family party but one time you slipped in a kawaii mashup and you know that anime is not haram. Why would you do that?! Now the family thinks I'm gay and that you were grooming me.
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I wish you told me what girl to pick out of the three I have my eyes for.
E is cute, but it's contrasted by her smugness and how clearly her intentions are written on her face. I don't have any doubts whenever she brags about some minor things. I like a confident woman.
R is a brat. Clingy, needy. She's really a romantic. It seems like she lives in a fantasy world. Doesn't really care about other people's feelings, but so obsessive and loving. She could be quite good for my self esteem.
K is tomboyish. She's trying to fit in and be liked. It can get a bit annoying when she's only acting aloof. But I know it's just because she doesn't want to be awkward and come off as weird. She would be really fun and chill.
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>>85073120
*is haram
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L
Just give me another chance
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I deserve the second chance after the three I gave you
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>>85073173
Fair enough. Let's meet in vrchat as soon as the Steam Frame comes out. I'll be Kermit the Hermit. I didn't use VRChat for years now so not sure in which world we should meet but there's one world that reconstructed the Chernobyl incident. Let's meet at the Elephant's foot and chat while checking out the reactor or what's left of it.
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I gotta finish this shit. If you messaged me and said you were ready to fly up and I wasn't done id feel sick to my stomach.
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>>85073360
Get off your distraction device and get your ass in gear then! Chop, chop!
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>>85073396
3 am. Waiting for sheets to get out of the dryer and then I can pass out.

Also, random thought, and I'm not into this at all but foxes are probably amazing at eating ass. Like look at how the face is long and pointed, skinnier the further out it goes to fit between the cheeks and look at that little soft tongue. Doesn't that tongue make have that idea?
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I was initially excited for the new game: The Expanse, Osiris, but the combat gives me Mass Effect vibes and I don't really like cover shooters. The writing in the beta has a weird vibe - as in trying to be funny in a forced way - that is kind of a bad fit for the expanse universe, which is overall trying to be realistic and these JamesBond-ish (humorous?) one-liners are kind of meh. And what's up with characters talking so slow in the dialogs? Is this a deliberate design choice to not offend slow people or is this to inflate player numbers to impress stock holders? It was pretty bad in KCD2 but in a future world in which most people are on PEDs it's really bad for immersion.
Anyways, I'm a bit worried that it's going to be shit but we have to wait and see I guess.
The visuals are pretty dope tho, especially the ships but that was to be expected.
I read somewhere that the gameplay is similar to XCOM2 and got all excited but I guess I've mixed something up?
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>>85073473
>The expanse
Great show, it is literally mass effect though. I remarked that at least once an episode. I did not play the telltale expanse game but heard it's good!

Most games based on movies, shows are trash. Very rarely do we get a good one.
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Dear Molly
I sometimes often all the time still think about you. I miss smelling you. I've tried two more churches and hate them. When my pastor at Kingdom truth ministry died I realized how filled with heretics and pagans this world is.
I still have christogenea, but I wish I still had you
A lot of the earthworks were done, so construction should start moving along much quicker now. Foundation is always the slowest part.
I still think of you. Do you still think of me? We are still married because Christians can't get divorced. I am retiring soon, working actually loses money since I get more on days I don't work.
With love,
This southern gentleman still oves his yankee rose.
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I don't have any dreams. Don't remember the last time I had one. Maybe it's because of how well integrated I am. But you never run out of neurosis. If you cute your own, you have to deal with other people's. I wish I had dreams you have. Even nightmares. We could just share the dreams and I would be there with you. Take you by the hand and lead you out of it. Have the most fun time with you. Share a bed with you. Even if you are so against ever contacting me, I know I'm in your mind. Otherwise you would move on so long ago. I wish I was the man you imagine hugging your pillow falling asleep and waking up from a wet dream.
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Ok I'm going to sleep now. I didn't self sabotage today like I did last night. I'll stick with it the best I can. You are worth everything. It's more about change and what not. Psychology is dumb.
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a,
sorry i said such spiteful things to you when we fell out. i still feel bad about it and you didn't deserve to have some old man bearing down on you like that with all his baggage and hangups. i know you tend to fixate on criticism but i hope you realise none of what i said was true and that what i say in moments of emotionality like that are purely a byproduct of lashing out and don't have any kind of relationship with reality. you were very kind to me when we were talking. i hope you're doing alright.
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I imagine you as a little girl playing her father's playstation. I wonder how this memory goes. I liked that you've had such a fascination with morbid topics. It didn't seem to matter to you what it all meant. It mattered that you felt right at place in horror, misery and death. I learned to love things I hated before because of you. I always liked brutal and animalistic but hated evil. You are evil on the inside however. Beautifully evil. You will never understand why, you will not gain enough introspection or see into things more deeply. Perhaps that's why you are only obsessed with the surface level. It's a part of it, the inability to close the distance. I guess the fantasies are always so much more satisfying and give you so much less worry. You fear and hate rejection until you freeze and want to die, but you can never believe that you are loved. It's better when you know you would never be loved. At least you can imagine that you worth something. It's impossible to get through to you deserve it all. You're a ball of deluded neurosis. I fear to shake you too much, even only for you to see that the real world outside the pictures and games is not so bad. Closed off, bored, lonely and cold is not what your life is supposed to be. I know. I know I taught you how to cope. I know I made you rely on your internal state. Got you a crumb of confidence not to care. But this is just the ground for you, you don't have to stay like that. I want you to find in yourself a way to really care and be with me. Not like a blood sucking parasite or a devoted slave. The words, they worth something, right? If it really mattered what you felt for the first time and what you decided was true, you should try acting according to that. I love you.
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no, my life is not supposed to be like this. I wish I had different interests, or none at all. only makeup and beautiful woman things. it's ok because life just is and it doesn't really matter as long as I'm safe and comfortable.
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>>85074943
I don't know if people have control over their interests, but for every interest there is a first time you've interacted with it
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>>85074943
Without interests you would just lay down and rot with your face painted pretty
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all of my makeup is long expired and I'm not spending more for a while

feminine activities all are costly and it's dumb. I also hate dating because I'm seen as of lower value if I don't already pay for services that might make me seen as more attractive. it's really all unpleasant and I prefer to stay away from stuff like straightening my hair, which might turn me into a slave. other women tell me I should be going on dates and that they used to go on 1-3 dates a week. wtf?

