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>>85082611can't wait until sunday since weed + xanax is my new sunday tradition.
I'm trying to buy 2cb but my dealer is a fucking retard and "can't find my scale" and takes ages to respond I might kill him. Also today I picked up more pregabalin. Man I cut it tight there. I take the 300s normally, twice a day, but I was flat broke and had to ration down to my last day, break my last pill in half 150 the previous night, and the 150 today. Finally got more this evening. 10 trays of 75mg. Cost me 100 dollars think that's like 60usd. I gotta stop this drug man I get sweaty and feel ill when I don't take it. The withdrawal isn't horrific but still, why am I addicted to this drug? The magic is when you have no tolerance at all and take like 900mg it's like fucking mdma I'm a social God. But now I'm just a fucking pill head.
I'm drinking malt liquor nigga!
My onion dealer needs to hurry the fuck up and ship my fucking order, I've been waiting for DAYS alreadyI NEED MY SHIT NOWIWANTMYADDERALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally quitting 7oh due to upcoming DEA emergency ban/scheduling. Man I have spent I think at least $10k on this fucked up demon of an addiction. Maybe even $20k. It's so painful thinking about it. So much money just gone with nothing to show for it but a fucked up broken brain and a non-functioning reward system. This is the most intense anhedonia I have ever experienced in my life, even worse than more traditional opiate addictions I've kicked in the past. I just laid there sleeping on and off for more than 12 hours yesterday. I felt too miserable to do ANYTHING. I had a jug of water less than 3ft away from me but couldn't work up the motive to pick it up and drink from it the entire 12 hours. I spilled a bunch of crap on my floor, couldn't force myself to clean it up. Couldn't force myself to shower, wash my hands, brush my teeth, or even move hardly. I managed to stand up a few times but felt completely overwhelmed and unable to focus on anything and just felt exhausted and miserable as hell so I'd just immediately lay back down again. It's such a fucked up feeling, being 100% sapped of even the slightest positive sensation. Everything just feels BAD.
>>85083334>dnm AdderallJust making sure you're aware anon, 100% chance it's actually meth.
>>85083234Damn, the only way to enjoy a 40 is posted up on the stoop with your homies.I tried Mickey's and, while enjoyable, its overwhelming sweetness lets me know that I prefer the dirtgrass presence of hops.
>>85083334How hard was it to obtain off-script adderall? Is this the sort of thing I need to be on Telegram for?
>>85083973It's easy on the dnm but again, it's all meth.
>>85083983Aha. Not the experience I am looking for. I just want to manage the ADHD without a healthcare provider doling out the wrong shit on purpose for half a year.
I just started trintellix and it feels like vyvanse for me.
>>85083465So they go through the trouble of pressing meth in pills, putting it in blisters and the original packaging they use at the pharmacy and make it all look unopened?
>>85084531NTA but you'd be surprised at how convincing fake strips can be
>lemme try this againMy 2 weed plants I got on my balcony are outgrowing it's greenhouse tent.I can't freely grow them on the balcony because my dumbass cat will continously try digging in the dirt of the pots.What do? Can I just cut off the top bit and keep them growing in there for a while?Or would that stres the plant too much?I'm kinda scared, cuz this is the furthest I've gotten in 2 years of trying to grow my own bud.
