>tfw dream about not wanting to leave my bed>tfw wake up through my alarm >tfw sleepy but need to get ready for work>make my bed>give our cats their breakfast>get a coffee & cigs>smoke during the sunrise >be ready4work I just want to arrive back home already and go back to my bed immediately
he puts his cats first a true gentleman
>>85081154>our catsfakecel get out
>>85081154haven't u gone to sleep less than 4 hours ago? it isn't that great working with such a metal fatigue, is that why u smoke and drink coffee too much?
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>>85081231what's wrong with licking sand?
>>85081257what's wrong with licking sand (1)
>I was considering to buy a switch 2 with star fox>to keep myself motivated n stuff>escalated into considering a ticket to osaka for my bdayI need more money bleh, saving up would be much easier if I would have some peace at home But this year was even worse>>85081159She was spawn camping infront of my door, fortunately she doesn't meow like our other cat or else I would be awake since much earlier>>85081216I meant like our home with parents>>85081231Yea its a struggle, even if I went to bed much earlierMy body will refuse to let me sleeepWhen I was younger I would wake up after like 4h and fall back asleep again
>unfortunately I never ended up making games like young me wanted to>this factory is a perfect inspiration for a great horror game map>like the police station in biohazard 2>have to carry a smol but very heavy machine from the attic down to their workshop>become drenched in sweat while I do so>my arms are rekt>tfw still have a gym membership but dont go there anymoreI should cancel it>our client has their morning meeting>perfect time for more coffee n cigs befor the actual break xd
>>85081375if you buy a switch 2 you can get overwatch on it i suggest it pomniposter
>I have to remove oil sludge from the roof>in a crawl space>really makes me want to book a plane ticketI should rather figure out how to fix dads business or do my own thing bleh>not the first time im doing this>last time we had a part time employee helping me>or more like>they did most things and didn't let me work cause they fear my dad>end up putting gloves over my shoes>so if I step in the oil sludge >I can easily clean my shoes>laugh a lil too much about it>cause it looks very silly>>85081700Overwatch still exists?I played 1 plenty of times but not interested into it anymoreI want(ed) to wait for a new animal crossing game, cause I have over 650 hours in new horizon But I also like star fox a lot>have a steam deck since 2 years now>not even 10 hours of playtime with itOof, I have more than enough gamesJust not the will to play anything fr anymore
>remove a good amount of the oil sludge >makes me think of dorohedoro>can't say why cause spoilers>tfw had to wait 6 years for season 2>ended up reading the manga in the meantime>my legs hurt>go downstairs for some water & cig>pros for booking my vacay>I recharge some energy for back home & work>my LAST bday in my 20s ;____;I DONT WANNA BE 30+ REEEEEEEE>Unlike last time I dont have to sell my investments for it>"invested" 70% of my paychecks the last 6 months>so the next ones can be for the travel>cons>my investment was rather a gamble>it could take 5 - 10 years til neat profits>so basically I still need capital for a real investment>even dad is overwhelmed with his business >and is open for me to be in charge>so I have to focus on a solution (but be too rekt xd)I need to stfu my cig is dead
>time for coffee n cigs>eat some chocolate >it feels so good>I should probably breakfast in the morning again>dad is like>we will throw a bit money at you>do something with it>I guess I can book my vacation and still end up with some capital >but I still need to figure out everything >one big con I didn't mentioned stays>I wanted the next travel to be with mom>it would be without mom>im actually paranoid about how much time I have left with my parents >I reached a age where plenty of people start losing their parents>so dunno for how much longer the universe will have some mercy with me
>my legs & knee hurt>just a bit more and im finished >be a lil too melty n depresso inside of my head>try to shut it down>go downstairs for a cig>dad left me alone since the first break>he will come back with some mcdonalds for meI better hurry up now, so I can have a long lunch break >someone at the smoking area asks me how im doing>be like "must">normie response that implies you must be fine and continue (to work/live)>he implies that im not serious about it>be like welp everyone has their sorrows & traumas>he agrees on that
>>85082978You're a gay marijuana addict retard.
>break time>dad has some cheeseburgers and a strawberry milkshake for me>eat>go smoke a cig>some russian only speaking truck driver asks for help>end up going to every office with him>until we figured out where he has to go>be drenched in sweat againT-time for a cig now>>85083053Just a retard
>our client gave us some ice cream at the end>arrive back home>be super rektI need a showerAfter this cig
>be too rekt for anything >end up considering taking a vacation with mom later this year>I still have to calculate the cost of it>but it seems doable >biggest concern is what if it would be better to invest and travel later
>everything is okies for a moment >dad triggers my stress levels into apaceI should have seen that coming Please let me just die already
>>85086302nah, don't die, there are better chances to make that game u wanted staying alive, you can start small like, writing down the concepts of the game and the mechanics along with the characters, later on learn how to use godot, unity, shiVa, u don't have to hurry up, just go at your own pace
>>85086840Idk I fucked up by letting depression win most of my teens n 20sFor now I need a solution for dad's business And im struggling too much with that alreadyIf my fucking bro wasn't in a psychosis things would be much more manageable I need more moneyAnd stfu & sleep already
>seems like we could afford to travel together >but mom is also VERY stubborn about travling to Tehran asap>she is also rekt n exhausted by things at home>and really wants to see her mom n bro>>some people are traveling to iran again>so she doesn't care about geopolitics >its not real apparently EpicGoodnights
>>85081154>>get a coffee & cigsdid you realize you're a faggot then?
>>85081375>if I would have some peace at homewhat keeps you from having peace at home? >But this year was even worsewhat made it worse?
>>85088548>what made it worse?I came out of the closet.