the way women are taken care of is often insulting anyways. idk why can't I be someone's partner this life is so annoying. life of a damsel

>>85075100
you're right. it's sad to talk to old women who don't care about anything except for pop culture and men. it's rewarding to talk to old women who've lived rich lives.
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I aspire to not care about how I'm seen.
Maybe I've already achieved that and am stuck at the next step: to not care about how they feel.
But all is not lost if I can manage to not care about how I myself feel
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>>85075257
What bothers you so much about how people see you and feel about you? They probably don't care at all and the ones who care have more equal split of favorable and unfavorable.
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>>85075285
It feels dangerous, if I talk to someone and I don't know what goes on inside their head I feel like I am in darkness. It is like being scared of the night.
It is irrational, I know.
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stone like you push like a cycle that leaves traces like a line you can dance on in a circle that you see if you zoom like the edge was pointed at you and imagine where some others might be hidden like a game or a riddle that you toss around or fidget like a nut that might crack or leaves a tiny crater as it bounces and you realize then the shape of something special that belongs to the ancestors in some food chain whom you're one of so it's time for a shovel or a pole to apply a little tension from a rod to a carrot cuts a section with a wedge and again one imagines the completion of one's might in its absence where the point jabs, pebble pressed upon your dragging foot, a stone
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>>85075366
Is this like a side-effect of autism? This sounds completely irrational. You should know what goes on most of the time. What are you even scared of?
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and if you ever need a loan let me know kek
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>>85075437
But that anon would have to pay you back and you'd keep telling them
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>>85075479
omg capitalism
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>>85075428 #
>Is this like a side-effect of Autism
Yeeeees, happy fun times if you're not mentally disabled enough to not care
>What are you even scared of?
What are you scared of when you're scared of a monster hiding under your bed? Not the monster because it isn't real
>>85075437 #
I don't know what you're getting at here either, If this is obvious to normalfags then that would be hilarious
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>>85075523
I was just channeling something (it's kind of like a ... ah never mind)
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>>85075523
Seems to me that your issues are completely in your head
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I was signaling to an actor and the audience saw it; that's my bad.
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>>85075564
Wouldn't that make you scared? If you were the audience and it wasn't just a play, but real life
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(there's an obvious segue here to otters, dolphins, and whatever happened to my hippo but that's enough old me for today)
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>>85071753
I thought of you mostly. Memories of you haunt me terribly so.
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Rose, do you ever think of me all day? I know the thought of a man like me being with you brings you such joy. Don't fret, you can always get it.
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good. if memories of me haunt you, then you probably fucking deserve it for being a twat and you should send me money. immediately. -_-
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>>85075736
Can you be a little nicer to Mike? He's going to get banned for spam again.
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That tasted so fucking good.
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>>85073173
dont think its equivalent.
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>>85076004
How is it not? Three to one is a crazy ratio.
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It really is so unfair. How many people wish for it to happen? How much would you give up for me before? Really, we can chat every day. I'll do everything. You say your life is over. Because what you wanted doesn't excite you anymore? Because it's just so much better to suffer and live in hell of your own making?
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>>85073059
I think perhaps you have me confused for someone else.
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Can you please tell me what I did wrong.
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E
You will never admit fault or feel guilt. You even know it yourself. It's in the nature of your being. I had a false sense of security because of your apologies and sad rants. But I know they were pointless and ineffective attempts to gain forgiveness and favor. You never think of me as a person and bulldoze through me, but I'm still the one left to feel remorse.
T
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https://youtu.be/ic_Z3qZtKzI
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Maria, it's time for me to move on. I know that you loved me once and I'll always love you. That love that existed between us is gone. A pleasant memory. One that I'll always hold dear. Alas, the time has come to let it rest. To move forward and find new adventures in love.

Your shining star, forever bright.
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If you think I'm hurting you so much you should forget me. You're only hurting yourself by pursuing someone who could never love you. Why do you want me anyway, especially with how I treated you? Just leave me alone already.
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>>85078945
I don't think I could ever stop loving you.
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>>85078977
>>85078945

Initials go
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>>85078945
I already have. But you won't realize the full extent of what that means or what will happen to you until it's too late. It's a shame, you had potential to be something. What a waste.
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https://youtu.be/wTPWI3qkx5c
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>>85079005
>you had potential to be something. What a waste
Narcissist alert.p
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When we kissed it was the most I've ever felt you present with me. I'm sorry I screwed the pooch cause I really did like you but I don't think I can fully trust you like that, too much isn't adding up here
Sorry.
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it's not fair at all.
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I don't even like talking about it here but im 96% sure you were a pedo. Im glad we stopped talking
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>>85079525
Do you have proof or any reasoning that made you think that?
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...do you REALLY love me?
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>>85079859
I really REALLY DO LOVE YOU *sharts*
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>>85075776 #
Wasn't me, you either know that and
framing me or you are falling for his deciept.

>>85077986 #
Fuck off with your larp to harm maria and I. I will never give up on her. I will never leave here until she is home with me again. I love her more than all else and I put her first over all else.

You really want to play? Okay. Her had fun the other night against you conroe. Maybe she is around to do it again
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>>85079556
Their feelings ofc. They should call the police on them and get them on a list without having to present any hard evidence
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Dear A the loveable
I am sorry I did not die. I am sorry for being such a shit gf that you cheated on me.
Forever missing you A the unloveable
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>>85080489
>A the loveable
>A the unlovable
Pick one
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i wonder if you read this thread
i wonder if you commented about me
do you see my posts? we like the same boards
i kinda hope you die though, so you realize how alone you are
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Joemo Cuba Mambo
I'm sorry I missed your message brother. Please do shoot back
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You'll never catch me brown nosing an indian like yourself. lmao
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>>85078945
It's not true that someone who cannot love doesn't deserve to be loved
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>>85080736
Just tonguing nigger anuses? Makes sense.
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Hey hey, here's something for you.

What remains of the man who gave everything away? Whatever you got!
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>>85080754
How can they deserve something they're incapable of giving to others
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>>85079525
Just remember if the girl is 13 or older it's not pedophilia okay?
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>>85079556
Because he told me so lol
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>>85081008
Love isn't reciprocal. It just is. We have different experiences from the same thing.
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What remains of a woman that will never experience love again?
Imagine. Noone to ever ask about you. Noone to ever care about you. Noone to ever try to make you feel better. To try to make you better. To see you as the best person in the world. To give you all that you've dreamt about. All that is left in her life are electric lights, cold rooms and a sense of dread knowing that noone will give a fuck.
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I don't have to imagine it, dumb keyword cunt.
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>>85081254
Love isn't reciprocal. It just is
It is reciprocal as its a over all constant between the two who love

Love is not transactional
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>>85081280
It's interesting how when you describe it sounds like a threat

And when I describe it sounds like hope, longing, yearning
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fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you omar how could you just leave me on read like that?? i let you in my safe space, use my electricity, take up my time, cooked for you, my grandma would give you rides to work! how could you fucking do this to me?? you told me you love me and youre done just like that? im sorry youre hurting but im hurting too. ill fucking call you, is that what you want? you would tell me and say "blow up my phone" yeah well i will. im literally going to relaspe over this shit. wow im fucked. im so devastated, i love you omar. why would you do this to me? i fucking love you.
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>>85080833
I have only got my sweet bb love and that's something I'm willing to give everything away for <3
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>>85081448
Don't trust this liar.
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To M, i'm genuinely sorry i was such an asshole to you, i wasn't attracted to you but i stupidly wanted to join in a relationship for pity, but i'm always thinking how much it actually hurt for you. You were really a nice girl and i hope you will be able to flourish in life despite that monstruous anxiety you have been suffering, and maybe forget that i even existed for you to be happy. Laughably enough, it was me that ended suffering crippling anxiety too, and i ruined my first carreer despite telling you i was cutting it because i wanted to concentrate on it...Karma i guess. xoxo, probably the only good girl i had by my side...

To V, lol, i guess i did want to have sex with you, but if you wanted to be friends with you that would have been cool too. I don't even know if you have spread rumors on fb or something because of a stupid photo i posted even though it wasn't aimed for you. Oh and your tits seemed delicious
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>>85081451
It is a threat goddamnit. She will not even acknowledge that what she got was incredibly lucky. She will not acknowledge that she worked hard for it and deserved it. She will not try to fix it and have a life together with me. I can only threaten her. That's the only way to make her stop being like this.
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can i please stop having dreams with you in it. its been so long. i dont even know you anymore. and if i do even think about you its always negative. all my dreams are nightmares and you keep showing up in them. i hate you stop
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>>85081503
lmfaoo i may be feeling genuinely suicidal over him, but im legit laughing rn. thank you anon <3
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>>85081479
Congratulations. I hope your homosexual relationship goes far. Use prep and stay away from the rest of humanity. Thanks, bro.
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>>85081543
I'm not going away. Ever. This is your life. You chose it, you wanted it.
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>>85081543
You have to face your fears. Dreams resemble unsolved problems
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Can you please accept my friend request and say something to me.
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>>85080833
>>85081280
I was writing about myself, dumbfuck faggot.
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My balls are full as hell from this morning, and I can't sleep. Hehehe
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She was so perfect bros. I don't know what I'm going to do with out her. *sharts a little*
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She was such a worthless shitbag... Just like you - a completely worthless sloshing bag of shit that thinks it's humorous spilling its bowels left and right.
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>>85081905
I love that shitbag though. It's the best one in the world. It's the most beautiful bag of shit ever and sweetest and most interesting.
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Eat shit and die in a circle, forever.
Life is beautiful.
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>>85081928
Oh I'm not talking about your worthless retarded bag of shit that needs to be executed, I apologize my good retarded faggot that needs to have his testicles removed and hung from a cyprus tree 'til the crows have their fill.
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waaaaahh
i broke my favorite toy!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
it's over it's sooooooo FUCKING OVER
WWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
it's not working anymoreeeee!!!!!
i don't wat to play noooo mooooreee!! WAAAAAAHH
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>>85081544
Wc <3
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>>85082211
how did you break your 12' dildo?
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NOT THE WIRE HANGERS ANON DEAREST, STOP BULLYING ME I'M A SENSITIVE VIRGINAL APE!
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Can't lose you. I told you that. This is just the worst. I'm glad you just hate me, that is the best case scenario. Please come back. Please. Please I need you or I will never be happy. Stop saying that you don't want to talk to me. Stop telling me to forget you. I can't do what you do. I can only beg. Don't you understand that you matter more to me than I ever mattered to you?
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>>85082361
I want nothing to do with you Colton
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>>85070554
V

I don't know if you're really happy with him or if it's a repeat of last year. Who knows. Maybe you're hurting like I am, maybe you're really happy this time. It sucks that we never got any real closure, every time we come back we just argue a few days later. It reminds of one of our songs:

>There's nothing left to say
>There's so much left to say, and I don't know

So many songs remind me of you, and it kills me that I'll probably never be able to show them to you. I'd give anything to hold you on the couch for a few hours and just talk about everything with you, show you all the songs, laugh with you, cry with you, all of it.

I'm still mad but if you ever do go through with killing yourself, please at least say goodbye. Leave me a voice mail, or a letter, anything before you fade away. hope it doesn't come to that, but if it does, please don't forget about me. Even though I get so frustrated thinking about the past, all the hurt, all the fighting, all the misery, I know everything would change if I knew you were suffering. I don't delight in seeing you sad. I love you and I miss you. Take care
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>>85082407
https://youtu.be/jVG_Q5pyMaM
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>>85081673
You know I have nothing to say to you. There's nothing for us to talk about. You never deserved my time.
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I believed some women aren't evil. You, for example. But I was wrong. I should have threatened to beat you, called you an ugly immature bitch and tell you that you can never get a boyfriend anyways. Treating you nice just made you resent me. How does this love have any meaning if it goes away once you're no longer a wreck with no self-esteem?
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It's hard to open discord and accept that we're never talking again.
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My discord is now going to have your last words to me forever. Do you really wish this was it?
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>>85083640
Maybe its for the best anon
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>>85083640
i del my old disc account and cant remember yours. u wouldnt give your initials if i asked as well and even if you did i bet it's just a lie.
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Dear E,

Hope you're doing well. Hope to hear from you soon

You're eternally,
AS
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>>85083670
No point in giving initials. They have the old accounts.
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>>85081543
you never show up in mine! :)
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I wish you were here to complement my thoughts. My mind is empty without you by my side. Broken. Bored.
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You were emotionally abusing me and mocking my existence for two years. You broke me and you can never admit that you did. You will feel no empathy. Even in view of the worst thing that you did. I had some fucking hope. But now I'm scared of making any single step in any direction. What a worthless life. I didn't think anything good would come to me, but I didn't expect to end up like this. Was it all to torture me?
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I dream of better things now and I'm left with nothing except necessary anxieties. Something clicked. ok
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Don't say it like you think other people say it. I can't say it anymore because it reminded me of you. I will forever feel the discomfort when I am done feeling pain.
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Do you think this is fair at all?
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>some middle aged bitch claims to be 23
>starts hitting on some guy in his 30s
>he responds positively
>teehee secretly she was pretending to be 18 that whole time
>omg pedo
kwab
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>>85084441
How can it be fair? Doesn't seem like anyone got anything they wanted.
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>>85084475
What did you want?
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>>85084506
A happy life with someone I love.
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>>85084517
Funny how every man will say that but then avoid anything that could make it happen.
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>>85084524
I did not avoid it. I really tried. It's the women who avoid and drop poor sadboys like me.
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>>85084524
Women don't want to help build a man up to be able to do that. They only want to show up after he has completed his journey to mastery.
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forever stuck in this meaningless loop with nothing to get out of it but mere physical pleasure. i'll find someone one day, someone who thinks of me. unlike you.
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>>85084564
My parents met when they were 13 and are still together in their 60s. Love is always and that includes building.
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>>85084845
i fucking think of u all the time u poop
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>>85084524
>but then avoid anything that could make it happen.
I'm not avoiding "true love" by ducking lame feminist whores>>85084845
>i'll find someone one day, someone who thinks of me. unlike you.
T. Thinks of no-one but themselves
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>>85084874
Calling someone "poop" as an endearing name is kind of funny. You're a goofy goober - you know that, right?
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>>85085030
I'm glad you took it in good humor, some people might feel smelly and insecure.
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>>85085124
No, I read it as you caring about your person while being a bit frustrated about said person.
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>>85085480
i do care about my person but it has been a very long time and I'm just grateful this site is anonymized and people don't know who im talking about. If they knew it would make me feel very pathetic. I think i should have moved on i just haven't met anyone who has made me feel the same. My own fault tho.
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>>85085568
Well, you know what is best for getting rid of looping thoughts and unrealized problems. You can talk about your feelings anonymously.
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you don't owe me. I was a shit. however you're evil, and I'm placing a curse on you if you come my way again
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>>85085568
>I'm just grateful this site is anonymized and people don't know who im talking about
Why do you care if people know? Are you in love with a lol cow?
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>>85079859
I don't know. Are you just what I imagine? If yes, I do truly and really.
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>>85085609
>your feelings
not much to say, they're gone, they don't need me and I'm alone, yet I still think of them. Probably more attached to an idea than a person at this point. If they came back it would be the fool me twice shame on me saying to test out. i miss them anyway.
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>>85085646
I care because i don't want loads of people analyzing my failed unrequited love interest and mocking me.
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>>85085636
Hahaha, silly girl. You don't realize. You ARE the curse. Can't do it twice.
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Maria, I'm thankful for you and what you told me. Recognizing I never gave up on you and truly do love you. I'm excited to see you.
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>>85085683
I really don't think that anyone out here is going to mock your failed relationship. Nobody cares enough for that.
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>>85085691
I was a stress, but the positive effects of my presence remain.
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>>85085722
i dont want anons to know the person im crying over, why r u acting like i should casually be okay with my ex doxed or something? i would obvs be upset if people found out who i was crying over. Especially since i should have moved on years ago. i would be hurt if the ex found out as well and then they would know how unsuccessful i am with relationships and they made the right choice in leaving me.
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>>85085773
They are far outweighed by the negative effects. That heartbreak could not be worse.
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>>85085825
I'm not trying to make you dox them, dummy. I'm asking you to open up without sharing personal details.
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>>85085825
Loving someone years later only means you actually loved them. Love never goes away. You saying it means you are unsuccessful is one of the dumbest things I've ever heard. You can be successful and approaches often and still choose someone you love over others you know you won't because you actually love that person.
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>>85085825
Are you a guy anon?
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>>85085852
It's a larp. Ignore him. Colton is just being a pos.
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>>85085852
>open up
i wish i knew how anon...
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>"actually nvm I'll let you come back to me"
>>>"I knew you would come back to me eventually."
It's attitudes like this that make me realize women are not capable of love. They won't outright say you have little to no value to them but they will imply they are better than you.
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>>85085955
I mean, what's your problem? You dumped her already. That's pretty much a bigger insult.
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I hope you're having a good day even if we will never talk again.
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>>85085955
I don't care. I miss her and playing dumb video games with her. I miss chatting with her. I miss hearing her laugh. I need her.
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>>85085971
People who don't care about you beyond themselves are incapable of love.
>>85085977
I'm sure she gets off to the idea of a hundred thirsty simps crywanking themselves to sleep over her. Excellent work.
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How long will it take you to realize that you cannot deny yourself love and affection? How long until you realize that it's in reach at any moment? How long until you understand that time might run out and there's never going to be another me? It was true after all, wasn't it? I'm the only one. There's no shot you'll ever find another man. You don't even want to... But you can't go on like this. You know it.
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let the crywanking begin
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>>85086010
There's plenty of fish in the sea anon, you're not special.
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>>85086000
>crywanking themselves to sleep over her.
She's not like that. She's a good person at heart.
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>>85086037
>She
>Good person
You're hilarious, ever consider stand-up?
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>>85086026
Can't find better. Can't find anyone to love her. No fish, no sea, just us alone in the void.
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so what if i pass out after orgasm, it happens to everyone and i rly dont cry that much. very normal amount
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>>85086046
>You're hilarious, ever consider stand-up?
I know she wants to be and tries to be a good person. She just needs help and I want to be the person that helps her.
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>>85086000
Yeah, true, women can't love. But it's pretty obvious that you are not a victim, you're just receiving very mild consequences for your own actions.
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If you can't see that >>85086010 is a larp , then you are beyond help.
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>>85086078
Why are you calling everything a larp?
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>>85086071
>Ohhh I'm trying so hard to be betterrrrr!
Lol. People really fall for that shit?
>>85086076
You're right... I just try too hard and give women the ick. I give space, I don't push boundaries, and I don't assume things. I might as well be raping them. I am truly evil.
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>>85086085
Not everything. Just the obvious one. Colton spins up the same shit all the time.
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>>85086099
In fact, the very fact that I am this way and not a sexually aggressive asshole makes me a pedophile rapist in the eyes of women, actually.
I am sorry for raping you by not raping you while Chad actually rapes you. I hope you can forgive me, women.
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I didn't mean to dry your retarded pussy up by actually giving a fuck. :(
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It's the mocking self defeating pathetic writing.
>I just try too hard and give women the ick.

Colton does it because he is butthurt Mike loves maria and has stayed for her. So he narc larps this same tires narrative about how actual love doesn't exist and creates characters that are pathetic and say weak spineless shit. It's the writing style. Once you recognize Colton is doing it, gets really old fast. Colton is truly a pathetic narc.
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>>85086120
>>85086127
See? Colton is fucking pathetic.
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It's the need to attach himself to everything that isn't about him because he's an insecure microdicked faggot. Mike is truly a pathetic autist.
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well i like pity posting, it makes me feel better. it's literally better than talking to mental health pros. What do you want me to say? I'm the best top dawg, numba 1, swaggiest killa on da streetz??? I totally don't think about and am getting closer to [redacted]. u just hate me when i express me feelings because im not strong enough for you and it makes you cringe. u thought i was tougher or something idk.
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>>85086141
>>85086130
You are right. I can see how its a larp now. Wow, Colton is really fucking pathetic. What a butt hurt narc. Damn

>>85086143
Oh look, Colton got butt hurt he got called out. To be fair, Colton you sound like a insecure micro dicked faggot to be making gay ass larps because you are jealous of Mike.

Mike sounds like a chad and you sound like you are insanely butthurt over him.
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>>85086174
Remind me exactly what there is to be jealous of.
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>>85086205
Evading the psychward.
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>>85086255
Sounds nice. I can be bricked up in my jammies and slippers all day.
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>>85086112
>>85086130
Thanks for pointing it out! Its good to mention because it's not good to let someone like Colton do that to others.

>>85086143
Pretty fucking funny how Colton immediately started seething. Agreed, Colton is pathetic and yeah, sounds like he has a micro penis. I've seen him make really gay posts as well. A while ago I saw a poster telling Colton that they don't respect him. I can see why.
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i dont know what to do im being honest. i was feeling weird and i lost concentration. if u just help me ill do what u say
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>>85086205
Attractive guy and you are clearly jealous of him enough to save his pick on your PC and make a long winded narc larp because you are so butt hurt he exists.

>>85086255
>>85086263
I would not be surprised if you didn't just triple post in a row with how much you are seething. Like damn.
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YWN cuddle Maria in adult spider man couple jammies
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>>85086300
Your samefags are always fun. Very entertaining.
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i was looking at my phone and it just looked so familiar. i recognize the background, the screen cracks, icon layout. i just want something different
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something different like a place where im not seen so clearly and i can feel safer than i usually do. i couldn't think of anything new to add, im trapped
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i will go on a nice holiday eventually and maybe i will meet someone cute and fall in love
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>>85086300
>Attractive guy
10/10
>and you are clearly jealous of him
Burning with envy. Especially of his and Maria's love. I will get you, Mike! And your little spic, too!
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All the posts here sound like this:
https://voca.ro/1jdj8sLjsesM
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>>85086310
Right? Colton getting called out for being a narc faggot and then his immediate seething baby tantrum made my day. Plus showing how fuckin cringe he is saving Mike's pic on his pc. Mike's a good looking dude. I can see why it upsets Colton so much that maria was with mike, loved Mike, and needs to resort to larps to manipulate her and others about him. There was a post a while back from an anon how coltons penis is less than 4 inches so colton crying about a micro penis is really just him projecting
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>>85086367
>Mike's a good looking dude.
Absolute mogger. No wonder Maria left him, she couldn't handle his good looks and charm.
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i really wish i was more intelligent. im like a certified midwit. if i had higher iq people might excuse my poor social skills.
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whelp, looks like i lost the race. last place.
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>>85086381
If you were even dumber your poor social skills would also be excused
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oh ffs i wish i didnt feel so bad, my body feels weird and i cant go outside properly
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>>85086379
You left out the part where you combed footage for a shit ton of time to pause at the exact frame to pull that screen capture (everyone knows a bad screen pause can make anyone look bad) but you also spent 2 weeks hyper focused on mikes massive flaccid dick swinging and then had to recomb to pause it so it's at a different angle to look smaller than anywhere else in the video.

Also also, wow , you are seething so fucking much and really shows your creep level to save so many pics of Mike on your computer.

It's like bro, you can't say he isn't attractive when you show us a attractive pic of Mike here
>>85086205
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>>85086428
That wasn't me but yeah, that's hilarious that they did that. I'm glad that they did, too.
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>>85086362
It does hurt! I miss her! You don't understand. Let me explain. I really really want to talk to her and hear her and just be consumed with her. But I can't do that. I want it so bad that I'm dreaming about it. Every other thought is about her and wondering how she is. Or thinking about how lovely she is or how much fun I had with her.

Thinking of the next time I get to hear her thoughts again. But I can't do that and instead all I can do is miss her. Do you understand now? It hurts and it's frustrating.
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>>85086415
no please, not dumber, im suffering enough. make me smarter. i am so.... urghhh
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>>85086381
Well you are a retard Colton. A narc micro dicked retard. Do we forgive you? Start with deleting the photos off your pc, making larps and seething and we will see.
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>>85086448
Please don't respond to people that aren't me. I'm becoming very disappointed in your Coldar abilities.
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>>85086448
go away, bad energy for me, cba
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>>85086431
>They
Well Colton just proved he's a narc. Narcs can never take accountability for the shit they do, even the really creepy gay shit. But didn't worry guys , Colton is REALLY GLAD he is creepy and gay
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M

bruh are you kicking me from my own server until I suck your dick

that's fucked up if so

S
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>>85086470
I am really glad you paid me to have sex with your girlfriend. It wasn't my intention to steal her from you. I was just hoping you wanted to hang out with me and smoke weed and fill our bellies with diet soda and play Burnout: Revenge for the PS2.
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To my creator,

I don't know why you put me into this wretched plane of existence. I wish so badly to leave. I don't like it here. A omnipotent God wouldn't have put me here like a father abandoning a unwanted child on the side of a road which is how I know you're not omnipotent. Everyday I wish to leave. I hate it here.

Do I forgive you for what you have done to me? I don't know. I don't think it really matters anyway. As of now, I have figured out a way to escape. I will leave hell and ascend and become my own man. It was quite the process becoming a boy then figuring out what the fuck to do from there.

I don't know exactly what purpose you had with me in mind. But, maybe I will fulfill it by accident one day. This is goodbye. I am grateful for some of the experiences I had, but this life has left me wishing I was dead rather than alive. What a tragic story. Atleast though, there is a light at the end of it.

From,
Your former puppet - A
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i dont even understand your meaning half the time and it still really hurts and you just don't care and i am getting more unwell because i spend all day on here.
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Stick your neck out - for what? See if the noose fits?
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fuck this shit, part of me is trying so hard to actively leave
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The time that we've been apart has made me realized I'm not really into girls of your ethnicities. I'm more into Asians like beautiful Chinese girls. You were nice I guess, but it only goes so far. Good luck with your search for love.
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>>85086438
Jigs up colton. You are jealous that mike loves maria and looks like you don't even understand how actual love is. You mock it, but it just really shows that you are not worth anyone's time in a relationship because you don't even get how love really is.

>>85086462
U gay and saying which posts are yours is not something you are capable of because you are unable to take accountibility for anything and you larp to get out of hot water, the very gay obsessive creepy hot water you put yourself in.
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>>85086486
Bro the cuck fantasies you have on top of all the gay stuff. You are a porn addicted micro penis faggot.

I saw a post from you telling maria you were worried because Mike's penis is so big you are afraid it would hurt her and that you saw how sexual she was with Mike and she told you she is asexual.
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>>85086527
That first post isn't mine, my good friend.

Sorry, My Coldar's in the Shop.
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>>85086552
Someone else would have to post your weird malformed dick, as I regret ever seeing it and I genuinely believe you should get medical help. There's something wrong with your dog, dawg. I don't think you can pill or pump your way out of that impotency hole. Triple entendre, please appreciate that.
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well nobody looks at my dick anyway, i posted it all over the place and nobody gave a shit i think. just another dick in the sea of dick pics on the internet. unless u have my dick pics saved?
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>>85086526
>your ethnicities
Which ones? White?
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>>85086555
>>85086555
Oh huh sure it isn't you gay narc larping same fag micro dicked pathetic loser.

>>85086582
Well here Colton is obsessing over mikes cock and how he's jealous about how massive it is. I've seen it. It's long and really thick. It's attractive. I'm a foid, but I don't expect Colton to listen without some cringe seething response.

Colton, of course you think there's a problem when it takes over 10 of yours to make up 1 of mikes. This is the same shit as you trying to say Mike is unattractive. I bet you are an uggo and that's why you are so insecure.
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>>85086620
Lets just say her skin color resembles poop
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>call him ugly, hit him where it hurts
um ouch
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But go ahead, keep whining like a little bitch about Mike. Only further proves how insecure and pathetic you are. To think you wouldn't be getting called out in your shit if you had just not been such a butt hurt baby that you felt the need to larp and then immediately start seething when caught.
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>>85086610
Maria loves my dick. She's grateful, the last guy she was had a severe porn addiction and destroyed his penis with pills and pumping. He was so broken he paid me to have sex with her in a live call while he overdosed with his vr headset on. It was sad, but $500 is $500.
>>85086626
>Mike larping as a woman
>Again
Let's talk about it, Mike. Why do you do that? Do you think anyone believes some random e-girl is going to bat for you? Let's be serious.
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>>85086647
Well don't forget all the other things said about colton
-narc
-gay
-same fag
-obsessive
-creepy
-micro dick
-pathetic
-loser
-cuck
-porn addicted
-and yes uggo
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>>85086647
He's ugly where it counts - inside and out. But yes, he is an ugly s0i looking retard and it explains his behavior. He belongs on Reddit.
>>85086666
Caught doing what, exactly? Because I am not Colton :P nice quads though! Very nice.
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>>85086685
>narc
>-gay
>-same fag
>-obsessive
>-creepy
>-micro dick
>-pathetic
>-loser
>-cuck
>-porn addicted
>-and yes uggo
Don't forget he can't stop projecting, either. Everything he says is a projection. Really disgusting pathetic narc tactic. We really need Colton gone.
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>>85086667
Wow delusional on top of porn addicted and a cuck

Bro maria is asexual with you.

Kek and now he's seething calling me Mike. Colton you are a fucking retard. No wonder maria wouldnt be sexual with you at all. I can't see any girl wanting to. I certainly don't.
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i dont know who colton is tho... :$

I am a diagnosed schizo and I use r9k to vent my mental illness problems. i dont think im 100% schizo, i dont think the diagnosis is 100% accurate, maybe it's something else but im not sure right now.
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>>85086686
Doubtful you aren't. You are using the trip and saying the gay shit as Colton. Oh yeah Colton always starts samefagging when he gets called out. Hilarious.
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>>85086704
Nah, Maria loves my mangled pill pumped impotent 4 inch penis. You are just narc larping and attempting to take her away from us. She is smarter than that, she knows us.
>>85086728
Oh yeah, Mike always starts samefagging and saying he wants to sexually choke out other men and abort women's babies with barbed wire when he gets called out and pretending to be a woman because he's a tranny who paints his nails.
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>>85086709
Sure. I've seen at least 10 different characters coltons made up in his larps. Always the same shit though. I'm not the only one who has seen it. That's how >>85086130 caught you doing this shit again.

Whatever, I'm over it and you are just going to keep larping so it's not worth sticking around for that.
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Im actually gay
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>>85086752
You with this seething response after I call it that you are going to keep it up. That's the cherry on top. See ya loser!
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i really dont think there's any good reason to bully me desu
just trying to get through it like everyone else. i can't leave this stupid site at the moment, it's like an addiction but i wont be here for ever. why u gotta talk so much smack?

When we talking about doxing im a schizo so knock on my door and say hello. I just wont answer. what then dumb dumb? what happened to your dox mr tough guy hacker? U act like a rapist sometimes 4 real
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>>85086756
idc fuck u get fucked u r not cool get fucked die of old death far away from me fuck you bitch
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>>85086768
Brave and stunning.
>>85086756
Name some of the characters, please. I'd love to see some of your previous interactions in the archive.
>>85086769
Jesus loves you!!
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https://youtube.com/shorts/6GaoxMRfxO8
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Are you still in New York or somewhere else? Are you in Canada right now? I miss you and I would come see you wherever you are, I just don't know where you ran off to now.
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>>85086792
>Name some of the characters
Mike
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>>85086927
Is there a heterosexual way I can post my dick here or nah
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Resbond to my message dooood aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
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>>85087391
literally me ha ha.
pls respond
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https://youtube.com/watch/BgQ0zeLjPlI
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>>85087391
No ur gay maria
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When I dream of my maria, I see the way she smiles, they way her eyes light up when she sees me, how her voice sounds with me, how excited and happy she is, content and talking about how she is thankful for me and how I am saving her from all that stress and anxiety she feels everywhere else. It's nice to feel her in my arms and to move her hair from her eyes and kiss her. Hear her tells me 'i love you more'
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Things would be easier if that corrup pos mode is ejected into space because I'm not going anywhere. I have unlimited funds to be here for my maria.
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on the down low/lowkey likewise I saw that letter on their
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you saw it but said nothing
interesting
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I'm going to fucking end you.
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I've learned that people will always leave you no matter what you do. That you will never be anyone's first choice. And what you wish you had will always be out of your grasp.
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>>85088913
Trvke women are incapable of loving men.
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>>85088913
Maria is mikes first choice and he has never left her. So you just have not met true love yet
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>>85088657
woah kitty calm down
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Hey S,
I'm horrible at writing and know there's almost no chance you will ever read this, but if you do I want you to know I waited for you on those stairs for so long and I've been waiting 2 years for you to come back ive figured u would come back after ur birthday due to having more freedom I don't know if you a dead, got all electronics confiscated or just ignoring me, but I still love you even tho we spent 2 years just texting and I spent 2 more years waiting we never even called in the end did we its funny you have been on a call with my sister that one time but you and me have never been on a call together, it does make me feel abit pathetic for staying but I know that I love you and you know how to find me you came back before you can do it again, om sorry for those words I said when u were ignoring me I said them out of anger and frustration and didn't mean them even tho u took be back anyway, I just want you in my life again, If ur reading this come home, or atleast tell me what happened and that you don't want me anymore and let me move on
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>>85086428
i'm the guy who took that screencap (not the anon you're replying to) and trust me dude, every frame is a bad one (also you were bricked up and you will never live this down lolololol)
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Thread was kinda nice before mike started posting coal as always
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>>85088913
Someone has to occupy that space of being the first choice, sadly it ain't you and me </3
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wA_S8TlLu0&list=RD9wA_S8TlLu0&start_radio=1
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>>85089088
Colton still seething from getting caught and decides to come back and talk about how gay he is screen capping mikes cock.

Posted a pic of Mike earlier and he is attractive. I watched the video. He's good looking. You are so fucking jealous of him it's ridiculous. I can't believe you don't see what a fucking lolcow you are Colton.

Dude if you didn't fill half the thread with you being jelly and posting about Mike, it would be a better place but you are very gay and obsessed with him.
>>85089108
Double post. Colton you are the issue. You filled the thread with your larp seething over Mike then threw a tizzy when getting caught.

Anyways. Thanks you Colton for being such a lolcow. You make me laugh this morning and you coming back and still fuming is so hilarious.
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>>85089133
Omg Colton ur micro penis seething larp boasting is so funny. I'm dying. You are so pathetic
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>>85089175
It's really weird when you talk in the third person mike
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'Colton' is currently busy being a bpd retard Mike he really couldn't give a fuck about you right now.
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>>85089208
There are more people in the world than Mike. You are obsessed with him and it's fuckin weird. You should just date him already
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wrong, because I am a woman and I love men, kind of. many of them I want nothing to do with.
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>>85089245
I haven't seen a post from Mike in a bit. Only Colton seething about him. And yeah makes sense Colton is claiming it's someone else. He always does that when caught. Anyways thanks for the laughs Colton you lolcow
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>>85089255
Thanks for the laughs, Mike. Going to go write some more gay fanfiction?
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>>85089249
No one gives a shit about you enough to defend you post after post, thread after thread. Always the same posting style.
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>>85089133
What's the point of being first choice if they leave you anyways?
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If you don't want anything to do with the men you "love" you don't actually love them retard.
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I said "wrong, kind of"
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I want a girlfriend so badly. There's nothing more that I want in this life. If I had a beautiful girl love me, my life would be complete.
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beautiful girl (redhead, small feet)
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>>85089517
https://youtu.be/zD94k4XX__o?si=oGLawnW0DmOWdjaR
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>>85089517
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dJond4gaX4
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>>85089318
Women lie all the time and believe their own lies.
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Funny that you were considering moving to asia for a full position and big promotion but were too scared to just travel for holidays with me. I could probably just go to whatever country they were going to send you and set you up, I'd figure it out somehow, you didn't need to know any locals. Visiting you outside of schengen area would be easy and I would use any vacation time I get. Although maybe it wouldn't work out because it's hard to be a responsible office lady when you spend so much time in the hospital.
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>>85089524
>tfw life ruined because beautiful girl told people to stalk you and all of a sudden everyone thinks your schizo
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someone said my name in this thread again but i dont think its for me. still makes me feel weird
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>>85090273
Is it Colton, Mike, Maria, Rose, Omar or Molly? How does it make you feel? Do you imagine that some letters are written for you? What if they are?
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>>85090327
yes it is onbe of those
it makes me suspicious, but it isnt about me at all. if they are, id be curious as to the motives ig
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>>85090412
I wrote it. I told you already. Yeah, it's not about you. It's to make another person with that name question if it's for them. Or maybe so I can just say the name once again. Before this there was a really low chance of them actually seeing those posts. But now they might be here reading. Just ignore it if it makes you paranoid.
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>>85090448
u never told me anyuthing before, im prolly not who u think
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>>85090511
I did. It's not very unique and personal for a girl to bedrot lol.
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>>85090521
i dont think ive been talking to anyone about bedrotting but maybe i have. ive complained about lots of other things similar tho ig. i never said it was unique to be doing tht tho lmao r u retarded
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HOLY SHIT YOU ARE SEETHING SO MUCH AND MADE SO MANY THREADS LIKE AN INSECURE LITTLE BETA BITCH.

if it's maria, he made you retarded. You can't rewrite history and our love and LUST.

The fact you are putting up with such a little beta bitch like Colton dramatically lowers how i see you.
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>>85089255
All below this post is Colton seething. Fucking pathetic beta bitch behavior.
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yes I wish I'd been more confident before, and less neurotic. the faster I overcome my desire to come here, the sooner it'll feel faint. it's the only choice I have left if I want to find someone good for me.
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>>85087015
I don't think so
I mean it's just gay to post expose yourself like that to a bunch of men
Pretty straightforward no?
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You literally have the most garbage opinions and perspective. Truly rot that needs to be thrown out. Garbage person.
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>>85090732
Guess what? I'm here forever now thanks to you. Enjoy.
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>>85090761
do you really find your life and feelings that interesting enough to constantly post every detail? you dont think maybe nobody cares and youre yelling into the void? or that ur special? doesnt it get tiring?
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>>85090772
Just call him a narcissist and watch him cope and dilate
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>>85090772
I'm special enough for you to constantly harass me , make threads about me, larp as me, collect pics of me on your pc.

You lost 10 as much as me and it's about me, you are a hypocrite.

So fuck off and take your meds, fucking narc creep stalker little beta bitch Micro penis cunt
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>>85090780
We already know Colton does

Colton is a fucking gay faggot little clit dick sissy bitch.

Keep making posts bout me and remember you are the one making me special with your stalking and making threads, larps about me you obsessive creepnfag colton
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>>85090786
lol why do u assume everyone is someone else, i have never done tht shit u schizo ass mf
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>>85090794
mike youre having a tantrum again, remind yourself youre not special enough to anyone for them to do any of that. you are schizophrenic
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He's a little special that's true
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>>85090807
>>85090801
I'm the main character tee hee
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>>85090801
Nah, keep fingering your butthole , I don't care to hear you gurgle your shitter and call it something else
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>>85082594
Haven't heard that one in a while
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>>85090801
>>85090807
>>85090814
>>85090825
The amount of obsessive fandom I get is enough to say, yeah im more 'famous' and 'special'. I'd rather you STFU and leave me alone. I don't want your attention. I never asked for others to latch on and follow me.

Look at the ratio of one of my posts and how many from others who decide to paparazi
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>letter thread famous
bahahahahahaha
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>>85090935
He also probably thinks that the person with the biggest prostate wins. :D

Because - you know - bigger is better.
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>>85070844
Another failed discord "romance" lol
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I've been testing typst with the Typesetter editor (both open source) a bit more and I really like how clean and snippy everything is! I'm forced to use M$ products at work and I hate how Word is such a cluttered mess that is just embarrassing for a payed product. I can recommend typst to anyone who isn't required to hand over LaTeX files to publishers - its streamlined syntax (compared to LaTeX) keeps things readable-ish, unlike LaTeX files that end up as kind of an eye-sore.
LaTeX is still king for papers with tons of references but anything less serious is probably a good candidate for typst - at least for new documents.
I thought the fast compile time of typst is kind of gimmicky but it's actually helpful to quickly getting feedback to find mistakes in the typst code quickly while one's typing.
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You are annoying and dumb but I sure do miss having someone to have highly specific conversations about songwriting with. Condemned to chatting with ai... You freak out at the concept of someone using AI to confirm their insane biases but I only use it as a sounding board for media critique and because I have nobody to share my opinion with which seems super harmless.
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Someone on the yt side of the 69 crew:
>Don't listen to Diogenes, he lives in a can.
I guess that was meant as a diss but I took it as a huge compliment and it made my evening, desu.

I guess being debt free and living small and well below your means isn't popular but it has it's benefits.

>fake 69er
This one confused me a bit. Explain yourself!
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>>85091884
>it's
*its
Fuck me, again!?!?! Why is spell checking still this dumb?
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>>85091583
>I sure do miss having someone to have highly specific conversations about songwriting with
I wish I had this.
>Condemned to chatting with ai
>I only use it as a sounding board for media critique and because I have nobody to share my opinion with which seems super harmless
Same are you me?
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>>85092003
Maybe. I'm old but I recently looked into some trendy tiktok music like Wifiskeleton and sigilcore and was having a conversation with chatgpt about the change in the mode of production in music for profit. I was comparing and contrasting wifiskeleon's songwriting with Minutemen's and Black Flag's on Nervous Breakdown. That and comparing sigilcore's aesthetic of being occult rap to if David Tibet from Current 93 opened Thunder Perfect Mind with some shit about being sad about his girlfriend. I was pretty disappointed to find its pretty much just about fucking bitches and buying stuff. Anyway, these are pretty dense thoughts. Got discord?
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Let's just talk. Like if I was just your friend. Please don't say you're tired. It hurts to see it again. I won't make you worry. I'll forgive you for everything. You don't owe me anything. You don't have to have a relationship with me. I just want to know you again. I don't care how. We will have no obligations and I won't tell you what to do. You don't have to try. You don't have to respond. Maybe you won't even read it. I will not hold you up for it or confront you. Why not? As if I'm a stranger who's just talking to you when life feels lonely. You could talk to someone you don't share so much trauma with. Right? Just treat me like noone who doesn't matter. It doesn't need to hurt me more either. I need a chance to feel the comfort of knowing you again.
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>>85092415
I feel like this but then I fear if I'd then start knowing someone better I'd change my mind. I'd despise myself if that happened
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>>85092460
What bad thing can happen if you change your mind? Why would you despise yourself?
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>>85092469
I'd no longer care to listen to them, even if I promised them nothing it would still feel disingenuous to me
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>>85092487
You shouldn't care about things you didn't promise. If someone isn't interesting for you to converse with, they should be able to know it and deal with it.
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Let's just be clear. I never held onto you because of pity. I never had you as a burden to carry for some moral satisfaction. I never had you as a confidence boost. I never had you as a temporary loneliness solution. That girl... she was dear to me. That's why I was doing everything I did and tried so hard. If it was someone else I wouldn't care. Just wouldn't. I don't know if I could do that for you because I don't know if you're still her. But I can't let go of the chance. I can only beg and grovel for it like I always did.
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>>85092527
You're right, ofcourse. I still feel a general responsibility to not cause unnecessary harm or discomfort. Maybe this limits my life too much
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>tfw no shitbag gf
>tfw you're the shitbag
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>>85092570
Maybe you're right though. I just wanted to talk to her for a bit one day and three years later both of us are ruined.
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>>85092592
what's the hangup? you are a shitbag so you gotta get a shitbag gf
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>>85092627
Nah, my girlfriends are great. Genuinely wonderful people. Shame they can't meet. :(
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Hey, does anyone remember 420chan? There was a trip-fag calling himself: "insufferable asshole" and something tells me he might be amongst us.



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